Good Morning Ria! Happy birthday! I am Armie. I’m your wolf; while you’re not officially the Luna yet but the Blood Moon Goddess feels that you need me a bit earlier than that.
I am grateful that I really need your help….Armie, do you smell that? I didn’t really have the brain capacity to finish what I wanted to say to Armie before the smell of freshly made coffee began to dance through my nose.
Our mate is here, and we must go to him. I followed the scent of him, running circles in the back of my mind. I get to the top of the stairs, and I see him looking at me with wide eyes. No, why does his face blurry? My mate? I look around and see no other person; my heart instantly drops. Why would the Moon Goddess choose to be with an unfamiliar man as my mate?
I free my eyes from sleep, and I'm heavily sweating; I gaze upon the digital clock on my nightstand. It is two in the morning; these dreams are driving me insane. It rarely happens, but lately, it's been happening every morning. My birthday will be in twenty-six days from now. Who's Armie? Is she my wolf gifted by the Moon Goddess? But I never felt her throughout my entire existence. I wipe the grains of sweat in my forehead as my mind tries to recall the blurry face of the man I call my mate in my dream.
I take a long heavy breath; as I stand up, I know for a fact that it is impossible to go back to sleep. I have surgery tomorrow for tissue repair to a Siberian husky dog; this sleeping habit must stop, or I can't perform as a Veterinarian Doctor. Should I travel soon? So I can shapeshift? I have no time to burn; my schedule is full for the month. I ground my teeth in frustration.
I have one big problem too, my mom's old packhouse was taken away from me by a mere human! I almost cut my lips for biting it so hard. That Axel is the orchestrator of my crucial situation.
I grab a glass and pour some water from the pitcher on the center table inside my room. Overthinking won't help you, Ria; go back to sleep and catch some rest. I thought to myself. Today is a big day.
I shut my eyes again, feeling my exhausted body join the deep sleep call
I get up in the morning before my alarm rings; the sun is awake at seven, giving me natural lighting. No time to slack, I stride directly to the bathroom and shower. After a couple of minutes, I'm in my white polo shirt and black jeans. Fix my hair in my regular bun; I wouldn't say I like it when the strands of my hair get in the way, covering my face.
The surgery is at nine this morning, and I will be meeting Axel back in the old packhouse after that. I sigh at the mention of his name and remember his gorgeous face; I have to pull myself together in front of him.
A couple of hours have passed, and I'm walking out of the operating room, and I'm playing this scene a hundred times in my head. Today is another day to tell the beloved owner of the dog who died on the operating table the bad news.
I remove my surgical mask, the old lady standing in front of me waiting, her brown eyes full of hope, and I'm going to mash that hope right now.
"Doctor?" Her voice was soothing; suddenly, I hated my job.
"Mrs. Collins, I'm so sorry; Berry was a good dog; please know that he died fighting."
I reach for her hand quickly, holding it tightly while she sobs to her heart's content.
This is what makes me different from a human being; when Rolf told me that my mother and my entire pack were slaughtered, I didn't shed a tear, but up until today, there's a hole within me. That hole is empty and dark; I wish I could mourn and grieve, but I'm used to never feeling anything. I'm just an empty hole, waiting to disappear.
“Thank you for doing everything you can for Berry.” Mrs. Collins is wiping her tears on each side of her pleasant face.
I curve my lips in a slight smile then nod at her.
“You have him for years and take care of him like he's your own child Mrs. Collins; Berry is an amazing pal; he is smiling in heaven for you.”
The older woman's eyes brighten, and a forced smile appears in her mouth.
“You are such a darling; Berry was given to me by my late husband; I’m so heartbroken it feels like I’m losing a part of my husband again.”
The reality of losing a loved one hit me hard straight to my chest. You will never get over losing a loved one, and you just learn to live with it. When I lost my mother, I was never the same. Thinking about her makes me sad. She’s the only life in my empty heart.
“No, Mrs. Collins, you will always hold dear the memories and laughter you shared with your late husband. He must have loved you so much.”
She bounces her head up and down, squeezing my hand, “He was my greatest love, my one and only.” She speaks highly of her husband; romance is evident in her glistening brown eyes.
Will I ever feel the same love I see alive in Mrs. Collins? Am I worthy of love? I smirk at how pathetic my thinking is; love is made for humans.
“You are made for love too, Ria” A small voice of a woman murmured within me. I shake my head. This has been happening consistently, and the voice is popping in my head. Should I ask Rolf if he has an idea why I am hearing another persona in my head? Will he think I’m crazy?
