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Elle
He's here again. My heart slams violently against my ribs as I pull my gaze from the tiny gap between the curtains. I'm not supposed to be backstage, but for some reason, my brain was insistent on finding out if he was here, and sure enough, he is. That makes it one month now. One month and he still hasn't missed any of my performances. At this point, it's safe to assume that he’s most likely definitely stalking me. And honestly, I don’t know if I should be impressed or worried that someone was that interested in me to come to every one of my shows. Worried. Definitely worried. I call my stalker Mystery Man. As unoriginal as it sounds, that was the best name I could come up with. He was mysterious, hence the word mystery in my little nickname. The first time I saw him, I nearly tripped over my feet mid-performance—something that never happened. I later got scolded by Roxy for being distracted but even then, I couldn't get the way he looked at me out of my mind. His eyes had locked on mine through the strobe lights, dark and unreadable. It felt intense, like he was trying to peel back every layer of skin until he got to my very core and that made me nervous, in a thrilled yet subtly worried kind of way. He wasn't like the other men who came in here. He didn't try to pull me into his lap when I danced, didn't try to cop a feel when he slipped bills into my garter. Which, unfortunately, has only ever happened once. He was… respectful. An odd thing to even consider if you take into account the fact that he might be just as dangerous as the rest of the men who came here. Maybe even more. There were whispers among the girls who worked here that some of the men who littered the Golden Moon were affiliated with the Mafia. But those were just pointless, baseless rumours with no evidence. The music starts to slow, and I realise the performance on stage is about to end. Shit. As stealthily as I sneaked in I also sneaked out. The dressing rooms at the club were restricted to three dancers each and I just so happened to share mine with two of my best friends, Zoey and Cleo. Tonight was both their nights off; therefore, I had the entire place to myself. I make my way to the dressing table Zoey and I shared and once I sit down, the door swings open. A surprised yelp escapes my lips, but I quickly cover my mouth once I see who's on the other side of the door. Freaking Roxy. “Seems like you're back.” Fuck. “Uhhuh” I say, flicking my eyes around the room to avoid her gaze. “Where did you go?” “The bathroom” I immediately answered without thinking. “Why couldn't you just use the one in here?” Think, Elle, Think. “There's something wrong with the uh… plumbing?” Terrible excuse, I know but it's the only one my feeble brain can come up with. Luckily, she doesn't press further, which I'm grateful for. “Whatever you say. You're on after this next set so I expect to see you backstage soon, alright?” I nod again offering her my best attempt at a smile. She gives me one final once-over, and exits the dressing room, leaving the door slightly ajar behind her. Why does she never close the door? Swallowing my irritation, I pushed myself back to my feet and moved towards the door, closing it properly. Returning to my dressing table, I let out a sigh, sinking back into my stool. Thankfully she hadn't caught me this time. Turning to my reflection in the mirror, my gaze wanders from the thick black strands that fall past my shoulder to the tanned skin that hides behind the baby pink lingerie piece I'd picked for tonight's performance. Most twenty-three-year-olds don't typically spend their Friday nights working at a strip club, but then again, I wasn't like most twenty-three-year-olds. I was Elle. A girl who was going to shake her ass on a stage for a bunch of perverted men so that she could afford to sleep tonight in a house that did not belong to her. Tragic huh. But as much as I wish I could, I couldn't escape it. I was trapped in this life, unfortunately. Another knock on the door pulls me out of my thoughts. That was the warning knock which means that I had about five minutes to get out there before Roxy had a reason to dock my pay. She'd never, but still I couldn't take any chances. Not when I'm this close. I applied one final layer of lip gloss and tied the strings of my heels around my ankle. My shoes were two sizes too small, but they made my legs look good and my ass stand out, which was really all that mattered in this line of work. Sitting up straighter, I close my eyes and inhale sharply as I will myself to step back and let Dahlia take the lead. A persona was a necessary shield in this profession. It protected clients from getting too comfortable with the idea of me as a person. And more importantly, it protected me from drowning in the mess that is my reality. At least for a couple of minutes. Dahlia was my shield. She was bold where I was hesitant, seductive where I was shy. She didn’t flinch at the leering gazes or the rough hands that attempted to grope her when she was on stage. She was confident. Bold and fearless. All the things I wasn't. The music outside starts to slow and I take that as my cue to haul ass backstage. Showtime. The music switches the moment I step out. All around me, the lights dim, and a low, sultry beat thumps through the speakers like a pulse. It crawls under my skin, matching the rhythm I’d trained my body to obey. Gripping the pole at the centre with one hand, I feel my body come alive as I begin to sway my