CHAPTER 5: FEEL SO RIGHT

CELESTE

The time I open my eyes I hold onto my head ng makaramdam ng kirot, damn hang over! I ran towards the direction of the restroom and vomit. Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko parang sasabog ito. Nagsisisi ako dahil uminom ako, Damn it. Ano ba kasing naisipan ko at uminom ako ng alak mababa pa naman ang alcohol intolerance ko. At isa pa mabuti na lamang at walang masama na nangyari sa akin. I heard my door opened at iniluwa nito ang nag aalang mukha ni Celestia.

"Are you okay Celeste?" She go near me and patted my back as I continue to vomit, my head hurts a lot and I hate it! I didn't imagine that hang over will be hurt like this, I thought they were just joking about it. Pero ngayong naranasan ko na parang ayaw ko na uling magpakalasing! That alcohol last night is demon halos pangibabawan nito ang katawan ko.

Then I remember what happen last night, I suddenly look at my sister with guilt, by just thinking about that sweet hot kissed that her boyfriend and I shared last night! Hindi ko nagawang pigilan ang sarili ko nadala ako ng tukso cause i've been dreaming to taste and kiss those lips of Arkanghel and no wonder I was right it was so soft and sweet.

I swear my intention are just kissing him no other than that, just like what I said I know my limitation and his my sister boyfriend. And beside he just used me to cover up himself from one of his past flings and that's why i'm fuming mad. Kulang pa ang ginawa kong pagsuntok rito, I wanted to kick his ass and break some of his bones! At sigurado ako na umuusok pa rin ang ilong nito sa galit dahil sa ginawa ko dahil napahiya rin ito. Hindi ko na kasi nagawang macontrol ang sarili ko kagabi at tuluyang sumabog.

"I'm okay" tugon ko rito ng walang ekspresyon. Hindi ko magawang tumingin sa mga mata at tsaka isa pa nag-aalala ba talaga sya sa akin oh gagawa lamang nito. Knowing Celestia magalinhmg itong magpanggap at magtago ng emosyon talagang malilinlang ka.

"What's gotten onto your mind and you drunk and got wasted Celeste. Mabuti na lamang tulog na sila Mom and Dad kagabi and they didn't saw you. I prepare something for your hangover" tinulungan ako nitong tumayo and I smiled at her, tila dinagsa ako ng konsensiya ko. Damn you Celeste how could you do it! Kissing your sister boyfriend behind her back, your like stabbing her from her back! I hate it.

I'm so sorry Celestia I won't do it again, hanggat maari I will stay away from Arkanghel. I will do anything for everyone sake to not meddle with him again and I hope our path won't cross again. We go downstair, and it seems like I just wanted to go back at my room as I saw who's at the kitchen preparing a delicious aroma of a soup at a pink apron.

Ohh god kasasabi ko lang na ayoko nang magtapo muli ang landas namin pero bakit ngayon andito siya sa harapan ko! Looking so sexy with that apron, he was topless for god sake! I can see how those swear over his neck slowly falling down upto his bare chest. His biceps and triceps were flexing and it was so attractive! Sweat was all over him but he still smell good!

Ohh god what am I thinking! Magpalayo ka sa tukso Celeste! This is not right remember his your sister boyfriend it means his already off limits. What happen last night between us are shouldn't happen again...never! Wag ka ng magpapadala sa tukso ngayon Celestia!

"Ohh I forgot to tell you, Noah just visit here. If its okay with you sasabay siyang kumain sa atin. Mom and Dad already left for work"

"I-Its okay with me" I try to sound convincing and talk straightly but I failed! I can't even look at his direction naiilang ako! I can feel his stare at me and it made me uneasy so damn uneasy! Humila ako ng upuan at nagsimulang kumain. 

He excuse his self to put a shirt on, I thought his going to wear a decent one! But here he is standing so proud in front of us. His wearing a fitted black sando I can see those ripped abdomen of him! Damn, it seems like I was drooling over his hotness! I gulp and shifted my gaze as he caught me looking at his ripped abdomen, a smirk flash on his lips. Damn you Noah Arkanghel your such a tease. Pakiramdam ko sinasadya niya ito, his even smirking.

"Thank you honey" pinaghila ni Noah si Celestia ng upuan. She's even kiss Noah at his lips in front of me! What the hell! Seriously, I was here in front of them. I just don't mind them. And continue eating.

They were talking and feeding each other naiilang ako parang gusto ko na lang higupin ang mainit na soup at makaalis na sa harap nila, but I can't do that it will be look so rude at baka mapaghinalaan ako ni Celestia that i'm not comfortable with his boyfriend. 

Hindi ko na lamang sila pinansin at kumain na lamang. I get the hotdog and use a fork, mabilis ko itong isinubo at ang iba ay hinalo sa kanin.

"You okay honey?" I saw Celestia patting the back of Noah cause he just choke inabutan ni Celestia ng tubig si Noah na mabilis nitong ininom. Tsk, hindi kasi nagdadahan dahan eh.

Binilisan ko ang pagkain ko at mabilis na tumayo, I don't care if it will look rude, it just that I can't deal with him anymore especially that I can feel his eyes on me, nakakailang talaga.

"Aalis ka na?"

