A boy who falls hard, and a girl afraid of falling. Cassiopeia Walton has always been running away. Falling in love isn't an option, she learned that lesson the hard way. The only way to protect herself is by closing off her heart and not letting anyone in. Matthew Rayner refuses to allow anything to stand between him and his dreams. He already failed once and once was enough. He won't fail his band mates again. Now that they have finally achieved their hard earned success, he vows to put the band before everything else. When Cassie began to work with Matt's band, neither can resist the magnetic force between them. Matt and Cassie falls helplessly in love with one another, but Cassie knows that loving him means reopening old scars and letting go of the baggage that has been weighing down on her. And so she finally left to face them. Now Matt is left with the choice, to follow his dreams...or run after the girl of his dreams.
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"I'm leaving," I said on the phone as I scanned the books in the bookstore."Please, pretty please," Mel pleaded on the other side of the line. I’ve been friends with Mel Davis ever since I got into university. I have a soft spot for her and she definitely knows it."I've been waiting here for an hour!" I said trying to sound as angry as I could. I hate people who are late but what I hate the most is when they don't show up after they kept me waiting."I'm so sorry. I’m really sorry. Please forgive me," she said apologetically, she sounded like a scared little bunny. I let out a small laugh. Huge mistake. I just gave her an opening to continue to persuade me to stay."Come on, you shouldn't let our efforts go to waste. Just get the fan sign and get out of there, okay?" she said, finally sensing victory.Aish, that brat! Our? I'm the only one doing the dirty work in here! And why would I even care to get a fan sign from a band I don't even know of? A rock band at that! All they ever do is make some noise and scream their lungs out.On the contrary, she's actually right. I've already wasted enough of my time waiting. Plus, I'm the kind of person who always gets what I came for. Even when I don't really want it. I could hold the autographs as hostages so that I could make her do my bidding."Alright, I'm doing these because I'm such a great friend," I said and I could imagine her jumping up and down on her short legs.Well, Mel's got weird taste in music. I thought as I walked out and proceeded towards the event center. It was packed, as expected, mostly by girls. Typical. I would have made a rude remark. But remembering where I am, I would have died on the spot.NICHE SYNDROMEMeet & GreetFan signing EventI looked around me and instantly felt out of place. Everyone was wearing Niche Syndrome shirts, Niche Syndrome ballers, and Niche Syndrome string bags, anything that has Niche Syndrome printed on it. Thank goodness I don't really care. I don't even know if my clothes are coordinated, I simply put on the first thing I get my hands on.I waited for my turn, which was hardly necessary since I was last in line. They were only giving two minutes per band member per fan. I wonder what's taking them so long. It took me two hours before I even got close, and that whole time I began regretting my decision. But since I'm a stubborn girl, I didn't dare leave even though my patience is running out.When it was my turn, I realized I didn't have an album or any merchandise for them to sign. And I don't really like the idea of them signing my shirt or any belonging of mine. I took out my journal instead. At least I could just rip the pages out later. I don’t know if Mel will be thrilled about it though. I’ll bet she’ll want to frame them or something. But this will do.I finally took the treasured autographs with a picture of their owners. To be honest, I don't even know their names. I just barely smiled and shook hands with them. All except one, they said the guitarist felt sick all of the sudden and had to leave. They gave me one of his picks instead. I wonder how much I could sell this online.This day is just so tiring, I thought as I walked out of the mall. I'm hungry, too. I turned to see if any of the stalls are still open. They're not. I sighed. I want to go home.And just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, I bumped into someone, causing me to topple off. I mean literally fall on my ass on the cold hard ground. That's it! Nobody messes with me when I'm tired and hungry!"What the hell is wrong with you!?" I yelled from the top of my lungs. I never had an outburst like this before. I don't know what suddenly ticked me off."I'm sorry," the guy said, reaching out his hand to me. I was tempted to accept it, but my pride wouldn't let me."No, thanks," I said slapping his hand away which was totally immature of me."Look, Miss. You were the one who bumped into me," he said, offended."Oh yeah, then you should have avoided me if you saw me coming," I pointed out.The guy was tall, which was probably why it felt like I hit a wall. He had red-dyed noodle hair and an angry look in his otherwise straight face."I said sorry, okay? Why don't you just apologize?" he said, not backing down."Whatever," I said. I don't really have the energy to do this, so I walked away."Hey," he called out but I didn't look back.And just when I thought the day couldn't get any worse.I just remembered.I forgot my journal.