"What the hell is that supposed to mean Antoinette?!" frustrated na reklamo ni Elijah sa akin nang makapasok kami sa apartment ko. Mabilis lang din kaming nagpaalam matapos ang nakagugulantang na anunsyo ko kanina. By the look of my bestfriend I knew he wasn't pleased at what I did. But he can't blame me, ayaw kong makitang kinakaawaan siya ng mga taong iyon! I walked through my bedroom, ignoring his whines and I heard his heavy footsteps following me behind, basta ko nalang inihagis ang clutch bag ko sa aking kama saka siya binalingan."Stop acting like it's fucking big deal, Elijah." walang gana kong sagot habang isa-isang hinuhubad ang mga jewelry at accessories na suot ko at ipinatong sa console table. "Of course it is a big deal, Antoinette! You just told them that we're dating!" frustrated niyang sabi habang sinusundan ng tingin ang bawat kilos ko. Pasalampak naman akong naupo sa dulo ng aking kama habang hinuhubad ang high heels ko. I know, I know the impact of what
Three days. Three days after that incident, Elijah refused to talk to me. All of my texts and calls were purposely ignored. Okay, he's not mad pero disappointed siya, and I understand why. When he told me to reflect on my actions, I did all the possible things para ma-justify ko yung action ko but it turns out na parehas kaming tama at parehas din kaming may mali. Tama siya in a way na that was his personal issue and I shouldn't have acted out that way, mali naman siya sa part na hindi siya nagsabi agad kung anong plano niya. And in my case, tama ako in a way na ang tanging motibo ko lang naman ay ang makatulong at mali naman ako sa part na hindi ako nag iisip ng tamang hakbang para gawin ng maayos yung intensyon ko. "So you mean, you just told their entire circle that you both were an item?" Riz asked me while taking out a slice of pizza. Pasalampak naman akong naupo sa couch after ng attempt kong tawagan ulit si Eli, they were here because obviously they wanted to hear what happ
Kinabukasan ay para akong zombie nang pumasok ako sa trabaho. Elijah's still ignoring me, but I already stopped calling him. He needed time and I understand that. Tamad na tamad akong lumabas ng sasakyan ko at naglakad papasok ng building namin. I frowned when I saw Kairus grinning while walking towards me.."So.. I heard from a friend of a friend----" I lifted my index finger to shut him up. "Shut the fuck up, Kai. I'm not in the mood." diretsong sabi ko. Narinig ko naman ang pagsunod niya sa opisina ko. At nasisiguro ko nang hindi niya ako titigilan sa maghapong ito hanggat hindi niya nakukuha ang gusto niya. Tsk."Come on Anjie, just tell me what happen I want to know.." pangungulit niya. I rolled my eyes and placed my things above my table as I turn on my computer.. "There's nothing to know.." maikling sabi ko saka pasalampak na naupo sa swivel chair ko at pagod na tiningnan ang mga nakabinbin kong trabaho. God, I really hate Mondays.Napahawak ako sa sentido ko nang makit
Tahimik kami pareho hanggang sa makarating at makaakyat kami sa unit niya. Pinapakiramdaman ko pa yung sitwasyon, Elijah was cool. He's not mad pero hindi rin siya gaanong nagsasalita. I bet he's just letting the situation goes, I know he wants me to be comfortable first before we dive into our serious talk. Pagpasok sa unit niya ay dumiretso ako sa living room at naupo. Siya naman ay dire-diretso sa kwarto niya para yata magpalit ng damit. Iginala ko ang mata ko sa buong unit niya, his house is clean as usual, Elijah is very keen when it comes to cleanliness, he likes his apartment to be always scrupurously tidy and fragrant. I turned my neck once I heard the bedroom door swung open and revealed the very fresh Elijah in his white shirt and black shorts. His dark doe eyes settled on mine before he licked his lower lip and walked towards my direction. "Do you want to... change first?" he asked silently, eyeing me sharply while I sat here on his long black couch. Sag
"Now let me hear what my little girlfriend has to say.." The moment those words came out of his mouth my mind started to go haywired. I'm suddenly out of words, tila nalunok ko na pati ang basong hawak ko dahil sa sobrang pagkabigla. Actually hindi ko mahinuha yung tono niya noong sinabi niya 'yon. Hindi ko alam kung galit ba siya o masaya ba o nang-iinis ba siya o seryoso siya. Wala! Wala akong maintindihan at feeling ko nabingi ako. Wala na yata akong ibang marinig at parang paulit-ulit na nag e-echo ang mga salitang 'yon sa tainga ko. Pakiramdam ko huminto ang lahat sa paligid ko sa sobrang tahimik, kahit ang sarili kong paghinga ay naririnig ko. Ang malakas na dagundong ng dibdib ko ay nagri-ring sa tainga ko noong mga oras na 'yon. Did he just said.. girlfriend? Is he teasing me? Mocking me? Making fun of me? Or was he trying to make me feel guilty for what I did? Does he want me to beg for his forgiveness? The heck! This idiot is really making me go insane! Why does it f
Elijah and I were walking together as we enter the club where Carlo and his friends invites us over. I am somehow nervous to this set up, alam kong idea ko 'to at ako ang nagpropose nito kay Eli but I'm kind of nervous because for the second time we were going to face his ex. As much as I wanted to help Eli I can't help not to feel anxious on how will I'm going to act around them, I'm afraid na mag-fail kami sa harap ng ex niya, somehow gusto kong makakita ng progress sa relationship nila after nito. I almost jump after I felt Elijah's large hand tangled with mine when he entwined it with his. His shoulders brushed against mine after he leaned forward to whisper in my ear.."Stop doing that." he whispered.Agad lumipad ang tingin ko sa kanya habang nakataas ang isang kilay ko. "Doing what?" I replied."You keep on jumping whenever I touch you." he whispered again. I rolled my eyes in response. "I'm tensed what am I supposed to do?" I replied as I pursed my lips."Stop it and just
"I think now is the time where I need to find out how that luscious lips would tastes against mine." he concluded before he cupped my cheek and leaned forward to capture my lips.My mind go haywired as I felt his soft lips slowly moving against mine. It was a soft and delicate kiss before he pulled out and stared at me, his forehead resting above mine and we both smile, our nose brushing against each other. "You're so beautiful, Antoinette." he whispered, his lips brushing against mine before he pulled my body tighter towards him and our lips connected again. His kisses were addicting. This time it was deeper and sensual, he sq ueezed my hips that made gasped and he used that opportunity to enter his tounge and explore my mouth as he pulled me tighter, almost lifting me and crushing me against his muscular body. My hands found its way to his nape and I let my fingers sink in the smoothness of his raven hair as we both deepen the kiss, this time the tingling sensation between my leg
Morning came and I felt really tired and yet I smiled after seeing the face of my bestfriend sleeping peacefully beside me, his heavy arm still placed above my tummy. I stared at him for a minute he's too beautiful, remembering all the things he does to me yesterday feels surreal and again the butterflies in my stomach won't stop from getting wild. God, how does Amber manage to break his heart? Tsk. Her lost. Dahan dahan kong inalis ang braso niyang nakapulupot sa akin, I need to get up and prepare some breakfast. I was removing his arm carefully not to wake him up not until.. "Where do you think you're going?" his morning voice deep and bit hoarsed vibrated against my nape, and I shut my eyes firmly because he sounds so hot early in the morning! Damn it. "Eli.. magpe-prepare ako ng breakfast." I told him.But instead of letting me go he pulled me closer to his warm body, my back pressed against his naked chest before he buried his face into the crook of my neck inhaling my scen