FAZER LOGINPoisoned, stabbed, and betrayed by the man she trusted most, Kaida Reed dies praying for a second chance—and gets it. She wakes three years earlier, one month before her wedding. Alive. Breathing. Still wearing the ring that will one day kill her. This time, love is off the table. Revenge is everything. To take it, she turns to the one man her enemy fears most: Zavian Nolven. Dark, untouchable, and lethal in ways power alone can’t match. He sees the fire Kaida hides behind her control... and he wants it. But his help comes at a price, one that could consume her body, corrupt her heart, and shatter the careful control she’s clung to for years. Trusting him could ruin everything. Loving him could be fatal. But as the past fractures and danger closes in, Kaida realizes survival may not be enough— Because when desire turns deadly, who truly survives?
Ver maisKAIDA REED POV
My husband was killing me.
I blinked, then forced a smile as my gaze locked onto those of Lucien in the mirror.
"You look as beautiful as ever, Kaida," he said, stopping behind me to press a quick kiss to my cheeks. "I brought you your tea. Just a week more and you should be back to normal."
I nodded, taking the drink from him. "Thank you. You treat me so well. I am so lucky to have you by my side, aren’t I," I asked while searching his face for any trace of regret. All I saw was his practiced perfection.
I stared into the cup, my heart beating erratically. I knew the tea was poisoned. I’d seen him with my very eyes pouring the powdered substance in, and yet...
I raised the cup to my lips and gulped down the bitter contents.
He watched me drink, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled softly.
"That’s my good girl," he praised, then wrapped his arms around me. "Have you stopped coughing yet?"
I nodded, my gaze dropping to his hand, the ring on his finger glinting in the light.
It was our promise of forever. Too bad it was all a lie.
If I knew it was going to end like this, would I have vowed to love him until death do us part? It was too late for regret, especially since I was dying.
"Yes. I feel so much better," I lied.
"I’m glad to hear that," he kissed the corner of my mouth, then sighed. "You don’t know how bad I’ve had it without you these past few weeks. I was so scared, you know. If I lose you, I don’t think I can ever move on. I’ll probably die too."
I rubbed at his hand, heat burning behind my eyes. "Don’t say that. I’m going to get better, and we’ll be happy just like we’ve always been."
He nodded, then straightened.
"I have to leave right now. Will you be okay all by yourself?"
I nodded. "Yes. I’ll be fine."
His gaze softened. "I love you. Always."
I fought the tears that threatened to spill. "I love you too. Always."
He smiled, gave a little wave, and walked out of the room.
I exhaled sharply, the tears I had been trying to hold back spilling down my cheek.
"You love me? You want me to go back to how I was? So why the hell are you trying to kill me!"
My chest felt stuffy, and the bitter taste of the tea lingered in my throat.
I wiped at the tears, my movement jerky and furious.
No, I was the fool.
I’d literally thrown myself at him from the moment I set eyes on him. He was my out-of-the-ordinary. My first and only love.
I gave up everything for him. And even when he treated me horribly, I bore it all, because I was willing...willing to love him even if he never loved me back.
Then like an answer to prayers, he changed. He started to treat me well. He was everything I’d dreamed of, and more. And because of that, I forgot all the hurtful things he’d ever done.
I should have known better.
Lucien only started to treat me well as soon as I got sick.
But I only got sick because he was poisoning me.
Seeing it with my own eyes for the first time had been demoralizing. So much that I thought I hallucinated it.
I told myself, there was no way a man who loved and treated me so well would want to kill me. Then I started to get sicker and sicker after each tea he served.
I tried to go to the doctor, but despite showing his worry, he vehemently refused. He said he was going to take care of me and that I probably just had the flu.
I loved and trusted him, so I agreed until I got worse. Then I went to the doctor behind his back—I shouldn’t have.
Just as I suspected, Lucien had really been poisoning me. The doctor said I wasn’t going to make it unless I started treatment immediately.
I didn’t.
Now, I drank the poison willingly. If I were destined to die, it would be perfect to go by the hands of the man I loved and lived my whole life for.
But I needed to know why. I needed to know why he was killing me when he said he loved me with such fierce passion in his eyes.
I needed to know where I went wrong—What I did wrong. I needed to know why he was breaking his promise to love me forever.
I got up, noticing how much thinner I’d gotten. "How did you let it come to this..." I asked myself, my gaunt red eyes staring back at me. I sucked in a breath then raised my chin, my hands clenching.
Yes, I was a shadow of the girl I was once, but I was still Kaida Reed; I should at least hold my head high.
Grabbing my purse, I walked out of the room.
The driver was waiting at the door.
"Ma’am?" He looked surprised to see me, but I couldn’t blame him. For some months now, I haven’t gone out anywhere.
"Take me to the company. I don’t feel like staying home today."
"What?" He stuttered, his eyes darting around wildly. "Sir Lucien told me to make sure you stay home and rest. He said you’re very sick".
"I’m not, so let’s go."
He hesitated, his eyes darting around before locking onto mine. "I am sorry ma’am, but you can’t go to the company."
I scoffed. "What? I can’t go to my own company?"
Sweat dotted his hairline. "Sir Lucien said—"
"It seems you forgot that I am your employer, and not Lucien, Mason," I cut in, then exhaled. "Are you really going to stand there and tell me what I can or cannot do?"
