Chapter 46

Clayton Pov

"Babe," anang ng Lorcan na nasa harapan ko na pala. Nahulog ang baso na nasa kamay ko nang hinawakan niya ako. Sa lahat kasi ng panaginip hindi siya nagsasalita at mas lalong hindi niya ako nahahawakan.

The glass fell into the granite tiling of the floor, the broken pieces of woundly glass scattered on the floor. I didn't bother to look where my foot is fixed, it unconconsciously move back on its own without breaking my eyes to the eyes of the guy in front me, whom is meter away from me.

It feel surreal. He feel surreal. It feel surreal but my heart is beating irregularly. I fixed my eyes on his warmth, calloused palm that never leaves my forearms. My tears trickled on cheeks. If it's dream, I don't wanna wake up yet. I want to enjoy and cherish this moment with him. The best gift that I received so far.

I swallowed the lump on my throat. I want to speak. I want to hold him but there's part of me that supressing me not to do it. Because anytime now, he will fade away. Li