Chapter 30: Wrath (Part 2)

Pagkatapos kong mawalan ng malay ng gabing iyon ay nadatnan ko na lamang ang sarili kong nakaratay sa hospital cot.

The room is white, dull, clean, and silent.

I stared at the ceiling for a few minutes. Walang tao. Ang akala ko bubungad saakin si Deon pagkagising ko... ngunit wala, kahit sila mommy at daddy ay wala.

Have they found out the truth? What am I going to do if they find out? Will they be able to separate me from him?

Hindi ko kaya...

I love him to the point where I would give up everything just to be with him. In him, I see my future. I want us to have a big family and a great life together. I want to ... be his partner in life.

Alam ko na ngayon.

Noong una, iniisip ko kung bakit patay na patay ako kay Andy. Why can't I put him out of my mind? Why did it hurt so much when he broke up me and replaced me with his best friend? Maybe it's because I love him.

'Yun ang akala ko. I thought I was in love with him, but I wasn't. I simply enjoy the concept of having a boyfriend.