SORAYA’S POV
Horror strikes my features as the rest of the girls jump and squeal. Panic washes over me as my feet subconsciously take a step back. Just what kind of hell is this? I don’t belong here. How the hell do I get out of here? Slowly, I turned to check if escape was possible at this very moment. But the guards standing by the door with heavily loaded weapons were more than enough of an answer. “Please come with me. It is time you all prepare,” Rodrick announced, turning his back on us to lead us further into the mansion. The girls happily followed him while I trudged grumpily behind them. I tried to distract myself by looking at the artistic portraits of different men and women. The little chandeliers hoisted above the wide, white-walled hallways lit up the way. We passed by several servants in maid uniforms, along with a couple of guards. I did not fail to catch the judgmental looks they shot us—especially me. How strange. Mini statues lined the way, until little by little they were replaced by vases filled with all kinds of flowers. Finally, we came upon double doors that were also guarded by armed men. It was at that moment I realized escaping was going to be a lot harder than I anticipated. This place was swarming with guards. The security in Khai’s mansion was much tighter and tougher than Ragnar’s. That was going to pose a serious problem. The guards opened the doors for us, and a series of gasps was heard. Behind those doors was a harem of women. At the center of the grand hall was a fountain with flower petals floating on the crystal waters. At the edge of the fountain, women were seated, giggling and playing with each other’s hair. The women in the harem looked a bit older than us, probably in their early thirties. Their eyes fell on us, and the devious smirk they shot us was not comforting at all. As we passed by them, I could’ve sworn I heard one of them mutter, “This year’s feast is definitely going to be an interesting one.” I don’t even want to know what that means. Rodrick led us into another section of the harem. A large room filled with bathtubs of steaming hot water came into view. Six women, each lined up with towels and other bathing essentials, stood beside the tubs. Rodrick turned to us and said, “I will return in thirty minutes to take you to His Majesty. In the meantime, please make sure to get yourselves as cleaned up as possible. There is nothing the Alpha hates more than a filthy woman.” The girls nodded eagerly, like they were taking mental notes of every word that left Rodrick’s mouth. Once he was out of sight, the girls shed their clothes and got into their various tubs with the aid of the handmaidens. The last one looked at me with kind, encouraging eyes, urging me to come forward. Letting out a sigh, I muttered a series of curses before taking off my top and getting into the tub. The warm water hit my skin, and I couldn’t stop the moan from leaving my lips as I slowly submerged myself. My muscles relaxed, and the urge to drown myself in the tub came—not in a suicidal way, but in that aching, desperate way where I just wanted to sink deep enough to forget. To scrub off everything—every hand that touched me tonight, every pair of eyes that looked at me like I was meat. But no amount of soap or hot water could burn off what Ragnar did. The way he looked at me when he said he didn’t love me—like I was nothing. Just a stand-in. A placeholder for her. That strange woman who looked like me. The one he clearly never stopped wanting. I was never anything more than a substitute to him. A convenient lie. I didn’t even say goodbye to my father. I’d never imagined being separated from Ragnar like this. Even when I rejected him, I never truly thought I’d lose him. A part of me had truly believed he was my eternity. My prince charming. The mate bond still ached in the corners of my soul, like a wound that refused to close—but the sting had gone numb. Dull. Because deep down, I knew he was never my fated mate. Just a cruel detour that ruined me. The handmaiden began her work by applying shampoo and conditioner to my hair. The sweet scent of roses and vanilla filled my nostrils as she aided me, handing me the showering gel and sponge I used to scrub all the dirt off my body. Once I was done, I was handed a red lace lingerie set that would do little to nothing to shield the private parts of my body. The fabric was sheer, delicate, and unapologetically sinful—clinging to my curves like it had been stitched with seduction in mind. It hugged my hips, barely covered my breasts, and left nothing to the imagination. I looked like a fantasy dressed to tempt amd seduce. “Can I at least get a robe or something?” I asked the handmaiden, and she shook her head no. I put the lingerie on, and the handmaiden helped me dry and brush my hair. I watched as the other girls danced and posed joyfully in their lingerie. Their enthusiasm was something I wished I possessed—and at the same time, didn’t. As promised, Rodrick returned thirty minutes later. He led us out of the harem and down the winding halls, until finally stopping before a door almost as big as the entrance. Rodrick turned to us and said, “This is where I will leave you, ladies. I wish you all good luck.” He bowed as a courtesy and headed down the hall. But I could’ve sworn I heard him mutter, “You’re going to need it.” Just what kind of monster was waiting on the other side of that door?SORAYA’S POV A gasp left my lips as my eye reopened. Sorava stood beside me, her eyes focused on me. Something damp on my cheek brought my hand up to my face. When I pulled my hand back, my brow lifted a bot to find that they were tears. Wiping my teary eyes, I inhaled deeply. “But how is this even possible? What prophecy were they talking about?” I asked. Suddenly, my head felt lighter, and I stumbled back. Sorava’s hand shot out, wrapping around me to steady me. the second her hand met mine once again, a discomforting chill ran down my spine. There was this murderous cold aura radiating from her, the closer I was to her, the colder I got. But her smile was so sweet, blue eyes so soft. It was like my eyes and internal instincts were at war with each other. “You need to sit down for this because it is going to be a long story, one that you will find very hard to take in,” she said, leading me back into my room and helping me to my bed. Her hand grazed my stomach, sending a sens
