Estela Bremmer is a young widow, and on her husband's first death anniversary, she met the handsome, wealthy writer Michael Jensen at his book launch. Estela hated him because he was the exact opposite of her deceased spouse. She didn't hide her disgust towards him at the party as she tried to humiliate him with insults and sarcasm. Her publisher friend listened in utter helplessness to her attacks. She was resentful that her pious, gentle, and loyal husband had to die at a very young age while a man like Michael should live a long life. Let alone that her husband's published poetry book sales paled compared to Michaels' best-selling books. Little did she know that Michael would take his sweet revenge that night in her bed.
View MoreEstela Bremmer brought the glass of sparkling wine to her lips as she studied the shocked guy across the table with an enraged gaze, planning the next delicate spike she intended to launch at him. What had gotten into her tonight—that she felt the need to puncture his façade with such vigor—was beyond her comprehension. However, she had been giving in to the temptation all night, and it had grown more robust with each glass of wine she had consumed.
Perhaps it was because this day was the death anniversary of her husband, and Michael Jensen was the polar opposite of Peter. She felt oppressed by resentment over fate's decision to deprive the world and herself of the gentleness and pleasantness of such a pious man. Fate allowed this one, a tainted sensualist, to live and sit opposite her, emphatically vibrating with a practically disgusting reputation.
It was borderline farcical. Estela needed to get used to thinking more clearly. What did Michael Jensen bring to the table for anybody outside his profane stories of provocative adventurism, which, assuming all records were true, were put together to a limited extent for his way of life? His novels, on the other hand, sold in significant quantities. At the same time, Peter's poetry was hardly circulated and generated so little income that, without her income, they would have been financially doomed.
With gloomy discontent, she accepted that this was always the case. The outstanding ones passed away at a young age, whereas the bad ones passed away at an old age. She saw Michael Jensen’s sly smirk as he lowered his handsome head to listen to the chirping of his distributor's enraptured wife. Estela finished her thought with a mental shrug.
She waited until the chatter at the table had died down for a moment before making a noise meant to be heard. Michael Jensen peered into it, his attractively formed mouth fixating on a small section. His bright, dazzling eyes zeroed in on Estela with an impenetrable glare of courteous attention that teetered on the brink of indicating a discourteous lack of participation.
Estela responded, "Tell me, Mr. Jensen." Her innocent grin tugged at her large lips as her sensible emerald eyes widened in question. "Did you mean for your protagonist in Fierce Captain to be as juvenile in his associations with ladies as he ran over?" She made an immobilizing gesture with her shoulders. "All in all, assuming it was purposeful, I guess I can figure out your inspiration." Estela gave him a swift, knowing look from behind her thick lashes. "All things considered, he was a flippant jerk from every other perspective, too, right?"
Estela felt accomplished since she hadn't failed to notice Michael's minor jaw strain, which was the primary symptom of his annoyance. The fact that Michael Jensen had taken her question in a spirit of agreement was utterly irrelevant to her.
His unflappable sense of humor was broadcast through an alluring gleam of white teeth. "In any case, obviously, Miss... uh." He seemed confused and unable to recall Estela's name, but she was confident he did. He appeared like the type of man who would carefully categorize an obvious enemy down to the last detail to protect himself.
Assuming this was all he could do in retaliation for her taunting, Estela stifled a chuckle at his approach, thinking he had a long way to go to resolve the matter with a commendable enemy. He breezed through the checkpoint, managing to convey the impression that Estela wasn't important enough for him to remember her name but that he would forever be the perfect respectable guy and respond politely to her stupid questions. He droned, "That is the appeal of my legends, you see," allowing other members of the party the opportunity to seem naughtily spiffy. "I have a lot of female readers who will not be thrilled with a grave sort of character who enjoyed perusing a poem to his sweetheart and committed to her eternally. That sounds like it might be rather dull, doesn't it?
