Touch. Warmth. Passion. All of that was between us at that moment. I wanted to feel Miguel, but I was afraid, that fear that always surrounded me every time we were about to give ourselves to each other. But at the same time, it was intense. Having his strong arms holding me tighter to himself and keeping me from leaving made my body feel relieved. When Miguel held me, I felt my world safe and free from any evil. I felt complete.- "You'll regret it..." I said, trying to disentangle myself from him. I wanted to feel him, but I couldn't - I.....- "Let me have you! - He pleaded with his eyes - I....His mouth took mine with urgency. His firm hands roamed my body gently, as if searching for something that was right in front of him. I enjoyed the ride of Miguel's hands with bliss and shivered every time he touched some weak spot.The moon shone even brighter as the sway of the sea dictated the rhythm between us. Miguel's soft tongue danced in my mouth and made its way to my breasts, wher
I hadn't swallowed Miguel getting to stay with my obnoxious grandchildren and it made me think of several ways to try to turn the game in my favor, because I wasn't going to let all the suffocation he was putting me through come cheap. I was out of money, depriving myself of expensive drinks and food and I wanted all my luxury back.The wretch also managed to get me away from the idiot Heitor who was the only one I could manipulate and was no longer succeeding and everything I said to try to put him against his father was no longer working. Out of nowhere he had come back to the good and to love his father putting him on the heights, like a hero!What made me calm and made me not be in such a hurry was the final hearing that was still going to happen and time was in my favor to organize my final revenge, which was going to destroy everyone who was close to Miguel in an absurd way. And each one of them was going to suffer a lot.And then there was Olivia. Her biggest mistake was to get
- 'How about Oly and me and Lavinia and Dad? - I smiled at the boy's choice - or the two of them against me and you, Dad? And whoever wins will have to do the other guy's bidding, spend the afternoon with us playing video games!- And if Oly and I win? - Lavinia said excitedly - You'll spend the afternoon at the mall with us!- I like that! - I must remind you that I'm great at taking penalties... I had a good teacher." I winked at Miguel.- É? - He raised his eyebrow. "And I'm not only a great goalkeeper, but I can also take a penalty kick. And I have a request - I frowned - If you lose, you'll have to have dinner with me tonight too!- "Okay," I smiled and shrugged, "I just wonder if you'll win, right?- "I'll do anything to have it honey!We had really put an end to the fights and quarrels, Miguel and I learned to respect each other. We lived as a real family and I finally felt happy and complete for being part of everything. Raising the twins was what I loved doing the most, the w
I hate you! - my son screamed non-stop - I want you to die just like mommy.- Son, what happened? - I wanted to understand what was happening, as much as I already knew.- You're not my father! - He said with scared little eyes - You were my superhero like in the movies, but heroes don't use things that are bad for their health. Captain America doesn't like drugs.Hearing that sentence made my head spin. What I feared most had happened, my children had found out what I made sure not to remember every day of my life.The worst thing was to try to hide it from myself or pretend it was a bad dream, that way I thought no one would find out, or rather my kids because I didn't want to hurt or disappoint them, it was like I failed as a parent. But what was the point? I had really failed.I closed my eyes and everything went by like a horror movie in which I myself was the villain. How can one be happy doing harm to oneself? At that stage I was, because all this evil anesthetized the pain I f
- No - I faced her - I don't give in easily, it's the consequences. You think it's easy? Then let's go. Do you want to know everything? - She nodded and I started talking - I couldn't complain about anything I had. My life was perfect, I had a girlfriend, money, a model family and a promising future. I don't need to tell you that the girlfriend was you! - I smiled.- So, I had everything! - I ran my hands through my hair nervously - But the feeling of power grew in me and I saw that I could have more, I could have several women, more money and be the owner of the world. Until I got involved with your best friend, however I didn't expect you to find out and the worst after you dumped me I found out she was pregnant. Conclusion? Even though I suffered because you left I was forced to marry her, my parents applied marriage as a punishment.- You didn't get married because you wanted to? - Olivia looked at me frightened.- Let me continue. - I raised my hand - I thought, since I'm getting
Everything was so good...in my mind I already had the image of the four of us as a happy family. But unfortunately a bucket of cold water had been thrown on my dreams.Hearing everything from Miguel's mouth hurt more than hearing it from Olga. Our past had come to the surface and at that moment I knew things that even years ago hurt me too much.Miguel, my Miguel was just a weak boy who thought the world revolved around him. And for thinking like that the choices he made damaged a relationship that was perhaps meant to be one of the most beautiful love stories.How could I live with a man who at the first defeat would turn to alcohol or maybe even something worse? It would be an unhealthy relationship full of bad vibes. No matter how strong I was and how much I could take, I couldn't bear to have Miguel like that by my side.My eyes were stinging from crying. And to think that while I was suffering, he was also going through the same thing, but we couldn't be together. The question hu
This time I was less confident and a little afraid to face the judge, because I was sure that Olga was going to talk all my dirt. And as much as my lawyer assured me that just her talking would not be enough, I was still not confident.And I had put it in my head that if my children decided to live with their grandmother I would not be against it because I was not a good father and I had already given enough proof of that.And maybe she was also just a bad person to me and what if she really wanted to have them around? What if it wasn't just for money? But who was I kidding? Of course it was for money.Oliviah had already made it clear that after the hearing she would leave. I was absolutely sure that I could move heaven and earth that she would not stay with me. I had lost the woman I loved once again. And for good. And I had also let the opportunity to say I loved her be lost. Once again the woman I loved the most was leaving and from the looks of it she wasn't coming back, I wouldn
Months before I found out I was in love with Miguel I didn't even want to hear his name, look him in the eye or be in the same place as him. However, on the days I was without him after I decided to leave, it was as if I had left a piece of myself behind.I had no idea how I was going to go on without him by my side. I missed his voice, his smell and everything else that made up Miguel Henrique.I insisted on trying to understand why he hadn't shared his dirty past with me, I had already committed to helping him have children and I would definitely help him overcome the fears and monsters of the past.Even if the past came to haunt us I would want Miguel because he was my world, but I couldn't do it alone, Miguel had reached a level where he was no longer fighting for anything and I wanted him to walk beside me, one being the support for the other and overcoming all the evil.- "I miss him so much", I smiled as Rebeca stroked my hair, "we were so good, I thought he was going to say he