*Matthew"Hey, are you okay?" Landon asked when I got back to the event.A while ago, I felt sick. Our manager told me to go back first and I almost did. But I felt sorry for our fans still waiting so I went to the pharmacy instead. Sadly, the last one has just left when I returned. They told me they gave her one of my favorite picks instead."Yeah, I'm good," I said. "Just kind of got into a fight." I said, matter of fact."Was it a girl?" he asked, grinning sheepishly."Uh, yes," I said. I think I know where this conversation is heading."I'll bet she's pretty, too. Or else you wouldn't pick a fight with her," Landon said. This guy knows me very well.Come to think of it, she's actually pretty cute. Well, considering she was angry at that time. All I could remember is frizzy hair and big brown eyes. How could I forget when she was dead set on glaring at me. Her voice was loud and somewhat high. I wonder how such thing could fit into a small body. She looked young, so she was probably still in high school."Hey, lover boy! Let's go!" Landon shouted as the team finished packing and was ready to go.I got into the van where everyone was waiting. Not everyone, though. Kasey has already fallen asleep at the back. Landon was sitting cross-legged and playing with his I pad. I didn't want to bother Clark since he was probably tired too so I decided to listen to music instead. I rummaged into my bag, looking for my earphones, when an unfamiliar notebook fell.I picked the notebook up, it was the one that that ill-tempered child left behind. I guess she dropped it when I bumped into her. She was too mad that she actually forgot about the whole thing. Now, what am I supposed to do with this?I debated with myself the whole ride. I wouldn't want to open it, supposed the content is something private. From the looks of it, it's probably a journal of some sort. Girls like keeping that kind of stuff. That would be the right thing to do. But what if it's something important? Then I should probably give it back right away. Besides, I wouldn't know how to return it without opening it. There might be some information written inside.In the end, I decided to open it. I flipped into the pages first, just in case it really is a diary. When I reached the last few pages, something caught my eye. I recognized Landon, Clark and Kasey's signature.So, she was a fan? But how come she didn't recognize me if she was? Or did she purposely bump into me and pretend to get mad? But why would she leave the notebook behind? This is driving me crazy. Fans could be really creative at times but she didn't look like one. That or she was really good at acting."Matthew, what's the problem? You look constipated," Clark asked. I totally forgot he was sitting right beside me."One of the girls from the fan signing event dropped this," I said showing him the autographs."Oh? I think I remember. She's the only one who didn't bring a single merchandise to sign, most people bring albums and tons of stuff. She's really polite, too. Just asked for a picture and left ,most girls makes small talk and refuses to leave.""I see," I said. Maybe I was overthinking."It's such a shame. She waited a really long time for it," Clark added."We should probably give it back, right?" I asked for affirmation."We could ask someone if there's an address or contact number," Clark said.I nodded and flipped through the pages again. It wasn't a journal, after all, it was a sketchbook. As someone who draws, I could say she's pretty good. There wasn't much in it. Most of her drawings were just pencil sketches. They say a picture is worth a thousand words. I don't know but her drawings made me feel sad.Without thinking, I took out my pen and started drawing on the next page. I hope she wouldn't mind. This is just a gift from one artist to another. The ride to the hotel was long. I also signed next to the other's signatures along with a simple note.I really hope this notebook gets back to her.Cassiopeia.Cassie"Are you okay?" I asked Matthew once we got out of the room. He's no longer as red as a tomato but he still avoids my gaze.I was just in the mood to tease him more so I kept moving towards his line of sight and he would do his best to look elsewhere aside from me. I could not help but chuckle at his childish behavior."Yeah, I'm alright." He says, but seemed to have changed his mind as I smiled at him. "No, actually I am not.""Why? What's wrong with you?" I ask him. Maybe he's really not feeling well. I tried to touch his forehead to feel his temperature but he doesn't feel hot. He took my hand from his forehead and pulled me towards him.Matthew's body is firm and sturdy. I could basically feel the muscles underneath his thin shirt. He places my hand over her heart and I could feel his heartbeat. His heart is beating so fast underneath his chest.I took a step closer towards him and I could hear him gasp as I placed my head over his chest. Wow
Cassie“Oh my god. I can’t believe I got April’s signature! And we even had a photo together! This is definitely going on my wall.” Mel says, her reaction quite over the top if I have to be honest.“Maybe you should have asked for her number too.” I joked at her, her eyes went wide as if she was both baffled and terrified of the idea.“I could never.” She says, recovering from her shock, and I couldn’t help myself but laugh at her.“Excuse me.” One of the staff came over to us with a blonde girl beside her. “She’s with April, can you lead her to where she is.”“Sure.” I tell him. “We’re on our way to her anyway.”“You look kind of familiar.” Mel muttered beside me. She was looking at her as if trying to remember where she saw her.“I’m Michelle. I’m April’s sister.” The girl says, smiling.
