로그인The morning sun pushed lazily through the glass windows lining the arts faculty corridor, its golden glow leaving most students still visibly sleep-deprived, still buzzing over last night's uproar. On the main announcement board, the poster for the year-end recital still hung in all its former glory, but for Michi, the whole world around her felt tilted a few degrees off its usual axis.
The girl walked down the corridor with a step that felt noticeably lighter than usual. Her cream knit cardigan still wrapped around her shoulders—an old habit she hadn't managed to fully shed overnight—but the sense of being shackled, the veiled fear that used to live underneath it, had disappeared entirely. The thick, leather-bound notebooks tucked in her arms no longer felt like a shield deployed desperately against the outside world; they were simply ordinary objects she happened to be carrying to that morning's theory lecture.
Small whispers reached her ears as she passed a cluster of final-year students near the main cafeteria. The topic hadn't changed, still circling the same axis: the wild, unfathomable collaboration between the stiffest classical piano student in the whole graduating class and the rebel band guitarist who'd just brought the main auditorium stage crashing down the night before. The names Arunika and Rimba buzzed everywhere, sending a wave of administrative and cultural shock through the department strong enough that a few supervising professors had thrown pointed, questioning looks their way during that morning's music history lecture. Someone near the vending machines had already started a running theory about how long the collaboration would last past the semester's end, as if the two of them were a case study rather than two actual people.
But Michi no longer cared what people said, how judgmentally the seniors stared, or how her grade transcript would be calculated from some stuffy, old-fashioned academic point of view.
Her footsteps came to a stop right in front of the door to Basement Studio Number Three. The heavy wooden door, usually kept firmly shut, hadn't been locked all the way this morning, leaving a narrow gap through which drifted the lazy sound of an acoustic guitar being plucked—a rhythm she recognized instantly. Without needing to knock or hesitate the way she usually did, Michi pushed the door open wide, letting the dim corridor light merge with the studio's familiar low glow, thick with the scent of light tobacco and old paper.
In the corner of the room, perched on the tall wooden stool he usually used for reading score sheets, Rimba sat with his acoustic guitar resting across his lap. He looked up the moment he heard the door hinges creak, and a thin, victorious smirk immediately spread across his pale lips.
"Fifteen minutes late from our usual rehearsal schedule, Arunika," Rimba teased, his voice rough with the particular hoarseness of someone freshly out of bed, his fingers stilling on the strings and letting a quiet hum fill the room. "Or does our dean's favorite model student have some new business to attend to now, dodging all those curious professors?"
"I'm not late, Maestro," Michi answered calmly, her tone staying flat and controlled as always, though her eyes couldn't hide the new softness radiating from them. "I was just giving this room some time to breathe, after it nearly collapsed on us last night."
Rimba let out a small laugh—that deep baritone sound that always managed to knock Michi's heartbeat off its usual axis. He set his guitar down carefully against the wall, then stood, closing the distance between them in a matter of seconds with an easy, unhurried motion.
"Ah, the room's just fine," Rimba whispered the moment he stopped right in front of her, the scent of black coffee and mint immediately surrounding her senses, narrowing her entire world down to just the figure standing in front of her. His steady fingers reached out, tucking a loose strand of Michi's hair behind her ear with a gentleness that stood in stark contrast to his usual careless posture. "What actually collapsed was the defenses of the model student who used to be the single hardest person on this whole campus to get close to, present company included."
Michi didn't flinch, didn't try to take even a single step back. She lifted her chin, staring straight into those dark irises without a single shield of pride or high wall left to hide behind. Her hand rose slowly, straightening the collar of Rimba's dark shirt with a measured, graceful motion, letting the morning quiet absorb whatever last traces of doubt still lingered in the air.
"Maybe it's because I'm just tired of pretending to be so stiff," Michi whispered softly, a genuine, thin smile carved across her lips. "Especially in front of someone who never once knew how to give up."
Rimba went still for a moment, letting that sentence sink into the silence before the most sincere, warmest smile he had ever shown rose up across his face, slow and unguarded. Without any excess of unnecessary words, their fingers laced together tightly—joining two entirely different worlds in a quiet warmth, proving that sometimes, the most beautiful rhythm in life is born exactly when you stop counting the bars and finally dare to step outside the box.
For a while, neither of them said anything more, content simply to stand there in the early light with their hands joined, letting the studio's familiar smell of old paper and faint tobacco settle around them like something finally, entirely their own. Outside, the campus was slowly waking into its usual noise—footsteps in the corridor, the distant clatter of the cafeteria opening for the day—but in here, for just a little longer, none of it needed to reach them at all. It was, Michi thought, the first morning in longer than she could remember that she hadn't spent bracing for something to go wrong. She let herself lean, just slightly, into the quiet certainty of it, and found she didn't feel the need to check the clock even once.
