MasukPoisoned, stabbed, and betrayed by the man she trusted most, Kaida Reed dies praying for a second chance—and gets it. She wakes three years earlier, one month before her wedding. Alive. Breathing. Still wearing the ring that will one day kill her. This time, love is off the table. Revenge is everything. To take it, she turns to the one man her enemy fears most: Zavian Nolven. Dark, untouchable, and lethal in ways power alone can’t match. He sees the fire Kaida hides behind her control... and he wants it. But his help comes at a price, one that could consume her body, corrupt her heart, and shatter the careful control she’s clung to for years. Trusting him could ruin everything. Loving him could be fatal. But as the past fractures and danger closes in, Kaida realizes survival may not be enough— Because when desire turns deadly, who truly survives?
Lihat lebih banyakKAIDA REED POV
My husband was killing me.
I blinked, then forced a smile as my gaze locked onto those of Lucien in the mirror.
"You look as beautiful as ever, Kaida," he said, stopping behind me to press a quick kiss to my cheeks. "I brought you your tea. Just a week more and you should be back to normal."
I nodded, taking the drink from him. "Thank you. You treat me so well. I am so lucky to have you by my side, aren’t I," I asked while searching his face for any trace of regret. All I saw was his practiced perfection.
I stared into the cup, my heart beating erratically. I knew the tea was poisoned. I’d seen him with my very eyes pouring the powdered substance in, and yet...
I raised the cup to my lips and gulped down the bitter contents.
He watched me drink, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled softly.
"That’s my good girl," he praised, then wrapped his arms around me. "Have you stopped coughing yet?"
I nodded, my gaze dropping to his hand, the ring on his finger glinting in the light.
It was our promise of forever. Too bad it was all a lie.
If I knew it was going to end like this, would I have vowed to love him until death do us part? It was too late for regret, especially since I was dying.
"Yes. I feel so much better," I lied.
"I’m glad to hear that," he kissed the corner of my mouth, then sighed. "You don’t know how bad I’ve had it without you these past few weeks. I was so scared, you know. If I lose you, I don’t think I can ever move on. I’ll probably die too."
I rubbed at his hand, heat burning behind my eyes. "Don’t say that. I’m going to get better, and we’ll be happy just like we’ve always been."
He nodded, then straightened.
"I have to leave right now. Will you be okay all by yourself?"
I nodded. "Yes. I’ll be fine."
His gaze softened. "I love you. Always."
I fought the tears that threatened to spill. "I love you too. Always."
He smiled, gave a little wave, and walked out of the room.
I exhaled sharply, the tears I had been trying to hold back spilling down my cheek.
"You love me? You want me to go back to how I was? So why the hell are you trying to kill me!"
My chest felt stuffy, and the bitter taste of the tea lingered in my throat.
I wiped at the tears, my movement jerky and furious.
No, I was the fool.
I’d literally thrown myself at him from the moment I set eyes on him. He was my out-of-the-ordinary. My first and only love.
I gave up everything for him. And even when he treated me horribly, I bore it all, because I was willing...willing to love him even if he never loved me back.
Then like an answer to prayers, he changed. He started to treat me well. He was everything I’d dreamed of, and more. And because of that, I forgot all the hurtful things he’d ever done.
I should have known better.
Lucien only started to treat me well as soon as I got sick.
But I only got sick because he was poisoning me.
Seeing it with my own eyes for the first time had been demoralizing. So much that I thought I hallucinated it.
I told myself, there was no way a man who loved and treated me so well would want to kill me. Then I started to get sicker and sicker after each tea he served.
I tried to go to the doctor, but despite showing his worry, he vehemently refused. He said he was going to take care of me and that I probably just had the flu.
I loved and trusted him, so I agreed until I got worse. Then I went to the doctor behind his back—I shouldn’t have.
Just as I suspected, Lucien had really been poisoning me. The doctor said I wasn’t going to make it unless I started treatment immediately.
I didn’t.
Now, I drank the poison willingly. If I were destined to die, it would be perfect to go by the hands of the man I loved and lived my whole life for.
But I needed to know why. I needed to know why he was killing me when he said he loved me with such fierce passion in his eyes.
I needed to know where I went wrong—What I did wrong. I needed to know why he was breaking his promise to love me forever.
I got up, noticing how much thinner I’d gotten. "How did you let it come to this..." I asked myself, my gaunt red eyes staring back at me. I sucked in a breath then raised my chin, my hands clenching.
Yes, I was a shadow of the girl I was once, but I was still Kaida Reed; I should at least hold my head high.
Grabbing my purse, I walked out of the room.
The driver was waiting at the door.
"Ma’am?" He looked surprised to see me, but I couldn’t blame him. For some months now, I haven’t gone out anywhere.
"Take me to the company. I don’t feel like staying home today."
"What?" He stuttered, his eyes darting around wildly. "Sir Lucien told me to make sure you stay home and rest. He said you’re very sick".
"I’m not, so let’s go."
He hesitated, his eyes darting around before locking onto mine. "I am sorry ma’am, but you can’t go to the company."
I scoffed. "What? I can’t go to my own company?"
Sweat dotted his hairline. "Sir Lucien said—"
"It seems you forgot that I am your employer, and not Lucien, Mason," I cut in, then exhaled. "Are you really going to stand there and tell me what I can or cannot do?"
