Chapter 52

WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER THAT INVOLVES SEXUAL ACTS

When we finished we laid under the blankets holding one another.

“You are so beautiful, Brees. I’m happy I could make you feel good tonight. I know your heart has been shattered and I hope at least with me it doesn’t feel that way,” Jagger said.

I kissed her, “You made this night unforgettable. I appreciate you so much. I feel so loved right now,” I said.

“Love huh?” she giggled. “I actually could see me falling in love with you, Brees,” she said seriously.

“I could see me falling in love with you too, Jagger,” I said, snuggling her. “I feel like I need to tell you something though,” I said, sitting up.

“Okay. What’s up?” she asked, sitting up as well.

I prepared myself for her reaction to what I was about to tell her. Her eyes searched my face and I could see her nervously fidgeting with her fingers.

“So it was my birthday the other night and Keegan’s family stayed over for Christmas,” I began.

“I know Brees. I wasn’t upset about that. I know your moms are engaged,” she said.

“Well he ended up coming to my room on Christmas Eve to give me my birthday present,” I said.

“Okay what was it? Did he tell you he loves you? I’m not sure where this is headed, Brees,” she said.

“It was a necklace. He told me he loved me and I told him the same Jagger,” I said.

She looked away. I knew that these words had hurt her. Keegan was the only person she said she could not handle if I dated. She inhaled deeply and blew the air out of her rounded lips.

“Did you guys?” she asked.

I grabbed her hand.

“Yes we did,” I said.

I heard her gasp. She shook her head and pulled her hand away from me.

“I told you he is the one person I can’t compete with. Jeff is one thing, but Keegan? He has your heart Brees. You love him. I can’t hold a candle to that. Why would you let me bring you here? Why would you kiss me the way that you did? Are you two together now? I’m so confused,” she said, stifling a cry.

I tried to hold her, but she wouldn’t allow me to.

“We aren’t together. It was a stupid mistake. We got caught up in nostalgia and it being my birthday and we just didn’t stop ourselves. I won’t say I regret it, because I don’t. I do know he spent the night with his girlfriend the day afterwards though. It's all a huge mess,” I said.

“Yeah, it sounds like it. I knew this was a possibility though, so I can’t be upset. I knew you both had a magnetic pull that no one could come between. I just thought that maybe I had a small chance. I thought you liked me,” Jagger stated.

“Oh baby, I do like you. I like you so much. I made a mistake. Please forgive me. I don’t want to lose you Jag,” I cried.

“It’s late, Brees. Let’s head back. Maybe we can discuss this tomorrow. I know we have the game Sunday, but right now I’m not feeling very well. This has my head spinning. Thinking about you and him. It’s too much. You aren’t my girlfriend, but I thought one day you might be. Now that idea is gone. I’m truly just sad that I lost you before I even had you,” she said.

As we rode back to the house on Stella Noir, she didn’t hold me as tightly as she had on the way there. She was quiet the entire ride home to my house. I knew I had messed up. As we pulled up to my driveway, she asked me a question.

“Did you mean it when you said you could fall in love with me?” she pondered.

“One thousand percent I meant that Jagger. This date made me realize I’ve been running after the wrong things. I had you right in front of me this whole time and I didn’t appreciate you,” I said.

“If you can promise to give me all of yourself from here on out, I can promise to not let this cloud my judgment when it comes to my love for you. Because Brees, I do love you. I’ve loved you for a while now, but you weren’t ready for that,” she said.

“I can do that Jag. Absolutely. I’m ready to fall in love with you,” I said, eagerly.

She pulled me in and kissed me. It was a long and passionate kiss. It left me wanting more. As her tongue massaged mine, she slid one hand up my spine. It gave me chills. I gasped. It was unintentional, but she liked it. She began to kiss my neck and I grabbed her hair softly.

“That feels good,” I moaned, throwing my head back.

Her hands slid up the sides of my thighs and pushed my dress up slightly. She pushed me towards the side of the barn. Still kissing me on my neck, she pulled down my dress just a little to expose my breasts. Her tongue found its way around the soft surface of my right breast. Licking my nipple methodically. I let out a deep sigh. She moved her hand to the other one and began to touch me under my bra. Her fingers circled my nipple as I moaned under her command.

“Do you like that?” She asked, working her way gently around my chest.

“So much,” I said, breathlessly.

She grabbed my left leg and propped it onto the log that was near us and dropped to her knees. Her head disappeared underneath my dress. I felt her warm tongue on my inner thigh and underwear and I almost lost my mind. Her hands slid up and down my buttocks and then she grabbed my underwear and slid them to the side.

She found my warm center with her tongue. It was already wet for her. She licked from front to back and in circles. Drinking my liquid. I moved my hips against her face gently. My head resting against the barn. She spread my thighs further and dipped her tongue inside of me.

“Fuck me, Jag,” I moaned.

Moving my hips with her tongue, I clutched at the barn wall to steady myself. She touched me between my legs with two of her fingers. I spread my legs even more for her. She played around my opening for a few seconds and then she entered me.

“Ohhh,” I gasped.

It didn’t take me long to climax. She was really good at this. Pushing her fingers in and hooking them so they hit the right spot. She stood up and kept her hand inside of me. She guided my hand to her pants and I found her wetness burning already. We touched each other and kissed. Moaning and moving our hips together. I lifted her shirt to see her breasts. They were a milky white and her nipples were hard, forming peaks that ached to be kissed. I licked them ferociously as if I needed them so badly. She threw her head back in pleasure. Her moans making me lick harder. And then she came all over my hand. Her action made me come again as well.

We leaned against the barn, holding one another. I laughed a little and kissed her lips.

“What is so funny?” She asked.

“Nothing. I just have never felt that good before. It was refreshing. You are good with your mouth,” I said.

“Wait until I can lay you down properly. You haven’t seen anything yet,” she winked and kissed me.

We ended that night on good terms. I was no longer dating around, trying to find myself. I was exclusively dating Jagger Saunter. And she was in love with me.