Se connecterJosh Anderson is the untouchable "King" of his high school. He is a perfectionist driven by the terrifying expectations of his abusive father. As Council President, Josh lives by a rigid script of straight A’s and flawless conduct until Tristan Boyle arrives. Tristan is a chaotic, talented "wild card" who shatters Josh’s world with a single grin and a tied test score. Between a secret admirer and a mysterious new rival, Josh’s "System" begins to glitch. To survive his home life and keep his throne, Josh must face a dangerous truth: his perfect life is a lie.
Voir plusJosh had made up his mind. Nothing could change the fact that he was leaving that pathetic place. It had given him nothing but panic and heartaches, a toxic environment that had poisoned every aspect of his life. As he pulled down his suitcase, his heart throbbed with the weight of the bruises he still carried.His father, Dylan, stood outside staring at the clouds. Josh could tell he was crying even from a distance. He knew his father didn't want him to leave, but he had to do it. The past haunted him, and he needed a fresh future to save himself from the monsters that had tried to steal every breath he took.His cheeks felt heavy as he stepped toward the older man. His fingers gripped the handle of the suitcase so tight his knuckles turned white. He was incredibly nervous and felt as though he might burst into tears, but he didn't want to seem reckless in front of his father.Josh joined him, watching the sky. The vastness of it seemed to clear some of the pressure inside his mind.
After school, Josh wandered into his room like a statue, paralyzed by a depression he could not escape. Dark circles shadowed his eyes, a weight he could not simply blink away. His mind flooded with desperate "what-ifs." If he had not gone to that party, his life would still have been perfect. The memory of Tristan’s face flickered in his mind and haunted him.Josh pulled his laptop close, the screen’s light echoing his name. He stared at an application for a school abroad, a place where he could wander into a new life and start a fresh chapter.Suddenly, a loud bang on the gate echoed outside his window. His heart jumped and his mind fractured. His body went rigid as a familiar voice pierced through his memory."Josh! Come out! Let’s talk about this!" It was Tristan. He sounded drunk. "I’ve been missing you, dude. Where are you? The school year was ending and you were still not showing up!"Josh felt the "sin" of the situation and wanted to zip his mouth shut as Dylan moved to handle
The ground turned transparent beneath Josh’s feet. His hands stayed frozen. His eyes snapped toward the full-length mirror and caught the raccoon-textured mess of his hair. He couldn't move. He wouldn't.Memories didn't just drift. They flashed. Tristan’s face. The lingering heat on his lips. Hands pressing hard and real. It felt like love then but now it felt like a wrecking ball hitting his life. Why meet someone who dragged so much chaos into his orbit? What now? The walls weren't just silent. They seemed to be peeling back their lips and getting ready to laugh.Underneath his lids black circles had burned in. He hated them. Tears leaked. Last night hadn't been a dream. It was a nightmare he was still wearing. No one would understand. Not now. Not ever. He sobbed and his throat tightened until it hurt. Nerves plucked at his spine. The water thrusted down his cheeks and stained his features. Everyone would see that dirt.Bang! Bang!The door rattled on its hinges. "Hey! Kid, you’re
Josh’s body went rigid. Chains held him. Cold ones. Metallic. This presence ate him alive. Every fiber. Every breath called to him. It was as if the air tried to pull back the sections that diffused into his body. It did not want to connect to Josh’s lungs.No. Britney witnessed it. She saw how their lips pressed into each other. His heart started to tear. Piece by piece. His mind cut off. A blank space sprinted inside his stomach.Strands of his hair froze. It felt like it was supposed to happen. Even the air watched Josh with dark, predatory eyes. The walls sealed his lips.Then his hands moved. They tore away from Tristan’s burning cheeks. His mouth tasted sin. Sin meant beer. Sin meant trouble.Josh pushed his hands out. He stood up. He stepped away from the bed. Tristan remained there. His eyes widened. A shock of electricity volted in them.“Britney,” Josh spoke up, “it was a misunderstanding.”Josh tried. His steps became heavy. Frantic. He lifted pounds of secrets inside his c
Therefore, he thought, everything would end here—but to his surprise, hard, cold skin pressed against his back, saving him from falling onto the sharp mouth of the tiles.Josh’s eyes were glued shut.“Are you fine?” A familiar voice cut through the closet of his mind.His lids unlocked. His hands w
The sun was defeated by the moon as it spread its wings, covering the area of Josh’s neighborhood in a bruised, light-dark glow.He leaned his back against the massive, metallic white gateway of his house. The bag on his shoulder was protected by his iron grip, his knuckles white and his veins near
Josh entered the hallway, but to his surprise, his hand went weak, as if he were carrying a heavy burden. As he spotted the swarming bees of students—who looked remarkably familiar to him—he straightened his posture. He made sure that everything was perfect: his eyes were steady, his hair was imma
It was not what Josh had expected over the past moments of his life as a hand clung onto his shoulder. The touch sent every part of his body rigid. He could not tell anyone about how his father would treat him brutally.“Are you fine?” It was Thomas’s sharp voice behind him.Josh turned around and
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