LOGINPoisoned, stabbed, and betrayed by the man she trusted most, Kaida Reed dies praying for a second chance—and gets it. She wakes three years earlier, one month before her wedding. Alive. Breathing. Still wearing the ring that will one day kill her. This time, love is off the table. Revenge is everything. To take it, she turns to the one man her enemy fears most: Zavian Nolven. Dark, untouchable, and lethal in ways power alone can’t match. He sees the fire Kaida hides behind her control... and he wants it. But his help comes at a price, one that could consume her body, corrupt her heart, and shatter the careful control she’s clung to for years. Trusting him could ruin everything. Loving him could be fatal. But as the past fractures and danger closes in, Kaida realizes survival may not be enough— Because when desire turns deadly, who truly survives?
View MoreKAIDA REED POV
My husband was killing me.
I blinked, then forced a smile as my gaze locked onto those of Lucien in the mirror.
"You look as beautiful as ever, Kaida," he said, stopping behind me to press a quick kiss to my cheeks. "I brought you your tea. Just a week more and you should be back to normal."
I nodded, taking the drink from him. "Thank you. You treat me so well. I am so lucky to have you by my side, aren’t I," I asked while searching his face for any trace of regret. All I saw was his practiced perfection.
I stared into the cup, my heart beating erratically. I knew the tea was poisoned. I’d seen him with my very eyes pouring the powdered substance in, and yet...
I raised the cup to my lips and gulped down the bitter contents.
He watched me drink, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled softly.
"That’s my good girl," he praised, then wrapped his arms around me. "Have you stopped coughing yet?"
I nodded, my gaze dropping to his hand, the ring on his finger glinting in the light.
It was our promise of forever. Too bad it was all a lie.
If I knew it was going to end like this, would I have vowed to love him until death do us part? It was too late for regret, especially since I was dying.
"Yes. I feel so much better," I lied.
"I’m glad to hear that," he kissed the corner of my mouth, then sighed. "You don’t know how bad I’ve had it without you these past few weeks. I was so scared, you know. If I lose you, I don’t think I can ever move on. I’ll probably die too."
I rubbed at his hand, heat burning behind my eyes. "Don’t say that. I’m going to get better, and we’ll be happy just like we’ve always been."
He nodded, then straightened.
"I have to leave right now. Will you be okay all by yourself?"
I nodded. "Yes. I’ll be fine."
His gaze softened. "I love you. Always."
I fought the tears that threatened to spill. "I love you too. Always."
He smiled, gave a little wave, and walked out of the room.
I exhaled sharply, the tears I had been trying to hold back spilling down my cheek.
"You love me? You want me to go back to how I was? So why the hell are you trying to kill me!"
My chest felt stuffy, and the bitter taste of the tea lingered in my throat.
I wiped at the tears, my movement jerky and furious.
No, I was the fool.
I’d literally thrown myself at him from the moment I set eyes on him. He was my out-of-the-ordinary. My first and only love.
I gave up everything for him. And even when he treated me horribly, I bore it all, because I was willing...willing to love him even if he never loved me back.
Then like an answer to prayers, he changed. He started to treat me well. He was everything I’d dreamed of, and more. And because of that, I forgot all the hurtful things he’d ever done.
I should have known better.
Lucien only started to treat me well as soon as I got sick.
But I only got sick because he was poisoning me.
Seeing it with my own eyes for the first time had been demoralizing. So much that I thought I hallucinated it.
I told myself, there was no way a man who loved and treated me so well would want to kill me. Then I started to get sicker and sicker after each tea he served.
I tried to go to the doctor, but despite showing his worry, he vehemently refused. He said he was going to take care of me and that I probably just had the flu.
I loved and trusted him, so I agreed until I got worse. Then I went to the doctor behind his back—I shouldn’t have.
Just as I suspected, Lucien had really been poisoning me. The doctor said I wasn’t going to make it unless I started treatment immediately.
I didn’t.
Now, I drank the poison willingly. If I were destined to die, it would be perfect to go by the hands of the man I loved and lived my whole life for.
But I needed to know why. I needed to know why he was killing me when he said he loved me with such fierce passion in his eyes.
I needed to know where I went wrong—What I did wrong. I needed to know why he was breaking his promise to love me forever.
I got up, noticing how much thinner I’d gotten. "How did you let it come to this..." I asked myself, my gaunt red eyes staring back at me. I sucked in a breath then raised my chin, my hands clenching.
Yes, I was a shadow of the girl I was once, but I was still Kaida Reed; I should at least hold my head high.
Grabbing my purse, I walked out of the room.
The driver was waiting at the door.
"Ma’am?" He looked surprised to see me, but I couldn’t blame him. For some months now, I haven’t gone out anywhere.
"Take me to the company. I don’t feel like staying home today."
"What?" He stuttered, his eyes darting around wildly. "Sir Lucien told me to make sure you stay home and rest. He said you’re very sick".
"I’m not, so let’s go."
He hesitated, his eyes darting around before locking onto mine. "I am sorry ma’am, but you can’t go to the company."
I scoffed. "What? I can’t go to my own company?"
Sweat dotted his hairline. "Sir Lucien said—"
"It seems you forgot that I am your employer, and not Lucien, Mason," I cut in, then exhaled. "Are you really going to stand there and tell me what I can or cannot do?"
