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EMBERLY Derrick had the music blaring even louder than I had had mine in my room. I thought my ears were about to burst. Meaning, he was pretty angry with me right now. He was beating the punching bag, and when he saw me walk in, he turned his back on me and went back to hitting the punching bag. I'm pretty sure he was imagining that the punching bag was my face. I walked over to the stereo and turned it down so I wouldn't have to yell over the music and walked over to Derrick. He did his best to ignore me until I got close enough that he could hit me and stopped. "What do you want?" Derrick growled and then walked over to a set of weights and grabbed a set of twenty-pound weights. "I think I might be pregnant," "You skipped a pill," "No, I've taken two sometimes after we've been together just to be safe. I never missed one; I wouldn't be that careless. Anyway, I started the placebo last Saturday, and I normally start within two days or so, but I haven't started. It's time to star
DERRICK* The crowd went wild as I ran another winning touchdown for the Friendship Tigers. Our team had made it to State for the second year in a row, and it was a tight game. We had gone into triple overtime. My teammates and I ran to the sidelines doing our usual victory roars and chest bumps. I glanced up to the stands to see Emberly jumping and cheering on the front row as always. I waved, then ran off of the field with the other guys. Several scouts were waiting for us as we reached the locker rooms. On Monday, I will be signing on to play football for Texas Tech. It was still nice, however, to know I had several other colleges who wanted me and did their best to change my mind and choose their college instead. *** I figured Emberly would be asleep when I walked into the house, but when I walked in, she was lying on the counter wearing sexy black lingerie. "Come here, lover boy," she said as she jumped down from the counter and crawled to me seductively. "Congratulations on yo
EMBERLY*"No, don't!" I cried. "She said I would start bleeding. Let's get showered, and you can take me to the emergency room,"Derrick looked down at his phone, then back at me, and shook his head as if a war was raging in his head. Then he stalked over, picked me up, and carried me to the restroom. He placed a hand on my cheek, kissed me on the forehead, and started taking my bloodied clothes off. He turned the shower on, then stripped himself of his clothes and helped me into the shower.Derrick, as usual, worked to get me cleaned off, helped me out of the shower, and then went on to clean himself off.When we were ready, Derrick carried me to his truck as if he feared how fragile I was and could break into a million pieces at any moment. It was silent as Derrick drove, and all I could do was stare outside at the stars. Our baby that we had created was now an angel; it was no more. The song halo came on, and the waterworks kicked into high gear again.Losing the baby was all my fau
DERRICK* A week has passed since Emberly had the miscarriage. Christmas break has arrived, and our parents are due back at any time. The Christmas Holidays seem to be the only time of year; mom and dad make it a point to be home for the entire three weeks Emberly and I are out of school. Then once January fourth rolls around, they are gone again. Emberly and I are dragging out all the Christmas decorations from the attic. We thought we might surprise mom and have them put up before she and dad got home from Paris. Mom is one of those Christmas nuts that puts Christmas decorations out on November first, right after Halloween has passed. But this year, she wasn't home. Emberly and I have been swamped with school and our sports activities, so we haven't had the chance to put the decorations out. Not to mention any free time we had, we were fucking like rabbits until she had the miscarriage. Emberly is making it a point to act as if the last three months have not happened, so we have re
DERRICK* I looked at the time and realized that I still had a few hours before I needed to leave. I changed and went outside to start putting the lawn decorations out. The guys who put the Christmas lights on the house showed up when I was halfway through, so I gave them directions on how we would like to have them and went back to work. It wasn't until Delaney and Emberly returned that I realized I had been out there for quite some time. I still had a few things to put out, but I decided I'd rather eat before drinking and went back into the house. Delanie and Emberly were in the living room watching Vampire Diaries. Thank fuck I was going to be leaving. "You guys hungry? I'm about to whip something up before I go out?" I asked as I made my way to the kitchen. "Sure, that would be great. If Delaney and I made some hamburger patties would you mind grilling them, Derrick?" My name falling from Emberly's lips reminded me of all the times she had screamed my name during sex, and my tra
EMBERLY* "Emberly, can you help me out here? I might have thirty pounds on Derrick, but I'm lugging around dead weight," Brock grunted as he shifted Derrick in his arms. I got on the other side of Derrick and draped his arm around my neck. I wasn't sure how much help I would be since I only weighed one hundred and thirty pounds, and Derrick weighed a hundred pounds more than me. Brock and I somehow managed to get Derrick to the couch and sat him down. "He should probably sit up for a while," Brock said as he sat down next to Derrick. "I'm not dead; I'm very much alive, so I would appreciate it if you two wouldn't talk about me as I weren't here," Derrick slurred. "Emberly, I think I'm going to head home. It looks like you're going to have your hands full tonight. I was supposed to have been home by twelve, and I'm thirty minutes late," Delaney said as she grabbed her purse off the side table. "I'll walk you out," I said as I followed Delaney to her car. "How is Brock supposed to
DERRICK* I'm so pissed off and hurt I can't see straight. I can't even think, and the alcohol isn't helping one bit. Why the fuck do I have to be in love with such a self-centered bitch? Why? I threw my head back and howled, then punched the wall, causing a huge gaping hole. I winced when I saw that my knuckles were bleeding from the impact. "Fuck!" I yelled, and soon Emberly was beside me, crying, but I wasn't paying attention to her. I just wanted her gone. "Don't fucking touch me," I growled when she tried to grab my hand so she could examine it. "Stop being an asshole and let me help you," "I think I more than earned the right to be a fucking ass hole, don't you think," I yelled, and Emberly winced. Emberly ignored me, grabbed my arm, and dragged me into the bathroom. She grabbed some peroxide and cotton balls from the medicine cabinet and shoved my hand over the sink. "AH, Fuck," I yelled and slammed my free hand down on the counter as Emberly poured the liquid over my hand
DERRICK* Emberly didn't move or say another word. She stayed right there on her knees. I could feel her raging glare searing into my backside, and at that moment, for once, I didn't give a shit how Emberly felt. I've grown so tired of this back-and-forth bull shit coming from her. I won't allow her to play her games with me anymore. She will not win this time. I won't let her get to me anymore. "You know I love you. I'm just trying to do what's right," Emberly says after several minutes, and I do my best to keep my breathing slow and steady and ignore her. 'Be strong, man.' I kept repeating to myself. "This isn't you. You would never leave me hanging like this," stab stab stab. My heart was pounding, making it hard to stay relaxed. It feels like Emberly is stabbing a stake through my chest. "Fine, whatever," Emberly huffed. Then she got off the bed and slammed the door as she left. Finally, I could take a deep breath, and I held it until I was close to passing out and let it out,