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A shocked gasp left my lips at Elion's words I stepped back, rolling my eyes over his tall, big frame. Would it be possible to tackle this man to near death physically? “Free of my infuriating presence" I echoed, scoffing as I did. I wasn't surprised that he would say such hurtful words to me, but I sure as hell was pissed. Elion's jaw cracked once, and with the way he kept flexing his muscles and rolling his neck, he was obviously trying to restrain himself from lashing out "Then go ahead and be free of me" I shot back, looking him dead in the eyes. Elion's brows furrowed a moment, before a dry, abrasive laugh worked its way out of his chest “It's morning Rea, don't push me” His words landed with a low growl that made me flinch Yes, I was still scared of Elion. Yes, a part of me understands that I'm trapped with this Devil of a man, I thought I would be able to handle it, to handle him until I'm free, but every single second I spend with Elion Fitzpatrick has me feeling deep rage I have never experienced in my entire life No one has ever made me so helpless and opposed and angry as much as he does Elion drives me Insane with each push, and I swear to God I hate him with everything in me “Go ahead” I hissed out even though my heart was racing behind my chest, my shaking fingers gave away the fear coursing through me His eyes slid from my face to my trembling body and back up again. “Rea” he called roughly, so low and deep that I didn't know if I was shaking due to fear alone Or if the shadow in his face was because I was challenging him Still, I didn't back down. I didn't want to. Elion had been the one with the upper hand since we signed that contract, I've been pushing his buttons too, but it seems like I don't do it hard enough “Go ahead" I screamed loud enough for the staff inside the penthouse to hear. One of the security guards rushed to the garage when he heard my scream, but on seeing that it was just Elion and me, he left as quickly as he had come Elion took a step towards me, the space between us was barely an inch. I could feel the annoyance rolling off him in waves. Worse than that, I could feel him, his...body and his... presence “Call off the wedding." I dared him. “You want to be free of my presence, call of the wedding then!" He ran a hand over his face, almost baring his teeth as he seethed. “And hand you a free life?" His gaze blazed “After you took away mine for three long years. Not a chance in hell” “Then what do you want from me?” My voice cracked on the last word and I hated it. I hated that he could so easily make me weak and vulnerable. “What is it, Elion? What exactly is your plan here? To keep me beside you all the days of our lives so we can make each other miserable?!” Because you hate me and I hate you and sooner or later, one of us is going to kill the other” “So be it" he growled without hesitation. “You made my life hell Loretta" His words were darker now, more layered and frightening “I suffered because of you, so If I have to marry you so you could be by my side each day, if I have to go through with a fake, stupid wedding just so I can have you for the rest of my life and see you in pains, I would gladly do so” My heart stumbled in my chest, I could not breathe at the devilish smirk on Elion's face. A tear slid down my cheek No. I refuse a life with this monster. I refuse to live out my life as his wife, in pure hell and suffering. I won't survive him, I can barely even stand his jabs and hateful words, being Elion's wife would be the end of my life And I'm not ready to die yet “I did what I had to do" I choked out, another tear rushing down my face. “I shouldn't have lied against you in court but I did what I had to do. I had no option Elion" Something flashed across his face, but it was gone quickly before I could tell what it was. “Your apology means nothing to me Rea, nothing" he spat, jaw ticking widely. “Get in the car” My feet remained rooted to the spot, my chest was so goddamned tight I couldn't breathe well. How long till I found of his 'Elite plans' and be free of his shackles, which would happen first, the wedding or my freedom? “Get in the car Lorreta!" Elion warned sharply, his entire body tightening with restraint. The pulse in his neck spiked “No" my voice was barely a whisper. How far could Elion go? Just how far could he? Did he really want to marry me to make me suffer, or is there something else to it “Kill me Elion" I dared. His eyes flared wide for a second “What did you say?” “If you hate me this much" I challenged, balling my finger into a fist. “Go ahead and strangle me to death here and now. Kill me and be done with it” He didn't move, I wasn't even sure Elion was breathing with how still he stood. “What is stopping you?" My voice was louer now, more controlled. “Go ahead and kill me, no one will ask. Nobody cares, just be done with it. Take your petty revenge and be free. Isn't that what you want?” The air between us went very still, His eyes dropped to my throat, then came back up to my face. The side of my lips curved upward “Or you're too much of a coward to actually do so" That made him snap, Elion moved, so fast I didn't realize what was happening until I felt my back hit his parked SUV and the breath whooshing out of me I blinked to find Elion gritting his teeth with his hand wrapped around my throat. “I told you not to push me Rea” "ELIONMy hand was around her throat.Her delicate, fragile throat. All it would take was one flick of my wrist and I would never have to endure her presence ever again But then, I would never see her ethereal eyes come alive with hate and rage, Loretta would be gone for Good. There would be no one else who challenges me, no one who makes me drown in this violent whirlwind of emotions when all I've ever known for years is coldness and control Loretta smiled despite my hand about to crush her windpipe “Go...go.. ahead Elion." She smiled sweetly, “Don't stop now, get rid of my infuriating presence for good”I swear she has a death wish“For once" I hissed, every muscle in my body pulled taut as wire, “Stop challenging me.” My fingers flexed around her throat, I didn't know if to pull her into my body or snap her neck and be done with itGod, she was not supposed to be like this. She wasn't supposed to make me lose control the way I am nowThe Loretta I knew was a docile girl who didn'
