CELESTE
There was really a moment that everything seems to fade away, it seems like your the two of you is only matter and exist. The beat of my heart create its own soft and sweet melody as he go near me. There's no way I can run or pretend like I didn't care and affected by his charisma.
We are just staring at the eyes of each other, his dazzling green eyes was so dominance it was so seductive even though most of the time it was emotionless. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nagustuhan ko sa kanya, his unique with his owm way. His feautures, his attitude from the way he talk, walk and snob me back then, I don't know why I'm still staring at him from far away. Kahit na marami namang lalaki dyan na handang magpakahirap para sa atensiyon ko, ewan ko but his the only man who caught my attention.
But unluckily, I didn't caught his attention but my sister Celestia did.
"God Celeste I've been looking for you andyan ka lang pala" napapitlag ako dahil sa gulat.
"Celeste" my jaw drop as I saw a two man holding my both hands. Arkanghel was holding me on my left hand while Keith was on my right hand. They were also shock, I gulp as I saw them giving a dagger look at each other. Ohh god, i'm doomed. Bakit bigla bigla na lang susulpot si Keith.
"Let's go to our table Celeste" Keith voice was stern and his face was stoic. He drag me but Arkanghel can't just let go of my hand. I gasp for an air when their hold seems to tight as they give a dagger look at each other.
"Let go of her" Keith said full of authority but Arkanghel doesn't look like he mind, instead he drag forcefully and hard kung kaya't napabitaw si Keith sa kamay ko at nasubsob ako sa matigas nitong dibdib. I can smell his manly scent that mix with alcohol and his perfume. I was holding onto his triceps so I won't lose my balance. But, his too fast his other arm snaked around my waist. I was stiffened for a moment at what he did. Hindi man lang ako umabot sa baba nito, I was just staring at him ng umigting ang panga nito.
Right now, in this kind of complicated situation I don't know what to do anymore.
The two man in front of me who's throwing a dagger look at each other, tila naipit ako sa isang sitwasyon. I can feel the tension between them, so I need to do something bago pa mapunta pa ito sa kung ano. I don't want to create a scene it was too public and crowded, I won't add fuel to the fire. Bakit ba kailangan pa nilang gumawa ng eksena paniguradong kami nanaman ang magiging usapan sa school nito. I really don't like attention and knowing them hindi muna nila aalamin ang tunay na kwento dahil huhusgahan ka na nila dahil pakiramdam nila yun ang tama.
"Let's go Celest---what the!" Naalarma ako when Keith try to pull me from the arms of Noah but he throw it away and push Keith so hard that made him dump to someone. We already getting the attention of some customers inside the club and I hate attention for god sake!
Even I was nervous, I try to remove the hands of Noah that made his brows furrowed at what I did.
"U-uhmm K-kuya Noah i'm with Keith his my friends. K-Keith this is Noah boyfrie---" and before I could finish my sentence he was already pull me near him and snaked his arms around my waist. I gulp at what he did, parang gusto ko na lamang lumubog mula sa kinatatayuan ko. He don't know what is he trying to do, iipitin lang nya ako sa sitwasyon and I really hate it.
"I'm her boyfriend so back off!" My jaw dropped at what he said. Is he insane, I try to pull out my hands at his tight hold but I just can't cause he was too strong. He just drag me, like I was just nothing. I was shouting his name and tell him to stop dragging me and when he stop I bump on to his hard back. Damn you Arkanghel!
"Ano bang problema mo huh at bigla ka na lang nanghihila. Can't you see i'm with my friends" he just look at me with a stoic face and didn't even mind to speak and just keep dragging me even I keep on complaining tila wala itong naririnig.
I turn my back at him, I will just go back there! Kahit magsalita ako ng magsalita wala namang mangyayari kasi hindi sya nito sinasagot, so what the sense i'm just wasting my time tsk.
"Where are you going? Does Celestia know that her sister was here at the club flirting with boys and having hook up huh" his voice stern that made me stop from going back at the club. Mabilis ko itong hinarap and I laugh sarcastically that made his brows furrowed. How could he fucking scold me like this! Even I like him he doesn't have rights to stop me from doing what I want. Bakit hindi na lang Celestia ang pansinin nya, puro na lang kasi mali ko ang napapansin nya!
"Ano bang pakialam mo? Sino ka ba para pagsabihan sa mga ginagawa ko! And Celestia doesn't know that her hardheaded, whore sister was at the club, getting wasted and having a hook up!" Hindi ko na napigilan ang saeili ko at napagsalitaan ko ito. Hindi ko na nagawang isipin kung masasaktan ba ito pero gustong gusto ko na talagang sumabog!
