Chapter 16

I chuckle and grab my bag with my clothes, I close my bedroom door and follow her out, we use the jeep and drive back into the centre of the pack where the packhouse is located.

When we get out of the jeep the Alpha, Luna and kids are there on the front porch but there is a strange vibe about them “ is everything okay Alpha? ” “ well, we are about to find out Roro” “ okay, shall I stay out here sir or return home?” “ of course not Roro, none of this would have been possible without you honey, Beau please both of you come in and please keep an open mind okay”

I silently walk up to them and follow them in the Alpha kids seem to be looking at me with less hostility than before, well I guess having dinner with me paid off then.

I walk into the common area and I freeze, there’s a man there he’s an exact replica of me but older, or perhaps I should say, I’m an exact replica of him, I sniff the air and I know right away, this man, this man is my father. Before I say a word he spoke “ I spent the last Eighteen years searching for you and for your mother, traveling all over the country, looking from pack to pack and checking hospitals in the human world, Eighteen years of not knowing if I had a son or daughter, if you and your mother were alive or not, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry I never found you, you must have been so confused and felt so scared and lost living among the humans, I truly am sorry, my name is Trevor, Trevor Woods I am Alpha Teejans’ younger brother who is supposed to be Beta of the pack but I’ve been out most of the time searching, w-what is your name?”

My eyes water, he’s been away from his position for Eighteen years looking for my mother and me, I look back at Red who smiles at me then nods “my name is Beau, I grew up in the town of Gaisha, I’ve always stood out because I grew bigger and faster than my peers which caused friction in my home, I was brought up by human parents who did the best they could to raise me, I love my Mom and Dad very much, I had always suspected that I was not their real son because I looked so different to them and my siblings but I thought that I was adopted, I learned just before coming back here that my parents happened upon my birth mother on their way back home from a trip, she flagged them down, bleeding as though she had just given birth and gave me to them then ran back into the forest, my parents heard the howling of wolves in the distance and took me and left so they don’t know what became of her”

Trevor sobbed and it broke my heart to see the tears and hurt on his face and I sighed a sigh of relief, I was wanted by my father and given up to be protected by my mother, I feel as though a weight I didn’t know I had was lifted off my shoulders, “ I was wanted” “ he rushed over to me and pulled me into a tight hug “of course you were and still are wanted son, you are my son, my pup” he pulled away and looked at me as though committing my face and features to memory “ you have Madisons’ eyes”

“ Madison? Was that my moms name?” “ yes, her name was Madison or Maddi, that’s what we called her”

Before I could ask more questions about my mom I doubled over in pain, I clutched my head as the pain tore through me “ Red, what’s happening?!” she runs over to me “ we should get you outside, it seems you’re shift is starting a bit sooner than midnight Beau” “ aggghhhhh my head! I feel like it’s being ripped apart” “I know, I know it’s painful but come, follow me”

I zoned in on her and growled, I took off after her and just as she slowed to a stop I felt the need to tackle her, it's like I have no control of my body I threw myself at her and she did not dodge although she had more than enough time to move out the way and we both tumbled a good distance from where we impacted, she ended up under me and I feel like I'm slowly losing control of my own body, I stare deep into her eyes and she remained still not taking her eyes off me, I lean in slowly and inhale her neck give a slight rumble in my chest,  something I've definitely never done before.