ANMELDENChapter 2
Derek’s pov
The garlic bread’s warm aroma still lingered in the kitchen as I helped stack the last plates in the dishwasher.
Mom wiped her hands on a dish towel, her smile brighter and more genuine than I had seen in months.
Marcus leaned against the counter, arms crossed casually over his broad chest, watching us both with that measured calm I was beginning to recognize as his default state.
The dinner had been polite on the surface, small talk about work and campus life,but the undercurrent from our brief exchange in the kitchen left me on edge, my pulse still not quite settled.
Mom cleared her throat, glancing between us with nervous excitement.
“I’ve been meaning to talk to you both about something important. Marcus and I have decided to make things official. We’re getting married in the fall.”
The words landed like a stone dropped into still water, sending ripples through the quiet kitchen.
I set the last glass down harder than intended, the clink of glass on ceramic echoing sharply. “Married? Already?”
She nodded, reaching for Marcus’s hand across the counter. “Yes. He makes me happy, Derek. Really happy in a way I haven’t felt in years. We want you to be part of this. As a family.”
Marcus’s dark eyes met mine, steady and unreadable, though I caught a flicker of something deeper beneath the surface. “I know this feels sudden for you.
But I care about your mother deeply. And I want to build something real and stable here for all of us.”
I felt the walls of the apartment close in tighter, the familiar space suddenly foreign. “You barely know each other. Six months? And now marriage? What about the age difference? He's, what, fifteen, sixteen years older than you?”
Mom’s expression tightened, a mix of defensiveness and hurt flashing across her face. “Age is just a number, Derek. Marcus has been more stable, more present, and more supportive than anyone I’ve known since your father walked out. I deserve this chance at happiness. We both do.”
The conflict hit me square in the chest, a sharp, twisting pain.
I wanted Mom happy, I truly did. After years of her putting her own life on hold to raise me alone, working double shifts at the clinic, sacrificing weekends and vacations, she deserved joy.
But Marcus? The man who had crossed an irreversible line with me just weeks ago?
The thought of him becoming a permanent fixture sharing meals, holidays, decisions made my skin crawl and my stomach churn with a mix of resentment and something far more complicated.
Marcus spoke again, his voice low and even, carrying the quiet authority that seemed to come so naturally to him. “I’m not here to replace anyone or disrupt what you two have built.
I want to support you both in whatever way I can. Derek, if there’s something specific bothering you about this, we can talk privately. No pressure, no expectations.”
His offer felt like a carefully wrapped trap, kindness layered over calculation.
I met his gaze, searching for the man who had pinned me against the wall that night, but all I saw was controlled composure and patience. “I don’t need to talk. I need time to process this. It’s a lot.”
Mom stepped closer, touching my arm gently. “We’re announcing it to a few close friends next week at a small gathering. I’d love for you to be there. As my son. It would mean the world to me.”
The plea in her voice twisted something deep inside me, a conflict between loyalty and self-preservation. I pulled away gently, needing space. “I’ll think about it. Just… give me some time.”
The rest of the evening passed in strained small talk.
Marcus helped with the final cleanup, his movements efficient and practiced, revealing a practical, capable side I hadn’t fully seen before.
He asked Mom about her upcoming clinic schedule, offering to cover a Saturday shift if she needed rest. It was thoughtful. Too thoughtful. It made resisting him feel increasingly difficult, like punching at smoke.
Later, as I retreated to my room, Marcus caught me in the narrow hallway. “Derek. One minute.”
I stopped, back against the wall, heart rate spiking.
He kept a respectful distance, hands loose at his sides. “I know the timing is complicated with the engagement news.
What happened between us… it wasn’t planned on my end. But I felt something real that night.
If you want to pretend it never happened, I’ll respect that boundary. For now.”
His honesty disarmed me more than anger or denial would have.
The admission hung in the air between us, heavy with implication and possibility. “For now?”
He nodded once, his expression softening slightly. “I’m not going anywhere.
Your mother is important to me. But so is figuring out what this connection between us means if anything.”
The confession left me speechless.
He gave me a small, almost gentle nod and returned to the living room. I closed my bedroom door and leaned against it, heart pounding against my ribs.
Mom’s happiness versus my growing confusion. Marcus’s apparent stability versus the chaos he had already brought into my life.
For the first time since that night, I wondered if my fierce resistance was truly protecting Mom or if it was mostly protecting myself from feelings I wasn’t ready to name.
Sleep came late that night, filled with restless questions and half-formed dreams.
The engagement wasn’t just a wedding announcement.
It was the beginning of something larger, something I couldn’t control or easily escape. And Marcus had made it unmistakably clear that he wasn’t backing down from any part of it.