"I will tell Celestia about this Celeste!" Sino ba siya para pagtaasan ako ng boses, I don't care if he was the boyfriend of my sister Celestia, he can't stop me from doing what I want!
"Go tell her, so what if you were going to tell her huh do I look like I care?! Go tell it to my kindest sister" sa buong buhay ko hindi ko kinaiinggitan si Celestia but those people around seems like they want me to get envy by my sister. Fine! She's almost perfect but still they don't have rights to compare me to her! We have a differences, I have a unique way to show who really I was.
I'm not like her who's hiding at her shell, tao lang din ako napupuno! Kahit anong gawin ko wala akong panalo sa kaniya. I will always be her shadow, the blacksheep of the family even I wasn't but in their eyes I was!
"If you are just going to scold me, just please stop, stay away and just let me what I wanted to do! I'm so tired, i'm fucked up!" Shock was written on his face, I shed my tears and turn my back at him. Pero nakakailang hakbang palang ako papalayo sa kaniya ng hilain nito ang kamay ko, my eyes widen when he put his hand at the back of my head and pull me closer to him.
His arms was snaked around my waist, he made me tiptoe. I gasp for an air when he close his eyes and everything seems to be on slow motion. Until our lips crashed, my eyes widen for moment until I felt the movement of his lips. I closed my eyes and just let him kiss me, I kiss him back with same hunger and intensity.
I know this is wrong, but it feels right, everything turns to an oblivion. I can taste the strong liquor as he devour my mouth. Am I not dreaming? My hands made its way to his chest. My hand turn to a fist and hold onto his shirt as his kisses became more aggressive.
I feel like we cheated with my sister, I should push him but I can't. I've been fantasizing for a long time to kissed his sweet soft lips so why would I stop? Sound like a whore but you can't blame me, but I wanted to enjoy this moment with him even just for this time. Cause I know that he already to someone else and it was my sister...Celestia.
This is actually my first kiss, and they say first kiss should me memorable and I can say that I won't forget this hot kiss. We're just like dancing in the middle of the night enjoying the clear sky and making a memory that to be cherished.
How can't it be memorable when I just had my first kiss with my first love and the man that i've been fantasizing...even right now. But I know his already off limits.
Off limits huh so why is he kissing me? And why the heck I am kissing him back. Hindi ko na nagawang pigilan pa ang sarili ko at magpatangay na lamang sa init ng halik nya. Sobra akong nadadala dahil sa lambot ng mga labi nya at hindi ko maiwasan na tuluyang ipikit ang aking mga mata, bahala na!
I encircled my hands around his neck to deepen the kiss, he even smile in between our lips kung kaya't hindi ko rin mapigilan ang mapangiti. Napakalikot ng kamay nito na kaninang nasa bewang ko lang ngayon ay bahagyang humahaplos sa aking hinaharap. I moan at what he did he even bite my lips. Tuluyan na akong nawala sa ulirat nagpadala na ako sa mga halik na dapat sana ay hindi.
"Bravo!" We both stop from kissing when we heard the sound of a heels going near us. I gulp when I saw how wet his lips. Bumitaw na ako sa pagkakahawak nito, I can't look at him, he was also avoiding my gaze.
"Get a room guys! No wonder your still a good kisser Noah! Enjoy girl, you lucky bitch" Ng makaalis ang babae sa harap namin ay hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. She was the girl inside the club who's caressing Noah's arm. Can I break her neck, her cleavage was showing and she didn't even mind to cover it up all pull up her dress!
Is this the kind of girl that Noah's like? I wonder what he like about my sister. We almost has same style when it comes to outfit, it just that, her sister was fond of make up while her? She hate make up!
My knees start to wobble I can't stand straightly while his beside me. I really can't get used with his presence! This is awkward!
We just shared a hot sweet kissed! Ano na lang ang sasabihin ng iba kapag nalaman nila that I almost had a make up session with the boyfriend of my sister. I'm doomed!
"I-Im sorry about that, it wasn't my intention I just wanted her gone and stop pestering me" tila umakyat lahat ng dugo ko dahil sa sinabi nya. So he just used me! Fuck him! His asshole! I hate him! I supposed to cherished that memorable first kiss but I change my mind. Paano na lang pala pag hindi ako ang hinila nya sa iba nya gagawin iyon! Damn his not good for my sister neither I!