SORAYA’S POV Her smile was the wickedest thing I have ever seen. It was the kind of smile you would see on the lips of a serial killer as she watched life drain from the eyes of her victim. It was the only thing I did not have in common with her. Ever other thing was an exact replica. Her lips, her nose, her facial structure, the curve of her shoulders, her body. It was like I was staring straight into a mirror. She tilted her head to the side, a silent indication that I indeed was not staring at a mirror. Could I then be hallucinating? Or was I still stuck in a fucked up dream? There was something about her voice and even her words that I could never conjure up in my dreams. It was raw, tainted with an ominous breath. “Hello, sister,” she said, her words confusing me even more. “It is good to see you again.” For a moment, I stood dumbfounded, unable to speak. How the hell was Ragnar’s ex-mate standing right in front of me. wasn’t she supposed to be dead? Why was she here? And
KHAI’S POV The alcohol burned its way down to my throat. With each shot I took, I hopes that burn would hurt enough to make me forget the ache in my chest. It was never enough. After every bottle, every glass, there was no difference made. Nothing could dull the painstaking truth gnawing at my own mind. It was as though the exact opposite was happening. Each shot I took only worsened the pain a certain hazel eyes woman had inflicted on me. I have lost count of the number of days that have passed by. And honestly, I did not care. I have a beta for a reason, it is his responsibility to handle pack affairs while I am... unfit. If that was even the right term to use for my condition. How long will I be like this? I have no fucking idea. Does she even have a bloody conscience? She let me fuck her. Build soul ties with her, let our wolves bond, all while carrying the child of my enemy in her womb. I wanted to see her side. I wanted to understand her fear. She knows how much I despi
SORAYA’S POV The afternoon sun kissed our skin, covering the earth with its warmth. The sounds of birds chirping mixed with the laughter of children on the playground. It mixed into a peculiar melody, one that I could listen to forever. Couples walked by me hand in hand, their face brightly lit as they gazed at one another with much love. There were others in official attires sitting on benches by themselves, either enjoying a snack away from work or just relishing in the serenity of the environment before they buried themselves in work. Guards remained at their stations, hidden but close enough to respond just in time for an emergency. I prayed there wouldn’t be an emergency today. The day was too beautiful to end in sorrow. A particular laugh caught my ear, it was a sound I have grown to love more than anything in the world. It was warm, innocent and always managed to fill me with life. It has been that way ever since the first day I heard it. My little boy. I could find his
SORAYA’S POV Insanity was sure to find me sooner than later. I was starting to lose count of the days I had been locked up in this room. My door seemed to have been barricaded from the other side, no matter how hard I tried to push it open, it never budged. I was starting to think the door was made of steel. The days blended. sometimes I fell asleep in the morning, only to wake up at night. Other times I woke up in the afternoon, just to rise in the early hours of the morning. My sleeping patterns made it hard to tell just how long I have been confined to this room. I did not know how the servants knew exactly when I was asleep, all I know was that whenever I awoke, there was always a freshly prepared meal laid on the bedside table. I never had an interaction with anyone. The hours I spent awake, I spent it staring longingly at the outside world. During the hot hours of the afternoon, I watched some of the harem girls waltz across the courtyard in pretty sundresses and smiles on
KHAI’S POV “I am pregnant.” How could she possibly think that this was the time for a joke? This was a serious situation, and she was making jokes? The seriousness on her features and the way she wrapped her arms protectively around her belly told me that she was not joking. It was all starting to make sense in that moment. Her sudden mood swings, her daily increasing appetite, why she always excused herself when drinks were being served at events, the swell of her belly and the tenderness of her breasts... How the hell could I have missed all of that? If she was pregnant then why the hell didn’t, she tell me? I would have loved that child as my own... unless it wasn’t mine. My wolf growled with a bubbling fury at the thought of someone else touching what was ours. My gaze snapped down at the trembling old fool before pulling his head far back enough to give me a clean view of his throat. This will be a swift decapitation. “Is it his?” I demanded. Offense and panic filled her