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I couldn't move or even speak. My entire body shook in fury at him being so close and I refused to give him the satisfaction of watching me scramble. Whatever stupid idea he had in his mind I wouldn't let him do it. "Nothing to say?" He tilted his head in curiosity with an infuriating amusement in his eyes that I wanted to poke so bad. "Get out of my locker room." I said through gritted teeth. "Your locker room." He looked around slowly, taking in the empty benches and darkness. "You lost the bet so right now it doesn't look like yours right now." I took a step forward and that was a bad idea in retrospect because it closed the distance between us and Voss didn't step back. His eyes momentarily dropped to my lips before coming back up. "The bet was stupid," I said. "We were drunk." "Maybe you were drunk." He slid his hands into his jacket pockets, completely at ease. "But as far as I'm concerned we were both very clear-headed." "It doesn't count." "You shook my hand, Callahan." "I was angry." "You're always angry." His mouth curved. "That's not a get-out clause." I stepped around him toward my bag. He didn't stop me just turned, tracking me with his eye, making the hairs at the back of my neck stand due to his unnerving attention. I knew I couldn't get out of this. A bet in the hockey world is as big as signing a document. If not fulfilled you'll never be trusted by anyone. I grabbed my bag off the hook and unzipped it then stared into it without actually seeing a single thing inside because my jaw was so tight it was starting to ache. How do I get out of this— "You know what I find interesting?" he said from behind me. "I genuinely don't care." Just shut up. "You're not even asking what I want." I turned around. "Because whatever it is, the answer is no." "That's not how the bet works." "I don't care how the bet works." "Then you shouldn't have made it." He said smugly then walked toward me. I stayed exactly where I was because I refused — absolutely refused — to be the one who stepped back. He stopped when there was less than a foot between us and looked at me with a satisfied look in his eyes. "You're doing that thing," he said. "What thing?” "The one where you go completely still when you're scared." Big fucking joke. Scared? Of him? Never in this life and the next. The laugh that came out of me was sharp and humorless. "I'm not scared of you, Voss." "I didn't say you were scared of me." Huh? I didn't ask what he meant because it was irrelevant regardless. He reached up, making me flinch but he simply reached past me and shut my locker with one finger very slowly. My heart started to race. What is this? I became hyper aware of how…good he smelled. "You owe me," he said quietly. "Back up." "Or?" "Back. The. Fuck. Up." He took one step back with an infuriating smile on his face. “Gotcha…” he muttered underneath his breath then turned and walked away from me towards the center of the room. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "You know what the funny part is?" He stopped with his back to me, looking at the row of empty benches. "You made that bet because you thought losing was impossible. Not because you'd thought through what losing meant." He glanced back over his shoulder. "That's sloppy, Callahan. You're usually smarter than that." "Don't talk about me." "Hard not to. You're very readable and adorable." I dropped my bag, stormed across the room in anger before my brain could even catch up with what I was doing. He turned when he heard me coming and we ended up chest to chest, close enough that I could see the little speck in his eyes as well as his pupils dilating. "I don't know what game you think you're playing," I said, voice low. "But I'm not doing this." "You keep saying that." "Because I keep meaning it." "Do you?" He wasn't asking. "Whatever you think the bet entitles you to — it's not this. It was never this. So take whatever you want from the loss. An apology, a statement, I don't care, pick something that makes sense right now and we're done." He looked at me for a long moment, I could see he wheels turning in his yes as he though about whatever fucked up things go through Voss’ head. Then he reached out and straightened the collar of my shirt. His fingers barely grazed my neck before he dropped his hand. I went completely rigid. "You're doing it again," he said softly. "Don't touch me." "I barely touched you." "Don't." I didn't like the way he was looking at me, didn't like that I was still standing this close, didn't like the fact that my collar felt different from where his fingers had been even though that was insane. "The bet isn't a prank," he said. "And I don't need a statement or an apology. You know what you agreed to." "What I agreed to, I agreed to drunk, in a bar, after you—" "After I what?" I stopped. He waited. "After you pushed me," I finished, which was not what I'd started to say and he probably knew it. "I'm going to collect, Callahan. Not all at once." He took one step back and then another, unhurried, watching my face the whole time. "That's what tonight is. Consider it an introduction." "An introduction to what, exactly." In the blink of an eye, he closed the distance and pressed his lips against mine. My brain couldn't even process what was happening. His lips were soft and tasted like chocolate as he stayed there for a moment, then moved a bit before pulling back. All I could do was stare. He didn't look victorious or smug. He had a soft look in his eyes and a bit of longing. "The bet isn't over," he said. He picked up his bag from the doorway where he'd apparently left it before I'd even noticed he'd put it down and walked out of my locker room without looking back. The door swung shut. I stood in the middle of the room in the half-dark silence and pressed two fingers to my mouth without thinking about it, then dropped my hand immediately and stared at the