Chapter 49

 🎶Shock, horror, I'm down

Lost, you're not around

There's a lump in my chest

That sends cold through my head

And my mind shuts sound out

I'm on auto-pilot

And my tongue's gone silent

Just switch it off and lay it down

Lay it down next to me

I don't know when I lost my mind

Maybe when I made you mine

Whoa-oh-oh-oh

I don't know when I lost my mind

Maybe it was every time

That you said, you said, you said

That I miss you

And I miss you🎶

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I sat on the seat staring at Amanda's calm face emotionally, she looked peaceful even in what she's going through.

I held her hands tightly and cried silently.

Max showed up and was kind enough to bring me what to eat which I refused. I couldn't eat when she was in this state of