Chapter 2

"Ah!" I screamed in horror when I saw the man who molested me lying down unmoving sa likod ng kotse ko.

I look for something to grab on kaso walang kahit anong kahoy then I saw my heels. I took one off and cautiously walk near him.

Medyo kinakabahan ako dahil baka patay na siya. Damn! I'm the last person who's with him! Don't tell me ako na ang minolestiya ako pa ang makukulong?

Tinignan ko ang paligid kung may tao ba. Sht! I feel like I'm acting like suspiciously sa ginagawa ko.

This part of the parking lot is a blindspot at hindi mahahagip ng CCTV but as the person who was last seen with him I'll be the prime suspect if he dies!

Mahigpit kong hinawakan ang aking high heels at tsaka tinusuk-tusok ito to check if he's still breathing.

He wasn't moving kahit anong palo ko ng sapatos sa kanya! Nakadapa ito kaya naman hindi ko makita kung humihinga pa ba.

Dahil na rin siguro sa kaba at adrenaline rush ay walang takot ko itong sinipa at napalakas ata kaya I heard him groan.

Phew! Still alive. I heaved a sigh of relief.

I'm doing this for myself not for this pervert. I wouldn't want to be held accountable for his death kung mamatay siya. I'm the victim not the murderer!

Tagaktak ang pawis nito at malalim ang paghinga. He seem feverish at namumula ang mukha.

I suddenly thought of what he said earlier.

"It's your fault, you have to take responsibility"

"Ah! No way!" I denied so hard but seeing him like that...

"Sht! Hindi kaya..?"

He was so calm inside the bar but after he took my drink he became like this.

"You perverted bastard! Bakit hindi mo nalang tinapon?"

What the hell? Bakit ba napakafrustrating ng mga lalaki?

Inakay ko ito patayo nang dahan-dahan at tsaka pinasok sa kotse ko. I definitely get reported kapag inakay ko siya sa taxi seeing him half-dead!

Nawala na yung kalasingan ko nang very light. Wala akong choice kundi magdrive. I search for the nearest hospital and it's 3 hours away!

Aabot pa ba to? Napapamura nalang talaga ako nang malutong.

I decided to take him to a motel two blocks away. It's a bit shady and it's somewhere I wouldn't want to go again but it's the perfect place for our situation. So who cares!

Agad akong kumuha ng kwarto and look at me and the man na akay-akay ko na super bigat she flashed a knowing smile.

Dali-dali akong pumasok sa kwarto at dinala siya sa shower. I don't even know what to do, okay?

Napaoanood ko lang sa TV yung ganito, bakit naman kailangan kong maexperience pa?

Tinapik-tapik ko ang mukha niya para gisingin siya. I'm so tired! Pero kailangan ko pa ng alagain?

"Gumising ka na, please! Naririnig mo naman ako, diba?" I pleaded. Nakasalampak kaming pareho ngayon sa sahig at kitang-kita ko kung gaano siya kagwapo pero wala akong time i-appreciate yun dahil sa sitwasyon.

"Stop!" madiin nitong sabi at tsaka hinawakan ang kamay kong tinatapis ko sa mukha niya. Matalim niya akong tinignan feeling ko napalakas naging hampas yung nagawa ko sa mukha niya dahil mas namumula na ito.

"You're alive" I don't know if it's because of relief but the thing I knew my body got so heavy and my consciousness slowly fades.

---

That night I dreamed of something unusual and sensual.

I hear someone whispering to my ears but I couldn't understand it. Ramdam ko ang mainit na hanging binubuga nito which sent me a tingling sensation down to my nape.

"Ah..." I let out a soft moan as he skillfully roam his fingers across my body. It was an unfamiliar feeling that I shouldn't dare to get acquainted. But the feeling of pain and pleasure was so intense that my body screams and unexpectedly craves for it.

He leaned his head down to my chest and like a baby he lick and nibble on my hills while he draw circles around the other using his fingers down to my stomach, back and forth like it's the natural thing. He lick it and bite it going down further and further. I feel so hot and uncomfortable ilang beses akong napaliyad.

It was so frustratingly amazing. He lick me down under and like a child slurping his drink I felt something coming.

Napamulat ako bigla nang maramdamang naiihi ako.

What a weird dream---

"Fuck! Ah!"

"You came"

Shit!

Napatingin ako sa lalaking n*******d at ngayo'y nakatingala sa akin mula sa pwesto ng aking kepyas.

My eyes almost fell out when he kneeled on the bed infront of me.

Napatitig ako sa kanya at sa batang nakaumbok sa kanyang boxer shorts, tiyak kong sumasaludo na at handa na sa gyera.

Unang pumasok sa isip ko,

"Kabayo ka ba?"

What the fuck did you do to me?

"I think you interchange what you were thinking and supposed to be saying" He laughed.

Ramdam ko ang bahagyang pag-init ng mukha ko dahil sa hiya.

After everything that happened hindi ko na rin alam kung anong dapat isipin.

He's a pervert who tried to attack me but he's also someone who saved me. Siguro kung wala siya, something worse would've happened to me especially someone spiked my drink can do something I never would've wanted to imagine.

Napailing ako.

That doesn't mean he can do it to me though!

Iniwas ko ang tingin ko sa kanya dahil nadidistract ako.

"Thankful ako na niligtas mo ako..." though pwede mo namang itapon ininom mo pa.

"I wasn't sure if it was spiked." he confessed.

"I saw a guy went to your seat I wasn't really paying attention. He went back to his friends when he saw me looking at him." humiga ito sa paanan ko.

"It would spell for both of us kung tinapon ko yun besides it's a disrespectful for the bartender to throw something he made infront of him." he explained

"You molested me" I said with a tinged of anger in my voice. I tried to keep calm as much as possible. He became silent for a while.

I cursed myself inwardly. Ano pa bang aasahan ko? Apology? Oh come on---

"I'm sorry" nakapikit ito habang paulit-ulit na sinamsambit nang malumanay ang mga katagang yun.

Gusto kong magalit but hearing him made me feel better. Not even my fiancé uttered those words once for everything he did to me much less the sincerity he showed me.

I smiled faintly.

I was about to let go of his actions nang maramdaman ko ang lamig na galing sa aircon. We're both still naked!

"You rape me during my sleep!" I cried. Once a pervert always a pervert!

"You rapist bastard!"

I grabbed everything I could throw at him. Hindi ko namalayang vibrator na pala yung nahablot ko tapos napukol siya sa ulo. Bakit ba may mga sex toys na nakakalat?

Napapikit nalang ako malay ko ba kung sinu-sino nang gumamit nang mga yun!

Kadiri!

"Aray! Ano ba? Rapist? Ako rapist? Ikaw tong gumapang sa'kin habang natutulog ako!"

"Gapang? Paano kita gagapangin e tulog ako! Isa pa bakit wala akong saplot pati ikaw yang... yang kaonting tela lang na yan ang pantakip mo?"

"You're not naked, you're wearing a robe. It's called a boxer shorts" turo niya sa... hays.

I looked at my disheveled robe it was halfway opened.

"You should be thankful I saved you for the second time kung hindi baka tumigas ka na sa lamig. Pinalaundry ko na pareho yung mga damit natin."

Isa-isa nitong pinulot ang mga bagay na binato ko sa kanya at tsaka binigay ulit sa'kin.

Hindi ko alam kung pinaglalaruan ba niya ako pero hindi ko yun kinuha it was mostly toys... for sex.

This guy!

He took a deep breath napalunok naman ako dahil unti-unti itong lumapit sakin.

"I could take you right here and now to make your accusations real"