Erase all the mistakes!

"I wanted to erase all my mistakes and replace them with new ones. I wanted to be like everyone else. I wanted to feel nothing for others. To feel nothing for myself. I wanted to pretend that I was just like everyone else. Just like I had pretended to be back then."

"So you killed because you hated yourself?"

He nodded. "At first it started because of you. Because I realized that I loved you too much to let you go. But I didn't realize at first that I loved you. Only later when I found out that you had given birth to my child. I wanted to punish you for doing that, but I decided against it because I didn't want to make you angry. I didn't want to lose our relationship over something like that."

"But then I got curious. I wanted to know what made you happy. Why you smiled and cried. Why you laughed. I wanted to see you smile like that again. Like the way you used to when we were younger. So I kept asking myself questions until one day it hit me." He paused.

"One day, it hit me that wh