LOGIN“Okay, settle in everyone. Now that every student has finished the quiz I handed out earlier, I expect no one to get under a C-minus. Understand?” The teacher’s sharp voice echoed through the room. Suddenly, a burst of chuckling broke the silence and caught everyone’s attention.
The air in the room smelled like nostalgic chalk dust and old paper. Josh turned his head to find the source of the noise.
His face looked different today. His black glasses were gone and replaced by contacts that gave him a sharp and unfiltered view of the world. No more blurry edges. No more hiding.
He spotted the boy immediately. He had his headphones on, and another chuckle escaped his throat as he looked at his phone.
The teacher sighed and slapped a yellow wooden ruler against her desk. It made a loud crack that served its purpose perfectly.
“Hey!” Josh shouted. His voice was a demanding blade that cut through the noise.
The boy’s attention snapped upward. The pure expression of laughter was instantly replaced by a frown and fearful eyes. He looked like he had just seen a ghost. He quickly pulled the headphones off and tucked them into his bag beneath his chair.
“My bad. I wasn’t listening,” the boy said casually. He acted like he hadn't just given the beloved teacher a massive headache.
“Thank you, Josh. You may sit back down properly,” the teacher said with a grateful smile.
Josh sat back down and felt an igniting aura surrounding him. He was back in control.
“Now we continue,” the teacher announced. She grabbed a piece of chalk that had been lying untouched on the chalkboard tray. “Exchange papers with the person across the aisle.”
“Great job, Mr. President,” a voice whispered. It caught everyone’s ears. In the other row, the boys started snickering like they shared a secret with someone they trusted.
“Idiot,” Josh hissed. He rolled his eyes and leaned forward. His desk felt like it was carrying the weight of his whole body.
Josh swapped his paper with the student next to him. When he looked down at the name on the sheet he received, his breath nearly hitched in his throat.
Tristan Boyle.
He never wanted to see that name again. Now, fate was warping his mind with unwanted physical sensations. He felt his heart rate drop and then spike. He was panicking over nothing. His hand tightened around the paper. To his surprise, the page was perfectly neat. It didn't look like the work of a student who lacked manners.
Josh felt that toxic heat rising in his cheeks again. Why was he feeling this way about a name on a piece of paper?
Time seemed to move in a blur as Josh used his red pen to mark the answers according to the teacher's key. He expected Tristan to fail, but the results were devastating.
Ninety-six percent.
Josh felt a stupidly hot sensation in his throat. What if his own score was lower than this bastard?
“Now students, pass the graded papers back to the front,” the teacher ordered.
As the papers moved to the front, the teacher quickly sifted through them. The students started whispering about who would have the highest score. Their eyes darted to Josh. He was having a moment. His perfect straight hair was almost disheveled because he kept running his hands through it.
Then the students looked at Tristan. He was slamming his hand on the desk of the guy next to him and laughing like a horse. It was an uncontrollable burst of noise.
“Man, that’s funny!” the guy next to Tristan said.
Josh rolled his eyes. His hands were ice cold beneath his white sleeves. He forced a serious expression and tried to steady himself. He told himself he wasn't jealous.
“Stop. Stop. You are perfect,” Josh muttered under his breath. He was trying to reprogram his brain.
“Okay, settle down. I will now announce the results.”
The teacher was cut off by a deep and smooth voice from the back of the room. It made Josh’s eyes snap open.
“I predict it’s Josh.”
Nathan Donsol sat in his seat with a posture that was surprisingly elegant. His uniform was perfectly pressed and fit his frame in a way that looked effortlessly sexy. He had a dark and textured wolf-cut hairstyle that framed his sharp Korean features perfectly. His monolid eyes were intense, and his jawline looked like it was carved from marble.
Josh nearly choked on the air as he looked at him. Nathan met Josh’s eyes and gave him a slow and deliberate wink.
“Come on. No need to assume,” Tristan added. He straightened his back and sat up properly to make sure he looked composed.
“Exactly. There is no need for assumptions,” the teacher added while giving Tristan a pointed look.
“Now zip your mouths. The student who answered wisely and got the highest score is none other than…” She paused. She looked mesmerized by the results in her hand. “Josh and Tristan.”
The students erupted into confused screams. Their faces were puzzled.
“Settle down!” the teacher shouted. She placed the papers on her desk.
Josh felt his body hardening. It couldn't be a tie. A tie was a failure. His father would kill him. He could almost feel his head bleeding out a pure crimson red from the punishment waiting at home.
“Both of you, stand up,” she ordered.
Josh stood up stiffly. Tristan stood up next, looking entirely unbothered.
The teacher turned to the chalkboard and wrote both their names in large, bold letters under the Top Scholars heading.
“Since you two tied for the top spot, you will be co-captains for the upcoming math decathlon. I expect you to study together,” she announced with a firm smile.
The bell rang, and Josh headed out of the room with a hollow expression. Study together? He could hear the students whispering rumors behind his back. The sound made his stomach feel like it was evaporating into lava.
He stood in front of his locker and stared at his returned test paper.
Ninety-six percent.
“What a disgrace!” the word replayed in his mind.
Suddenly, a heavy hand reached out and landed firmly on his shoulder.