"You really can’t go to the company, Miss Kaida. Lucien would kill me if I took you there. But—but, I can take you anywhere else. If you need some fresh air—"
"Fine!" I snapped, cutting him off. It wasn’t his fault for not listening to me. I was the one who put Lucien in charge of everything. I was the one who told all my workers that his word was law and never to be disobeyed. I was the one who gave him the power to imprison me.
"Take me to Helena’s, or am I also not allowed to visit my sister?"
He scratched at his neck. "Of course you are ma’am, but—"
"I don’t want any excuses. Let’s go," I said, and he hurried to get the car door.
I entered, then stared off into the distance, my blood boiling hot in my veins.
God, I hated that my life had come to this. How did everything go so wrong?
The drive was short, and as Mason pulled into Helena’s driveway and stopped, I couldn’t help but notice that something was off.
Yanking off my seatbelt, I got out of the car and then walked toward the familiar-looking car parked in the driveway.
I stared at the house in front of me, then back at the car.
What the hell was Lucien doing in my sister’s house?
ZAVIAN NOLVEN POV"Do you think you should be going to work already?" I asked quietly, pulling the zipper of her dress all the way up before letting my hand linger at the small of her back as our eyes met in the mirror."Why?" she asked softly, amusement dancing in those beautiful eyes of hers. "You don't want me to go?"I slowly shook my head. "I just want you to take things slow." Liar. "I am. But this board meeting is important.""Is it?" I asked softly. "I think they'll understand if you postponed it, don't you?" My hand slipped around her waist, drawing her a little closer. "You've been through too much these past few weeks. You deserve a little time to breathe before throwing yourself back into work."She turned until she was facing me completely, her expression melting into something so unbearably gentle that it made my heart clench. She reached for my hand without hesitation, intertwining our fingers as if it was the most natural thing in the world."I know you're worried, b
YILENA HOLT POV "I still don't trust you. You know that right?" Helena got out, looking up from the drink in front of her, the suspicion she felt glaring to see."I know." Without asking, I reached across the table, took her glass from her hands, and brought it to my lips. Her eyes followed every movement, narrowing slightly as I took a slow sip before placing it back exactly where it'd been. It was a pointless gesture, really, but one that said more than words ever could. If I intended to betray her, poisoning her drink would've been a stupid way to go about it."You don't have to worry about me stabbing you in the back, Helena," I said quietly, holding her gaze. "Not this time. Especially not when I have something at stake too.""Kaiser?" she asked arching a brow.I nodded, looking down at the table. "I don't know how she knew he meant something to me, Helena, but she has him locked up in her basement. She's threatening to kill him if I don't do what she wants." I looked up slowly,
HELENA REED POV Damon was going to kill me.I turned slowly in the bath and instantly regretted it, my eyes squeezing shut as pain shot up my spine.Fuck. Everything hurt. My back felt like it'd been beaten with a damn baseball bat, my shoulders were sore, and my wrists... I lifted one out of the water, my eyes narrowing on the ugly bruises circling them. Bastard.I could still remember the sting of his hand connecting with my face, the force behind it stealing the air from my lungs before he'd grabbed me hard enough to leave those marks. The memory made my stomach churn, because I could also remember just how much I'd begged him to stop. Remembered my voice growing hoarse from screaming while he ignored every single word that came out of my mouth like they meant nothing.How many more days did I have to endure this?This wasn't what I'd agreed to. I'd agreed to sex—normal fucking sex and not whatever master-submissive thing we had going on. I thought that with how far he went just
KAIDA REED POV The woman stared at me, eyes wide with shock. "Excuse me," she gasped, then her eyes flashed to Zavian's. "Is she talking to me?" She asked, pointing to herself. "Are you just going to stand there and let her disrespect your mother?"Zavian scoffed, shaking his head before taking a step toward her, his body naturally shielding me as if on instinct. "Do you really expect an answer to that question?" He glanced back at me, the look in his eyes making my heart skip a beat. "Kaida is the lady of my house, and in this house, whatever she says goes." He slowly turned his head, his eyes locking onto those of his mother who was still waiting expectantly. "You understand what that means right?"She sputtered, almost having a stroke as her eyes moved from Zavian to mine, then back again, then to her husband who stood so rigidly still, I feared he was going to burst a blood vessel. "You must have really lost your damn mind. I didn't think it was possible but you actually managed
YILENA HOLT POVTHE NIGHT BEFORE.RESTAURANT."What do you want? Why did you bring me here?"The woman smiled lazily, as if my irritation was mildly entertaining, then looked up from her steak."You should eat first," she said calmly, lifting a bite to her mouth. "Aren't you hungry?""Cut the bulls
KAIDA REED POV"Where are you going?"Lucien paused near the door, his hand tightening around the phone in his hand. I stared at it, my lips pursing.Did he get a message from Helena? I bet he hadn't told her yet that he had to return the money they stole. I wondered how that conversation would go
HELENA REED POV"What the hell happened to her? You were supposed to be watching her!" Lucien yelled, his hand pressing into Yilena’s shoulders as he shook her."I was watching her!" she pushed him off, her chest heaving as she glared at him. "But I have a life too. You don’t expect me to be by her
KAIDA REED POV I turned to my car, my hands grabbing the door handle to open it when the headlights of an oncoming car suddenly blinded me.I paused, blinking the droplets of water from my lashes. Who the hell could it be?The car stopped. Lucien came out.My blood turned to ice, everything insid






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