LOGINPoisoned, stabbed, and betrayed by the man she trusted most, Kaida Reed dies praying for a second chance—and gets it. She wakes three years earlier, one month before her wedding. Alive. Breathing. Still wearing the ring that will one day kill her. This time, love is off the table. Revenge is everything. To take it, she turns to the one man her enemy fears most: Zavian Nolven. Dark, untouchable, and lethal in ways power alone can’t match. He sees the fire Kaida hides behind her control... and he wants it. But his help comes at a price, one that could consume her body, corrupt her heart, and shatter the careful control she’s clung to for years. Trusting him could ruin everything. Loving him could be fatal. But as the past fractures and danger closes in, Kaida realizes survival may not be enough— Because when desire turns deadly, who truly survives?
View MoreKAIDA REED POV
My husband was killing me.
I blinked, then forced a smile as my gaze locked onto those of Lucien in the mirror.
"You look as beautiful as ever, Kaida," he said, stopping behind me to press a quick kiss to my cheeks. "I brought you your tea. Just a week more and you should be back to normal."
I nodded, taking the drink from him. "Thank you. You treat me so well. I am so lucky to have you by my side, aren’t I," I asked while searching his face for any trace of regret. All I saw was his practiced perfection.
I stared into the cup, my heart beating erratically. I knew the tea was poisoned. I’d seen him with my very eyes pouring the powdered substance in, and yet...
I raised the cup to my lips and gulped down the bitter contents.
He watched me drink, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled softly.
"That’s my good girl," he praised, then wrapped his arms around me. "Have you stopped coughing yet?"
I nodded, my gaze dropping to his hand, the ring on his finger glinting in the light.
It was our promise of forever. Too bad it was all a lie.
If I knew it was going to end like this, would I have vowed to love him until death do us part? It was too late for regret, especially since I was dying.
"Yes. I feel so much better," I lied.
"I’m glad to hear that," he kissed the corner of my mouth, then sighed. "You don’t know how bad I’ve had it without you these past few weeks. I was so scared, you know. If I lose you, I don’t think I can ever move on. I’ll probably die too."
I rubbed at his hand, heat burning behind my eyes. "Don’t say that. I’m going to get better, and we’ll be happy just like we’ve always been."
He nodded, then straightened.
"I have to leave right now. Will you be okay all by yourself?"
I nodded. "Yes. I’ll be fine."
His gaze softened. "I love you. Always."
I fought the tears that threatened to spill. "I love you too. Always."
He smiled, gave a little wave, and walked out of the room.
I exhaled sharply, the tears I had been trying to hold back spilling down my cheek.
"You love me? You want me to go back to how I was? So why the hell are you trying to kill me!"
My chest felt stuffy, and the bitter taste of the tea lingered in my throat.
I wiped at the tears, my movement jerky and furious.
No, I was the fool.
I’d literally thrown myself at him from the moment I set eyes on him. He was my out-of-the-ordinary. My first and only love.
I gave up everything for him. And even when he treated me horribly, I bore it all, because I was willing...willing to love him even if he never loved me back.
Then like an answer to prayers, he changed. He started to treat me well. He was everything I’d dreamed of, and more. And because of that, I forgot all the hurtful things he’d ever done.
I should have known better.
Lucien only started to treat me well as soon as I got sick.
But I only got sick because he was poisoning me.
Seeing it with my own eyes for the first time had been demoralizing. So much that I thought I hallucinated it.
I told myself, there was no way a man who loved and treated me so well would want to kill me. Then I started to get sicker and sicker after each tea he served.
I tried to go to the doctor, but despite showing his worry, he vehemently refused. He said he was going to take care of me and that I probably just had the flu.
I loved and trusted him, so I agreed until I got worse. Then I went to the doctor behind his back—I shouldn’t have.
Just as I suspected, Lucien had really been poisoning me. The doctor said I wasn’t going to make it unless I started treatment immediately.
I didn’t.
Now, I drank the poison willingly. If I were destined to die, it would be perfect to go by the hands of the man I loved and lived my whole life for.
But I needed to know why. I needed to know why he was killing me when he said he loved me with such fierce passion in his eyes.
I needed to know where I went wrong—What I did wrong. I needed to know why he was breaking his promise to love me forever.
I got up, noticing how much thinner I’d gotten. "How did you let it come to this..." I asked myself, my gaunt red eyes staring back at me. I sucked in a breath then raised my chin, my hands clenching.
Yes, I was a shadow of the girl I was once, but I was still Kaida Reed; I should at least hold my head high.
Grabbing my purse, I walked out of the room.
The driver was waiting at the door.
"Ma’am?" He looked surprised to see me, but I couldn’t blame him. For some months now, I haven’t gone out anywhere.
"Take me to the company. I don’t feel like staying home today."
"What?" He stuttered, his eyes darting around wildly. "Sir Lucien told me to make sure you stay home and rest. He said you’re very sick".
