تسجيل الدخول“Ro, it’s lunch time. You coming?” Izumi appeared next to her, her red hair hanging around her face like a curtain.
Ilana glanced up from her computer screen with a soft frown, as if she wasn’t desperately waiting for this for half an hour now.
“Oh, no, thank you. I think I'll skip today. My stomach doesn’t feel right.”
“Oh, is it something serious? You can take a day off if it is,” she said, her forehead decorated with lines of concern.
“Nothing serious. But if it does get unbearable, I'll think of going home early.”
“Good,” she nodded. “And do let me know if you need anything.”
“I will. Thank you, Izumi,” she said, forcing a smile on her face.
She kept her eyes on the computer screen but her ears strained. She picked up the scuffles of shoes on the floor, hushed gossips and whiny complaints.
She waited until most of the voice had faded before looking up. The floor was empty. Well, as empty as it could get.
Ilana had worked with worse.
She walked out the glass walls of her unit and into the main area. She glanced around. The few people, who hadn’t left, all inside their own units, had their heads bent over their screens, not paying her any attention.
The main area was empty but if anyone of them looked up, they could easily see her sneaking into Adam Meyer’s office.
So, she kept only a mildly guilty expression on her face and a solid excuse in her head.
She pushed open the door of Adam Meyer's office, letting it stay open. Less suspicious that way.
She unstoppered her earring, rolling it under a small shelving cabinet right next to the door.
She inhaled, walking towards his desk, her ears straining for any sort of sound.
She'd already made the decision to skip the shelving cabinet. It would take too much time and she'd guessed he wouldn't keep anything personal in there.
She pulled open the top drawer of his desk. It was only stationary and a few loose pages of a notebook.
The second drawer was filled with files. She glanced towards the half open door before pulling the folder out.
She flipped through the pages stamped with Meyer's Enterprises stamp. It was all office work. She still took out her phone and snapped quick, almost blurry pictures.
She could hear the sound of her heart thundering. This part, no matter how many times she did it, never got any less nerve wrecking.
It was the sitting still that made the task so hard. She wanted to get up and run. She wanted to feel the familiar press of a blade against her palm. Sitting still wasn’t a good release for all the adrenaline running through her nerves. It made her jittery. It made her hands shake violently, searching for a way out of her body.
She pushed the papers back inside the drawer once she was done, moving onto the last drawer. It was locked.
She pulled out two lockpicks from the pocket of the huge coat she’d worn, inserting them in the lock. She took a breath, forcing her hands to stop shaking.
She brought her ear closer to the lock, her fingers moving almost on muscle memory at this point. She had done this a thousand times.
Lockpicking wasn’t ever her speciality. It was one of the things that had led to her being caught a lot in some of her earlier cases. But with enough practice, you learn even the hardest of skills. And Ilana had gotten tons of practice.
She heard the click and she slipped the lockpicks back into her pocket. This drawer also had a thick folder with sheafs of papers peeking out from it but Ilana was sure it was something important if it was under lock and key.
She pulled the file out, going back to the arduous task of snapping pictures. There had to be something important here. She felt around the back of the drawer or a key or anything that she could have missed but there was nothing.
“Hello?” She heard a voice call and her heart stopped. She was on her knees and on the other side of the desk so she was hidden from view.
She slowly and carefully slid the folder back into the drawer, trying her best to not make too much noise.
She stood up and intentionally hit her head against the desk, using the sound to mask the noise of the drawer snapping shut.
“Ow,” she said, rubbing the top of her head gingerly as she stood up to her full height.
“What are you doing in Mr. Meyer’s office?” the man asked. He brushed the blonde curl from his forehead, his mustache bustling.
“Oh god, I know what this looks like but I was just looking for my earring,” she said, her fingers touching her empty earlobe.
“Your earring?” He asked, eyeing her suspiciously.
“Yes. I was here to see Mr. Meyer earlier and it fell off and it’s really important to me so I was just looking for it. I asked Mr. Meyer before coming in. You can ask him if you want. I wasn’t sneaking around.”
“Okay, okay,” he said, looking a little annoyed.
“Can you…um, can you help me look around? I don’t want to be here when Mr. Meyer comes back. It’ll just annoy him.”
“I…” he paused, glancing back towards the half open door unsurely. “I have to get back.”
“Please? I’ll owe you one,” she pleaded, doing her best impression of puppy eyes.
“Oh, okay fine,” he said, throwing his hands up.
“So, what were you doing here? You wanted to talk to Mr. Meyer?” she asked, kneeling back behind the desk.
“Err.. no. I was walking past and I saw the door open so I came to check. He always locks the door when he leaves the office.”
Ilana frowned. “Oh? But the door was unlocked.”
“Well, you said you asked him to search for your earring. Maybe that’s why he left it unlocked.”
She cocked her head to the side, collecting all the information in neat little boxes.
“Yes, maybe,” she said, moving onto the bookshelf.
“So, you’re new here?”
“Yes, very. It’s only my fourth day.”
“Then, what did Mr. Meyer want with you?” He asked and the envy in his voice was all the clue she wanted.
He wasn’t capable of ratting her out.
“Well, it was mostly a prank. He hadn’t asked for me. But I was here and he was really nice.”
He nodded in her direction.
“Oh, I think I've found your earring. Is this it?” he asked, holding up a small pearl between his fingers.
“Yes,” she squealed. “Oh my God, thank you so much.”