hips to the beat. My body moves with practised ease and confidence, and I don't recognise as I surrender myself to my descent into power. The stage was Dahlia's kingdom and she is about to fucking rule. The crowd hoots and hollers and I twist and push, commanding the room with nothing but my presence. Rising to my feet, my gaze roams through the crowd, desperately trying to find the familiar pair of eyes I hadn’t been able to forget since my last performance and when I do my heart stills. Mystery Man is perfectly positioned beneath the stage lights. The slight elevation gives me the clearest view yet—and God, he's beautiful. Handsome in a way that made me worry he isn't real. He also had pretty eyes. I couldn't make out their colour but the way they were glued to the stage, watching me like he wanted to peel back every layer of skin until he got to my very core, set me off in ways unimaginable. For the first time since I started performing, I feel Dahlia start to slip away on stage, and suddenly it's just the two of us. Our gaze locks and I notice a muscle in his jaw tick by. A whistle from one of the audience members breaks me from the spell and I'm left grappling with the bits of Dahlia that remain. Focus Elle. I have no idea what I'm doing, or even why I'm doing it. All I know is that in that brief second it takes for our eyes to disconnect, Mystery Man shifts and moves toward the exit. He was leaving. I barely have time to figure out why when the music starts to slow again, signalling that my time on stage is about to end. Rising on my feet, I make my way back to the pole, gripping it as I spin the final part of my routine. Applause erupts as the lights start to dim, and I make it backstage, where I'm immediately engulfed by a flock of red hair, once I've made it past the curtains. “That was amazing,” Roxy says, eyes beaming. A compliment was a rare thing from Roxy and a smile like the one she was giving me now was even rarer. Unfortunately, I'm barely in the right headspace to enjoy it as my thoughts remain tangled up on a certain mystery man. He looked serious when he left, but then again, he always looked serious. He usually stayed until the end of my performances. But tonight… “Are you listening to me?” I blink. “No.” Roxy lets out a low, frustrated breath, muttering something incoherent under her breath. “Christ, Dahlia, one would think with the number of times you've zoned out today, that you're suffering from some type of brain aneurysm.” My brows knit together. “An aneurysm?” She snaps her fingers, “You know, like a brain fog.” I stare at her blankly. “Never mind. Look, one of our regulars really enjoyed your performance and wants you to do a private dance for him.” Of course he did. "You know I don't do private dances.” Even though private dances were supposed to make the biggest tips, the thought of being trapped in a room with a man from this club or any man for that matter for over an hour makes my stomach churn. “I knew you'd say that so I told him.” I let out a breath, “Thank you,” "He offered to pay triple the usual amount.” My eyes almost bulged out of their socket He did what? “Why?” She shrugs, “Beats me. All I know is that he was pretty insistent that it was you who danced for him.” “I can't do a private dance for him.” Roxy lifted a brow, "Those are big words for someone in steep debt” Ah, yes, trust Roxy to remind me of my less-than-ideal financial condition. But maybe she had a point. If I agreed to do the dance, my cut would be phenomenal. It would cover rent for another month or two and finally give me enough to stock up on sleeping pills before my uncle returned. “Look, no one's going to force you to do anything. But someone's going to have to fill in for you and since… “No,” I cut her off before she can finish, then clear my throat when I realise just how desperate I sound. “It's fine, I'll do it. What room is he in?” “Room three of the VIP wing” The VIP wing? Just how loaded was this guy? Stretching out my hand, Roxy hesitates before finally letting the key card drop into my palm. “I'll have Larry on standby. If he tries anything, and I mean anything you don't like, you push the button on the left wall and he'll come running, okay?” She says, her tone suddenly serious. Roxy and Zoey are the only people who know about my situation which is why hearing her change in tone feels strangely comforting. Squeezing the card in my hand once, I lift my chin and nod. “Good luck.” “Thanks” I'll need it.AaronI’m not the type of man who believes in fate.I believe everyone is responsible for their own destiny, and we, as humans, can shape it into whatever we want.And as I stare at my wife’s sleeping form merely an hour before I have to face our greatest enemy, I can’t help but wonder if this is the destiny I chose, or just the cruel, inevitable conclusion of the bloodline I was born into.Either way, if I die tonight, at least I would’ve had the pleasure of knowing her in this lifetime and the quest of searching for her in the next.Before her, it never occurred to me that I could love a person this much.But I do love my wife. More than anyone has ever loved anything, which is why I wouldn’t hesitate for a single second to give my life if it meant keeping her safe.I reach down and brush a stray curl behind her ear. The corner of her lips twitches, and she burrows further into my touch.I have to physically restrain myself from waking her and pulling her into my arms, from burying
