CHAPTER EIGHT | BAD MATE NATHANI knew my mate was in heat the moment I woke up this morning. I never wanted her to sleep in that fucking cell last night, I had it in mind to release her. I couldn't because I was called for an emergency meeting.Some stupid rogues thought they could break into my territory and do whatever the hell they wanted, It was only fair that I showed them why they shouldn't ever fuck with my pack. I really feel like an asshole for letting her experience her first heat in a cell. Scratch that, I know I am a fucking asshole. I have been treating her like shit since the moment she stepped into my territory. I knew my mate was in my territory the moment she stepped in, but since I already met her two years before, I also knew that she was the only offspring of Caleb and Ava king. Even with the knowledge that she was my mate, I still let her get treated like other rogues. Not exactly like order rogues though, I didn't kill her immediately, so I'll say I treated
CHAPTER NINE | NAUGHTY GIRL ALENAAfter hours of sleeping, I finally woke up some minutes ago. Fortunately for me, my heat has subsided, but unfortunately for me, I still feel extremely horny. I still crave the touch of my mate, even though he rejected me the first time. I lay silently on my bed while facing up.Goddess! How can a person be so good-looking? He makes me want to reap off my clothes and just let him use me as he pleases. As I continue thinking of my mate and my newly found attraction to him, I start feeling the heat spread through my body again. Great! The second phase of my heat.Shit! I barely survived the first phase of my heat and the second is already knocking at the door.Knowing that my mate is not going to show up to help me out, I decided to take matters into my own hands. I get off the bed and take off my clothes, which just happen to be Nathan's jacket. I smile widely, knowing that this would definitely help me and my wolf get better. Since Nathan does
CHAPTER TEN | COCK BLOCKING RESPONSIBILITIESNATHANWe are both painfully still as my lips touch the spot I am supposed to mark. The urge to mark her is so strong that I have to close my eyes to regain my senses for a second. I move down and kiss her inner thigh, her chest raising and falling rapidly as she gasps for breath. I stop when I reach the place she wants me the most. I won't give her what she wants, not until she begs for it. I start kissing her stomach and move upwards until my mouth meets hers. I press my lips against her, finally releasing the tension that has been building since the first phase of her heat. I can't believe I am kissing her.It was never my plan to kiss her, not less touch her. Hell, I wasn't even planning on speaking to her. I only came to her room to check on her. The moment I saw her pleasuring herself while moaning out my name, my self-control was shattered into tiny little pieces. I knew then and there that I wasn't going to leave the room with
CHAPTER ELEVEN | THE AFTERMATHALENAHe left. I can't believe he just fucking left in the middle of me blowing him off. He just fucking left, no explanation, no nothing. Hell, he didn't even spare me another glance. I honestly had it in mind to follow him and demand why the hell he would just get up and leave like that, but my horny ass had other plans. I was so turned on by sucking Nathan off that I had to touch myself and get myself off before going after my mate. My pleasure is my priority.I practically shake in anger as I walk through the halls of the pack house. I am on my way to tearing Nathan into pieces for leaving when we were supposed to get intimate. I don't know where I am heading since I currently have a clue about where he is. All I know is that I'm going to find him and when I do, I'll make sure he fuck's me. If that doesn't work, then I will move to my next plan. Begging him to fuck me. Even after three orgasms, I am still really desperate to feel him inside
CHAPTER TWELVE | RAGEALENAEven a blind person would be able to see the love in Nathan's eyes as he stares at her like she's the only thing in the world worth seeing. The love in his eyes as her looks at her can not be mistaken.I can barely register the whimper and growl that vibrates from my chest as my wolf fights for control.Everything now makes perfect fucking sense.Nathan refuses to accept me as his mate because he is in love with another woman. A woman that unfortunately for him and fortunately for me was not ordained to be his mate.This must have been the reason Nathan wasn't affected by the smell of my arousal, during the two days of my heat.This is why he refuses to claim me. This is why he won't mark and mate with me.All the respect I have for Lucinda suddenly vanishes into thin air within seconds.When I was first introduced to her, I was amazed and impressed by her position as the pack head warrior. The confidence that seemed to have been rolling off her in waves mad
CHAPTER THIRTEEN | REGRETALENAMy head is throbbing and my muscles are aching. It feels like I travelled throughout the world on foot. My legs are so sore that I am sure I won't be able to get up from the hospital bed.I woke up some minutes ago and found myself in a hospital bed. Not just any hospital, but the same one I got admitted into when Nathan stabbed me.This should be the part where the same doctor that treated me last time comes in and confesses his undying love for me. Then I will find out that Nathan isn't my true mate but used a love potion on me because he fell madly in love with me two years ago.“It was love at first sight," he would say to me.Then Nathan would become the villain of the story and try to kill me and my true mate. I would sacrifice my life for the doctor and get killed instead. Then the moon goddess would be moved by the love I have for my mate and grant me ten more lives. Then I and my true mate would leave happily ever after.I sigh as I imagine how
CHAPTER FOURTEEN | CONSEQUENCESALENALucinda holds my hands tightly as we slowly make our way to Nathan's office.Unfortunately for me, she is taking me to the same place my madness started.I plead with her and even almost went on my knees, begging her to spare my life and let me go. Lucinda just rolls her eyes and tells me that I am being overdramatic.I don't even want to start thinking of the punishment Nathan is going to give me this time around. I mean if he locks me up for trying to run away from him, then he is going to strangle me to death for causing a scene during an important meeting and also in front of his pack members.“Lucy, please don't do this. Don't take me to him, you are better than this. He is going to have my head for lunch."Giving Lucinda a nickname and exaggerating my predicament is the only other way I can think of to make her help me. I have tried every single trick I could think about and even went to the extent of trying to guilt trip her into letting me
CHAPTER FIFTEEN | TRAINING MY FOOTALENAOne weekIt has been an entire fucking week since I have last seen and spoken to Nathan. We never exactly talked much from the beginning, but I thought everything would be different after the intimate moment we shared last week.I feel like everything just worsened.I guess he is one of those guys that ignore a girl after having sex with them. Thank goodness we didn't go further that day. I would have been feeling that he used me for sex, and would become depressed. The mate bond is making me fret and stress over every little thing. I get irritated and ticked off over little things I would normally ignore.I guess the belief that one can not live without his or her mate after meeting them is true. I mean look at me, it has just been a week without Nathan and I already feel like I can't stay another second away from him.Luckily for me, Beta Caleb is in charge of patrol, and he has been going easy on me.Even though the dude scares me, I have be