It was the morning after Ash found out about Alex affairs. He felt like he got his heart ripped out of his chest and stomped on thousand times over. He was a fool for believing his lies...
Alex didn't come back, no. He left a few texts asking him "why?" and such but Ash never responded. He did not wanna talk to him or see his face, he literally ruined any chance of hope in their relationship and threw it away like that.
He sat at the kitchen table with an energy drink, he hadn't slept all night. He was to upset to sleep, eat, or be around people. All he wanted was to be alone.
Ash is a sensitive person and this was the worst feeling in the world. It was worse then the first time, epically since It was more then one person and he's been doing it for months on end.
He took another sip and ran fingers through his girl mane and blinked a bit when he looked at the time. It was six in the morning and he fe
It was 10 in the morning and Adom was showering for work. It's been a week since him and Seb figured out this mess and a week since he got his rejection. Well he considers it rejection since Seb has no idea he really fancies him.That wasn't about to happen anytime soon, he couldn't endure much more embarrassment or rejection. Plus Sophia was still in the picture...and that just sucks for him.She was over a lot more thanks to Adom hawk like vision and yeah he hated it. He wished Seb would dump her and come running into his arms but that was him dreaming and wishing. He knew he wouldn't do that, he was to good of a person to do such a stunt.He sighed to himself as the warm water washed over his body, another long, and boring day ahead and honestly he just wanted to call in.He wondered if Ash was gonna come in and get his hair done today, the lad never responded to his messages after his 6 day slump
In Adom opinion he would just say divorce his ass and be Adom roommate. Ash wasn't like that though, he was the type to figure things out before making such big decisions."Tonight. Come over to my flat and invite him over. I also need to talk to you about something...involving Seb." He frowned a bit at that."What's up with Seb?" Adom bit his lip and sighed."I don't have enough time to explain but tonight before you have Alex come over I'll explain everything. Come over at 8...tell that price to come over at 9.". He needed at last an hour to tell Ash what has happened last week. He needed to tell someone what's going on.Ash nodded "I really don't wanna talk to him yet...." He really did not but he knew Adom was gonna force them to talk and it's been a week."You're gonna talk to him and he better be fucking honest." Adom wasn't about to have a liar on his flat.
Ash looked at the time, and hour and a half before he was off to Adom and two and a half hours until he sees his husband. Awesome.He wasn't ready at all and he wasn't sure what he was going to say...or how to act. He was sure he was gonna break down into tears because it's Alex and god knows what else he's been hiding or lying about.He sighed to himself a bit before walking into his mums kitchen and biting his lip."How're you feeling, pumpkin?" She went over and took him in a small hug before she pulled away and messed with hair a bit."Fine, just a bit nervous about tonight." Ash had told his mum when he got back that he was gonna have a talk with Alex, she thinks it's a good idea, but told him not to make any rash decisions until tomorrow."Don't get all to nerved up, pumpkin. You're gonna have Adom there to back you up, and I swear to god if he lays a finger on you, I won't
Ash was still in his spot, he caught Alex gaze, and yeah he wanted to regurgitate. He looked like he just got off of work and his face looks like he hasn't slept in a few days."So you wanted to talk?" Alex tilted his head and took a seat down in the recliner across from them and Adom was just glaring at him. If looks could kill, Alex would be dead."U-Uh yeah." He had to collect himself a but, this was his husband, someone he could talk to...someone that stomped on his heart repeatedly."I want you to tell me everything." Ash began to play with his wedding band and he could see the look ok Alex face, he seemed a bit pissed."Like what? Explain." He said in a bit of a snippy tone. Well someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed."Tell me when you started sleeping around again....tell me how many people you've been with....if you really work that much." He wanted to know it all,
It was 12 in the afternoon and Kat was over trying to convince Adom to come out tonight. Don was throwing his summer 'bash' even though he had pushed it back like two weeks since they had a bit of financial issues.Kat was having a bit of trouble trying to get the lad to tag along, she hadn't the slightest clue why though, simply because Adom didn't tell her about what had happened. Adom did want to actually go, but he didn't want to run into the two love birds, it would seriously ruin his night. He had enough of feeling down and he was trying to avoid seeing them as a couple, he would much rather see Seb anyways of course by himself."Adom, please come babe. Seb is definitely going to be there tonight and I know you won't want to pass up a chance to chat him up, I don't think Sophia is going to be there either," Ugh, false hope at its finest."I don't know... I just don't want to be there and then get this
It was pretty nerve wracking sitting outside your own house in your car, especially when you have to go inside and collect your belongings.Ash was going to do it this time, he knew Alex was home because his car was in the driveway, and that made it 100x more worse than before. He honestly didn't want to see him, not after everything that has happened.He took a few deep breaths and right before he cut the engine he second guessed himself and he was backing out of the driveway. Yeah, it wasn't time yet.It's been two full weeks since he last seen or talked to Alex, and it still wasn't enough time at all.He was down his street and stopped at a stop sign and took a moment to calm his nerves since he was the only car at the moment at the intersection.He really should go back and ration out his belonging and give Alex the house key...he had no intentions of coming back there after
Adom was in the middle of checking his bum out in mirror, he shook his head and sighed. "Why is it so flat?" He murmured to himself.Adom may be vain and loves to look in the mirror and take pictures of himself but he has some body image issues.He shook his head and groaned a bit before deciding to give up on imagining a bigger bum. He sighed to himself, he had a bit of time before Kat would be over, and besides he was pretty much done.After hours of getting ready that is of course.He heard a knock at the door and fiddled his brows, ugh, she was too early! He may be done but he wanted to some time I relax before he goes off to his doom.He rubbed his forehead before he went and opened the door and he blinked when he saw Seb standing there."Hey, Seb. What's up?" He wondered what he wanted and why in fact he was over.
"Ash, you gotta eat at least something. Please eat." He shook his head at that. "I said I wasn't hungry." He rolled his eyes.Ash just wasn't hungry at all and he just wanted to be alone. He wanted to lay in bed and just relax."Fine, but please don't go back to bed, I haven't see you since you came back earlier." Rose sighed a bit."I just want alone time, Rose. Please." He was getting annoyed by her constant nagging of being social and being out of bed."I'm worried about you, I know you're heartbroken and all, but you need to go out and have some fun instead of sulking." She crossed her arms and Ash just rolled his eyes and shook his head."Whatever, Ash. I'm just trying to help you feel better. I'm gonna get mum invoked if this doesn't change soon." She threatened. His mum would make him literally get up and endure life.She left the room and Ash just clo