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CHAPTER 54: Documents

作者: Violet Pierce
last update publish date: 2026-06-09 19:00:51

I had built the documents over six years.

Not all at once — that would have been too direct a confrontation with what I was doing. Instead they had accumulated the way contingency planning accumulated: a provision added here, a clause reviewed there, the whole architecture growing incrementally until it was comprehensive in the way that things became comprehensive when someone had been thinking about them for a long time without being willing to call it what it was.

What it was:

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