Matthew“So how is it recording with your husband?” I ask April after the interview. The staff were packing up the equipment and Cassie went out for a bit to take care of some stuff.“It’s fun.” April says, smiling. “He’s very supporting especially during the times that I don’t feel like doing anything at all. I would be like, I don’t want to work today and he’d push me towards the practice room and tell me to go do my vocal warm ups.”I chuckled while imagining the scene. So there were times that even the great April Hale doesn’t want to sing.“And it is fun creating the harmonies with him, you know.” April added, clearly thinking about him. Is this how people who are in love look like? “You’re giving me that look.”“What look?” I ask her, surprised by what she said.“That, she’s obviously in love, look in your face.” She
MatthewThe day finally came with our interview with April. To be honest, I feel nervous. Not because April is here but more because of Cassie.“Are you okay?” She asks when she seems me fidgeting in the corner. The staff was busy putting the camera and equipment in the interview room, and even Landon and the rest have walking to and fro. Everyone’s just coming in from every direction I already feel tired just from watching.“Yeah. I am.” I tell Cassie, giving her a small smile. She’s been so busy ever since this morning that I was surprised she even noticed me standing here. Sometimes it just seems like she doesn’t see me at all.“Are you nervous?” She asks, obviously teasing me. I can tell by the way her lips began to curve upwards on one side first before turning into a full smile. Little habits that I came to notice more as every day passes.“Of course not!” I tried to deny it, but there&r
Cassie“What time is our meeting with miss April?” I asked Mel, since I couldn’t be bothered to look at the schedule. I’m sure she’s memorized our schedule for the day. She’s not this good at memorizing stuff at school but I guess it’s really a different thing when you actually get to work.“It’s later, at three in the afternoon.” Mel says, not even needing to look at our schedule. It’s just the same when it comes to memorizing the songs, it just comes to her naturally. She’s a natural of handling of people and keeping track of things just so to make sure that every thing goes smoothly.“Cool.” I said. Well, the guys are excited to meet her but Matthew doesn’t really seemed so thrilled as they expect him to be.“Oh my gosh, we’re allowed to ask for an autograph, right?” Mel asks suddenly. I guess she only thought about it now.“I think so.”
Matthew“Oh my god, I can’t believe those three fools had the energy to tease me the whole day.” I tell Cassie when we met up after work.“Well, it was pretty fun seeing them harass you all day.” Cassie chuckles. “You should have seen the look on your face.”Cassie is a few years younger than me but she’s always been so mature that I’m pretty sure right now that she wouldn’t be jealous just hearing the other members tease me about my celebrity crush the whole day. And even if she is, she’s not the type of person to try to hide it and would most certainly try to confront me about it so that I could re assure her.“What?” She asks when she catches me just staring at her.“I was just thinking that I think you’re the type of person to push your boy friend away to some other girl if he doesn’t stay loyal to you.” I tell her. Like if my feelings for her wavered fo
Cassie“What’s the commotion all about?” I asked when I went in to the room to find three monkeys harassing Matthew to the point that his face turned beet red from all their teasing.“Cassie, you won’t believe what just happened!” Landon says, running towards me when he saw me. Kasey and Clint won’t leave Matthew alone.“Why? What happened?” I asked him. Seriously, I thought every one will get a little break just after the world tour but it seems like the company has already something lined up for them soon right after. They should give them a break from time to time. I don’t want Matthew to collapse again from fatigue and over exhaustion. Nor the other members.“We’re having a collaboration.” Landon tells me.“And?” I asked him. It’s not like it’s their first time doing a collaboration. They’ve done a lot of collaborations with tons of other artists o
Cassie"You should have told me you were coming with your boyfriend. I wouldn't have bothered you that way." A voice crept from behind me and I can't help but feel shivers down my spine."Seriously, Eric?" I asked, my eyes wide in disbelief. "Rain already came to me in America. Now, you're following me in Japan? Who's next?""Hey, it's not like I didn't give you a heads up." He said in defense. "I asked you to meet up with me so we can talk but you keep ignoring me."He's right. I sighed."You really do know how to get into his nerves do you?" Eric said, smiling sheepishly."Shut up." I snapped.I thought he would leave but Eric just stood silently behind me. This day had been too perfect I knew that one way or another, something would happen that will drag me from this fairytale back into my harsh reality. The moon up in the night sky was full. Its brilliance illuminates the waves crashing into the shore. The sea breeze blows gently from the east.
Matthew"Hey, you know, your Japanese sounds good for an English speaker." Cassie commented after I ordered some ice cream.Even though she and I started going out, things had been pretty busy lately especially because of our world tour. We barely saw each other at all. Thank god she was able to come with us. Now that the tour is finally over, we can finally go on dates like a normal couple."How can you be so fluent in Japanese, too? It's like you're not American at all." I retorted. She definitely sounded like a native speaker and to be honest, I really love her accent."Cause I'm smart." She confidently said, getting her strawberry cone while I get the vanilla. "What? No snarky remarks?""Well, it's true." I said, putting my arm around her shoulder as we exited the ice cream parlor. She used to be so distant but now it felt like she gradually let me become closer to her. "Where do you want to go?""Hmmm." She said looking up at me with the shades on
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