One year later.The main auditorium of the Swasemesta Music Conservatory was packed with visitors that night, far exceeding its normal capacity for the Graduating Class Culmination Night—an annual tradition in which the top graduates from each department are given one more chance to perform in front of the public before officially stepping out through their alma mater's gates. Strings of white fairy lights had been draped along the balcony railings for the occasion, and the smell of fresh flowers from the front-row arrangements drifted faintly all the way backstage.Backstage, Michiko Arunika Suryokusumo stood in front of a dressing mirror, wearing a long black gown, elegant yet simple. But unlike every formal performance she'd given over the past four years, this time there was one detail she had never once allowed to appear on an official conservatory stage before: a pair of drumsticks tucked neatly inside a small bag hanging from the side of her dressing chair
Two weeks passed since that night on the porch, and slowly, the rhythm of their life together began finding its shape again.The campaign video never resurfaced. Not because Surya had truly given up—Rimba knew his father well enough to know that a man like that never truly stops, only waits for a more advantageous moment. The last update to reach Rimba's ears was that his father's media team had their hands full managing the agenda ahead of next year's election season, and for the time being, neither Rimba's name nor Michi's was useful enough to bother with. The threat hadn't disappeared. It was only sleeping, waiting for a better time to wake up again.What he knew for certain was that, for the first time in years, he was no longer carrying every anxiety that surfaced from his father's shadow alone. Every time that name crossed his mind, he told Michi about it, sometimes Bayu too, sometimes Kelana over the long phone calls they'd started making a regular habit e
Michi was rearranging some sheet music in her room when the notification sound on her phone rang out—a message from Rimba, brief but different from the empty messages she'd been receiving so often lately, the kind that used to arrive hours late with nothing real inside them.I'm outside your house. Can I come in? I promise, this time I'll tell you everything.She stared at that screen for a long time before finally heading downstairs, opening the front door with a hand that trembled slightly. Rimba stood there, his face tired but his eyes showing something different from the past few weeks—no longer that evasive look, but a seriousness he rarely ever showed.They sat on the front porch, among the potted flowers Akari usually tended, lit by the dim yellow light that evening, the same porch light that had watched over every homecoming and every quiet argument this family had ever had."Chi, I'm sorry," Rimba said, starting with
Maharani's dance studio was still lit even though the hour had grown late, dim lights illuminating the wooden floor her students usually used to practice Pakarena dance in the afternoons. The building was otherwise silent, the kind of silence that only settles into a place built for music and movement once both have gone quiet for the night. Rimba found his mother alone there, sitting cross-legged in the middle of the empty room, staring silently at the large mirror reflecting her own image back at her."Not asleep yet, Ma?" Rimba stepped inside, sitting down on the floor not far from his mother."Hard to sleep with a head this full of thoughts." Maharani turned, smiling thinly at the sight of her eldest son's tired face, far more tired than he usually let show. "You look the same way, Rim. What's wrong?"For a few moments, Rimba simply sat still, staring at his own reflection in the mirror, trying to arrange words that had felt too heavy to say out loud for wee
Michi hadn't spoken much since that night in the studio. She still went to her classes as usual, still smiled in front of her parents, still answered every question at the dinner table the way she always had, but Bayu—who had grown up learning to read his sister since childhood—knew perfectly well that something was wrong behind that thin, forced smile.He didn't ask right away. Bayu wasn't the type to push someone to talk before they were ready, a restraint he'd learned the hard way after his first, clumsy attempt to interrogate Rimba in this same basement months earlier. But this time, he pointed his old habit—following political news, digging through the track records of public figures purely as material for casual class debates—toward one name that had kept appearing on his social media timeline these past few weeks: Surya Pratama.That night, in his room, Bayu sat for hours combing through old news archives, political discussion forums, eve
Ten days passed since that meeting, and the campaign video that had briefly caused an uproar was finally taken down quietly, as though it had never existed at all. For everyone else, the problem felt resolved. For Rimba, that was exactly where his unease truly began.He knew his father wasn't going to stop that easily. And the only solution he could think of to make sure Michi wasn't targeted again was to distance himself—to make the two of them look no longer close enough to be turned into material for any story.He started canceling plans one by one, quietly, without ever framing it as what it actually was. The excuse of "a lot of studio work" became the sentence that left his mouth most often. Replies to messages that used to come quickly now arrived hours later, short, half-hearted. Even in the basement studio, the very place that had once witnessed the beginning of all their secrets, Rimba started showing up alone at odd hours more often, leaving behind mess







