Prologue

"Come on. Let's go somewhere else,” namamaos niyang bulong sa akin nang maramdaman ko ang presensya niya sa likuran ko.

Again, my vision becomes so blurry. That damn absinthe is now eating me alive. Hindi ko akalain na malala ang magiging epekto non sa ulo ko. It was my first time drinking that damn alcohol! Ngayon lang ako nalasing nang ganito dahil mataas ang alcohol tolerance ko.

"W-where are we going?" I murmured and finally faced him.

His warm breath met my face. Magkahalong alak at sigarilyo ang amoy non pero nanatiling mabango. Matagal niya akong tinitigan na para bang hinuhubaran na niya ako sa isip niya.

"Tatiana . . ."

He knows my name. Who is this? Ang huling naalala ko ay tutulungan ko sana siyang pumunta sa sasakyan niya nang makita kong halos wala na siyang malay sa loob ng bar.

"Damn. You’re really Tatiana . . ." He said hoarsely.

Masyadong naging mabilis ang pangyayari. I just realized that we were both chasing our breath as we hurried to undress. I'm not sure what causes the heat I'm feeling. All I knew was that it got worse when he violently laid me on the bed and completely removed my blouse.

Napasinghap ako nang tuluyan niyang sakupin ang dibdib ko gamit ang mga kamay niya. I sighed when he finally touched my breast. My back arched when he started playing with my peck. I could hear his faint growl accompanying my growl.

"Oh, fuck . . ." I said weakly as I seemed to be going crazy with what he was doing.

The madness I felt intensified when he stopped and started removing my panty. Nang tingnan ko siya ay sumalubong sa akin ang nag aapoy niyang mga mata. The searing heat I am feeling becomes more intense, especially in between my thighs.

I quickly grabbed his hand just as he was about to touch it. I closed my eyes sharply and looked at him.

"W-what are you doing . . .?" My voice almost cracked when he removed my hold on him and slowly slid his palm there. "W-what . . ."

"What were you trying to say, huh?" He said in his raspy voice while slowly sliding his fingers on my wet folds. "Are you trying to say anything?"

He sat me on his lap as we continued to exchange saliva. Hindi ko magawang paniwalaan ang nangyayari ngunit klarong-klaro iyon sa isip ko. I don't know if it's because of my problem or it's because of this mysterious stranger. Damn it, Tatiana!

Maya maya pa ay binalik niya ako sa kama. Pinagmamasdan ko lang siya nang bigla siyang lumuhod sa paanan ko habang tinatanggal niya ang polo niya. Hindi ko na maalis ang tingin ko sa katawan niya, lalo na sa dragon tattoo na nasa left ab niya.

Nang tuluyan na niyang mahubad ang pants niya ay dumagundong ang kalooban ko nang makita ko ang kalakihan niya. His long, big maleness hit me as soon as my eyes dropped on it. I felt even more insane when I saw him crawl closer to me.

Muli niya akong sinugod ng nakakadarang na halik. Ramdam ko ang mahigpit niyang hawak sa akin. His kiss fell on my neck so I moaned again because of the sensation it felt. Ang isa niyang kamay ay nagsimula nang gumapang hanggang sa dumako iyon sa gitna ng mga hita ko. I could feel the warmth of my cheek as he slid his finger all over me again. My body reacted instinctively because of his touch.

"Fuck it, Tatiana. I can't fucking take it!" He firmly said at tila tuluyan nang napigtas ang kaniyang pasensya at pagpipigil.

Liquid heat came gushing down as I felt his mouth on my swollen folds. I almost screamed because of what he did. His lips grazed the whole of me. I want to stop him. I'm ashamed! I've never been kissed down there!

"Fuck!" I cried out as I felt the gradual explosion of my core.

"I-I'm . . . I . . . uh . . ." I said tremblingly because I wasn't sure what to say. It seems that my voice has completely escaped me.

"You 're what? What is it? Hmmm?" He said sarcastically to me while there was a small grin on his face

My attention wasn't focused on him anymore when I felt his maleness on top and my folds. The fire in me is slowly heating me up again. A few moments later, he suddenly entered it into me.

"Ah—!"

I shuddered to feel the mixture of pain and sensation there. But that didn't go away when I saw he was stunned.

"Do you want me to continue?"

Hindi ko magawang magsalita at napapikit na lamang. Pinulupot ko ang dalawang braso ko sa leeg niya. Soon I could feel him slowly moving over me as he kissed me.

I no longer knew what else was in my mind. Who is this man again? Hindi ko siya kilala pero mukhang kilala niya ako. Madalas ba siya sa bar kung saan ako naghuhubad para sa trabaho?

I close my eyes again when I feel the new build-up of the sensation I feel. I feel like I'm going to reach something again and I will need him to go rough on me, so I can reach that.

And yes, he probably heard my silent pleas. He suddenly rocked me faster and harder than earlier. I finally fell apart after that. In fatigue and intoxication. I do not know.

At ngayon, nakatitig ako sa stick na hawak ko habang unti-unting nagiging malinaw ang dalawang pula roon.

"Do you know him? When did it happen? Of course, matagal na dahil buntis ka na nga, e!" Bulyaw muli sa 'kin ni Astrid na halatang kinakabahan na rin.

"I saw his name somewhere, Trid. James? Jam? Ja-Jameson?" I said because she might have guessed.

"Jameson? Jameson what? Maraming ganiyang pangalan, Tatiana!"

"Jameson Montgo-"

"Montgomery?! Are you sure?! That's the rebel son of Pablo and Valentine Montgomery!"

Tuluyan na aklong nanghina nang makilala ko kung sino ang tinutukoy niya. You 're doomed, Tatiana.