Chapter 5

Damon's pov

Damon was feeling extra frustrated today. Honestly, his heart was just missing someone, yes he was missing Nina. He really wanted to be close to her and caress her adorable face with his hands. But the problem was that everytime he faced her, everytime his eyes met hers, he could feel something stir in his heart, there was a contant feeling of guilt that consumed him everytime he met her. The feeling of guilt was so overwhelming that it can bring him to his knees. It is so strong that it is enough to break him. He knew that and it scared him. So, he decided that its better for his ego if he doesnt go home now. After some time, Damon decided that he would call his mistress Mona again. He called her and told her to be prent at one of his farmhouses. And Damon went to that farmhouse.

"oh baby I missed you so much, it's been so long you didn't even receive my calls" said Mona with her super fake voice. Actually everything about her was fake, every single thing.

"I am a busy person Mona " he answered as he grabbed her body and started kissing her hard, releasing all his frustration. Honestly, with Mona there was no feelings, no love no nothing. He purely just used her body to get over his frustration and needs and that girl was even happy about it.

Damon was lying on the bed now and thinking about Nina. He wondered if she was drinking again. He had to do something about her drinking habit. He could tell that it was getting worse day by day, he knew that she was turning into a severe alchoholic person. He thought that maybe he should talk with his doctor about it. He wanted to call the doctor but could not find his phone.

"Mona,where's my phone? " he shouted. After a moment Mona came from the kitchen and told him that she had put it on charge. Damon hurriedly took his phone out of the charger and saw that there were 23 missed calls. His heart dropped when he saw that 19 calls were from Nina. The other were from his assistant Aaron. His mind started racing, he started praying to God for Nina's safety. He called Nina at first but when he found her phone was off he called Aaron.

"Aaron " Damon almost growled on the phone.

" sir" Aaron answered from the other side.

"why did you call me? " Damon asked.

" sir your wife called and asked me about you but before I could ask her the reason she cut the call.  Sir, she sounded as if she was in trouble, so I called you to tell you" Aaron said in one breath.

"fuck " Damon cursed as he cut the call.  He hurriedly called to the house number but no one answered. He then called his driver as he lived in a quarter near the house.

" where is Nina? " he asked.

" sir, mam went out in the morning" his driver said. Without saying anything Damon cut the call.

Damon was going crazy he had no idea what to do. He just knew one thing and it was that everything that is happening is his falut. If anything happens to Nina today, he knew that he could never forgive himself, never evre. He would probably die with her he thought.  Suddenly he got a plan and hurriedly he called one of his friend Jamie. Jamie was a police officer, he could track her number.

Damon came to know about Nina's phones track. It showed the 15n Road.

The road was not a good one and he knew that. Suddenly Mona came to him and side hugged him. "where are you going sweetheart,  you just came I won't let you go anywhere now" she said. "just shut the fuck up, I have to go find my wife" was all he said as he left.

Damon was almost near the road and everything was so dark. His mind was going crazy thinking about what could happen to  her. He suddenly saw a car and realized it was Nina's mother's car the one which Nina always uses. He run to the car and saw his Nina by the side of the car. His heart dropped when he saw that she was not moving. He touched her neck with shaking hands to find her pulse and sweared to God that if he fails to find a pulse he would kill himself right here beside her. When Damon finally felt Nina's weak pulse through his shaky fingers, he almost cried and thanked God a thousand times for keeping his Nina alive. Without wasting anytime he took her up in his arms. She was so cold, so freaking cold. He cradled her in his arms tightly to give her his body heat. He noticed Nina's hand move and grabbing the collarof his shirt with all her might. Admist of all the trouble, a smile made its way up to his lips seeing this little activity by Nina. She always does this whenever he takes her in his arms, she just holds his collar with all her might as if its her lifeline. Then Damon hurriedly placed her in the car.

Damon looked at Nina's sleeping form. It's been a while since the doctor left. Nina had high fever. The doctor gave her some medicines and said that she was going to be alright. After the doctor went Damon checked her body temperature again and saw that her fever was goung down now. Damon felt like he could finally breath now. Another smile crpet up nto his lips as he took in her Nina's sleeping form and thought that this girl definitely knows how to make him breathless. Damon took her hand and kissed it. His mind again drifted to what could have happened to her. He clenched his jaw and cursed himself for being such a bad husband.