FAZER LOGINChance
I guess I didn't think this whole revenge thing through. I mean, I got what I wanted. Mason was embarrassed this morning, but the aftermath? I didn't think that part through. I thought being humiliated and dumped was hot gossip. Oh, I was so wrong. After the hallway kiss, I barely made it to class before the stares and finger-pointing started. It was like a circus. I knew Raid would make Mason jealous and uncomfortable, but I didn't think it would make people go crazy. Hell, even teachers were looking at me funny. Everyone forgot about the humiliation video. They were more interested in the kissing one. The kiss. Oh my God. I kissed Raid Bennett in front of the entire school. I still cannot believe it. I knew fake dating him would need some convincing, and yes, he said he needed time to consider my proposal. I just didn't think he would actually kiss me. I can't stop thinking about the kiss. it happened a few hours ago, and yes, it was hot. I have to admit, he was a good kisser. The entire day at school consisted of me getting glares from girls who thought they had a chance with Ashford's bad boy. I was so happy we didn't have any classes together today. Unfortunately, avoiding Raid Bennett physically didn't stop him from invading my thoughts every five minutes, which is why I am currently stabbing my vegetables like they personally offended me while replaying the hallway kiss for the hundredth time. “Honey.” I blinked, looking up from my plate to see my mom staring at me suspiciously from across the dinner table. “Hmm?” “You have been smiling at your food for the last two minutes.” She raised a brow. I nearly choked. “I was not.” “Chance Monroe,” she pointed her fork at me dramatically, “you definitely were.” Heat immediately rushed to my face. Oh my God. I quickly drank water. “It's nothing,” I said. My mother narrowed her eyes. She's so dramatic. Like Selene. But Ma was smart. She picked up on everything. Sometimes I hate it. Like right now. I felt like a deer caught in headlights. “Did something happen at school today?” Technically? Yes. Something did happen, Mom. The whole school watched me make out with Raid Bennett like we were starring in some N*****x romance movie. But obviously I couldn't say that. “No.” “You hesitated.” Jesus woman. “No, I didn't.” “You did.” I groaned, dropping my head on the table. “Moooom.” She started laughing. “Relax baby. I was just checking in.” I raised my head to look at her. She had this playful look in her eyes. She was obviously taunting me. Though, I know she sometimes wishes I wasn't doing too much. She wants me to live a little and not waste my teenage years. Her words, not mine. She was happy when Mason and I got together. She finally felt I was letting my hair down. So of course the breakup and humiliation were a hit to her too. She didn't want me to roll back into my shell. She was the best. Which made lying to her now feel worse. But there was absolutely no universe where I could explain Raid Bennett. Especially not the dating stuff or the kiss. My face heated up again at the memory. His hands on my waist and the way he looked at me afterwards. God. “You are doing it again,” Mom said suddenly, pulling me out of my thoughts. “What?” “Smiling at nothing.” I quickly grabbed my glass, sipping my orange juice while looking down at my plate. She leaned forward, looking at me like she was peeling layers off an onion or unwrapping a present. Which meant she was connecting the dots. “Chance Diane Monroe, is there a boy involved?” she asked carefully. I almost inhaled the juice into my lungs, eyes wide like saucers. “WHAT?” “There is a boy,” she said matter-of-factly, clapping her hands like she had just solved world hunger. “There is not.” “Honey, you almost died right now.” I stood up quickly, grabbing my plate. “I am done eating.” I put it in the sink and made a dash for my room. “Chance!” Mom called, laughing her head off at my reaction. “Love you and goodnight!” I speed-walked before she could continue interrogating me. I could still hear her laughing as I escaped. Crazy woman. The second I shut my door, I dropped dramatically on my bed and groaned into my pillow. This was a disaster. A complete disaster. My phone buzzed. I rolled over and grabbed it from my nightstand. It was a text from Selene. SELENE — Ashford Dirty Pot just posted a picture of you and Mr. Sexy Psychopath kissing. I zoomed in on the picture. It was clear we were eating each other's faces. But at the same time… it felt real. The feel of his lips on mine. I subconsciously touched my lips, thinking about that moment. I still felt the tingles. Squeezing my eyes shut, I took a deep breath. Another buzz broke me out of my thoughts. I checked, and it was an unknown number. UNKNOWN NUMBER — You look cute when you are not plotting with that little head of yours. I immediately shot up from my bed, my heart racing. There was only one person arrogant enough to send such a text, and I was pretty sure he didn't have my number. There was no way... Another buzz. UNKNOWN NUMBER - Also your fake boyfriend deserves a reward for saving you. And for gracing you with my lips. My stomach did flip-flops. How did he get my number? UNKNOWN NUMBER - Damn. Too stunned to reply? Am I in your head already sweet cheeks? I could practically hear the smug smirk in his voice. Arrogant prick. I tossed my phone on the bed and laid back down. But was he right though?RaidFlashbackI stared at my phone as I contemplated if I should call her or not. My fingers danced over her contact and I groaned when I couldn't click on it.Why is it so hard to fucking call her?It's a stupid fake date for Christ's sake and here I am freaking out like she was my actual girlfriend. This is so stupid."Twenty minutes," one of the twins said to me. I didn't even look up to know which one. My head was all messed up right now because of a crazy nerd. I chuckled at my own frustration.This was new.Deciding not to text her, I pocketed my phone and got on Sissy. She roared to life when I started her and the sound was able to distract me from my internal dilemma, at least for now.I needed to focus. I had to win this race. I knew I had it in the bag but I had never been distracted like this before, so I was low-key scared.I sighed and waited till it was time to start. You got this, I said to myself as I pushed every thought of her to the back of my head. The race starte