"YOU'VE BEEN ASSHOLE NOAH ARKANGHEL!" I gave him a hard slap and punch that made his lips and nose bled. Bakas ang gulat sa mukha nito sa ginawa ko mukhang hindi nito iyon inaasahan.
"WHAT THE HELL CELESTE!" I grin before I turn my back at him and grab a cab. Napakawalang hiya nya talaga! A asshole like him deserve that actually more than that! Ang lakas ng apog nyang halikan na lang ako ng ganun! And I hate myself also cause deep inside I know that I like it so much!
I touch my lips as I remember how he kiss me with hunger and thirst, I can't denied that I love how gentle he is and turn to be aggressive while kissing me.
"That was a sweet mistake damn!"
CELESTEThe time I open my eyes I hold onto my head ng makaramdam ng kirot, damn hang over! I ran towards the direction of the restroom and vomit. Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko parang sasabog ito. Nagsisisi ako dahil uminom ako, Damn it. Ano ba kasing naisipan ko at uminom ako ng alak mababa pa naman ang alcohol intolerance ko. At isa pa mabuti na lamang at walang masama na nangyari sa akin. I heard my door opened at iniluwa nito ang nag aalang mukha ni Celestia."Are you okay Celeste?" She go near me and patted my back as I continue to vomit, my head hurts a lot and I hate it! I didn't imagine that hang over will be hurt like this, I thought they were just joking about it. Pero ngayong naranasan ko na parang ayaw ko na uling magpakalasing! That alcohol last night is demon halos pangibabawan nito ang katawan ko.Then I remember what happen last night, I suddenly look at my sister with guilt, by just thinking about that sweet hot kissed that her boyfriend and I shared last night! Hindi ko na
CELESTEI hold onto his chest and crampled his sando and I closed my eyes as our lips crashed. Last night I was drunk, padalosdalos ako sa naging desisyon ko. But right now, I was on right mind. I know what is happening and this is wrong but I just wanted to deepen our kiss. I'm becoming totally selfish now, hindi ko na nagawang isipin si Celestia and what consequence I might face if these scenario will keep on happening in secrets.As we deepen the kiss my hands made its way to his nape and pull him more closer to me. My minds saying that this is wrong but my body saying otherwise. I like this! I love his kisses, I love the way he devour my lips, I've been dreaming to feel his touches over my body, ngayon pa ba ako magpapakipot at itutulak siya. Dahil kahit anong gawin ko baliktarib ko man ang mundo ginugusti ko rin ito! I like him there's no time for it to denied."N-Noah hmm" moan surpassed on my mouth as he bit my lower lips, his hand was caressing my thigh. Our lips parted we are
CELESTE"CELESTE!" dumagundong ang malakas na sigaw na iyon sa quadrangle ng lingunin ko kung sino iyon ay nabitawan ko ang kamay ni Keith. Kita ko ang pag igting ng panga ni Noah ng makita iyon, dahan dahan itong lumalapit sa gawi namin sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko habang pinapanood ko syang maglakad.Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, at hindi ko rin inaasahan na hanggang dito ay susundan nya ako. Naguguluhan na ako sa mga ikinikilos nya. Bakit kailangan nyang umasta na tila pag-aari nya ako at may karapatan sya. Sobrang litong lito na ako sa ibinibigay nya"I've been looking for you andito ka lang pala" gumawi ang mata nito kay Keith na walang ekspresyon ang mukha. He is just looking at Noah like he doesn't care with his presence. I love how brave he is and the audacity of him to look directly on his eyes even Noah are keep giving him a dagger look."What are you doing here? I told you, you don't need to fetch me I'll just grab a cab" kita ko ang pag ikot ng mata nito dahil sa sina
CELESTETila gusto kong bumalik sa kwarto ko ng bumaba ako sa hagdan at magtungo sa kusina when I saw him there. Ohh god he just ruin my day, if I could just go back upstair and just lay down on my bed but I can't! I need to go at school. I'm really confuse why he commonly having a breakfast here in our house. I wonder hindi ba ito nag aalmusal sa kanila his always here every morning at ikinaiinis nya iyon cause she can't find another and differents alibi to not see him paniguradong magtataka na sila. Hindi man lang ba ito sumasabay sa pag aalmusal sa pamilya. I don't believe if he can't cook for himsef cause I know that his good at cooking well his good at everything to the point that his good at ruining someone moods and day."Sit Celeste stop giving as some alibi para hindi makasabay sa almusal, sit right now" I let a heavy sigh at walang ibang nagawa kundi ang tumabi kay Mommy and i'm so unlucky his just in front of me. I want to comfront him honestly why his always here. I know t
