LOGIN“We shouldn’t be doing this,” Imani whispered, her voice trembling more from want than from fear of her brother barging in and catching her leaning in to kiss his ex-best-friend now turned enemy. “Then stop me,” he murmured back, his fingers brushing her jaw, his breath hot against her skin. But neither of them moved. The distance between them had already disappeared, along with every rule she’d promised not to break. *** When Imani Grayson, a quiet psychology major, is assigned to mentor the university’s star hockey captain, Nicolas Jameson, she expects arrogance not the kind of chemistry that keeps her up at night. What begins as a simple assignment spirals into late-night tutoring sessions, stolen glances, and kisses that blur every boundary she’s ever set. But with jealous teammates watching, old wounds resurfacing, and a love too intense to hide, the game they started might be the one that shatters them both. Imani will soon learn that some games can’t be won without losing everything, and Nicolas, that even in the game of hearts, the strongest player can fall to his knees.
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“No, no, no. Don't give me that look, Imani.” June, my best friend, warned, rolling her eyes. Of course, she knew what that face meant… I don't want to leave my safe place especially for not something as stupid as a party. I stared back at the mirror, a sigh escaping my lips. June had spent nearly an hour curling my 4b mid-long hair into glossy spirals and painting my lips with a soft combo of brown and pink lipstick that fitted perfectly with my brown skin body. The dress, a deep emerald satin thing that clung to my body perfectly— was something I would never have chosen. It was too tight, and it brought out the curves I had always felt so insecure about. “Don’t even think about it.” She smacked my hands away from dragging the gown down. “No one goes to a party in sweats and joggers.” I wanted to argue that it was the only way I’d stay hidden in the midst of chaos but June was beaming, twirling around me with a makeup brush still in her hand like some giddy fairy godmother. “See? I told you,” she said, her voice lilting with pure satisfaction. “You look like temptation with a psychology degree.” I rolled my eyes, tugging at the hem. “I look like someone trying too hard. The lipgloss doesn't suit me and I would rather go….” “Uhm uhm” She interrupted, shaking her head dramatically. “Don't jinx it. Don't jinx it with your words. You look like someone who deserves to stop hiding.” She came up behind me, her beautiful reflection meeting mine in the mirror. “It's one night, Imani. One party. You'll be with me the entire time. Promise. I can't ditch you for some guy.” Her words should have comforted me but…it didn't. Parties and I had never mixed so well. Not since freshman year when I had almost had my innocence taken forcefully and I had to go back into my shell. The feeling that people whispered about it haunted me for months before I stopped letting it get to me but never really disappeared. I told myself it didn't matter anymore , that I was over it and that what happened wasn't my fault… I stared at my reflection in the mirror, If anything were to happen to me while I was dressed like this would certainly be my fault. Still, June was right. I couldn't hide forever from my fears. And Zachary Jackson had been insistent— reminding June of how he wanted me dressed. He'd asked three times already, flashing that easy, lopsided grim that made every girl on campus swoon. My best friend since sophomore year, my designated partner for late-night library sessions, my walking encyclopaedia of bad decisions. Don't get me wrong, I have June for all of these but then…..he was already a part of me when she came by. Jackson was…complicated. Handsome in a careless way, with a charm that could melt Ice, and a reputation that could set it on fire again. I liked him, genuinely but not like that. He flirted the way other people breathed: constantly, thoughtlessly, like it was second nature. And though I rolled my eyes every time he called me ‘beautiful’ or ‘baby girl’, I knew the game he played. A very careless playboy. Still, when he had asked me to come to the pre-homecoming party tonight, I'd said no. Twice. It was June who came in and here I was. Dressed up like a doll. “Imani, you've been locked up with textbooks and case studies all semester,” she'd pleaded earlier that afternoon, eyes wide and all dramatic like the dramatic Queen she was. “You deserve to have fun. You deserve to breathe.” And maybe she was right. Maybe tonight I could just be. Be me! The doorbell rang. June squealed and ran to the living room while I rolled my eyes. “What's so fun about this party, June?” “Everything!” I smoothed the satin down my hips, inhaled deeply, and followed her. Jackson stood at the door, wearing that stupidly confident smile and a black varsity jacket that made him look both dangerous and magnetic. “Damn,” he said as soon as his eyes landed on me.” You clean up good, Grayson.” I gave him a flat look. “That's not new to me, Jack. You say that to everyone who wears a dress. Specifically a skimpy dress!” He chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “Maybe. But I mean it this time. You look so yummy.” June nudged me with her elbow. “Told you.” I wanted to roll my eyes, but the heat creeping up my neck stopped me. “Ready?” Jackson asked, offering his arm like we were heading to a gala and not a party