"I’m not, so let’s go."
He hesitated, his eyes darting around before locking onto mine. "I am sorry ma’am, but you can’t go to the company."
I scoffed. "What? I can’t go to my own company?"
Sweat dotted his hairline. "Sir Lucien said—"
"It seems you forgot that I am your employer, and not Lucien, Mason," I cut in, then exhaled. "Are you really going to stand there and tell me what I can or cannot do?"
"You really can’t go to the company, Miss Kaida. Lucien would kill me if I took you there. But—but, I can take you anywhere else. If you need some fresh air—"
"Fine!" I snapped, cutting him off. It wasn’t his fault for not listening to me. I was the one who put Lucien in charge of everything. I was the one who told all my workers that his word was law and never to be disobeyed. I was the one who gave him the power to imprison me.
"Take me to Helena’s, or am I also not allowed to visit my sister?"
He scratched at his neck. "Of course you are ma’am, but—"
"I don’t want any excuses. Let’s go," I said, and he hurried to get the car door.
I entered, then stared off into the distance, my blood boiling hot in my veins.
God, I hated that my life had come to this. How did everything go so wrong?
The drive was short, and as Mason pulled into Helena’s driveway and stopped, I couldn’t help but notice that something was off.
Yanking off my seatbelt, I got out of the car and then walked toward the familiar-looking car parked in the driveway.
I stared at the house in front of me, then back at the car.
What the hell was Lucien doing in my sister’s house?
KAIDA REED POV I stepped out of my room, then paused, my brows arching as I saw Lucien still kneeling right where I left him.Did he really kneel there all night? With his head to the ground.Who knew he could be so tame?It's really true what they say isn't it? If you want a man to chase you more, treat him like garbage. I walked toward him. "Why are you still here?" He flinched, his shoulders jerking as if I had struck him. He slowly lifted his head, his eyes dry and bloodshot."Kaida."I let out a sigh, then crossed my arms."You're really something, Lucien. Do you think doing this will make me forgive you for what you've done?""I know it won't," he admitted, voice raw, trembling just at the edges. "But… I have to try, regardless.""You're wasting your time—""I love you," he cut in, his eyes reddening. "I love you so much, that the thought of losing you makes me feel like dying." "I don't believe you. If you truly loved me, you wouldn't have thought of taking that money in th
HELENA REED POV My hands crashed against his face the second I entered the room and saw him."How dare you!" I gritted, my body trembling with rage. "Who do you think you are to threaten me?"His head tilted slightly from the impact, dark hair falling across his forehead. For a second he didn't move. Then he slowly turned back to me.He smirked, his tongue pushing into his cheek as he flexed his jaw. "That hurts."I saw red."It was meant to hurt, you bastard—argh," I gasped as he grabbed my wrist with crushing force. I tried to yank my hand away, then cried out as he twisted my arm behind my back in one swift motion."What the hell do you think you are doing!" I screamed, my heart pounding through my ribs as he pushed me forward.My body bent over the couch cushion, the soft fabric doing nothing to soften the shock of the movement."Let go of me. Let go—" my breath hitched, my pulse racing as his body moved in behind me, his presence swallowing the space around me. Heat radiated
YILENA HOLT POV I stared at the untouched glass of wine, my hands curled tightly in my lap as everything I had planned for today flashed through my head.I'd been so close. So close, I tasted the victory. So why was I still here hours later, staring at the glass like Helene would come down and decide to drink it after all?Damn it! Just how am I going to get the money now?I dragged my hand through my hair, the bitter taste lingering at the back of my throat making my lips press into a thin line.If it wasn't for that message she got, everything would have fallen into place. She would have drunk the wine and died, and I would have used her fingerprint to open the storage unit.And killing her didn't make me the villain. It was quite the opposite because I'd given her the chance to open up. But just as I expected, she was unwilling to share even a dime.I let out a sigh, my gaze dropping to my hand.Maybe this is for the best.If I had succeeded, I doubted I would have gotten away
LUCIEN DRAVEN POV"What are you doing?"Kaida looked up from her laptop, her expression unreadable."I'm working."I forced my voice to soften even though something inside me was already tightening. "Why? Didn't you hear what the doctor said? He said you needed a lot of rest."She barely reacted. "I feel perfectly fine. You don't have to worry about me."My jaw flexed.How could I not worry? Ever since she came back, she'd been acting differently. It was like there was a huge wall between us, and the more I tried to break through, the thicker it grew.I walked toward her, my eyes narrowing. "What's wrong? Can you please talk to me?"Up close, the tension around her mouth was even more obvious.I reached out, intending to cup her face, to force her to look at me properly.She moved away before my fingers could touch her, her dark eyes lifting to meet mine, anger burning in their depth."Don't. I'm not in the mood to talk or be touched by you."For a second I just stared at her, somethi
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