CELESTEI was looking around the parking lot but I still didn't see him. Hindi ko alam but I was waiting for him for an hour now. Kanina pa ako pabalik balik rito. My class end at 6:00 pm but it's almost eight and his still not here. I let a heavy sigh at tumayo sa kinatatayuan ko. Masama ang loob ko, I was fuming mad at hindi nya ako masisisi kung may galit akong nararamdaman ngayon at isa pa hindi ko ata ito makakalimutan. Sya lang ang pinaghintay ako ng ganito katagal and worse literal na umasa lang ako.But there's a part of me saying that it was also my fault since umasa ako sa kanya na susunduin nya ako, he made fool of me! I hate him! I want to curse him to death! Pero katulad ng sinabi ko, kasalan ko rin dahil naghintay ako. Ito kasi ang hirap sa akin ang bilis kong magpaniwala sa kanya kaya heto ngayon umaasa na sisiputin pa rin nys pero mukhang malabo na iyong mangyari dahil halos ilang oras na akong nag-aantay rito na parang tanga.I bit my lowe lip to stop the tears seems
CELESTEBahagya kong binangga ang balikat ni Noah ng umalis ako, I saw how his jaw move on annoyance halatang hindi nito nagustuhan ang inasta ko. I don't know where did I get that confidence to defend myself. I just know that I was fuming mad. I wanted to ask Noah so bad, I want to curse him death!Its already clear that he will never choose me. Pampalipas oras lamang nya ako. Maybe he find our situation exciting and getting caught by my sister is what excite him. Noon pa man ay may naririnig na kaong balita patungkol sa kanya kung gaano raw ito kabilis magpalit ng babae pero binalewala ko iyon dahil sino pa naman ako para husgahan sya lalo na at ng mga panahon na iyon ay hindi pa kami magkakilala oh hindi ko pa sya kilalang lubos.Hindi ko alam ang dahilan nya about what he did. He never speak to me. He will just say that he was attracted to me and I can say that I was hurt.Yun kasi ang problema his lusting over me and I know this day he will be tired. It will fade, panandalian lam
CELESTEAwkward!That was the word I can describe the ambiance right now. Here we are still seating on the bench at park. Napaggigitnaan namin si Ivy. We are just all silence. Walang gustong magsalita sa aming tatlo. Napadako ang tingin ko kay Ivy sa biglang pagtikhim nito, but instead of meeting her eyes, ang mata ni Keith ang sumalubong sa akin. Pareho kaming nag iwas ng tingin dahil roon.Pinakiramdaman ko ang kabog ang dibdib ko. Hindi ko alam kung kaba oh kilig ito. Pero kung tutuusin ay mas madaling pakisamahan si Keith dahil may isang salita sya. Kahit kailan ay hindi pa nito ako nagawang paasahin, oh hindi kaya pareho lang din sya ng ibang lalaki? Kung papipiliin man ako between Keith and Noah Arkanghel ang pipiliin ko ay si Keith.Napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil naisip. Seriously Celeste pumipili ka? Napakaassuming ko sa part na iyon samantalang pareho naman silang walang gusto sa akin. Ouch huh reality sucks, wala naman akong nakikitang mali sa hitsura ko at isa hindi ako pan
CELESTE"Where did you go Celeste?" I let a heavy sigh and rolled my eyes at what Celestia ask. I have notice that these past few days napapadalas na ang pagiging curios nya patungkol sa akin. She mostly ask who I was with, kung saan kami pupunta at kung ano ano pa. Seriously papalitan nya ba si Mom at Dad sa pagiging mausyoso.Ever since that accident happen ay bihira na lang magkatagpo ang landas naming dalawa kahit nasa iisa pa kaming bahay. Meron sa part ko ang nalulungkot but at the same time masaya kasi nagagawa ko na lahat ng gusto ko pero tila may kulang sa pagkatao ko. At ngayon naman tila si Celestia na ang papalit sa kanila dahil sa pagiging pakialamera nya or baka naman nakakahalata na sya? Iwinaksi ko sa isipan ko iyon. That's not gonna happen, Noah and I are so careful."Do I need to report to you everytime where I go hmm Celestia. Pwede ba hayaan nyo na lang ako hindi ko naman pababayaan ang pag aaral ko" bahagya ko pa itong binangga sa balikat pero hindi ito natinag.