Chapter 1 - Sold at the Gate

The first thing Emilia Anderson heard on the forty third day of the apocalypse was her fiancé telling a stranger exactly where to find her.

She was already running when it happened, her boots slipping on ash slick asphalt, her lungs burning with every breath, and the scream that tore across Ashgrove Bridge was not coming from a Hollow this time. It came from the crowd at the stronghold gate, fifty desperate survivors who had just realized the guards were not opening the steel doors to let them in. The guards were opening fire.

Emilia dove behind a collapsed bus as bullets shattered the windshield above her head. Glass rained across her shoulders like cold hail. She pressed her cheek to the rusted metal and made herself count to three, the way she had trained herself to do whenever panic tried to swallow her whole, and on the count of three she lifted her eyes to the wall above the gate.

Daniel stood there in a clean gray jacket she had never seen before. Joss stood pressed against his side, her fingers curled around his arm, and the floodlights made her blond hair glow like a halo. Beside them a broad shouldered officer was nodding along to something Daniel was saying, and then Daniel lifted his hand and pointed directly at the bus where Emilia crouched.

Her heart did not break the way stories promised it would. It simply stopped, and then it started again with a colder and steadier rhythm, as though something inside her had quietly gone out and been replaced with something harder.

Three weeks ago Daniel had pressed a pistol into her palm and kissed her forehead and promised he would meet her inside the walls. Last night Joss had braided her hair and told her they would be sleeping in real beds by morning. Emilia had carried a hand drawn map of every untouched supply depot between the city and the northern farmland, memorized and burned into her mind, and she had trusted them to trade it for her safety.

Instead they had traded her for their own.

The floodlight swung across the bridge and locked onto her face. Every head in the crowd turned, and for a moment the whole terrible scene went completely silent, as if the world was holding its breath to see what she would do.

Then the Hollows began to rise.

The gunfire had woken them, hundreds of them, pale hands gripping the guardrails below the bridge and hauling thin gray bodies upward with that wet clicking rasp that every survivor learned to fear in their sleep. The crowd screamed and scattered in every direction, and Emilia understood the full design of the trap in a single dreadful heartbeat. The stronghold did not need to kill her. It only needed to make enough noise that the dead would do the work for them.

She ran.

She sprinted across the roof of a taxi and leaped to the hood of a delivery truck, ignoring the blinding pain in her ankle, and below her a woman in a yellow raincoat tripped and vanished beneath a swarm of reaching hands. Emilia did not stop for her, and she would remember that later, in every life she lived afterward, the moment she learned that mercy and survival could not always share the same road.

At the far end of the bridge a maintenance ladder dropped toward the dry riverbed. She grabbed it, swung her legs over the edge, and climbed down with her bleeding palms slipping on the rungs, but halfway to the bottom something seized her ankle and held on with horrifying gentleness.

She looked down into a face that had once been a child's.

Emilia screamed and kicked, and the Hollow's grip tightened as its jaw stretched wide, and she fired her last bullet into its skull without thinking. The creature fell away from her, but more were already climbing, dozens of them, patient and endless, and the ladder shuddered beneath their weight. She lost her footing and dropped the final six feet onto the cracked riverbed, where the impact knocked every bit of air from her chest.

She lay there gasping, staring up at a sky the color of old blood, and for the first time in forty three days she allowed herself to cry.

That was when she felt the bite.

It was a small and clean pain at the back of her calf, almost insulting in how ordinary it felt, and then the heat began to spread up through her leg and into her veins like poison poured through a candle flame. She knew exactly what it meant, because she had watched it happen to others. She had maybe an hour before her eyes dimmed and her mind emptied out, and she would become one of the clicking things that wandered the bridges forever.

She rolled onto her back and looked up at the wall one last time.

The officer and Daniel and Joss were gone from the parapet, but someone else stood there now, a tall man in a long black coat with dark hair whipped by the ash wind. He was not looking at the Hollows or the fleeing crowd. He was looking down at Emilia, and even from that distance she felt the strange weight of his gaze, steady and aching, as though he were watching a person he had already lost many times before.

He lifted one gloved hand toward her, slowly, like a promise or a farewell.

Emilia whispered a vow into the red dust, and the vow was not for the man in the black coat. It was for Daniel and Joss and every lie they had ever told her. She swore that if the universe gave her even one more chance, she would take back every single thing they had stolen, and she would make them understand what it meant to be left behind.

The poison reached her heart, the light from the wall turned white, and the world went quiet.

And then something impossible happened, because Emilia Anderson, who had just died, felt the soft weight of a blanket across her legs.