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59.
Xavier's P.O.V.
"Boys!"
"Boys!"
"Cole?"
I open my eyes, they feel so heavy. I blink a couple of times to get used to the light.
"Xavier? Cole?" Cole's mother's voice echoes from the stairs as I hear her heading towards Cole's room. I look around, my mind is as sharp as it should be when I just wake up. I see Cole next to me, sleeping peacefully. His body in a sort of star fish position. He has no shirt on. I look at myself, I also don't have a shirt. I lift up the blankets and see we both have no pants on either.
"Shit." I mutter through a stifled laugh.
"Guys, I'm coming in," I hear Cole's mum call from outside. Panic sets in, she can't see us like this. I quickly push Cole off the bed, making it look like we hadn't sleep together. I then pull the blankets up to c
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