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VALENCIA’S POINT OF VIEW
I can hear them giggling and snickering, I can see them pointing in my direction, whispering things to each other and then making jest of me. I hold my book closer, I try to keep my breath steady, I try not to look in their direction as I made my way to my locker. Deep breaths Valencia, deep breath, it’s tomorrow, tomorrow is the day you get linked to your mate, today is the last day you ever have to see any of them, by tomorrow your fairytale will be complete, you will find your mate and he will save you from all of this. I retreat in to my thought, I stay in my imagination. My mate, my knight in shiny armor, I will be linked to him tomorrow and my life will finally get better, my life will finally be rid of all the sorrow and pain. I was still deep in my thoughts when Lorrein and her evil gang of girls moved in front of me. “Oh look who we have here, it’s the outcast.” She said and her gang of mean girls giggled. She pulled my book out of my hand and threw it to the ground, I bent down to pick it and one by one her gang of mean girls all emptied their drinks on me. “Oops that slipped.” Lorrein said, they all giggled and walked away. I said nothing, I just walked into the school’s bathroom to clean myself up. I am used to this, I am used to being bullied and made fun of, I hate it but it is my life it has been my life for as long as I can remember. I am nothing but an outsider in my pack, I am the only werewolf who does not belong, the only one who is not a full blooded werewolf, the only one with a human father and a werewolf mother, both of which are dead by the way. My parents died the day I was born so everyone here says I am cursed, everyone in my pack either avoids or bullies me, they believe that I was the cause of my parents death so they all believe that I deserve to suffer and maybe they are right, maybe I am cursed, maybe I deserve all the bullying and suffering I am getting, i don’t know, sometimes I feel like I would be better off dead like my parents. I sighed as I turned on the tap and tried to wipe the drink from my hair, I stayed in the restroom for a little while trying to gather the courage to face my schoolmates who all hate me. My mother went against werewolf rules and got involved with a human and now I have to pay for her sins for the rest of my life. I have to take the bullying and hatred from the rest of my pack because I am nothing but an abomination who should not exist. I took deep breaths, steadied my heart rate and was about to leave the bathroom when I heard Lorrein’s voice yelling my name. “Valencia! I am going to kill you today!” She yelled. My breath got caught in my throat, my heart started to beat fast. Filled with panic, I ran into one of the stalls in the restroom. “Come out you cursed wolf! Not only are you cursed but you are also a slut!” She yelled. A slut? What does she mean! I can hear the doors of the stall close to me get opened, my heart raced as the sound got closer and closer, I felt like I would faint when the door of the stall I am in was opened. “You bitch! How dare you send your nude video to my boyfriend!” Lorrein yelled as she slapped me across the face and her gang pounced on me and started beating me. What does she mean! I did not send any nude video! I don’t even have any nude video! I laid In fetal position on the floor as they continued to slap and throw punches at me. A crowd of students had gathered now but no one stepped in to help me. “Please I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I cried but the beating still continued. What is she talking about?! Nude video?! “Pl… please stop.” I cried, I touched my mouth I am starting to bleed from there, my eyes feels swollen, my body feels painful. They continued to beat me, not even taking a break until a teacher walked in. “ That is not allowed in the school compound, If you must beat her then let it be after school closes.” The teacher said, they all grumbled and walked away. The teacher looked at me with rage in his eyes. “Argh! you are always making trouble, I sometimes wonder why you haven’t been expelled yet.” He said angrily and then walked away. I went for my classes with a swollen face and broken nose still wondering what Lorrein meant when she talked about a nude video.It was during lunchtime that everything started to make sense, that was when the video got posted on the class social media group. I stared at my phone screen in shock, my vision started to get blurry as tears began streaming down from my eyes. “Th…That’s not me.” I said crying my eyes out. The girl in the video…she looks exactly like me, she’s naked, touching herself and moaning in a throaty seductive voice. “It… it’s not me.” I stuttered crying. “She is such a slut!” The girl next to me said while glaring at me. “Ewww, she is so pathetic.” My other classmate said. “She’s so disgusting, a nude video? That’s low even for her.” One of the guys said. I cannot stay here anymore! Everyone is staring at me! Everyone hates me! I honestly just want to die! Why is this happening to me?! I ran out of the cafeteria I was not looking and mistakenly bumped into someone, I looked up to see my twin cousins. They had evil smiles on their faces. Brynn and Brian are the worse of all my bullies, they have made it known to me a lot of times that they hate me more than anything else in the world. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” I said to Brian. He looked at his sister and then back at me. “Did you enjoy our little gift Valencia?” Brian asked with an evil smile. “What gift?” I asked confused. “The video, ‘your’ nude video.” Brynn said doing an air quote. “Brian created it with an AI and I my dear cousin made sure to make Lorrein believe that you had sent it to her boyfriend.” Brynn added and then chuckled evilly. “But why?” I asked crying, my eyes felt heavy. “Why do you hate me so much?” I asked again. “Because You are an abomination, A human-werewolf? That shouldn’t exist… you shouldn’t exist Valencia and so we have to make you suffer.” My cousin Brian said in a low malicious tone… *** I started going home around evening time, I know I will surely get punished by my aunt for coming home late but I had to visit my mother’s grave, being there brings me peace, it makes me feel like somehow everything is going to be alright. I just wish my parents were alive, maybe my life would have been different. “Bye mom, I’ll see you again soon.” I said staring at my mother’s tombstone, I imagine her face there, I imagine her looking back at me. I smile at myself… just wait a few more hours Valencia, soon you will be with your mate and all this suffering will be history. I walked home quickly, I got to the front of my aunt’s castle sized mansion in a few minutes. I greeted the bodyguard at the gate and walked in to see my aunt and cousins standing by the main door of the house. My belongings were scattered all over the ground in front of the house, some of my clothes are on the bare ground rumpled and torn. What is happening? “I am tired of housing you this cursed child. I can’t take it anymore ” My aunt said, my cousins snickered. “This is Derrick, he belongs to a neighboring pack, he just paid in full for you. You will be his wife.” My aunt added. I looked from my aunt to my cousins, shocked at their cruelty and just like that my fairytale of ever getting linked to my fated mate ended…_VALENCIA There was a weighted silence between the both of us. For a second there, I returned to the past, back to the cave, away from the rest of the world, just the both of us.