"You really can’t go to the company, Miss Kaida. Lucien would kill me if I took you there. But—but, I can take you anywhere else. If you need some fresh air—"
"Fine!" I snapped, cutting him off. It wasn’t his fault for not listening to me. I was the one who put Lucien in charge of everything. I was the one who told all my workers that his word was law and never to be disobeyed. I was the one who gave him the power to imprison me.
"Take me to Helena’s, or am I also not allowed to visit my sister?"
He scratched at his neck. "Of course you are ma’am, but—"
"I don’t want any excuses. Let’s go," I said, and he hurried to get the car door.
I entered, then stared off into the distance, my blood boiling hot in my veins.
God, I hated that my life had come to this. How did everything go so wrong?
The drive was short, and as Mason pulled into Helena’s driveway and stopped, I couldn’t help but notice that something was off.
Yanking off my seatbelt, I got out of the car and then walked toward the familiar-looking car parked in the driveway.
I stared at the house in front of me, then back at the car.
What the hell was Lucien doing in my sister’s house?
YILENA HOLT POV Xavier walked back to me, his hand grabbing my jaw and tilting my face up. "My brother gets first fuck. I get your mouth. Then we switch. Then we both take you at once. That sound good, sweetheart?"I glanced at Kaiser, giving him one last chance to stop them, then nodded, my chest heaving from how hard my heart was beating "Use your words, little bird.""Yes.""Yes what?" He asked, his hand cupping my breast, his fingers pinching at my nipples, before rolling them hard."Yes," I gasped at the surge of pleasure. "Please… fuck me."The blond was already stripping. His cock sprang free—thick, flushed, veins standing out, the head already glistening. Xavier stripped too. They were identical in size, long and heavy, the kind of cocks that would stretch me open and leave me aching for days.The blond sat on the edge of the coffee table, legs spread, stroking himself. "Come sit on it."I didn't hesitate or think it through.I sauntered toward him, my eyes fixed on Kaiser t
YILENA HOLT POV"He'll be here any minute now," I said, tightening the last strap around Kaiser's wrist. The chair creaked under him as I stepped back, making sure he had a perfect, unobstructed view of everything I was about to do. "Do you really have to take it this far?" he asked, something like regret burning behind his eyes. It made me hesitate, hope blooming in my chest. "If I don't… will you stay with me?"His lips trembled, his mouth moving but not opening for the word he needed to get out.I turned away as the doorbell rang, my heart beating fast in my chest as I realized that my stupid plan was really going to happen."Well?" I urged, our gaze locking. "Should I cancel and tell him to leave?"His jaw clenched, then he looked away. It was all the answer I needed. Maybe this was better. Maybe if I saw this through, I might finally be able to let go of him.I walked to the door, my pulse hammering so loud in my ear, I felt like I would collapse at any second. "Breathe, Yilena
ZAVIAN NOLVEN POV"Are you really going to keep me here forever?" she asked, craning her neck to look up at me. I lowered my eyes to hers, my hands going still as I lost myself in her eyes for a moment, then my mouth moved, the words coming out even though I knew it would make her hate me."Yes."She looked back down, her fingers moving to her wrist. "And Lucien..." She started to ask, then stopped, a shaky breath escaping her mouth. It was almost like she already knew what I planned to do with him and was too afraid to confirm it. "Did you always wash my hair?" She asked instead, her gaze moving to the painting of her eyes on the wall.I nodded even though I knew she couldn't see me. "I used to help you dress up every morning. It was my favorite part of the day," I smiled, the memories so vivid, I could almost touch them. "It's too bad you don't remember any of it."She tensed just for a second, then relaxed, the feel of her body pressing against mine soothing the restless ache tha
AMELIA GRAVES POV"I didn't keep you waiting too long, did I?" I asked as I stepped back into the office, closing the door behind me. Belle glanced up almost immediately, a sweet, innocent smile spreading across her face so effortlessly that anyone who didn't know her would have believed it was genuine. "Not at all," she said, then shrugged. "I'm used to it anyway.""That's my bad. I'll try to do better." I walked around my desk and settled into my chair, pretending not to notice the almost eager look in her eyes as they followed me."So, who were you talking to?" she asked, and I shrugged, leaning back slightly. "Dante," I answered, offering nothing more. Her expression barely changed, but I caught the slight tightening around her mouth before she slowly nodded, her lips pressing into a thin line. I let the silence linger for a moment longer before letting my gaze drift toward the drinks sitting on the table. "You shouldn't have bothered filling the glasses," I said, lifting a br
HELENA REED POV"What the hell happened to her? You were supposed to be watching her!" Lucien yelled, his hand pressing into Yilena’s shoulders as he shook her."I was watching her!" she pushed him off, her chest heaving as she glared at him. "But I have a life too. You don’t expect me to be by her
KAIDA REED POV I turned to my car, my hands grabbing the door handle to open it when the headlights of an oncoming car suddenly blinded me.I paused, blinking the droplets of water from my lashes. Who the hell could it be?The car stopped. Lucien came out.My blood turned to ice, everything insid
YILENA HOLT POVTHE NIGHT BEFORE.RESTAURANT."What do you want? Why did you bring me here?"The woman smiled lazily, as if my irritation was mildly entertaining, then looked up from her steak."You should eat first," she said calmly, lifting a bite to her mouth. "Aren't you hungry?""Cut the bulls
KAIDA REED POV"Where are you going?"Lucien paused near the door, his hand tightening around the phone in his hand. I stared at it, my lips pursing.Did he get a message from Helena? I bet he hadn't told her yet that he had to return the money they stole. I wondered how that conversation would go












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