LOGINPoisoned, stabbed, and betrayed by the man she trusted most, Kaida Reed dies praying for a second chance—and gets it. She wakes three years earlier, one month before her wedding. Alive. Breathing. Still wearing the ring that will one day kill her. This time, love is off the table. Revenge is everything. To take it, she turns to the one man her enemy fears most: Zavian Nolven. Dark, untouchable, and lethal in ways power alone can’t match. He sees the fire Kaida hides behind her control... and he wants it. But his help comes at a price, one that could consume her body, corrupt her heart, and shatter the careful control she’s clung to for years. Trusting him could ruin everything. Loving him could be fatal. But as the past fractures and danger closes in, Kaida realizes survival may not be enough— Because when desire turns deadly, who truly survives?
View MoreKAIDA REED POV
My husband was killing me.
I blinked, then forced a smile as my gaze locked onto those of Lucien in the mirror.
"You look as beautiful as ever, Kaida," he said, stopping behind me to press a quick kiss to my cheeks. "I brought you your tea. Just a week more and you should be back to normal."
I nodded, taking the drink from him. "Thank you. You treat me so well. I am so lucky to have you by my side, aren’t I," I asked while searching his face for any trace of regret. All I saw was his practiced perfection.
I stared into the cup, my heart beating erratically. I knew the tea was poisoned. I’d seen him with my very eyes pouring the powdered substance in, and yet...
I raised the cup to my lips and gulped down the bitter contents.
He watched me drink, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled softly.
"That’s my good girl," he praised, then wrapped his arms around me. "Have you stopped coughing yet?"
I nodded, my gaze dropping to his hand, the ring on his finger glinting in the light.
It was our promise of forever. Too bad it was all a lie.
If I knew it was going to end like this, would I have vowed to love him until death do us part? It was too late for regret, especially since I was dying.
"Yes. I feel so much better," I lied.
"I’m glad to hear that," he kissed the corner of my mouth, then sighed. "You don’t know how bad I’ve had it without you these past few weeks. I was so scared, you know. If I lose you, I don’t think I can ever move on. I’ll probably die too."
I rubbed at his hand, heat burning behind my eyes. "Don’t say that. I’m going to get better, and we’ll be happy just like we’ve always been."
He nodded, then straightened.
"I have to leave right now. Will you be okay all by yourself?"
I nodded. "Yes. I’ll be fine."
His gaze softened. "I love you. Always."
I fought the tears that threatened to spill. "I love you too. Always."
He smiled, gave a little wave, and walked out of the room.
I exhaled sharply, the tears I had been trying to hold back spilling down my cheek.
"You love me? You want me to go back to how I was? So why the hell are you trying to kill me!"
My chest felt stuffy, and the bitter taste of the tea lingered in my throat.
I wiped at the tears, my movement jerky and furious.
No, I was the fool.
I’d literally thrown myself at him from the moment I set eyes on him. He was my out-of-the-ordinary. My first and only love.
I gave up everything for him. And even when he treated me horribly, I bore it all, because I was willing...willing to love him even if he never loved me back.
Then like an answer to prayers, he changed. He started to treat me well. He was everything I’d dreamed of, and more. And because of that, I forgot all the hurtful things he’d ever done.
I should have known better.
Lucien only started to treat me well as soon as I got sick.
But I only got sick because he was poisoning me.
Seeing it with my own eyes for the first time had been demoralizing. So much that I thought I hallucinated it.
I told myself, there was no way a man who loved and treated me so well would want to kill me. Then I started to get sicker and sicker after each tea he served.
I tried to go to the doctor, but despite showing his worry, he vehemently refused. He said he was going to take care of me and that I probably just had the flu.
I loved and trusted him, so I agreed until I got worse. Then I went to the doctor behind his back—I shouldn’t have.
Just as I suspected, Lucien had really been poisoning me. The doctor said I wasn’t going to make it unless I started treatment immediately.
I didn’t.
Now, I drank the poison willingly. If I were destined to die, it would be perfect to go by the hands of the man I loved and lived my whole life for.
But I needed to know why. I needed to know why he was killing me when he said he loved me with such fierce passion in his eyes.
I needed to know where I went wrong—What I did wrong. I needed to know why he was breaking his promise to love me forever.
I got up, noticing how much thinner I’d gotten. "How did you let it come to this..." I asked myself, my gaunt red eyes staring back at me. I sucked in a breath then raised my chin, my hands clenching.
Yes, I was a shadow of the girl I was once, but I was still Kaida Reed; I should at least hold my head high.
Grabbing my purse, I walked out of the room.
The driver was waiting at the door.
"Ma’am?" He looked surprised to see me, but I couldn’t blame him. For some months now, I haven’t gone out anywhere.
"Take me to the company. I don’t feel like staying home today."
"What?" He stuttered, his eyes darting around wildly. "Sir Lucien told me to make sure you stay home and rest. He said you’re very sick".
"I’m not, so let’s go."
He hesitated, his eyes darting around before locking onto mine. "I am sorry ma’am, but you can’t go to the company."
I scoffed. "What? I can’t go to my own company?"
Sweat dotted his hairline. "Sir Lucien said—"
"It seems you forgot that I am your employer, and not Lucien, Mason," I cut in, then exhaled. "Are you really going to stand there and tell me what I can or cannot do?"