“It’s no worries,” he said, looking sheepish.
“No, no, really. I appreciate the help.”
He waved a nonchalant hand, looking uncomfortable.
“I think we should leave now. Wouldn’t want anyone to see us sneaking around now, would we,” she joked and watched with satisfaction as he paled a little, turning to stare at her questioningly.
She allowed herself a secret smile before walking away.
“She’s the girl?” Amery said, her voice laser sharp and she didn’t try and keep it quiet.Calix sighed. “Am, can we not?” He asked and Ilana felt a twinge of annoyance on Amery's behalf because of the way he said the words.Tired, pained. As if it was somehow her fault.Her and Daniel weren’t serious so it wasn’t a big deal but these two apparently were and Calix wasn’t handling the situation well.Ilana bit the inside of her cheek, leaning back in her chair. She'd rather not get entangled in their drama if she could help it.“Just answer the question, Calix.”Amery’s anger was quite opposite to Daniel. It was loud and explosive and not afraid to make itself shown. And it was already starting to attract eyes.“Yes,” Calix confessed, his voice small as if he’d just admitted to a shameful secret. Ilana felt a wave of acid rise up her throat.“You knew everything, Am. Why’re you acting like I cheated on you? Do I need to remind you of our agreement?” He asked, elbows on the table as he
Conversation buzzed around the table - with only Daniel and Amery contributing to it - but no words made it past Ilana’s buzzing ears.All she could focus on was Calix’s hand on her thigh, slowly drifting upwards and the way his touch stole her breath. Slowly and then all at once. She wasn’t sure what he wanted with her. He hadn’t even looked at her longer than a few seconds for the entirety of the dinner but his hand told an entirely different story.And the fact that his supposed girlfriend was sitting right across from him didn’t make things any better.Ilana tried to feel something for Amery, for the girl who looked hopelessly infatuated with a guy who had his hand under another girl’s dress but all she felt was a painful numbness in her chest.No guilt, no regret. Just a dull awareness that she was contributing to someone’s else’s pain. But in her world, pain like this was an inconvenience, a triviality - it didn’t feel like a big deal to Ilana.Maybe when every day of your life
Ilana took the cake for the most delusional person alive.It had taken her brain a little while to catch up to the fact that Calix’s choice of seating hadn’t been some subtle declaration for her to satiate her ego or a way of showing his non-existent jealousy, a way to stake his claim.Nope, it was because it was the only available option left. The chairs were arranged in a way that no matter where he sat, it would still have been right next to her, given Daniel's position across from her.Ilana felt a flush rise to her cheeks as she mentally rolled her eyes at herself. The dinner proceeded a little too slowly according to Ilana and she tried to shut off her mind and to get through this as silently as possible but it proved difficult once Amery, having apparently gotten over her initial irritation at being roped into a double date, started speaking.And then she wouldn’t stop.She glanced at Daniel, who had his features arranged in a grimace as Amery droned on about something going
Ilana glanced around the place and then back at her dress, pulling at the hem, cursing herself for not confirming the dress code with Daniel beforehand.The place was fancy but definitely not fancy enough to warrant a black body con. At least it wasn’t one of her spaghetti strapped ones, she told herself, grateful for the boatneck and the half sleeves.“Relax, Ro,” Daniel said from across her, that damned smile still on his face. It was starting to look fake now and Ilana wanted him to stop doing that. “You look wonderful. Stop thinking about it.”She forced back an identical smile, hoping that he wouldn't be able to tell the difference between the two.“Yes, of course,” she said. “People have better things to do than judge me.”He gave a little laugh, shaking his head as if Ilana had said something utterly unbelievable. She gritted her teeth, somehow managing to keep the too bright smile in place. It was all she could do to not roll her eyes.And of course, the opinions of strangers
Ilana wasn’t sure how she found herself back at this dusty little corner of the record’s room. All she knew was that she’d wanted to escape Calix and the way her heart kept sinking every time her thoughts drifted back to him.But according to their agreement, she couldn’t leave until she informed him where she was going to spend the rest of the day.Their meeting from a few hours ago still lingered in her mind, draining away any strength she thought she had left. She wasn’t ready to face him again so soon. Even if it was to tell him she was leaving.So, here she was, lounging on one of the bean bags in the dusty little corner of the record’s room. She relaxed - or at least she tried to - her head thrown back and her eyes closed. She tried not to think about the looks shared between Calix and the girl from his office. She tried not to think about the date she’d agreed to only to get a reaction out of him and ending up being disappointed.But she couldn’t complain about any of it so s
Ilana looked at the time on her computer screen for the millionth time, feeling every little second and millisecond trickle by as if it was stealing a piece of her soul everytime it slipped past.The girl Calix was supposedly dating hadn’t left his office ever since they’d walked in together and Ilana hadn’t been able to focus on anything else, her eyes glued to those damned opaque walls.She’d thought about bombarding Izumi with questions about the relationship. How long had it been going? How come he wasn’t going to keep this a secret anymore? Did his father not have a problem with him dating another office employee under his leadership? Why was Adam Meyer biased towards her only? Was the girl an employee at all? Was there…She gritted her teeth, reining in her spiraling thoughts.She couldn’t ask Izumi any of that. Mostly because she wouldn't know the answer to half of those questions and also because she’d already lied to her by telling her that the breakup was mutual. And if she