“Did you ever think of me?” I asked before I could stop myself. It felt like we were in this limbo where reality was a dream and the only thing that mattered was us.It felt like I could say whatever I wanted to without the fear of consequence. I felt free, free to reach out and touch the part of his heart that had once been mine in the little way that it was.All those thoughts and fantasies where however dashed when he spoke.“It is late Valencia, you should get some sleep,” he said as he made to stand up from the side of the bed.“After all this is over, I will have my driver drop you home. You will be compensated for the damages and we can forget that we ever found each other again,” Alexandro added.I said nothing as he left. I just sat there thinking about fate and why this had to happen.Why did we h
VALENCIA “Valencia. Valencia…” his voice sounded like a distant whisper that I dared not believe to be true. There was no way. I left my eyes closed, wanting to remain in this dream where he exists, wanting to feel a closeness to him that I know I would not get in real life.“Valencia,” I heard his voice say again. I still kept my eyes close, scared that when I open it, if I open it, I would be back home next to Dario, loathing and resenting him for things that he has told me to move on from.I thought back to what had happened earlier. Screeching sound, bright light, darkness. It is obvious that that was some sort of strange dream. My body feels sore, my head feels like it is way heavier than it had ever been, my eyes feel too swollen to open…maybe I had too much to drink yesterday.My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach. It felt like a cutting sensation in my gut.“Zander!” I yelled Jerking awake.I sat on the bed, eyes wide open, body tense and stiff as reality crashed in pain
VALENCIAThe tension around us could be cut with a knife. I froze in my steps. My hands stayed stiffly by my sides as my mind worked through the horrible things that would follow regardless of the decision I make.I cannot leave Zander out there. I don't even know if he is safe. My poor baby could be at the mercy of some evil rogue wolf. He could be hanging on the brink of life. He could be going through something too horrible to speak into words.My body trembled as I thought of this.The choice was obvious. Zander. He is in danger, I can feel it. I will come back for the rest of my children. I just hope they can forgive me.“Tell my babies that I love them. Always and forever,” I said to Laine.Without another word, I turned to leave. ***I have no idea on where or how to find my son but I know that I would have to do it somehow. I walked out of the palace gate without even being sure of where I was going.I have not been out of the palace for a long time. The last time I left tho
VALENCIA It was a Monday morning, the day after the Sunday night which was the last time I saw Zander. I went to his room to make sure he is awake for school. I got there to meet an empty room. I was confused at first but later decided that he had maybe headed to the lower floors to do something.Zander is usually very responsible so I expected that he would show up eventually. I expected that he would show up before school drop-off.As a result of Dario’s new order that the kids do not ride in the same car, I decided that I would drop Zander off separately while Hazel and Nicholas would ride with Liane.Hazel understood this immediately. She knows how distant Zander has been since he got back home from that vacation to the ranch that Dario made him take.“A father-son bounding experience” Dario had called it…they did not come back any closer than they left.The only thing that changed was Zander's mood.My once optimistic-cheerful kid came back as a shell of his old self.From the d
ZANDER “Once again you have outdone yourself my dear princess,” the masked man said again. I had no time to register my surprise on my face, no time to ask her why she would sell me out in the way that she did.I had no time to fight or yell or tell them that they have the wrong person. No time to do anything because before I could attempt to do all these things, including run one of the held me firmly while the other one slipped a pitch black hood over my head. I attempted to yell but felt a heavy block of material pressed against the side of my head. “If you so much as make squeak, I will blow your fucking head off,” he yelled. His voice sounded almost unhuman. Like a robot operating on commands.I knew not to try him. I was too scared to even move.At that moment, I regretted everything I had done in my life that had led me to that point.I regretted leaving the palace. I regretted obliging Ethan's request. If I had just stayed, if I had obeyed my mother's golden rule, if only
-KIARA- There are many things that remain unexplained no matter how hard I try. There's the thing with my mom which I am doing my best not to think about. There is the thing about me keeping her secret even though I should be well on my way telling it all to dad. He does not deserve this. My father…he does not deserve a cheating Luna. I should not keep this away from him but I know that if I open my mouth to spill the truth, all hell will break loose. Selfishly, I would rather keep our broken family glued together instead of allowing everything spill over. There's that and now there's this…this weird feeling I have with the weird Grey hoodie boy Zander. I know it is not a crush because I have felt a crush before. It is something that feels more complicated than a crush but yet less dangerous, less risky, less of a free-fall that is a crush. It feels safe. The kind of safe that has something dangerous lurking behind it. The kind of safe that is really unsafe. I held his hand i