LORETTAA shocked gasp left my lips at Elion's words I stepped back, rolling my eyes over his tall, big frame. Would it be possible to tackle this man to near death physically?“Free of my infuriating presence" I echoed, scoffing as I did. I wasn't surprised that he would say such hurtful words to me, but I sure as hell was pissed.Elion's jaw cracked once, and with the way he kept flexing his muscles and rolling his neck, he was obviously trying to restrain himself from lashing out"Then go ahead and be free of me" I shot back, looking him dead in the eyes.Elion's brows furrowed a moment, before a dry, abrasive laugh worked its way out of his chest “It's morning Rea, don't push me” His words landed with a low growl that made me flinch Yes, I was still scared of Elion. Yes, a part of me understands that I'm trapped with this Devil of a man, I thought I would be able to handle it, to handle him until I'm free, but every single second I spend with Elion Fitzpatrick has me feeling de
LORETTAI woke up feeling rested.Which was, at the very least, surprising.There was no sleep paralysis, no nightmare. No frantic jolt awake with my heart trying to burst its way out of my chest.I actually felt good waking up, There was a strange sense of calm that enveloped me as I sat up slowly and stretched my arms over my headA yawn slipped out of me alongside a small smile My curtains were still closed, but a warm ray of sunlight found its way into my room, making the atmosphere warmer. I glanced around, trying to pinpoint what had changedMe or the room?Everything looked exactly the same... but there was something foreign, the faint scent of musk and man clung to my nightie and my skinThe heady scent lingered in the air.“Elion,” I gasped, nearly jumping out of the bed in fright.My pulse thumped hard against my skin as memories of last night came rushing back one at a time. The nightmare I was drowning in...the fire alarm that woke me up, .running into Elion in the hallwa
ELION Something was wrong with Loretta.And I didn't mean her ability to piss me off or that endless, infuriating urge she had to defy me at every available opportunity. I meant something different. I felt her shift unsteadily as she pushed off the wall, running a hand over her hair before her balance finally swayed and her weight shifted wrongly, she placed the wrong fork in front of the other and I could always calculate how much the fall would hurtI should have let her fall, if not for anything, because I hate her and I wanted to make her suffer bit by bit. But when she let out that small, breathless yelp as her eyes spun around, I was gone....For the first time in what would be a long, long time, I didn't think before acting My body was already moving, both arms encircling her before she could fall face-first into the hard floor, I slipped one hand under her knees and the other at her back, sweeping her into my chest The very moment I did that, a low growl worked its way ou
LORETTAI was in a nightmare when a loud sound rippled through the penthouse and woke me upA loud, piercing alarmMy eyes snapped open instantly, my heart still pounding from the nightmare as the shrill sound echoed through the walls and made my ears hurt“What's happening?” Panic made my voice tremble I threw the comforter aside and stumbled out of bed on jelly legs, The digital clock beside me glowed in red: 2:13 a.m.The alarm kept screaming, My pulse spiked harder when I realized it was the fire alarm“Oh my God" I gasped loudly. Was the house on fire? Was Elion....I yanked open the door and dashed out into the hallway where the smell hit me immediately, the smell of something burning. The alarm lights in the hall flashed red like a living nightmare I was halfway towards the kitchen when I bumped into a wall. My eyes closed shut at the impact, but the wall felt very solid, tall, and most of all warmWere walls supposed to feel warm?Hands caught my arms before I swayed on my
LORETTA The car smelled like himThat was the first problem. The second was that the drive back to the penthouse was over sixteen minutes and eight seconds long Yeah, I know because I'm counting It's hard to do anything else but that when I'm seated right next to my archenemy. Said Arch enemy and I haven't spoken since the meeting ended, since he admitted that he underestimated meIt shouldn't feel this way, this.... pressure in my chest shouldn't be here. I have been called many things by men who looked down on me. I've been told to sit down, quiet down, step back, not speak, remain silent, same things different sentencesMy father had spent years making me feel like I was less, that I would not amount to anything, so why did it feel... different with Elion Why does my eye fill up with fluids just at the prospect of him seeing my weak points?I pressed my face against the window of his Aston Martin, trying not to breathe in the scent of leather, spice, and sandalwood mixed with







