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Chapter 7
I honestly am not completely informed when it comes to sexuality, and it's vastness. I still have a lot to learn, and I am trying every day to be more informed about it and to respect everybody for their choices and their identities or lack of thereof. No matter what it is, my moto was -TPWK, treat people with kindness always.
"Shall we go to the bookstore for a bit? I am craving the smell of new books." I said. Both Phoebe and Alexandra nodded. It had become a ritual now, us visiting the bookstore every time we came to the mall.
We visited the washroom to clean up before visiting the book store. I fixed my hair and applied a layer of gloss.
"Gloss?" I asked Phoebe and Alexa, pointing the gloss at them. Alexa shakes her head no, while Phoebe accepted the offer.
"Let's go?" I asked, and we left the loo together.
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I take a deep breath, taking in the smell of the books that wafted in the air. The air conditioner
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