ログインTwo weeks of living with the knowledge that someone was always watching. At first, it freaked Lia out. She'd be at the grocery store and catch a glimpse of a man in a black SUV parked three spaces down. She'd leave Isla's café and see someone across the street pretending to read a newspaper. They weren't even trying to hide anymore. Caspian's people. Always there. Always watching.
The weird thing was, after a few days, she stopped being scared. Started feeling something else instead. Safe. Protected. Like nothing bad could happen to her as long as they were there. It was messed up. She knew it was messed up. But she couldn't help it. Julian noticed something was different. Not the men watching her. He was too self-absorbed for that. But he noticed her. The way she carried herself. How she didn't flinch anymore when he raised his voice. How she looked him in the eye instead of looking away. "You're different," he said one morning over breakfast. He was actually home for once, eating toast and scrolling through his phone. "More confident or something. What's going on?" Lia's heart jumped. "Nothing's going on. I'm the same person I've always been." "No, you're not." He studied her with narrowed eyes. "Did you start therapy or something?" "No." "New medication?" "Julian, I'm fine. Just tired of being pushed around." She stood up, taking her coffee cup to the sink. "The open marriage was your idea, remember? Maybe I'm just finally accepting it." He didn't look convinced, but he dropped it. Went back to his phone and whatever woman he was texting. Lia let out a breath she didn't know she was holding. That evening, Margaret called. The charity gala was this Saturday. Black tie. Mandatory attendance. All the important families would be there. Lia needed to look perfect. Act perfect. Be the perfect Whitmore wife. "Of course, Margaret," Lia said, already exhausted by the thought of it. "We'll be there." Saturday arrived too fast. Lia spent the afternoon getting ready, putting on the mask she'd worn for five years. Hair perfect. Makeup flawless. A silver gown that cost more than most people made in a month. Diamond earrings Julian's parents had given her. She looked like everything Margaret wanted. Rich. Elegant. Boring. Julian came home at seven to change. He barely looked at her. "Ready?" "Yes." The drive to the Silvercrest Grand Hotel was silent. Julian was on his phone the whole time, probably making plans to slip away early. To meet Vanessa or whoever else. Lia stared out the window and wondered why she was still doing this. Playing this role. Pretending. The ballroom was packed with Silvercrest's elite. Old money families in designer clothes, drinking expensive champagne and pretending to care about whatever charity this was for. Lia smiled. Shook hands. Made small talk. Played her part perfectly. And then she saw him. Across the room. Caspian Nero. In a black tuxedo that fit him like it was made for his body. Dark hair styled back. Those gray eyes scanning the crowd like a predator looking for prey. What the hell was he doing here? Their eyes met. Everything else disappeared. The noise. The people. All of it. Just him. Looking at her like she was the only person in the room. Like he could see straight through her expensive dress and perfect makeup to the woman underneath who was barely holding it together. Lia's breath caught. Her heart hammered. She looked away first, trying to calm down. This was bad. This was really bad. Julian couldn't see them together. Couldn't know. "Darling, there you are." Margaret appeared at her elbow, air-kissing her cheeks. "You look lovely. Though perhaps the dress is a bit revealing for a woman your age." Lia was twenty-nine. The dress showed her collarbones. But she smiled and nodded. "I'll keep that in mind for next time." Margaret launched into gossip about someone's daughter who'd gotten divorced. Scandalous. Lia tried to focus. I tried not to look across the room at Caspian. Failed. He was moving through the crowd now. People got out of his way without even realizing they were doing it. He had that effect. That presence that demanded respect and fear in equal measure. And he was heading straight toward them. CASPIAN'S POV Caspian shouldn't be here. He knew that. Dorian had told him it was a bad idea. Nina had laughed and called him an idiot. But he couldn't help it. Two weeks. Two weeks of knowing she was out there. Living her life. With her piece of shit husband. And Caspian couldn't stop thinking about her. About that night. The way she'd felt in his arms. The sounds she'd made. The look in her eyes when she'd told him she just wanted to feel like she mattered. He'd had his people watching her. Keeping her safe from the Bratva. But also sending him reports. Where she went. What she did. Who she talked to. It was obsessive. He knew it was obsessive. But he couldn't stop. So when Dorian mentioned that the Silvercrest elite were having their annual charity gala, Caspian decided to make an appearance. He had money. Lots of it. Most of it is legal these days. He could buy his way into any event he wanted. The ballroom was full of people who looked down on him. Old money families who thought he was trash. New money. Criminal. Dangerous. They weren't wrong. But they took his donations anyway. Smiled to his face while they whispered behind his back. Caspian didn't care. He wasn't here for them. He was here for her. He spotted Lia across the room. Silver dress. Diamond earrings. Hair done up in some complicated style. She looked like a princess. Untouchable. Perfect. And completely miserable. Her husband stood next to her. Julian Whitmore. Trust fund baby. Caspian had done his research. The guy was a joke. Cheating on his wife. Running his father's company into the ground. Living off family money while pretending to be a businessman. Julian's hand was on Lia's waist. Possessive. Like he owned her. Caspian's jaw clenched. He wanted to walk over there and break that hand. Remove