Rows of endless pine trees and a clear line of more mountains welcome me—nothing special for my schedule this afternoon. A lunch meeting with that land grabber jerk just thinking about his face makes me boil like a burning volcano. Boundless with no choice but to sit down with him and talk about his terms, what an arrogant man!I halt in front of my old packhouse; the sun and skies are awake as I glance above, stepping out of my BMW bike. That familiar, safe feeling is hugging me right. The beautiful place is undoubtedly my home; I’m so connected to it.“Ahem, having a moment?” His soft tone brings shivers from my nape to my spine. No need to verify who the hell is talking, the king of anything has arrived.As I whirl together with my face, I’m able to feed my eyes with his Greek God sculpted body type. Wow, God took his time to create such a masterpiece. I am talking about unfairness. God might be so angry with me to dump me with Axel’s aggravating presence. The man has a bad habit o
A land grabber and a certified despicable man, that's what Axel is; I’m disappointed but not surprised. I'm pretty sure this is the norm here in the human world. They don’t value mating as we do. You don't ask a lady to warm your bed, and it's wrong on so many levels, disgusting even.My eyes are bulging in disbelief at how low this man takes me for; he thinks I will go crazy if he lays his cards this early; an icy stare appears on my face intensely.“I'd rather beat you to pulp this instance.” I’m pressing my lips together in anguish.Axel’s eyebrows tweeze at my words. “I’m doing you a favor in the end. You have no choice but to accept my terms.”I firmly believe that any creature in the world has the power of choice and free will; how come this man reckons that he is the only one entitled to both?“Am I to be your bedroom playmate? Is that in your ridiculous terms as well?” My tone is questioning and commanding; it's how your mama talks when you get up late.He shows a slight frown
I have no slightest idea how long I stare at his face. His face is full of hurt emotions and vulnerability. He is out of my business, but why do I want it to be mine? Why do I want to help him terribly?“You can let go of my arm now.” Axel moves fast, loosening the grip on my arm.“Sorry about that; I didn't mean to touch you.” He makes sure to settle his eyes elsewhere. He unexpectedly sounds embarrassed, like my skin was burning and he couldn't handle the heat.I take a long breath as I walk back to my seat. I’m not sure what arises, but I want to help him; I’m my mother’s daughter, after all. If I were in Axel's shoes, I’d be desperate; another minute, he is back in his chair. The tension is gone and Axel is looking at the ground.“I wouldn't say I like what you said earlier; marriage is sacred, but I will let it go because I discern that you have your reasons; now is the right time to tell me those.”It is his cue to transfix his amazing deep-set blue eyes on me once again, and I
The sound of the slumming door gets me from my thoughts as to whether what I did was right. Am I considering being Axel's wife? It sounds more like the jokes are on me.I place my helmet on the wooden table as I enter my house; Rolf's scent lingers in the area. This has been his bad habit, to enter my personal space.“You seemed more confused than upset, Ria” His lower voice register sent me a commanding aura. Rolf is powerful, one of those Celestials being half God and half werewolf. His sharp gray eyes can see through my very soul. I’m like a thin white paper; he can see it all.“You can say that, but honestly, it was a good talk.”Forgive me; I’m not sold entirely to Axel, but let's give him credit for coming in with a clean slate.“You were so mad at the man some few days ago; now you sound like you know him.” Rolf always questioned my decisions. He is challenging them without blinking, with no fear. Our setup is quite extraordinary if I can say that. He is my greatest ally and ne
AxelRobin is a strong independent, feisty woman that left my house a while ago. From the first time I saw her until today, I’m very much convinced that she is a nasty and smart ass. Far from all the types of women I dated. She threw me to the ground the moment I had the chance to touch her.Her golden amber eyes and her ivory skin are heaven-sent to me. She’s an angel without wings. It's more evident than the day that she’s perfect to be my contract wife. I’m never attracted to her type, strong and independent. She doesn't need a man. I prefer that she doesn't need me; I have no time for love. I’m driven to give my mother the life she truly deserves. But those eyes are simply magical.My phone rings, it's Leandro, one of my pals.“Man! Don’t tell you aren't coming again this time? Come on, just a few bottles of beer of whichever your life, and maybe if we're lucky, some babe to take home tonight.” His tone sends me a signal that he has a few shots already.“I think I need a drink ton
“Too early to say, future husband, I got two things for you, don’t even fall in love with me, but I’m sure you will eventually. I'm simply irresistible and charming, but when you do keep it to yourself, don’t give me the chance to break you.”Her words are full of mystery and fiction; I’m striving to read the genuine meaning of her statements. I see no logic in her claims; it's pure fantasy that will soon make her suffer for failing to succumb to reality.“Duly noted.” I don't expect to drag this conversation any further. Talking to her is like talking to someone in opposition. We can never agree on something; I’m aware of how different we are from each other. Acknowledgment is distant from acceptance.“Good.”How can she be this confident? She's so sure about being the smartest in the room, which I find a little overwhelming to absorb.I stop, reaching the house; as I hear the opening clicking sound of the passenger seat. Robin is paving her way inside.“I’m taking a shower; that sme
I'm lost to the taste of him, and he reaches down and removes my shirt. His fingers are desperate, moving fast and ripping off my bra without his mouth breaking free from my lips. I'm so turned on right now, so wet it's embarrassing.A seductive chuckle fills my ears. "I can smell your arousal, Robin..."Axel smiles against my lips before he assaults my mouth with his tongue again, using his calloused hands to tug down my skirt. A row of shudders pummels through me. Standing naked in front of such a large, well-trained man makes me feel so small in comparison.I'm always worried if any man will laugh at the size of my or Ria's breasts or something else silly. I lack self-esteem around him, but it soon becomes impossible to ignore his twitching manhood.He is enormous.He leans back, staring into my eyes. "You're mine..." he kisses me hard and pulls me into his muscular body. A whimper escapes my lips, and I have to crane my neck to keep kissing him until he leans back. "And if any man
Expectant that she will soon open the stupid bathroom door and talk the matter out with me. I’m a transparent person, and one way to deal with problems is to face them head-on. I hope Robin won't shove it to the back door. I stand up when I feel that she’s turning the door open. Her legs were unsteady, and I did not hesitate to catch her. “You could have called me for help.” I unintentionally sound like scolding her. She bites her lips nervously. I put her down on the mattress, walked back into the closet, and grabbed a sweatshirt and sweatpants. “Change into these.” When will she speak to me? Do I have to deal with her cold treatment moving forward? I face the wall giving her the privacy to dress up; though I have seen every part of her body, this is not the best time to be cocky. “Does this usually hurt this much?” Her voice is soothing as the moonlight glee. “I don't know, I’m a man, I have two stepsisters, but we are not that close; I don't know how a woman's body works.” Roe