Elle I decide the next course of action in three phases. The first phase of my plan requires me to act the part of a fragile porcelain doll that everyone assumes is still piecing herself back together after the terrible accident, at least for one more day. Tricking Aaron into leaving me alone for the entire day turns out to be surprisingly easy. Maybe that’s because he’s lying to me too. Still, when he leaves without so much as questioning my sudden desire to spend the day holed up in my bedroom, I can’t help but feel relieved. I have exactly thirty six hours to figure out a way to save my husband and put an end to this war once and for all. But that’s easier said than done. If I remember correctly, Cillian and Aaron talked about a note that was left at the estate. If my guess is right, said note has the address of the meeting spot and the exact time Neil and Ivy expect him to show up. If I want to be anywhere near that location, I need to first find that piece of paper. And q
ElleI jolt awake, my heart lurching.For a moment, I lie still, disoriented. Then my eyes adjust to the darkness, and the faint glow of the digital clock on the nightstand comes into focus.12:17 a.m.Just a little past midnight.The bed is empty, and judging by the rumpled sheets and lack of warmth, it’s probably been empty for a while.I wonder where he is.I throw the covers aside and slide out of bed to cross the room. I walk to the closet and pull on one of Aaron’s oversized hoodies before heading for the door. The hallway lights are still on. I pass by my old room, stopping briefly to check on my sister.She’s sound asleep, and I can’t help but sigh at the look of contentment on her tiny face.During my time at the hospital, I was so worried that she wouldn’t be able to adjust to the change and that I somehow ruined her life without even knowing it, but seeing her again made me realise that I was worried over nothing.Maddie is not alone. Even when she didn’t have me, she had
ElleI spent two more days at the hospital.After a round of tests that felt more like impromptu interrogations, followed by my needlework and more needlework at Aaron’s request, the doctor finally signed my discharge papers and let me go.Despite my protests, my husband carried me bridal-style out of the hospital’s sliding doors and into the back of a waiting SUV.The ride to the estate is quiet, and yet, it’s a silence I welcome.I stare out the tinted window, watching the city blur into long, jagged streaks of grey and neon. Next to me, Aaron’s hand rests over mine on the leather seats. Every few seconds, he would sweep his thumb across my knuckles, but that's as far as he went with physical contact.We pull into the driveway of the mansion. I’m barely inside the house before I notice a small, frantic blur of pink and denim hurtling down the staircase.A muffled omph sound escapes me as my sister’s tiny body collides with mine, fingers gripping my dress like a lifeline.Maureen is
Hi everyone, I’m sorry I’ve been missing these last few days. After my birthday I have been dangerously unwell for the last two weeks but thank God I’m doing okay now. Updates will resume on Monday and will be rolled out in three batches. First batch: The plan Second batch: The show down Third batch: The epilogue Until then you can join the official readers group of F@c3 b00k. Simply search 3th3l’s Rom@nc3 H@v3n and click join to join now. P.S there’s a snippet for the next chapter already posted there❤️
ElleThe first thing I register when I wake up is the white ceilings.They’re bright and entirely unfamiliar, which makes me realise instantly that I am not at home or anywhere I might know, for that matter.The second thing my mind registers is the faint beeping sound coming from right beside me.I groan, blinking once, twice, trying to get my eyes to adjust to the bright fluorescent lights shining down at me.God, what happened?The last thing I remember…And then it hits me. The memories from yesterday. Maddie. Richard. Mum. There was a struggle and then…Oh God, is he dead?Did I…“Angel?”I turn my head at the sound of my name and it’s only then that I notice that I’m not alone. Someone is in here with me. No, not someone, Aaron.I’m immediately hit with a truckload of ease.“You’re awake,” He sounds relieved. So relieved that a little bit of my heart chips away at the thought of having caused him worry.He’s still dressed in the same clothes as the last time I saw him which mean
ElleThere's a body next to me.Well, under me.But the technicalities don't matter because someone is in fact breathing next to—under me and loudly might I add."Is this always going to be a thing with you?"My heart drops to my stomach. That voice — smooth, teasing and dangerously familiar — coil
Aaron"I need help," Elle says, turning around and pointing to the unzipped back of her dress. My gaze trails down the exposed skin of her back. She's only inches away and if I wanted to, I could reach out and touch her. Line my fingers up her exposed spine and trace the dimples on her lower back.
Elle (15, London)Today was my mother's wedding.She stood next to her new husband, her face beaming, her lips smiling, and her eyes sparkling in a way I don't think I've ever seen before.She slipped her arm under Richard's, pressing herself closer to his side despite the fullness of her dress. Li
Elle. I wake up a few hours later feeling strangely well-rested and relaxed. The effect lasts for only a second before the memories from last night crash over me in a desperate wave. Mother fucker. Sighing, I glance around my new bedroom. The walls, the windows then back to the walls again. Last







