Married To The Ruthless

Being the youngest child of Senior Alonzo De Hizon has never been easy

Trying hard to be worth on his praises,

Being hidden in the society,

Trying my hardest so he can be proud of me,

It's never been easy to be me...

Yes, I may have everything

Wealth, luxurious and glamorous life,

Lots of girls maybe wanted to be in my shoes,

But not me.

I've never been satisfied,

I've never been happier,

It's so lonely being me.

Fact, that you're not truly a part of your so-called family,

Striving hard to be your best and yet you know it will never be enough.

So painful to work for your family's praises just so you could be love back.

Just a little attention from them, that is just all I want

I just wanted to be accepted and be loved

Sadly, I know it will never gonna happen

I was only adopted,

An extra decoration of the high and mighty untainted name of the family

Do you know how hurts to be slapped that truth on your face?

And you know what hurts the most?

Is to be asked to repay their goodness by marrying their son-the person whom you thought your brother

Sebastian Alexander De Hizon, the brother who despise me for unknown reasons

Beyond those icy cold stares and bad treatments he showed me, I know he was a good person

Why he hates me?

I could never know the reason why

The warm meaningful stares,

His strange behavior towards me,

Those stolen glances when he thought I wasn't looking,

Only him who knew what those meant are.

Whenever I stutter and blunder in front of him,

And this silly heart that throbs whenever he comes near me,

I couldn't explain why I feel that way...

I am about to marry him yes,

And neither one of us ever want it

He loathes me and I'm afraid of him

We can't be together,

It will be like mixing oil into the water

Yes, he hates me

And I can't imagine spending my life with him.

I'm done and over with this kind of life

I had enough with the sorrow and pain

I got tired of wishing to be love back

I got tired to ask for their acceptance anymore

I had enough of this hypocrisy and pretensions

And this time, I'll think of myself

This time, I won't let my life be manipulated by anyone

I'll do what I have to do

And that is to run away....

I am Emerald Marie De Hizon, married to the ruthless and this is my story....