LOGINLogan-
I don't know how much longer I can walk behind this woman without going postal. Usually, I run hard up all fifteen flights of these stairs just to burn off enough extra energy to make it through a day at my desk. This is after I run here from my condo and that comes after a quick run in Central Park in my wolf form at 5 a.m.
Though it’s redundant to have a house and a condo in the same city, I’ve set up my morning routine so that I make a straight line between all four locations– house, park, condo, work. Besides, it’s good to have the condo for business meetings. It makes a different impact than the pack house would have. I can’t imagine introducing investors to my brother and Beta. Better that we all stay a little more civilized. The more I can put myself through my paces, the better control I have of my wolf and the more civilized I can be. After all these years alone, he's becoming less like a wolf in temperament and more like a Siberian husky– nice to look at, but high strung, mouthy, and liable to destroy everything without careful management.
It’s challenging and exhilarating to run a business, slightly less so to run a mostly-cooperative pack with my brother. Both of those combined present enough of a mental challenge that I’m able to keep my wolf at bay most of the time, but if I don’t work myself hard enough physically I start to itch and the need to shift gets overwhelming. For everyone else’s sake more than mine, my workout routine has gotten more and more extreme lately. It doesn’t hurt when it comes to the ladies, though.
While I'm chafing at the pace so much I feel like I'm breaking out in hives, I keep catching myself noticing the… assets of my obstruction. She's got a pleasant glow to her skin, presumably from exercise. She must not know how to pace herself for her cardio. That glow lights even the cleavage showing from her top. Obviously, it's been too long for me if I can't stop noticing. I’ll have to have my assistant schedule something for me, despite the awkwardness of having someone else schedule my dates. I just don’t have the time to do it myself. It's a relief when the woman in front of me finally stops to lean and catch her breath so I can stop staring at her ass. I'm sure I have some kind of rule logged with HR against feeling this way about anyone in this building– hopefully she doesn't notice where my mind has gone.Trying to recover my equanimity, I stand and stare like an idiot for a moment before I think to offer her a hand up. She slowly melts down the wall, awkwardly moving her feet like the floor is lava. I clear my throat to try and get her attention, or at least get her to open her eyes. I hope she didn’t pass out. It would be a strange way to do it, but if she has a history of losing consciousness, maybe she’s worked out this strategy to do it without head injuries. I’m not sure I could take the kind of excitement that comes with an ambulance with how my wolf is acting right now.
James--“This is James. Landon?” “Yeah, it’s me. Have you heard from Logan? Does he need me for something?” So he doesn’t know. No matter. “No. What we have heard is that Emory’s friend put out an article hinting at the existence of werewolves with an attached video of pups shifting on your pack lands. Do you have an explanation for this?” There’s a reason Landon isn’t Alpha. He isn’t as responsible as Logan, doesn’t think things through as far as he does. Landon is a nice enough man, but hotheaded. “Fuck. I knew I’d regret talking to her. I kept an eye on her until she walked out the front door. I thought she got directly into her car, but I guess not. I haven’t heard from Logan in weeks. Please tell me you know where he is.” Useless. “I do. But having him back won’t make this problem go away, Landon. We have to discuss how we’re going to deal with the press now. You dropped the ball on this, so you’re going to work on how to fix it. I expect a plan from you by the time I fix w
James-- My consciousness fades back into reality as I set the paddle down and deal with the condom. Layla is still deep in subspace when I come back– laying compliantly where I left her. The only move she made was to lay her head to the side so she can breathe as she lays across the bench I have her limbs cuffed to. I uncuff her wrists first and rub the redness out of them where she couldn’t help pulling against the restraints. Her hands have been warm and peachy the whole time, so I know they weren’t too tight. After uncuffing her ankles, I pull her up and sit on the couch with her on my lap. We agreed to snuggle for aftercare, and I pet her hair quietly until she recovers enough to tell me that I gave her exactly what she needed and that I wasn’t too rough with her. I’ve been experiencing Dom drop more and more lately as my needs have crept toward the extreme. As of late, I need to offer more and more pain to keep control of myself and my wolf in between… sessions. It helps when
Cora--I wake up refreshed and ready for my day, as always. I took Emory out for a celebration last night. She was celebrating ‘feeling ready’ for a rebound guy and I was celebrating the actual gold mine I caught on camera at the Úlfur residence yesterday. Seeing as the man I brought back did his walk of shame before I woke, I pull out my camera again. I keep one in my purse just in case something newsworthy happens and I need something better than my phone camera. And did I ever spot something newsworthy. After our useless and bland interview yesterday, Landon received a call and walked me to the front door before he turned back inside to continue his conversation. As I was unsupervised, I took the opportunity to investigate the grounds around the home. There were a lot of the regular things– trees, a vegetable garden, a walking path, but then I heard howls nearby. They sounded small, like wolf puppies, but I’ve never heard of a wolf this far into the city. I would’ve read it in th
Logan-- Even if I was okay with her having ‘entertainment,’ can she really even consent right now? I think the fuck not. I turn my back on her and sit down. She can be mad at me all she wants. I’m mad at her, too, and this was for her own good. That guy could’ve been anybody. He might have been a burglar or serial killer or something. Still could be. Even if she doesn’t ever want me again, even if I’m stuck as a fucking wolf for the rest of my miserable life, it’s my fate to protect her. She is mine. “How the hell am I supposed to get over him if I can’t get under anyone else, huh Logan-dog?” I hate that I hear tears in her voice. My anger and self-righteousness crumble in the face of her pain. I walk back to snuggle her as she slides to sit against her wall. I start to lick the tears off her face, but I catch the pheromones in her sweat from dancing with that asshole and decide that just cuddling is the better option. I try again to shift and realize it’s the first time in days I
Logan--I hear Emory at the door, finally. She was out much later than I expected her to be. I’ve gotten to know her as a bit of a homebody. She didn’t seem much into partying in any of our previous interactions and especially since we’ve been living together the past week… or two? Time is starting to get hard to track. One thing I don’t have any trouble tracking is the male voice at her door with her as she struggles to put her key in the lock. Oh, fuck no. He’d better be here to help her get home and then leave. I feel like my innards have been put through a shredder when they finally stumble in the door together and he’s got his arm around her. He’s kissing her neck, right above my damn mark and I immediately lose all of my shit. I can feel myself barking with my full chest, growling, bearing my teeth. Emory is shouting at me, blondie has his hands up and tilts his head to the side to show his throat in submission. My wolf won’t back down, but I think to myself briefly that he mi
Emory--The pounding music doesn’t help my sudden headache at all, and the less said about the lighting in here, the better. It’s been a long time since Cora and I had a girls’ night out, though, so I resolve to enjoy it as much as I can. “Come get drinks!” Cora yells in my general direction, and I follow her to the bar. At one point, we were going out to bars so often that I made it a part of my budget, but now that money has been going into my new apartment fund. I still feel like I’m coming out ahead with this one lapse, plus men seem to always be buying us drinks. Cora says it’s something about how she looks at them and that I just don’t understand men like she does. I think it’s more about the dresses she wears. Between the headache and the music, I’m struggling to hold onto any kind of thoughts. Cora and I are drinking and dancing, and then we’re heading back to the bar where a couple of guys have been buying us drinks. They’re handsome, in a trust fund kind of way. I know Co