"You really can’t go to the company, Miss Kaida. Lucien would kill me if I took you there. But—but, I can take you anywhere else. If you need some fresh air—"
"Fine!" I snapped, cutting him off. It wasn’t his fault for not listening to me. I was the one who put Lucien in charge of everything. I was the one who told all my workers that his word was law and never to be disobeyed. I was the one who gave him the power to imprison me.
"Take me to Helena’s, or am I also not allowed to visit my sister?"
He scratched at his neck. "Of course you are ma’am, but—"
"I don’t want any excuses. Let’s go," I said, and he hurried to get the car door.
I entered, then stared off into the distance, my blood boiling hot in my veins.
God, I hated that my life had come to this. How did everything go so wrong?
The drive was short, and as Mason pulled into Helena’s driveway and stopped, I couldn’t help but notice that something was off.
Yanking off my seatbelt, I got out of the car and then walked toward the familiar-looking car parked in the driveway.
I stared at the house in front of me, then back at the car.
What the hell was Lucien doing in my sister’s house?
YILENA HOLT POV His jaw clenched hard, his eyes blazing but it wasn't just with anger, there was desire too and no matter how much he denied it, he wanted me just as bad as I did."Do you dare to deny it," I whispered as I let my other hand drift lower, fingertips dipping just beneath the waistband of his pants. His abs tightened instantly."You can lie to yourself all you want, but I know the truth..." I kissed the side of his neck, then bit down gently, tasting salt and skin. He hissed, hips jerking forward as much as the waist belt allowed. The small movement made me dizzy with want. Fuck. I wanted more."I don't want you," he gritted, tongue darting over his dry lips."Liar." I cupped him through his pants, feeling the growing hardness there despite his clenched jaw. "You're hard for me and you still try to deny it?""Yilena," he warned again, but his voice had roughened further, breath hitching when I squeezed lightly. "Don't—""You turned me into this Kaiser," I interrupted, my
YILENA HOLT POV Kaiser was the one behind the door. My heart skipped, then started pounding, every beat of it drowning out the pain from before. "How..." I started, my voice trailing off as I slowly moved toward him."I told you I was going to make him yours, didn't I?" She asked drawing my gaze from Kaiser. "I always keep my word."I turned to face Kaiser, my mouth drying at the sight of him. He was firmly secured against a heavy wooden St. Andrew's cross bolted firmly at the center of the room. His arms were stretched high and wide, wrists bound tightly with thick black leather cuffs padded just enough to prevent immediate bruising but not enough to offer any real comfort.His legs were spread apart too, ankles secured to the bottom of the X with matching cuffs. A wide leather belt wrapped around his waist and cinched him tight to the center of the cross, keeping his torso completely pinned so he couldn't twist or slump even if he tried.I swallowed hard as I stared at his bare
YILENA HOLT POV "I don't get you. Why do you suddenly want her dead? Wasn't our original plan to frame her for Helena's death?"She nodded once, looking completely uninterested. "Yes, it was, but you're no longer friends with Helena, are you?"I stared at her, knowing that she was right... But I wasn't close to Kaida either so how the hell was I supposed to pull off her murder?"You don't have to worry your pretty little head about how you're going to kill her," she said casually, and my eyes snapped to hers instantly. "I'll be the one to make all the arrangements."I gaped at her, shocked out of my mind. Was she psychic? I was a hundred percent sure that I didn't say that question out loud, so how..."It's because you wear all your emotions on your face," she explained, shocking me even further and making my eyes widen. She scoffed, shaking her head a little before pointing one dainty finger at me. "Just like how you're doing now."Was I really that transparent? Me? The one who was
YILENA HOLT POVMy lung was on fire.I twitched, the horrible, suffocating burn forcing my body into panic before my mind could even catch up.Something was pressing hard against my throat, forcing my head back into the mattress and cutting off my air little by little.I tried to move, to pull myself out of the darkness but all I managed was a few twitches. My body felt impossibly heavy, almost as if someone had tied weights to each of my limbs and then thrown me face down into ice-cold water. Helena.Fuck! As if bashing me over the head wasn't enough, she was trying to drown me too.No. I couldn't just go like this. I refuse to die like this.Using all of my sheer will, I forced my hand to move, to reach for and pull away the hand at my throat but all I managed to do was graze their hand, my eyes still refusing to open.Desperate for air, I tried to scream, but the sound lodged in my throat and then got stuck there as the hands choking tightened even further.The panic that exploded
ZAVIAN NOLVEN POV I watched her, a slow, deliberate smile tugging at my lips as she weighed her options."Let's talk," she said finally, then slowly pulled her chin free from my grip. Her eyes darted to the shadows along the wall, searching for something… anything, to distract herself from me.I
KAIDA REED POV My head was splitting in two. I blinked, trying to clear my vision, but the headache I felt just made everything look like it was swirling in a vicious circle.Breathe Kaida. This is not the time to panic.I slowly turned on my side, a groan escaping my mouth as the coldness of the
KAIDA REED POV "You’re here." Helena stepped out to meet me, her smile blindingly white. "You look exhausted. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you this tired before."I forced my lips to curve. "Yeah... Things were a bit hectic today." "Well, I’m glad you came." She clasped her hands in front of her,
HELENA REED POV"What the hell happened to her? You were supposed to be watching her!" Lucien yelled, his hand pressing into Yilena’s shoulders as he shook her."I was watching her!" she pushed him off, her chest heaving as she glared at him. "But I have a life too. You don’t expect me to be by her


















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