it from her body permanently. "Boss," Dorian's voice in his ear. His second-in-command had followed him to the gala, blending into the crowd in his own tux. "You're staring. People are going to notice." "I don't care." "You should. Half the people here would love to take you down. Don't give them ammunition." Dorian was right. But Caspian was already moving. Walking toward her. He couldn't help it. It was like gravity. She pulled him in and he couldn't resist. LIA'S POV Caspian stopped in front of them. Up close, he was even more devastating. The tux. The confident way he carried himself. Those eyes that seemed to see everything. "Mrs. Whitmore," he said, his voice smooth. Professional. "Mr. Whitmore. I hope I'm not interrupting." Julian's face lit up. He recognized money and power when he saw it, even if he didn't know exactly who Caspian was. "Not at all. I don't believe we've met." "Caspian Nero." He held out his hand. "I'm exploring some business opportunities in Silvercrest. Your family's pharmaceutical company came highly recommended." Julian shook his hand eagerly. Lia could practically see dollar signs in his eyes. "Really? We should talk. I'm always interested in new partnerships." "I'd like that." Caspian's smile was polite. Empty. Then he turned to Lia. "Your wife is lovely. Would you mind if I asked her to dance? I find business discussions go better when I've made a good impression on the whole family." Julian actually pushed her forward. "Of course. Lia would love to dance. Wouldn't you, darling?" Lia wanted to scream. Wanted to tell Julian that this was a terrible idea. That dancing with Caspian Nero was dangerous for about a thousand different reasons. Instead, she smiled. "I'd be happy to." Caspian offered his arm. She took it. His muscles were hard under the expensive fabric. He led her onto the dance floor as a slow song started. One hand went to her waist. The other took her hand. And suddenly they were too close. Way too close. "You shouldn't be here," Lia whispered. "I go where I want." His voice was low. Dangerous. His hand on her back burned through the thin fabric of her dress. "Julian can't know." "I don't care about Julian." "I do. He's still my husband." "A husband who doesn't deserve you." Caspian's gray eyes locked on hers. "Two weeks, Lia. Two weeks of watching you from a distance. Do you have any idea what that's been like?" "You're the one who put people on me." "To keep you safe. Not to torture myself." His hand tightened on her waist. Pulled her closer. "But that's what it's been. Torture. Knowing you're out there. In that house with him. In his bed." "I'm not in his bed. We haven't shared a bed in months." Something flickered in Caspian's expression. Satisfaction. Possession. "Good." They moved across the floor. Lia was hyperaware of every point where their bodies touched. His hand. His chest. The heat between them. Everyone was watching. She could feel their eyes. But she couldn't bring herself to care. "This is dangerous," she said. "I know." "People will talk." "Let them." "Caspian." His name came out like a plea. She didn't even know what she was pleading for. For him to stop. For him to never stop. The song was ending. Caspian leaned close, his lips brushing her ear. His breath sent shivers down her spine. "Meet me outside. Five minutes. We need to talk." "I can't." "Yes, you can. Garden entrance. East side. Five minutes, Lia. Don't make me wait." The music stopped. He stepped back, releasing her. Gave her a polite smile like they'd just had a normal dance. Like he hadn't just set her entire world on fire. "Thank you for the dance, Mrs. Whitmore." He walked away, disappearing into the crowd. Lia stood there, trying to catch her breath. Trying to remember how to move. How to think. Julian appeared at her elbow, oblivious. "That went well. I think he's interested in investing. Could be huge for the company." "That's great." Her voice sounded far away. Mechanical. "I'm going to find Dad. Tell him about this. You'll be okay here?" "Yes. I need some air anyway." Julian was already walking away. Already forgetting about her. Lia looked toward the garden entrance. East side. She should stay here. I should go home. Should forget about Caspian Nero and his dangerous gray eyes and the way he made her feel alive. She was going to go. She knew it. Couldn't help it. Five minutes. She'd give him five minutes. That was all. Lia made her way through the crowd, smiling at people who spoke to her, making excuses about needing fresh air. The garden entrance was easy to find. A set of French doors leading to the hotel's outdoor space. She slipped through them into the cool night air. The garden was beautiful. Fairy lights strung through trees. The scent of roses and jasmine. And in the shadows, waiting for her like she'd known he would be Caspian.FIVE YEARS LATER LIAElena was five years old and had opinions about everything.Breakfast was a negotiation. Getting dressed was a discussion. Bath time was occasionally a formal debate that Lia did not always win. She had her father's gray eyes and his particular brand of absolute certainty about things and she deployed both constantly and without apology.Lia sat at the kitchen table with her coffee and watched Elena explain to Caspian, with great patience and detail, why the pancake she had been given was the wrong shape."It's a circle," Elena said."Pancakes are circles," Caspian said."I wanted a star.""I don't know how to make a star."Elena looked at him with an expression that said she found this hard to believe.Lia pressed her lips together.He looked at her over Elena's head. She raised her eyebrows. He looked back at Elena with the expression of a man who ran a city and was being outnegotiated by a five-year-old and was choosing to let this happen."I'll learn to make