Chapter 6Derek’s povProfessor Lang’s office smelled of old books and fresh coffee as I stood in the doorway the following afternoon. The walls were lined with overflowing shelves, papers stacked neatly on every surface, and a large window overlooking the quad let in slanted afternoon light. He looked up from his cluttered desk, adjusting his glasses with one hand. “Derek. Good. I’ve been meaning to speak with you. Come in and sit down.”I took the chair across from him, my hands resting on my knees to steady them. The group project with Alex had gone surprisingly well, but my distraction in recent lectures hadn’t gone unnoticed. Professor Lang leaned back in his chair, studying me with sharp but kind eyes. “Your written work is excellent. Sharp analysis, strong insights. But you’ve seemed distracted in class lately. Is everything alright at home? Or is something else weighing on you?”The question hit closer than I expected. I nodded, keeping my voice even. “Just a lot on my mi
Chapter 5Derek’s povThe apartment was quiet when I returned from the party, the living room lamp casting a soft, warm glow across the familiar furniture and casting long shadows on the walls. Mom had left a handwritten note on the kitchen counter saying she was out with friends from the clinic and would be late getting home. Marcus’s jacket hung on the hook by the door, a silent, heavy reminder that he had been here recently, his presence woven into the space even when he wasn’t physically in the room. My pulse quickened despite my best efforts to stay calm. The confrontation I had been avoiding for weeks felt inevitable now, pushed forward by the uncomfortable moments at the party and Lena’s probing text that still burned in my mind. I needed answers from the source before the secrets multiplied any further and spiraled out of control.I found him in the living room, settled comfortably on the couch with a book open on his lap, the pages illuminated by the lamp. He looked up
Chapter 4Derek’s povMark caught me after my last class, leaning against the brick wall outside the humanities building with his usual easy grin. The afternoon sun cast long shadows across the quad, students streaming past us in waves of conversation and laughter. “Derek! Perfect timing. There’s a casual party at Jake’s place tonight nothing crazy, just music, food, and people unwinding after midterms. You should come. It’ll be good for you to get out.”I shifted my backpack, the weight familiar but suddenly heavier. Parties meant noise, expectations, the risk of small talk turning personal. “I don’t know, Mark. I have to read to catch up.”He clapped my shoulder, undeterred. “Come on, man. One night. Lena’s going, a few people from our lit class. No pressure to stay late. Just show your face.”His persistence chipped at my resistance. Alex’s supportive energy from the group project meeting earlier in the week still lingered, a reminder that not every social interaction had to end
Chapter 3Derek’s povThe lecture hall smelled of dry erase markers and stale coffee as I slid into my usual seat near the back row. Professor Lang paced at the front of the room, outlining the group project requirements for the family dynamics module with his usual precise gestures. “You’ll be paired randomly. The goal is to analyze real-world power structures through personal interviews, research, and a joint presentation. This is worth thirty percent of your grade, so choose your focus wisely. Presentations begin in two weeks.”I shifted uncomfortably in my chair, the wooden seat creaking under me. Group work meant exposure, forced conversations, the risk of someone noticing how withdrawn I had become lately. When the pairings were announced, I was matched with Alex, the blond classmate who had approached me in the library a few days earlier. He caught my eye from across the room and gave a quick thumbs-up, his expression open and friendly. After class, he waited by the exit
Chapter 2Derek’s povThe garlic bread’s warm aroma still lingered in the kitchen as I helped stack the last plates in the dishwasher. Mom wiped her hands on a dish towel, her smile brighter and more genuine than I had seen in months. Marcus leaned against the counter, arms crossed casually over his broad chest, watching us both with that measured calm I was beginning to recognize as his default state. The dinner had been polite on the surface, small talk about work and campus life,but the undercurrent from our brief exchange in the kitchen left me on edge, my pulse still not quite settled.Mom cleared her throat, glancing between us with nervous excitement. “I’ve been meaning to talk to you both about something important. Marcus and I have decided to make things official. We’re getting married in the fall.”The words landed like a stone dropped into still water, sending ripples through the quiet kitchen. I set the last glass down harder than intended, the clink of glass on ceram
Chapter 1Derek’s povI adjusted my backpack strap as I left the lecture hall, the heavy doors swinging shut behind me with a dull thud that matched the rhythm of my footsteps. The campus quad buzzed with students rushing between classes, their laughter and conversations blending into a constant hum that felt distant, almost foreign. At twenty-one, I had perfected the art of moving through this world without truly belonging to it. Literature seminars usually grounded me, the weight of old books, the analysis of human longing but today even that felt hollow. My mind kept drifting to the night two weeks ago when everything had shifted.The encounter with Marcus had been a blur of confusion and heat. Mom had stepped out for a quick errand, leaving us alone in the apartment. One moment we were talking about nothing important, the next his hand was on my shoulder, his voice low and steady. I hadn’t expected it. I hadn’t stopped it. And now the memory followed me like a shadow I could