"You really can’t go to the company, Miss Kaida. Lucien would kill me if I took you there. But—but, I can take you anywhere else. If you need some fresh air—"
"Fine!" I snapped, cutting him off. It wasn’t his fault for not listening to me. I was the one who put Lucien in charge of everything. I was the one who told all my workers that his word was law and never to be disobeyed. I was the one who gave him the power to imprison me.
"Take me to Helena’s, or am I also not allowed to visit my sister?"
He scratched at his neck. "Of course you are ma’am, but—"
"I don’t want any excuses. Let’s go," I said, and he hurried to get the car door.
I entered, then stared off into the distance, my blood boiling hot in my veins.
God, I hated that my life had come to this. How did everything go so wrong?
The drive was short, and as Mason pulled into Helena’s driveway and stopped, I couldn’t help but notice that something was off.
Yanking off my seatbelt, I got out of the car and then walked toward the familiar-looking car parked in the driveway.
I stared at the house in front of me, then back at the car.
What the hell was Lucien doing in my sister’s house?
ZAVIAN NOLVEN POV "Why did you run away, Kaida," I muttered to myself, my hand tapping rhythmically against the steering wheel, the faint sound echoing in the quiet of the car as the video from the security cameras replayed in my head over and over again.She'd left all on her own, and I still couldn't wrap my head around how she managed it.I thought I had the best system set up, something airtight, something no one could slip through but now I was starting to realize it might not be that great after all."Damn it." I exhaled sharply, my fingers tightening slightly on the wheel. "Did I do something wrong?"Did she regret last night? Or did I push her too far… without realizing it?I dragged my hand through my hair, my jaw tightening faintly as something dark and restless settled in my chest, because no matter how much I thought about it, no matter how many angles I tried to look at it from, it just didn't make sense that she would up and leave like that. Kaida wasn't impulsive, she
KAIDA REED POVLucien was out of his mind. And I was seconds away from losing mine."If you hurt my father," I gritted out, making sure he saw how serious I was, "you won't get away with it."He scoffed, dragging a hand through his hair like this was nothing, like my world wasn't hanging on by a thread. "You really shouldn't be making threats right now, Kaida. You should be thinking about how to save your father."I wanted to scream. I wanted to rush at him and pour out all the rage and frustration I was feeling inside, but I knew it was only going to make things worse.It was only going to put father in danger and I couldn't have that. I already lost him once. I couldn't let it happen again.I forced in a slow, steady breath then let it out slowly. "What do you want?""Now that's more like it," he said, his tone almost approving, like I'd finally said the right thing.Then he walked past me, close enough that his shoulder nearly brushed mine, and headed straight for the drink cab
KAIDA REED POVWhat should have been the best night of my life was ruined.All because of one man.My grip tightened around the steering wheel, the image of my father chained in what looked like a basement burning in my mind, blurring my vision as I drove. My hands shook so badly I could barely keep the car steady.I still couldn't believe it was real.Even after everything, even after he had killed me in my past life, I never thought Lucien would go after my father like this. I thought I only had to worry about my safety, but I was wrong.My father had died because of Lucien in the past, and now it felt like the past was bleeding into the present again, as though history was quietly setting itself up to repeat, all because I wasn't careful enough.I slammed my fist against the steering wheel, a broken scream tearing out of my throat. The sound of it filled the car, raw and unrestrained, but it did nothing to ease the pressure building inside my chest.It was unfair.If I wasn't goin
ZAVIAN NOLVEN POV ***"What are you doing," I asked, my heart pounding hard against my ribs as I watched her move closer to the edge of the cliff.She slowly turned to face me, and my chest tightened fiercely, like something inside me was being crushed all at once.Her once-beautiful eyes were rimmed red and swollen, the bright green of her eyes dull from the tears rolling down her cheeks.Where the hell were we and what happened to her? Weren't we just in bed? Weren't we so happy just a moment ago?No. This was not the time to ask questions. I needed to get her out of here."Kaida." My voice came out rough, desperate. "Can you step away from there and talk to me?… whatever the problem is, I'm sure we can fix it.'She shook her head weakly, her lips trembling as more tears slipped free, her breath hitching like she was struggling just to hold herself together."We can't," she choked out, her voice barely holding. "We can't fix it…"And then she took another step back, her heel hoveri
HELENA REED POV My body ached like one giant bruise.I pushed the door open slowly, rested my head on the cold metal for a second, and then stepped inside.Every step I took sent a dull ache through my muscles, and for a brief moment, I feared I would pass out.God. Damon was an animal. He had g
ZAVIAN NOLVEN POV I watched her, a slow, deliberate smile tugging at my lips as she weighed her options."Let's talk," she said finally, then slowly pulled her chin free from my grip. Her eyes darted to the shadows along the wall, searching for something… anything, to distract herself from me.I
KAIDA REED POV I choked on the chocolate, then coughed, the warm liquid flying out of my mouth and spraying both of us.He didn't so much as flinch. I opened my mouth to say sorry, then gasped, my eyes widening as he grabbed the side of my stool and jerked it toward him. "Whoa—" My breath hitched
KAIDA REED POV My head was splitting in two. I blinked, trying to clear my vision, but the headache I felt just made everything look like it was swirling in a vicious circle.Breathe Kaida. This is not the time to panic.I slowly turned on my side, a groan escaping my mouth as the coldness of the












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