ログインI leaned over her, brushing a kiss on her lips. “One last thing. Do you want me to gag you, or are you good?” She tilted her head, smirking. “What, are you worried my moans might be too loud for your neighbors?” I laughed outright. “Honestly? I don’t give a damn how loud you get. In fact, I want you to be as loud as you want. The louder, the better and that means, I’m doing a good job.” I winked, then moved past her, settling between her thighs. ***** In a marriage reduced to cold silence, Lena Marsh’s anniversary ends with an empty chair and a breaking point. Then Adrian Blackwood steps in, her billionaire boss’s dangerously seductive brother. His gaze strips her bare, promising to ruin her with slow, filthy touches that leave her trembling and soaked. One forbidden night, and she’s addicted to the way he claims her body like it’s his birthright. But obsession has eyes everywhere. Her boss watches with possessive hunger, his stare dark and unyielding, and he wants her locked away from everyone, especially his brother. And when her husband Noah finally wakes up, he fights dirty to reclaim what he ignored, his renewed passion bruising and desperate. Caught between three men who crave her in wildly different ways, a reborn husband, a reckless lover, and a controlling boss, Lena isn’t just tangled in lust. She’s the match. And when secrets ignite, she could burn their entire empire to the ground.
もっと見るLena’s POV
"Do you really have to go in today?" I asked, my voice laced with frustration as I carefully knotted Noah's tie. "I mean, you've barely been home lately and even when you are here, you're barely present. It's always about work. You promised we'd spend more time together, you promised to take the day off, but here we are again, you're rushing off, and I'm the one helping you look perfect."
I adjusted his shirt collar, smoothing it down with my fingers. He always looked so effortlessly handsome in his crisp white shirt, tailored suit, that dark hair slightly tousled in a way that made my heart skip. He smiled at me, that warm, disarming smile, and pulled me closer by the waist.
He leaned in and kissed me softly, quickly, but full of that familiar spark. Yet in that moment, I craved more. I wanted him to deepen it, to wrap his arms around me tightly, lift me up, carry me back to our bed, and make love to me the way he used to. The way that unraveled me completely, leaving us both breathless and tangled in the sheets like the way it used to be when we were dating and when it felt like the world revolved around us.
"I'm sorry, darling," he murmured, his voice low and apologetic as he rested his forehead against mine for a brief second. "I know I promised today would be about us, but it’s an emergency and I can't say no. I swear I'll make it up to you. I'll resolve this quickly and come back home."
Then he smiled again, the one that lit up his eyes, the one I could never resist, the one that used to make the entire room feel brighter when he walked in. It softened me just a little.
"Yeah, of course," I sighed, pulling away gently. I handed him his lunch bag, the one I'd packed that morning with his favorite sandwich and a note tucked inside, like I always did. He leaned in once more, pressed a quick kiss to my cheek, and then he was gone, the faint scent of his cologne lingering in the air.
I stood there for a moment, staring at the closed door, feeling the familiar ache settle in my chest. I used to believe in love, the fairytale kind, where Prince Charming swoops in, saves the day, and makes everything magical. Until I didn't anymore.
Noah had been my Prince Charming. Sweet, gentle, a hopeless romantic, reliable, the kind of man that existed only in movies or storybooks. He was everything I'd ever wished for, everything I'd ever dreamed of. When he proposed, it was the best day of my life. I was so excited I barely slept for a week.
But now... things were different. He was never around, always distant, emotionally unavailable. And the worst part? It has creeped into every corner of our marriage, especially our sex life. Sex had become rare, and rushed when it happened at all. Now it’s all work, work, work.
At first, I understood because his job as the only neurosurgeon at the hospital was demanding and lives depended on him, so I stayed quiet, supported him silently, never complained, and I just went along with it. But one year turned into two, two into three, and now it’s been the same routine.
There was a time I suspected he was cheating, I mean any woman in my position would think the same. The late nights, the canceled plans, the emotional walls he put up, everything. But eventually, I realized that wasn't it so I just lived with it or atleast tried too.
My phone rang, pulling me out of the swirling thoughts that threatened to consume me. I glanced at the screen and smiled. "Hey, girl! How's it going?" Maya chirped as soon as I answered, her voice bright and bubbly. "Sorry I missed your call last night—I partied way too hard, got totally wasted, and knocked out cold. I just woke up now to see them."
I chuckled, switching to speakerphone as I started folding the laundry I'd left piled on the couch. "It's alright, Maya. I just wanted your help with something, but when you didn't pick up, I figured you had better things to do so I handled it myself." I teased her lightly.
She burst into that infectious laugh, the one I'd heard my whole life but still couldn't get used to. "Ouch! Fair enough. Anyway, spill. What's the plan for today? Have you told him yet?"