He wasn't trying to get Estela's opinion, yet his remarks affected her. Estela realized that her husband, Peter, had been the "sullen" type of person that Michael Jensen had depicted, right down to reading poetry to her (his poetry). The man across from her would never be able to commit to another person with the same level of sincerity that Peter had committed to her.
Estela hung on until the others' pretty tense laughter subsided. Many of them knew Peter and had witnessed the relationship that Estela and Peter shared; consequently, it was only natural that they felt some shame for Estela, guilt, and compassion, but not enough to risk upsetting the wealthy creator.
Then she gave him a bright grin before shaking her head slightly. "Maybe you're correct." She made it seem like she agreed with him. The things that women enjoy in their fantasies are often very different from what they would be willing to accept in real life. As a result, your books will continue to be... well, financially rewarding.
The slight emphasis was almost imperceptible, but Estela felt confident that Michael Halsey had understood. She finally landed the killing blow. However, someone like Neils Andersen from Fierce Captain would be doomed to be a lone wolf in real life. When a woman needs a real guy, she's looking for more than someone who can "swash and clasp" in and out of bed.
After her statements, the room became silent for a moment since everyone present was aware of Michael Jensen’s very precarious position, which served as a model for the male protagonists in his writings.
The flash of wild danger in Michael's bright eyes did not affect Estela; she immediately set out to lighten the mood. Given that she was here as Lars Pederson's guest as the owner of Pederson’s Distributions, she knew the welcome was out of genuine concern for her tendency to be withdrawn after Peter's death.
This was most definitely not a formal business greeting. Before Estela could say she had "any genuine significance on the staff" at the newspaper, there was still a long way to go. Since Lars Pederson was a close friend of Estela’s, she came at tonight's distraction to celebrate the release of Michael Jensen's new book. Estela's only regret is that her words put Lars in an awkward position.
She then offered an unplanned remark to Michael while raising her wine glass and smiling brilliantly, albeit perhaps not really. "Every other person has toasted you this evening, Mr. Jensen, and I might also like to. "Cheers to the brains behind Pederson Distribution's breakout hit!" she cheerily toasted. "May your current book sell one million copies, and may your merited achievement go on into what's to come."
In the middle of the general unwinding that followed Estela's comments and the cheers! Michael smiled endearingly and attentively nodded his dim, reddish head. Estela had to give Michael his due respect because she could see he was going to try to reach over the table and choke her. His little aggressiveness didn't make her feel bad about making fun of him. She considered him a wrecked, self-important, libertine, academic lightweight, and she believed he earned something like one thistle amid the red awards that dependably came his way.
She relaxed back into her chair, having become weary of the incessant chatter around her, the insignificance of her surroundings, and her hypersensitivity. She had consumed several glasses of wine during the evening, and as a result, her head was beginning to ache, and her limbs felt somewhat numb. She wanted nothing more than to go home and crawl under the covers of her lonely bed, but she had ridden to the restaurant with Lars and his spouse, Anne, and was thus stuck there until they were ready to leave.
She was looking disdainfully around the table at the women as they stared entranced at Michael Jensen when she happened to catch Henrick Larsen’s eye. Henrick was strange in that he was Michael's manager; even though he and Estela were longtime friends, it was clear that he was bummed out with her at the moment.