ChanceHe was now sitting up against the headboard staring at me and I was trying so hard not to have an internal breakdown because his dull eyes were boring holes into me.I cleared my throat. "What happened to you?" I asked."Chance Monroe skipping school to come find me? I feel honored. Damn you worried about me baby?" He tried to change the subject with his usual cockiness and smirk but failed when he groaned and held his stomach.I raised my brow at him. He sighed and then shook his head."I appreciate the concern Monroe but it's nothing ok? I will be good as new by tomorrow" he said seriously. His tone held a note of finality that told me he didn't want to talk about it.I sighed as I sat on his bed. I knew I didn't exactly have the right to ask him but I couldn't help it. Seeing him all battered, bruised and weak was not ok. I don't blame him though. We aren't real. Which is why I am still baffled I came here."You could have at least answered my calls" I mumbled suddenly feeli
ChanceI fumbled with my pen as I tried to focus on what Mrs Wade was saying. I was failing.My stupid brain refused to focus on my favorite subject but rather on the one person I currently hate with every bane of my existence. It was Monday and still no word from my fake boyfriend.At first I was so angry, then I got irritated and now, as much as I hate to say it, I am worried.He didn't show up to school.It's one thing for him to stand me up and ignore my texts and calls but not showing up to school scared me.Who am I kidding? This is Raid Bennett we are talking about here. That prick wasn't exactly a committed student so I might be worrying myself for nothing and he was out there doing something careless or stupid, maybe both.I shook my head as I decided to focus on what the teacher was saying. He is fine, just being an asshole as usual."Are you ok?" Selene whispered as she stared at me, pointing at my hand. Then I noticed I was biting on my pen.Shit.He was messing with my h
SeleneThe thing about Julian Cross was that he never stayed long enough to make it awkward. It was just simple. Come over, have mind blowing sex and then leave. Simple. But I was starting to get tired of simple.Like now, he was already pulling his shirt on before I had even caught my breath properly, moving around my room comfortably, gathering his scattered clothes.I watched him from the bed with my hair everywhere and the sheets barely hiding anything and said nothing because it was simple.He was annoyingly good looking. That was the root of the whole problem honestly. If Julian Cross had been even slightly less attractive this entire situation could have been avoided. But no. He had to have that jaw and those eyes that drew me in and made me breathless. He was different from the other jocks and that's saying alot. I knew he sleeps around, I didn't mind at first but now? Now he is messing with my head.He laughs genuinely at my jokes and doesn't call me crazy. Oh and don't get m
ChanceI never knew how interesting my ceiling was until today. Somehow, I was back to staring at my ceiling.I genuinely didn't know how this kept happening. One minute I was letting Selene do things to my hair, and now I was flat on my back in my hoodie, staring at the same water stain that has been there for years now.Just me.And the ceiling.He was supposed to pick me up at seven. Well, it's way past seven. In fact, it's eight forty-five.I wasn't upset. Nope. Definitely not upset.I was annoyed. There was a difference. Upset implied I had invested something significant into this evening, and I had not done that. At least not yet. I had simply gotten dressed, allowed Selene to spend two hours on my hair, and pushed my study materials to the side, and that was all completely normal behavior that meant nothing.The study materials on the floor said otherwise.I ignored them.The soft knock at my door made me sigh.Mom."Come in," I sighed.Mom appeared and leaned against the door.
ChanceThe Ashford rink was loud before the game even started.I had never been to a hockey game in my life and I walked in behind Selene trying to look like I had done this before which was harder than it sounds when you were wearing an outfit that was not your usual hoodie and jeans situation and every third person was turning to look at you. Definitely hard but I was here already. No turning back now.Selene had good taste. I had on dark fitted jeans, a leather jacket, a top that was simple enough to feel like me but put together enough to feel like I was making a point. Which I obviously was. I felt good. I hated admitting that but I felt good and the way a few people's eyes tracked us walking in confirmed that Selene knew exactly what she was doing.Then my eyes found my target.Mason was already there.I clocked him without looking for him. Third row, slightly left of center, sitting with his usual crowd. He saw me exactly four seconds after I saw him. I watched his jaw do the t
ChanceI kept my head down with my hood up, hoping no one would recognize me. But yeah, who was I kidding? Nothing stays hidden in Ashford. The stares were different today though. Yesterday, they looked shocked. Today? They looked intrigued. Interested even.Everywhere I turned, people were whisper
RaidIt is always the quiet ones. They are the craziest and the freakiest. I have seen a lot of crazy girls, I mean batshit crazy, and I avoid girls like that, but there's something about this nerd that pulls me in. She literally followed me into the bathroom. I chuckled as I thought about it.I wa
Chance POVI pulled my hand from Selene who stopped to look at me, then followed my gaze and her eyes went wide. “ Oh shit” she murmured. So I wasn't seeing thingsAt first I couldn't process it, because there's no way Mason's hand were on Avery Sinclair's waist. No way Ashford's resident queen bee
Chance PoVHe was distracting me, and I was letting him. His sock-covered foot traced my bare legs beneath the table. He batted his eyes cutely, trying to look innocent, but I wasn’t falling for it.“Mason, we have to study. Remember, you insisted,” I said, though my resolve wasn’t holding at all.