filled with red cups and sweaty undergrads. “Stop the schrade, Jack. We are not a couple.” I huffed and I heard June coughed. “He's trying to be a gentleman.” I hesitated. Then, quietly, took it. June was humming beside me, glued to her phone, probably texting some of the boys in the group to meet us there. I focused on my heels clicking against the sidewalk as we walked toward his car. Jackson opened the door for me with a mock bow. “Your chariot, milady.” I bit back a smile and slid inside. The drive was easy at first, windows down, music low, Jackson tapping the steering wheel to the best while June sang along off-key. For a few minutes, it felt normal with my heart pounding anxiously. Until it didn't. We suddenly stopped at a red light near the campus entrance. Jackson turned his head, his eyes flicking over me in a way that made my skin crawl. “You know,” he said, a teasing lilt in his tone and I could have sworn he wanted to say something meaningful. “If I didn't know any better, I'd think you were trying to get my attention tonight.” My fingers froze on my lap and slowly a disbelieving scoff escaped my lips. “What's that supposed to mean?” He smirked, leaning back casually. “Yes, I mean, I have never seen you in a dress like this whenever there was a party. You don't have a crush and the only person I can think of is me!” I watched, my mouth widely opened. “Trying to get your attention?” “Yes! I love that you're dressed like my slut tonight.” And that was it! I lost my sanity instantly.Nicolas’s POVWhen the idea first hit me, I told myself it wasn’t manipulation. That was the first lie.The second was that Ryder had anything to do with why I wanted Imani at my place. It had fuck all to do with him, but I knew she wouldn’t show up if it we were going to be alone.I stared at my phone for a full minute before texting her, thumb hovering like the truth might crawl out if I waited too long. My apartment felt unusually quiet around me, like it knew what I was about to do and disapproved.I hadn’t crossed any boundaries lately. I’d been careful. I’ve played by every one of her rules and kept a respectful distance during our tutoring sessions. I hadn’t even brought up the fact that she told me to teach her how to kiss. It was something I still obsessed over.But being careful didn’t suddenly mean I was innocent.So I took the leap and texted her.Ryder’s coming by later. He mentioned wanting to hang out with you sometime. Thought I’d ask if you wanted to stop by.I watche
Nicolas’s POVI didn’t like thinking about Ryder.Which was inconvenient, considering Ryder was one of my friends.We weren’t inseparable or anything dramatic like that, but we’d known each other long enough, shared classes, shared practices, shared enough late nights and bad decision that there was a level of trust there. He was solid. Honest. Annoyingly perceptive when he wanted to be.And lately, he’d been looking at me like he knew something was off.I should’ve seen this coming.We were in the student gym, sprawled across the benches after a brutal morning workout. Sweat clung to my skin, my muscles aching in that dull, familiar way that usually helped clear my head.Today, it wasn’t working.Ryder tossed me a bottle of water. “You’ve been weird lately.”I caught it one-handed. “Weird how?”He snorted. “You’re asking questions. That’s how.”I rolled my eyes. “Real funny.”“I’m serious,” he said, leaning back against the locker, arms crossed. “You’re quieter. Grumpier. You’ve got
Imani’s POVI hadn’t expected Nicolas respecting my boundaries to feel like this.That was the part no one warned you about.I thought putting distance between me and Nicolas would make everything easier, cleaner, quieter, safer. I thought once he stopped pushing, once he stayed firmly on his side of the line, I’d feel relieved.Instead, I felt… unsettled.Our last tutoring session had been textbook perfect. He arrived early. He stayed focused. He didn’t tease me, didn’t provoke me, didn’t flirt. He didn’t linger when it was over.He followed every rule I set like they were sacred. And somehow, that hurt more than when he’d been reckless.I stared at my notes for the third time without actually reading them, my mind replaying the way he’d stood at the door that night, the look on is face deliberate, restrained. Like he was afraid one wrong move would shatter something fragile.Maybe it already had.I closed my notebook with a soft thud and leaned back against the couch just as June wa
Nicolas’s POVI arrived ten minutes early.That alone should’ve told me how badly I wanted this to go right.I stood outside Imani’s building with my hands shoved into my jacket pockets, watching students pass by like my presence there wasn’t loaded with consequence. Every instinct in my body screamed to pace, but I forced myself to stay still.I was early, calm, and prepared. Everything I hadn’t been the last time.Her terms replayed in my head like a broken record. I deserved all of it.When I knocked, it was two soft taps instead of my usual lazy knock. I listened to my own breathing while I waited.The door opened.Imani stood there with a notebook tucked under her arm, hair pulled back neatly, face composed in a way that made my chest tighten. She wasn’t nervous.She was in control.“Hi,” I said.“Come in,” she replied, stepping aside without meeting my eyes.That stung more than I expected.Her apartment looked the same, but it felt different. Brighter somehow. Less forgiving. T
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