wall. "What have I gotten myself into?”THEODana's name flashed on my phone while I was hiding in my car in the driveway.I'd been sitting there for ten minutes already, trying to convince myself to go back inside when she called and I picked up instantly."Hey," I said."Hey! I have the best idea."Something in her voice made my stomach drop. I knew that excited tone, she had made plans for something."What idea?""I'm driving up this weekend. I miss you too much and I want to meet your mom. We can spend the whole weekend together and I can help with wedding stuff, it'll be perfect."My chest tightened. "This weekend?""Yeah! I already checked and I don't have any major assignments due. I can leave Friday after my morning class and be there by afternoon.""Dana, I don't think that's a good idea.""Why not?""The house is chaotic with wedding planning. There's stuff everywhere. It's not a good time for visitors.""I don't mind chaos. I just want to see you, Theo. I miss you.""I miss you too, but—""But what? You've been g
THEOI woke up furious.It woke me up as early as 5:30 AM with my hand and jaw clenched tight as my body vibrated with rage. I was furious at Elijah, the bet and the fact that I'd sat on that couch last night and let him kiss me. Also because of how bad I wanted to pull him close and kiss him back. I went to bed with a very hard dick that I wanted him to touch. All this made me very angry.I got up and went straight to the basement gym. I didn't even bother with stretching as I loaded weight onto the bar and started bench pressing with more force than form. Push up. Down. Again. Again. My muscles screamed but I didn't stop.I was halfway through my third set when I felt someone watching.I looked up and Elijah was standing in the doorway already dressed for a run in shorts and a t-shirt, looking fresh and awake while I was here destroying myself at 6 AM. He didn't say anything as he watched me with that calm expression that made me want to throw the barbell at him.I did another rep.
THEOWhen I walked into the living room around 11pm, I surprisingly saw him there.I'd been lying in bed staring at the ceiling for two hours, listening to the quiet house and I still couldn't fall asleep. Then I decided to go downstairs and maybe watch a movie but there he was.Elijah was sitting on the couch in the dark with no TV and no book. It looked like he had been waiting and knew that I'd come down.How he knew? I wasn't so sure.I stood in the doorway for a moment contemplating turning around and pretending I had never come down here but I summoned courage, walked in and sat on the other end of the couch.We didn't speak for a good moment, just staring into the darkness. I could hear him breathing and smell the soap on him which oddly made me relax a bit."Come here," he said.I didn't move."Come here, Theodore."Reluctantly, I slid a bit closer but still left a foot of space between us to maintain some sort of distance. But of course, Elijah closed it up as he shifted on t
THEODOREThe house became chaotic overnight.Caterers calling every hour. Douglas at the dining table with seating charts spread out like battle plans. My mother on the phone coordinating with venues, flowers and photographers. And somehow Elijah and I kept getting pulled into it."Boys, I need you to fold these programs," Mom said, dropping a stack of cards on the kitchen table."We need to sort out invitations as well." Douglas added, setting down a box of envelopes and a guest list."And you both need to taste-test the menu options the caterer's sending over," Mom continued. "Make sure we're not picking anything terrible."Elijah said, "Happy to help."I said nothing. Just sat down and started folding programs like I'd been ordered to.We worked in silence for twenty minutes. Folding, addressing, organizing. Our parents moved in and out of the room, too busy to notice the tension. And too distracted to see the way Elijah kept positioning himself closer to me.Then I felt his knee p
THEOAround 9am, while I was trying to force down breakfast, Ramos called.Thank God. I needed him to remind me I wasn't dead and in some limbo where Elijah tormented me.I saw his name on the screen and answered, grateful for the excuse to leave the table where Elijah was sitting across from me eating toast like he hadn't had his hands all over me last night."Ramos," I said, stepping out onto the back porch."Cap." Danny “Carson” Ramos, my assistant captain. He was both dependable and nosy in equal measure. "You didn't call when you got to mom’s, you good?""Yeah, I've been here a few days.""Good. When are you coming back? The team needs you.""Two more weeks. Maybe three.""Three weeks?" He paused. "Coach has me running drills but it's not the same. You know how Prieto gets without you keeping him in line."I could picture it—Prieto getting too aggressive, the rookies getting nervous, Carson trying to mediate. "Tell Prieto I'll kick his ass if he's not sharp when I get back.""Wil
THEOI stood outside Elijah's door at midnight and tried to convince myself I could still walk away.I had fucked up big time. At this point I considered just calling the coach to find out if there was any way he could help me get out of this bet.I'd spent the last hour pacing my room, arguing with myself. I didn't have to do this. The bet was stupid. Elijah couldn't actually make me do anything I didn't want to do. I could just go to bed and deal with whatever consequences came tomorrow.But my hand was already knocking before I could chicken out again.The door opened. Elijah stood there in the same t-shirt and sleep pants from last night, looking at me like he'd known I'd come and there was never any question.He stepped aside, I walked in and then the lock clicked shut. I gulped, involuntarily."You came earlier tonight," he said.I didn't answer. I just stood in the center of the room with my hands shoved in my pockets, already regretting this.Elijah moved in front of me, close