"No, I haven't," I admitted, a small smile creeping back onto my face. "It’s a surprise. I booked us a table at a really nice restaurant, somewhere private, just how he likes it. So I'll just text him the address, and hopefully he shows up."
"Damn, girl! Congratulations," Maya said, excitedly. "I don't know how you do it but if I were in your shoes, I'd have left ages ago. You know I don't have the patience to handle a mama's boy."
I laughed as I carried the folded clothes to the wardrobe. "He's not a mama's boy, Maya. He just loves his mom a lot." I defended, even though she was right.
"Yeah, right," she shot back, and I could imagine her rolling her eyes. "Don't we all do? Anyway, I'll leave you to it. Make sure you fill me in on all the deets later. Love you, pumpkin."
"Love you more," I replied, ending the call with a soft sigh.
After finishing the laundry, I tidied up a few more things around the house. The dishes from breakfast, dusted the shelves, anything to keep my hands busy and my mind occupied from wandering too far. Finally, I picked up my phone and texted Noah. ‘Dinner at Alejandro’s, 7pm. Don’t be late. Love, Lena’.
A few minutes later, his reply buzzed in ‘Got it, babe. See you at 7’.
I smiled at the screen, a flicker of hope warming me. Today was our third wedding anniversary and I wanted it to be special, I wanted it to be perfect, and that’s why I planned a surprise, who knows, perhaps it might reignite that spark we'd lost somewhere along the way.
I'd gotten my nails, lashes, and hair done the day before, soft waves cascading down my back, a fresh manicure in a subtle nude shade. I wanted to look stunning for him, more beautiful than ever. I slipped into my tight, body-hugging red dress, the one with a subtle slit in the middle that teased just enough, defined my curves and gave a glimpse of cleavage. I added the gold earrings, necklace, and bangles he'd bought me last month as an apology gift.
I applied my red glossy lipstick, the shade he adored and never hesitated to kiss off my lip, sprayed my favorite cologne, which happens to be his favorite, the one that always made him pull me closer and bury his face in my neck. I hung my long coat over my shoulders, took one final look in the mirror, adjusted my hair, smoothed my dress, and took a deep breath. Everything had to be perfect. For him. For us.
I hailed a taxi and headed to Alejandro's, a cozy, upscale spot known for its intimate booths, soft lighting, and private corners perfect for couples. When I arrived, the hostess confirmed my reservation with a warm smile and led me to our table in a secluded corner.
I removed my coat, draped it over the chair, and sat down, feeling a little nervous. Soon, a waiter approached me. "Good evening, ma'am. What can I get for you this evening?"
"Uh, good evening, actually I'm waiting for someone," I replied, offering a polite smile. "But I'll have a glass of wine for now, please. Thank you."
He bowed slightly and left, returning later with a crystal glass of rich red wine. He set it down gracefully and left me to my thoughts. I took a sip, the velvety smoothness calming my nerves and pulled out my tablet. I had some work emails to attend to, and since Noah wasn't here yet, I figured I could do that while waiting.
An hour passed and I checked the time, it was past 8 p.m. I called him and it went straight to voicemail. I told myself maybe he was stuck in traffic, or maybe he had an emergency, giving him the benefit of the doubt that he wouldn't stand me up. Not on our anniversary. But one hour turned into two, then three. Still no call, no text. Nothing.
I watched couples come and go, holding hands, laughing softly, stealing kisses under the dim candlelight. One table even had a proposal as applause rippled through the room. It stung, as it became a sharp reminder of the thrill, the fire, the spark I'd once felt in my own marriage. Now, it all seemed like a distant dream, a fallacy I'd clung unto for too long.
Finally, I signaled the waiter. "Could I have the bill, please?"
I paid quietly, gathered my coat, and walked out with as much dignity as I could muster, the cool night air clawing at my skin. When I got home, I kicked off my heels at the door, the sharp pain in my feet was nothing compared to the ache in my heart. I collapsed onto the bed, still in my dress, and let the tears come hot, silent sobs that shook my entire body.
Eventually, I got up, dragged my weary body to the bathroom. I turned on the shower, letting the hot water pour all over me, hoping it would wash away the pain, the hurt, the anger, and the crushing disappointment I just experienced. When I came out, I slipped into my favorite sweatpants and oversized tee and decided to work for a bit. If my husband couldn't appreciate me, at least my boss would. I opened my laptop and dove into work, losing myself in emails and reports for a couple of hours.
Then the door swung open and Noah walked in, looking exhausted, tie loosened, hair a mess, but he managed a tired smile.
"Baby, I'm so, so sorry I couldn't make it to dinner," he said immediately, crossing the room toward me. "I got swamped at work and I wasn't even with my phone. I just came out of the operating room and saw your missed calls. I promise I'll make it up to you."