Estel, who was eight months pregnant, sat at her desk, engrossed in editing manuscripts. Michael enters the room, a mix of excitement and hesitation evident on his face. “Hey, love.” Michael was grinning widely “Hi there. What brings you by?” Estel Looks up, smiling at the sight of Michael. “I have something to tell you.” Michael takes a seat opposite Estel, fidgeting nervously. “Is everything alright?” Estel looks concerned. “Oh, everything's fine, more than fine actually. Next month, I'll be heading to Canada to promote my books.” Michael clasped his hands. Estel's expression changes, a flicker of concern crossing her face. “Canada? But Doctor Jill advised against traveling, especially now.” Estel’s brows furrowed. “I know, I know, but this is a big opportunity. Nancy Wilson, the literary agent, is organizing everything, and she wants me there for a series of events.” Michael explained. “And who else is going
The expression on Michael's face conveyed a mix of chagrined amusement and annoyance at her choice to bring up his prior actions that he deeply regretted, as well as her timing in doing so. But suddenly, his mouth twisted up in a sneaky smile, and his eyes gleamed with the same naughty mirth dancing in Estel's. After a split second, he had her held hopelessly beneath him, and he glared menacingly down at her during the entire ordeal. He muttered in a frightening tone, "You're right, woman," as she resisted and laughed while being held down by him. He held her wrists while he lifted himself slightly to cast a leering, appraising view over her body. He said, "Taking you to court might be a little drastic, but I am entitled to some revenge for the torture you've put me through these past months, and I think I know just how to go about it." He said this as he raked a leering, appraising eye over her body. He asked the question in a tone that suggested he was a prosecuting attorney with s
Afterward, Michael felt more at ease and continued with his explanation. "When I saw you in Hendrick's office that day, I knew I couldn't leave things as they were. I'd been thinking about you for months, wanting you, and hating myself for what I'd done to you and for what I'd ruined. I had already chosen to write The Essence of a Woman. When you stepped in, I realized I had the ideal opportunity for a second chance. It was your sort of book; it had the potential to gain your respect, and while you were working on it, I believed I could win you over. Estel's mouth scrunched up in response to his statements about earning her respect. Still, Michael did not allow her an opportunity to respond to his statement. "Only I kept repeating myself with you," he said with regret, "making the same mistakes repeatedly." "I couldn't keep my hands off you, and I couldn't keep from trying to break through that shell of yours and get at the woman I sensed was there. As a result, I ended up making you
Michael faced her, staring down with a sardonic and caustic attitude that made it clear that he was now a man... Estel sees him as a man in every sense of the word. After that, a serious look came over his face, and he again turned his head aside. He stated it with a strain in his voice, "I'm canceling our agreement, Estel," and the tone of his voice was harsh. Estel found herself suddenly gasping for air, and she began to shake where she was standing until she noticed a log that had just fallen nearby. She quickly moved to sit down on the log to prevent herself from falling. She questioned him, "What exactly do you mean, Michael?" with a lack of expression that belied the riot of sensations that was going on inside of her. "What exactly do you mean?" He stepped closer to her but refused to look into her eyes, even as he did so. "You're free to go," he said gloomily. "You don't have to give me a child... and you don't have to stay married to me." Estel momentarily suppressed her exp
After a little pause in which they were both silent and Estel made no effort to break it, Mrs. Jensen proceeded, her tone more forceful and her stance more upright. "Fortunately, in those days, it wasn't easy to find someone willing to break the law that way, and I ended up going to a midwife who was less than effective." She cracked a wry grin without amusement. "When I stepped into that room and saw the primitive, unsanitary conditions..." She simply chuckled. "Well, I turned right around and walked out again. And I've never regretted doing so." After that, she shifted her attention to Estel while sitting in her chair with a thoughtful expression. "I tried to be a good mother to Michael, and I did love him, but he was always such an exuberant, affectionate boy, and I've never let my feelings show. Perhaps he interpreted my reserve as indicating that I didn't love him. But it wasn't and isn't true. The trouble is, I don't know how to let him know that since I find it as difficult now
By the time they boarded the plane to go to Aspen to visit Michael's parents, Estel was at her wit's end. She prayed to God for a miracle so that Michael would recognize her deep love for him. It would be a miracle in their marriage if only he could bring himself to love her as much as she loved him. Estel hoped that Michael's parents would convince him to love her. When Estel first saw the tall, stately, and beautiful woman who was Michael's mother and his father's equally tall but less awesome figure, she felt a surge of animosity toward the couple. She wondered if they were the key to Michael's inability to respond to the love she was offering him. Estel's first impression of Michael's mother and father caused her to feel this way. Estel had thought that Michael had made it past his childhood difficulties. Still, the people in his life may have permanently damaged him and given him an icy hole in his heart—a spot that he desired love to so severely fill. However, as Mrs. Jensen c
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