Chapter 36

Lorcan Pov

I didn't sleep even a wink last night. Eversince, Clayton's and I were together it was the first time that he didn't sleep beside me nor in my house. Plus, Daniel was throwing a tantrums last night when I arrived. He's looking for Clayton, I tried to gave him the best alibi that I got but Daniel is resisting my reasons. He did not buy my alibi. He is accusing me that his papa is not in the house because of me. Which is fucking true.

Last night, I laid on my bed with beer cans not with Clayton. I know I made a huge mistake for keeping such secret on him. I am human too. I am a human who loves him so much that it could kill me if he slip in my hands that's why I choose not to tell him but just damn it! Now, I don't know how can I win him again. He lost his trust in me. I know loves me so much but Clayton is not a fool himself. He is not a type of man who loves to fool out of himself. Clayton know when to fight and not to fight and that is what I am afriad of. I'm afraid tha