After school, Josh wandered into his room like a statue, paralyzed by a depression he could not escape. Dark circles shadowed his eyes, a weight he could not simply blink away. His mind flooded with desperate "what-ifs." If he had not gone to that party, his life would still have been perfect. The memory of Tristan’s face flickered in his mind and haunted him.Josh pulled his laptop close, the screen’s light echoing his name. He stared at an application for a school abroad, a place where he could wander into a new life and start a fresh chapter.Suddenly, a loud bang on the gate echoed outside his window. His heart jumped and his mind fractured. His body went rigid as a familiar voice pierced through his memory."Josh! Come out! Let’s talk about this!" It was Tristan. He sounded drunk. "I’ve been missing you, dude. Where are you? The school year was ending and you were still not showing up!"Josh felt the "sin" of the situation and wanted to zip his mouth shut as Dylan moved to handle
The ground turned transparent beneath Josh’s feet. His hands stayed frozen. His eyes snapped toward the full-length mirror and caught the raccoon-textured mess of his hair. He couldn't move. He wouldn't.Memories didn't just drift. They flashed. Tristan’s face. The lingering heat on his lips. Hands pressing hard and real. It felt like love then but now it felt like a wrecking ball hitting his life. Why meet someone who dragged so much chaos into his orbit? What now? The walls weren't just silent. They seemed to be peeling back their lips and getting ready to laugh.Underneath his lids black circles had burned in. He hated them. Tears leaked. Last night hadn't been a dream. It was a nightmare he was still wearing. No one would understand. Not now. Not ever. He sobbed and his throat tightened until it hurt. Nerves plucked at his spine. The water thrusted down his cheeks and stained his features. Everyone would see that dirt.Bang! Bang!The door rattled on its hinges. "Hey! Kid, you’re
Josh’s body went rigid. Chains held him. Cold ones. Metallic. This presence ate him alive. Every fiber. Every breath called to him. It was as if the air tried to pull back the sections that diffused into his body. It did not want to connect to Josh’s lungs.No. Britney witnessed it. She saw how their lips pressed into each other. His heart started to tear. Piece by piece. His mind cut off. A blank space sprinted inside his stomach.Strands of his hair froze. It felt like it was supposed to happen. Even the air watched Josh with dark, predatory eyes. The walls sealed his lips.Then his hands moved. They tore away from Tristan’s burning cheeks. His mouth tasted sin. Sin meant beer. Sin meant trouble.Josh pushed his hands out. He stood up. He stepped away from the bed. Tristan remained there. His eyes widened. A shock of electricity volted in them.“Britney,” Josh spoke up, “it was a misunderstanding.”Josh tried. His steps became heavy. Frantic. He lifted pounds of secrets inside his c
It was too loud.The air felt thick. It tasted of spilled vodka and cheap sweat. Everything in the room was inappropriate for Josh’s sense of order. His mind mashed together shallow, useless thoughts. Why had he agreed to this? His stomach ached with the sudden tension.The furniture had been shoved aside. The carpet was stained with a dark, sticky liquid. It was a mess. Josh hated messes. He lived for lines and logic. He lived for everything to be in its place. But right now, his fears were clawing at his mind.This house was a nightmare of imperfection. He shook his head. He knew he was changing. He was becoming part of that imperfection too. He realized that judging others didn't change anything.He looked around the room. People were everywhere. It felt like a farewell party for a group of teenagers who had no vision for their future.Then he saw them.Josh’s chest hardened. Then it broke into pieces under a heavy hammer.He spotted Thomas. His best friend."What is he doing?"
“There’s this party… and I wanted to invite you.” Tristan asked with his hands pinned behind his back.The air played its part in the darkness, collecting every light it could catch in its own net and placing them inside a transparent jar.“I’m thinking that you’re inviting me, aren’t you?” Josh spoke with his finger on his chin, pressing into the coldness of the night.“Yes,” Tristan’s eyes lit up wide. “And I want you to go with me and have fun for a while. I mean—”Josh cut him off.“Sorry to announce, but I’m not coming. There’s one task I have to do before graduation as the Council President. You should, too. You’re the vice.” Josh threw the responsibility right at Tristan, whose jaw dropped into a massive loop.“And what was that?” Tristan stepped forward, crossing into Josh’s personal space.Josh let a smile settle on his cherry lips. His hand drifted toward Tristan’s smooth forehead, which felt like a cushion made of skin.“Our statement! Our vocabulary and a long text to expo
This day left Josh and Tristan feeling so jittery and restless that they could barely stay still. The two of them were inside the gym, where everyone had already gathered and the rest of the group was already mingling about.Josh kept scratching the skin on his hands while Tristan stood beside the coach, both hands resting firmly on his hips. Josh gave Tristan a soft, cute smile that tugged at the corner of his lips. Everyone else was loud and chatty, but the atmosphere felt calm and cool. A gentle breeze seemed to blend perfectly with the quiet stillness of everyone around, whether they were sitting or standing.“All of you, this is our very last class here at school. And to all of you soon-to-be graduates, don’t you dare forget me,” their coach said. Right then, tears started to well up in the coach’s eyes, and Josh felt a deep, heart-tugging emotion washing over him. His cheeks felt cold and stiff.“Shit,” he muttered under his breath.The air in the gym crackled with sudden intens
48Josh ran through the hospital doors. The hallway was incredibly loud, bustling with people, and the atmosphere felt suffocating. Some ignored the chaos entirely, while other patients sat silently in their wheelchairs, their eyes vacant.Josh scrambled to find out which room Nathan was in. He gra
A phone lay on his desk. His head was bowed over the bed while his eyelids carried a weight of doubt and contemplation. It made his body go completely limp as his mind wandered off to a land that didn't require straight A’s or anything at all.“Why do they hate me so much?” Josh’s voice was hoarse
The sky over the city had turned a bruised, violent purple, and the rain thundered against the roof of the car with a deafening roar and the memory with Tristan earlier faded.Inside the luxury sedan, the cold air that lurked inside was biting every time Josh breath.Josh sat huddled in the passeng
"Help! Josh, where are you!" Tristan’s voice cut clearly through the darkness. Josh was frantically reaching out, searching for a hand to hold. He didn’t know where Tristan was and he couldn't bring himself to answer. His throat was bone-dry, and his vision was swallowed by pitch black. Beneath







