LOGINI close my eyes and dive into te pool. It is almost dark and I am the only one in the pool. I enjoy the coolness of the water. Focusing on the feel of the water, is relaxing. I swim to the edge before coming up for air. I find Kerrick waiting for me. "You scared me," I get out of the pool."Sorry," he says sincerely. I walk ahead of him. I get a towel and start drying myself, before turning back to him. "So why are you here?" I still haven't had a chance to bring up what I found in his office and I am not sure if I should. "Go out with me," he blurts. I stop drying my hair. I am not sure if I heard him correctly. "What? Like a date?" His eyes dart to the side before finding their way back to mine. "Yes a date." I can't help the smile that creeps on my face. But the happiness is short lived. I remember my talk with Jade. "I am sorry, but I can't," I start to walk away. "Why not?" He asks following closely behind me. "I have my reasons," if they are to reconcile he should never k
It smells just like I remember it. There are people everywhere.I walk directly to his office. "What were you thinking?" I hear someone shouting from the other side of the door."He is guilty, I know it," Kerrick's voice comes across clearly."That doesn't matter," the other person says. "What does?" "The fact that you arrested Avan Ray based on your gut," the other person argues. "Well, I am never wrong and you know it," Kerrick is being his usual hot headed self."Well, make something stick or it is your neck on the line," the door swings open before he can defend himself. The captain storms out, his face red in anger. I remain standing at the door way and watch as Kerrick runs his fingers through his hair in frustration. "You arrested Avan without any evidence?" I am not sure why I am shocked.I have always known that Kerrick is not a huge fan of Avan. I should have known that he would have found a way to arrest him.He turns around to face me. "Not you too," I walk into his di
Kerrick's P.O.VI had a lot of reasons for moving to Greencity, despite not liking small towns. I had elaborate plans, and all I had to do was follow through. But I did not plan for her.She was a surprise, a good one but still a surprise. She is straightforward, brave and even a little crazy. Watching her is exhilarating. But the one time I take my eye off her, she ends up discovering my dirty little secret. Good thing I have the cameras connected to my phone. I rush back to Laura’s place. “He likes watching you,” I hear Rackel tell her. I walk in just as she is about to run out. I have thought of what I would do when this day comes. Now that it is here, I am not sure what I should do. Maybe I should tell her my story. She might understand, furthermore she is trained to understand crazy people. When I tell her why I am doing this, she will understand. I try to convince myself, but the way she is looking at me is making me less confident. It is pure disgust. I cannot risk her
I wake up in my bed. I feel like I just had a scary dream that I can't remember what it was about no matter how hard I try.It is morning and I am already late for work.I take a quick shower, put on the first appropriate outfit I come across and rush out. There is hardly any traffic.I drive past the hospital on my way to work.I can't help but think of Avan and the conversation we had had.I still can't believe the audacity of that guy. I try to push him out of my mind as I get closer to the office. I find Kerrick waiting for me at the waiting room."Hey," I glance down at my watch. It is not yet nine."Good morning," he says, standing.He is carrying two cups of coffee. He offers me one which I gladly take.I say a quick hello to Christine, before proceeding to the office. "What are you doing here this early?" I walk around my desk.I remove my coat and hang it as I wait for his answer."I wanted to check on you," his reply is unexpected.I turn to look at him. "Is that all?" Kerrick
Rackel is lying on the floor, her hands bound behind her. She is gagged. She notices me and her eyes glisten with tears.I hurry to her side. I untie her, and remove the gag from her mouth. “Run, he is watching you,” she says in panic.“No one is watching. Come on get up,” I try to persuade her. She holds my arm strongly, digging her nails into my skin.“RUN!” her eyes just like her voice are filled with terror.“I am not leaving without you,” I help her up, despite her resistance. “Save yourself. It is too late for me,” she tells me the minute she is up.I am about to argue when she moves ahead to the multiple computer screens. She turns them on. It is a live video feed of every room in my house and office.I cringe and take a step forward. I can’t believe what I am looking at.“What is this?” I ask an obvious question unable to tear my eyes from the screen. “You,” she answers. “He likes watching you,” I raise my hand and cover my mouth, shocked.“Go. If he finds you here who knows w
I feel groggy. I open my eyes slowly to the blinding lights. He is by my side, and the last time he had held me by force flashes back to me."Not again," I whisper."You are awake," he says smiling."Where am I?" I ask as he helps me sit up. "You are in the hospital," he looks at my side where I was hurt.The wound is properly stitched and bandaged.I remember him drugging me. I trail my fingers to the back of my neck, not sure if it had really happened.The soreness confirms it for me.Just as I am about to question him about it, the door slides open."You are up. How are you feeling?"Amelia asks coming in. "Ready to get out of here," she looks at her file unsure."We still don't know why you passed out," I look at Avan who is staring at me innocently."He drugged me," I say. Amelia looks between us at the revelation. "He what?" She looks confused on how to proceed."I had to get her to the hospital," he says like it is something normal."Well if that's it, then you are free to go,"s
Watching his car drive off made me feel so exposed and vulnerable. Like he was protecting my sanity and my heart and him being gone had left me open for the taking. I start clearing the table and cleaning the dishes, hoping for a destruction. My mind keeps wandering off to Jade no matter how hard I
I hear a voice from a distance. I try to open my eyes but the light is too bright and I close them as soon as I do. "Hey, how are you feeling" I hear a familiar voice I cannot place. "You were supposed to come meet me yesterday and you did not show nor leave a message," I try to think what appointm
It is four in the morning and I wake up to a banging on my door. At first I really think i'm dreaming but after waking up I realize that i'm not. After checking on the camera I see Jade seated on the other side of my door. I open the door. She looks sick. She is all wet from the rain and her face
One of the reasons I chose psychiatry was there is rarely any kind of emmergency that cannot wait until morning. That means I get to sleep through the night and not worry that my patients may be dying. So when my phone started to ring in the middle of the night, I took a pillow and covered my ears







