LOGIN“Case, what’s wrong?” I asked.
She was pointing to the corner. “What? I don’t see anything?” I said. “There is a giant spider!” she yelled. Jagger went over to look. I saw her unroll a small piece of toilet paper and quickly hit the wall. “Got it!” she said. “My hero,” Casey squealed, hugging Jagger around her neck. After about three hours, my mom texted me and told me they were headed home. I told the girls that they could head out since I’d have some support home soon. Casey wrapped me in the biggest hug ever and rocked me back and forth. She planted a wet kiss on my cheek, because she knows I hate it, and then she took off. Jagger had to wait for her dad to pick her up, so we waited on the swing out front. The weather was not too hot, though still very humid. It was a perfect night to sit outside. “Jagger, I appreciate you coming to my rescue. I know we don’t know one another very well. So it’s really thoughtful and kind of you,” I said, fumbling with my necklace. “Any time. You guys have really been great this summer in Louisiana, and I’m sad I’ll be leaving in two weeks,” she said. “Wait, two weeks? You won’t be here any more either,” I said, with clear shock in my voice. “Yeah, school starts soon in Texas, so I gotta get home and get things in order. It’s senior year, so mom is all excited with the senior pics coming up,” she said, helping me clip my necklace back on. Her hands felt warm on my neck and she smelled so good. She hesitated for a moment with her hand on my back, but then she pulled away. “I’m uhh, gonna miss you. We should keep in touch. It has been so nice getting to know you. So easy and effortless,” I said, turning towards her. She smiled and moved my hair behind my ear. Her thumb tracing down the side of my cheek. My breath got caught in my throat as she ran her fingertips slowly down the side of my face. “I have never met someone like you Brees. It’s so easy to be around you. I can’t imagine walking away from you like Keegan did. I would fight like hell for you if you were mine,” she said. Her hand didn’t move away from my face. She edged herself closer to me on the swing. “I agree. I have never met someone like you either Jagger,” I said, breathing deeply with anticipation of where this was going. “Before the spider incident, I was trying to tell you that I have feelings for you Brees,” she said. “I think I feel something for you as well. I’m not sure what to do with these feelings, but I know I get butterflies when you are near me Jag. I could be confused because of my break up with Keegan, but something is definitely there,” I said. Her hand moved around to the back of my head as she pulled me closer. She leaned in and her mouth was inches away from mine. “Tell me to stop if you don’t want this,” she said softly, her breathing getting more and more labored. I didn’t say anything. My stomach was in knots and I felt warm all over. She leaned closer and then kissed my top lip softly.The morning came in brutally. I rolled over begrudgingly and stopped my alarm. My head was hurting and my mind was racing. I had stayed up all night thinking about Keegan. His game was televised last night and I mindlessly watched. Seeing him actually enter the game in the 4th quarter was breathtaking. Keegan was a freshman so he didn’t get a lot of playing time. But on this day he did. I held my breath every time he was near the ball. Recalling the time from Homecoming when he had been knocked on conscious. My heart went back to that time. When he had seen me in my dress. The way his eyes had went over my body and face. Soaking in every inch. The way he gulped when I came closer. That made me smile. No Brees. Stop it. You aren’t his anymore. Today, I was going to the petting zoo with my softball team. They were doing team bonding. There were mazes, games, food and more at the petting zoo. She thought about the fun she would have with Harper and Quinn. She
Meanwhile, at LSU, Keegan sat on the edge of his dorm bed staring at his phone. Brees was still blocked from nothing on his end. She had blocked him. He had tried once. He’d stared at the message he’d typed for nearly twenty minutes before finally deleting it. I miss you. Too simple. I’m sorry. Not enough. I didn’t mean it. A lie. Because he had meant what he’d said in that moment. He had been scared. Scared of their families. Scared of what happened next. Scared of how serious everything had become. But he’d never been scared of Brees. That was the part he couldn’t explain. He could face thousands of people in a stadium. He could handle the pressure of LSU. He could handle everything his future demanded from him. But the thought of admitting how much he loved his best friend’s little sister terrified him. And now he’d lost her. He wanted to drive home and scoop her up in his arms and let her know that his love for her had not changed and that they needed to be
Brees thought blocking Keegan would make it easier.It didn’t.It just made everything quieter.His name no longer appeared on her phone.No late-night texts.No random pictures from his day.No stupid videos he knew would make her laugh when she was trying not to.No You awake? at midnight.Nothing.And somehow, nothing hurt worse than everything.She had stared at his contact for almost ten minutes before finally pressing Block Contact.Her thumb had hovered over the button.Once.Twice.Three times.Then she had done it.Because she couldn’t keep being the girl who waited for Keegan to decide what they were.Especially after what happened in front of their mothers.After her mom found out they’d been sleeping together, Keegan had promised her.“It won’t happen again.”Brees had wanted him to promise they would be safe. Not that it would never happen again.She had wanted that promise to mean he was choosing her.Instead, when their mothers asked what was happening between them, Kee
“Wow, okay. Yeah, we are focusing on our sports and I’m getting more serious about Jagger since she is moving here next semester,” I said. His head whipped around so quickly. He looked confused. After our moms excused themselves, he moved closer to me on the couch. “Brees, what did you mean about you and Jagger?” he asked. “Well you said we weren’t together, so I assumed that meant what you said this morning about being in love with me was complete bull crap. What was that Kee?” I asked. At this point I was holding tears inside so hard that I thought my heart might explode. He grabbed my hand and didn’t let me pull away. “I felt like that was the right thing to say for now. Your mom seemed upset that we have been having sex. I didn’t want to give her anything else to worry about. I’m really sorry I said that. You know I absolutely love you with all my heart Squirt,” he said, bumping my chin. I shook my head. “No Keegan, I don’t know that. You have had a weird way of
I looked at her with my mouth agape. Was she seriously having this conversation with Keegan in the next room? RAP! RAP! A knock on the door saved the day. Keegan poked his head inside and Ms. Kyren was right behind him. “You guys all good in here?” he asked. I nodded and tried to push him out of the room, but my mom made him sit down on the couch instead. “Join us for a moment you two. I was just discussing the protocol of safe sex with Brees,” my mom blurted. How embarrassing. She really didn’t need to do this right here just because Casey slipped up. Keegan fidgeted a bit and looked at his mom for reassurance. You could see how uncomfortable he was. “Oh they are safe Missy. I told Keegan they needed protection every time they were together and he promised me that they would,” Ms. Kyren said. My mom’s face turned a deep shade of red. I don’t think she was ready to hear that I had already been sleeping with Keegan. She turned to me specifically. Her eyes narrowing in on mi
We made our way to my mom’s house. When we arrived I saw Casey’s car in the driveway. I was happy that she came. I had invited her, but she had been missing in action all day. She got out of her car when she saw me and she ran to me. It looked like she had been crying. I reached out and hugged her tightly. “What’s wrong my Casey girl? Did Cyman do something?” I asked. She nodded her head aggressively. Keegan looked at me and smiled and excused himself after giving Casey a warm hug. He went into the house so that we could talk. “So remember during the back to school party you saw Cyman and I… well we were sleeping together up until Thanksgiving Break,” Casey said wiping tears on her jean jacket. “Okay. I knew this information Case. What’s the deal?” I badgered. I will admit, I was a little perplexed that she was even bringing up his name when she knows I can’t stand him after how he treated her. “James… I’m pregnant,” Casey sputtered out. I almost dropped my phone. Did she ju