He leaned down, kissing my forehead softly before brushing past me to unbutton his shirt. I exhaled heavily, closed my laptop and stood up, folding my arms across my chest as I faced him.
"Do you even know what today is?" I asked, my voice steady but laced with anger.
He paused, looking at me with genuine confusion. "What do you—"
"Today was our anniversary, Noah," I cut in, a bitter chuckle escaping my lips. "Our fucking third-year anniversary and you forgot about it.."
His eyes widened in horror as he pulled out his phone, glancing at the date. "Fuck! Babe, I'm so, so sorry. I had no idea otherwise, I would have—"
"You would have done what, Noah?" I interrupted again, my voice rising as anger surged through me. I stepped closer, charging toward him. "Made up another excuse about being too busy? How there was an emergency? How you'll make it up to me but you never do? What else is new? What else do you have to say?"
He opened his mouth to protest, but I held up my hand sharply. "I'm tired, Noah. I'm tired of these endless excuses. I'm done making them for you, I’m done being patient, done being understanding, done feeling like this."
I grabbed my laptop, shoved it into my tote bag with trembling hands. "I'm going to Maya's for the night. Do whatever the fuck you want."
“No Noah, I haven’t.” I replied quickly, as the words slipped out. We had talked about this earlier, and the memory of that conversation still hung between us like a smoke. “Baby, come on—” he started, but I turned to face him fully, cutting him off mid-sentence. “Stop, Noah. Seriously.” My voice rose just enough to surprise even me. “I really don’t get this persistence. I told you I was going to talk to him. I didn’t say today, I didn’t say tomorrow, but I will. Isn’t that all that matters?” He lifted both hands in surrender, his eyes wide with concern. “Okay, baby, calm down. I hear you. I didn’t mean it like that. I’m sorry if I upset you.” He stood up slowly and moved toward me, reaching for my hands, but I stepped back, with my arms crossed tightly over my chest. Seeing as It wasnt working, he tried again, this time his tone more gentle. “Baby, I said I’m sorry. It’s just… I’m really excited about finally having to spend some time alone with you. You know the last time w
“What?” Maya asked in surprise, laughing. She leaned forward, with her elbows on her knees. “Why would he ask that? Hold on, does he know you saw the pictures and took them?”“No, I don’t think so,” I replied, my voice steady but filled with unease. “If he did, I’m sure he would have said something. Well, according to him, he said his mom told him about it and clearly she was upset because that part of the house was off limits to guests. So he just told her it was a misunderstanding and wanted to hear my own side of the story. But I can’t shake the feeling that they know something’s up… or maybe he wants to know if I know something. Honestly, babe, I really don’t know.” I rambled before I paused, letting the words settle between us. “The conversation with him has been on my mind, and I’ve been questioning myself all over again—at least that was until the pictures from the stalker came in.” I replied, as I relaxed deeper into the couch.“Well, you might not be wrong,” Maya said thought
“A problem?” Maya asked in that high-pitched tone she usually uses whenever she’s shocked or alarmed. “Girl, what are you talking about?” She inquired curiously as she closed the door and dropped onto the plush couch beside me, her face barely inches from mine as she dropped the glass on the table. “Girl, what are you talking about?” she inquired, leaning even closer. I hesitated, as the words caught in my throat, the earlier panic came rushing back—colder and sharper now. I didn’t like how scared I felt; it didn’t suit me. “Well, I’m waiting, Lena,” Maya pushed, her tone gentle but insistent. “You can’t just drop something like that on me and leave me hanging. Spill it, what exactly is going on?” I exhaled deeply, reached into my bag and pulled out my phone. I unlocked it, opened the message app, and turned the screen toward her. Her eyes widened instantly, scanning the pictures slowly. “Girl, why am I seeing pictures of you leaving your house and your office? What’s going on
I still couldn’t believe that I was looking at photos of me from my house and at work. Why would anyone stalk me? And what would they possibly want from me? I’m not wealthy or anything like that, so why exactly would this happen to me? It doesn’t make sense, no matter how I tried to think about it, it just didn’t. “Could this be a prank? Could someone be pranking me?” I said to myself as I picked up my phone again, and stared at it.At this point I was feeling rather anxious than scared. I couldn’t fully concentrate on work and even though I had so much work waiting for me, I just couldn’t concentrate no matter how hard I tried. Should I tell Adrian? I mean I needed someone to talk to and I know I can’t talk to Noah about it, or should I go to the cops instead? No… that would be too much. I mean it’s not like I was being threatened or anything. I dropped my phone and decided that I was going over to Maya’s straight after work. If I needed to talk to anyone about anything, she was the












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