"I'm done, I really needed to go baka ma late ako" hindi ko na ito tinapunan ng tingin. I go upstair and change my clothes. Pagbaba ko ng hagdan naabutan ko sila Celestia at Arkanghel na komportable na nakaupo sa couch.

"U-Uhmm Celeste sumabay ka na lang kay Noah madadaanan naman nya ang school mo" I suddenly stop from wearing my shoes at what Celestia said.

"No need Celestia I will just grab a cab, hindi ko na kailangan sumabay sa kanya. Anyway it still a thanks but no" pagkatapos kong maglagay ng sapatos ay lumabas na ako ng bahay pero hindi pa man ako nakakasakay ay may braso ng humila sa akin.

"Ano ba! Will you please let me go you dumbass!" I hit his hand that holding tightly my hand pero malakas ito kung kaya't hindi ko magawang kumawala. Kahit anonh gawin kong pagpupumiglas ay hindi ako makakawala sa mahigpit nitong hawak ano pa nga bang magagawa ko!

"Go in" inismiran ko lang ito ng pilit ako nitong papasukin sa loob ng kotse. I gulp as he go near me, bahagya nitong dinikit ang mga labi sa tenga ko na halos nagpatayo sa balahibo ko.

"Come one, Celestia is watching" wala akong nagawa kundi ang sumakay sa loob ng kotse. This is so suffocating, hindi ako mapakali sa loob ng sasakyan knowing that it just the both of us. And he was still wearing that tight black sando that hugging his hotness. His hands that maneuvering the steering wheel was so sexy, those veins on his hand and rings. I can't take off my eyes on that.

Tila ano mang kilos ang ginagawa nito ay napakasexy sa mga mata ko. Napapikit ako ng mariin nababaliw na ata talaga ako! What did you do to me Arkanghel. I literally fucking mess up, hindi ko magawang makapagdesisyon ng matino sa tuwing nasa paligid. I'm starting to become a selfish.

"Pull it down" napaarko ang kilay ko dahil sa sinabi nito. What does he mean? What should I pull down? Minsan talaga tila may sarili itong mundo at bigla bigla na lamang magsasalita may saltik ba sya sa utak.

"Pull it down, or I will do it!" May awtoridad na sabi nito bahagya ko pang nasulyapan ang pag igting ng panga nito.

"What do you mean? Will you just drive and don't mind me Arkanghel. Your getting onto my nerves, sino ba kasing nagpumilit naisabay mo ako! I am more comfortable in a cab!" I rolled my eyes at him, I saw how his jaw tightened. My eyes suddenly widen when he brake the car that made me startled and shout on shock. Mabuti na lamang at naka seatbelt ako kung hindi ay nauntog na ako.

"What the!" Napasigaw ako dahil sa bigla nitong ginawa na hindi ko inaasahan.

"You won't pull it down, then i'll do it for you" my jaw dropped as he lean near me, his hand hold my thigh and

...pull down my skirt.

Damn, is this what he mean? Ohh god, why on earth I wear this tight little skirt! Wrong choice of outfit damn I hate it. Pinaandar na muli nito ang kotse and I can still feel how his strong hands hold and squeeze my thigh, i'm sure right now that my cheeks arwe now crimson red because of shame!

"Your not moving your just a corpse" napahigpit ang hawak ko sa laylayan ng skirt ko dahil sa sinabi nito. Can he just shut up and drive, I can't take another long hours inside this car with him! This is suffocating and giving me a hard time.

"Will you just please shut up and don't mind me Mr. Driver" I heard him chuckle at what I said that made me rolled my eyes.

"This Mr. Driver you were just calling right now is the one you kissed last night. I can still remember how wild and thirst you are with my kisses. I wonder if its your first, or maybe it just that your a fast and good learner" mas lalong humigpit ang hawak ko sa laylayan ng palda ko when suddenly the image of us in the middle of the night kissing pop up on my mind! Ohh god! You shouldn't made a same mistake Celeste! 

His forbidden! Off limits! Always remember that even he was the man you've been fantasizing for a long time you still don't have rights to touch him cause he was your sister boyfriend!

"S-stop the car!" He suddenly break the car, when I suppose to open the door of the car it was already locked. Damn you Noah Arkanghel, why are you doing this! I hate you! Why are you making this hard for me. I just wanted now a peaceful life away from him cause I know his dangerous, I can hurt my sister!

"A-ano ba! Lumayo ka nga!"  Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko, tila gustong kumawala sa dibdib ko. His too close to the time that I can feel his hot breath na bahagyang tumatama sa pisngi ko. My hands made its way to his chest, I supposed to push him to have some space but it stay on his chest, I don't have enough strength to push him away.

I can see clearly his dazzling green eyes, it was burning, his biceps flex as he put his hand at the side of my head kung kaya't napapikit ako ng maraan.

Ohh god this is hard than I thought! 

"I don't know what's on your lips and I wanted to kiss you again. Damn I know this is wrong but I don't care anymore, I'll kiss you endlessly" why are you so hard to inisist Noah Arkanghel, we both knew that it will end us nowhere and we will hurt my sister for doing this. But why does we feel the same way, we feel the attraction and fire that ignite between us.

This is wrong but it feel so right. You are so doom Celeste! Paano mo nagagawang traydurin ang sarili mong kapatid. Bakit kasi sa iisang lalaki pa!

"The time you kiss me is the time you sart to commit a mistake for us"