The rooftop of Blackthorn Tower had never been used for anything like this.It had cameras and wind sensors and a retractable shelter system that Dorian had installed two years ago because the building needed better perimeter security. It had never been meant for a wedding.But when Lia had said she wanted small and outside and real, he had looked at the rooftop and understood immediately. This was their building. Their city. If there was going to be a ceremony it should be here.His men had spent two days up here. Not building anything elaborate. Just clearing space, setting out chairs, running lights along the edge so the city was visible below without competing with what was happening above it. Simple. Clean. Enough.He stood at the end of the aisle, if it could be called that, with Dorian beside him and the officiant whose name he had already forgotten because he had been too busy trying to keep his face from doing things in the last thirty minutes.Dorian had noticed. Of course h
He would not tell her where they were going.She had asked twice in the car and both times he had looked at the road and said nothing with the focused calm of a man who had decided something and was not going to be moved off it. Elena was with Carol who had arrived at six in the evening with overnight things without being asked, which meant Caspian had called her, which meant this had been planned for longer than Lia had realized.She watched the city through the car window.She recognized the direction before she recognized the building. They were heading north. Toward the Azure district. The old part of the city where the hotels sat back from the street behind stone facades and doormen in coats.She had not been back here since the night she had walked in with shaking hands and a plan for revenge that had nothing to do with the life she had built since.He pulled up outside the Azure Hotel.She looked at it through the windscreen for a moment."You bought it," she said."I told you
The church was small and old and smelled like candles and cold stone.Lia had not been inside a church in years. The last time had been a Whitmore charity event, something with stained glass and a very long speech from a bishop who kept mispronouncing Margaret's name. She had spent the whole service thinking about where she had parked the car.This was different.This felt like something that mattered.Elena was in a white dress that Isla had found and that was so aggressively small and perfect that Lia had sat with it in her lap for ten minutes when it arrived just looking at it. The dress had tiny buttons down the back and a cream sash and Elena was not impressed by any of it. She had been trying to eat the sash since they put her in it.The church was half full. Family. The crew. Nobody had been turned away and nobody had been made to dress a certain way and the result was a room that contained Carol and Robert in their Sunday best sitting two rows ahead of Marcus who was wearing a
The courthouse was the same one she had sat in three weeks ago to watch Julian sentenced.Different floors. Different purpose entirely.She had not told anyone she was coming. Not Isla. Not her mother. Not even Caspian, which she had thought about and decided on deliberately. This was something she needed to do quietly. Just her and Elena and a form and a clerk and her own name written in her own hand.She sat in a plastic chair in the waiting room with a number in one hand and Elena in the carrier on her chest. Carol had offered to take the baby. Lia had said no. She wanted Elena here for this. She wanted her daughter present the day she decided who she was going to be.The waiting room was not exciting. Plastic chairs bolted to the floor. A TV in the corner showing a news channel with the sound off. Other people with their own forms and their own reasons, all of them separately doing something that mattered only to themselves.She thought about the name while she waited.Whitmore ha
Whitmore Pharmaceuticals filed for bankruptcy on Tuesday.Lia saw it on her phone between feeding Elena and a call with the gallery contractor. She read the headline. Set the phone down. Picked it up again. Read it once more.Five years of her life had been organized around that name. Around what it meant to carry it. The dinners where she had smiled until her face hurt. The charity events where Margaret had introduced her to people who looked straight through her. The way the Whitmore name had been used like a door she was allowed to stand behind but never quite enter.Now it was a headline in the business section that nobody under forty would care about by the weekend.She waited to feel something. Satisfaction maybe. Or grief. Or that complicated thing that happened when something you had hated was also something that had been part of your life for so long it had left a shape behind.Nothing came.Just quiet.She put the phone down and looked at Elena who was looking back at her wi
Lia barely made it to the bathroom.She hit her knees in front of the toilet, retching violently, her whole body convulsing. Everything from last night's dinner came up in waves, and she gripped the porcelain like it was the only solid thing left in the world.Footsteps behind her. Then Caspian's h
The penthouse felt different when Lia stepped inside. Same sleek marble floors, same floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, same expensive artwork on the walls. But everything had shifted, tilted sideways, because she was different now. She carried a secret that changed the shape of the wor
The ride down in the elevator was suffocating.Caspian stood on the opposite side, arms crossed, jaw tight. The easy intimacy from thirty minutes ago had vanished. Replaced by cold distance that made Lia's chest ache.She'd seen him angry before. Seeing him was dangerous. But this was different. Th
Caspian's POV Caspian was losing his fucking mind.Three days. Three goddamn days since he'd kissed Lia in that garden. Since he'd tasted her mouth and felt her body pressed against his. Since she'd looked at him with those green eyes full of want and fear and something else he couldn't name.Thre







