CHAPTER 53: FAMILY DAY 2

"Calm down Noah Arkanghel fuck!" I saw my hands trembling dahil sa kaba this is the reason why I still don't want to get out of the car. I'm sweating and my hands are trembling so bad, I had these symptoms when I got into accident and I got addicted to alcohol. I use it as an escape and to forgot about my problems it became my coping mechanism.

I almost killed myself, i'm so lucky to have another life. I was still sick and I stop attending therapy I want to make it up with Celeste and our twins. Ano pang silbi ng buhay ko kung wala sila, kung mawawala uli sila sa akin I don't think my reason to live is not enough. I might live but just purely live, and it feels like I was lifeless. I need to fucking calm myself down. I don't want Sam and Kelly on these kind of state.

I heard my phone ring tone my forehead creased, even my hands are still trembling I reach for my phone on the car dashboard, I don't know why Damien is calling me. I'm still trying to calm myself.

"What" i'm trying so h