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I couldn't move or even speak. My entire body shook in fury at him being so close and I refused to give him the satisfaction of watching me scramble. Whatever stupid idea he had in his mind I wouldn't let him do it. "Nothing to say?" He tilted his head in curiosity with an infuriating amusement in his eyes that I wanted to poke so bad. "Get out of my locker room." I said through gritted teeth. "Your locker room." He looked around slowly, taking in the empty benches and darkness. "You lost the bet so right now it doesn't look like yours right now." I took a step forward and that was a bad idea in retrospect because it closed the distance between us and Voss didn't step back. His eyes momentarily dropped to my lips before coming back up. "The bet was stupid," I said. "We were drunk." "Maybe you were drunk." He slid his hands into his jacket pockets, completely at ease. "But as far as I'm concerned we were both very clear-headed." "It doesn't count." "You shook my hand, Callahan." "I was angry." "You're always angry." His mouth curved. "That's not a get-out clause." I stepped around him toward my bag. He didn't stop me just turned, tracking me with his eye, making the hairs at the back of my neck stand due to his unnerving attention. I knew I couldn't get out of this. A bet in the hockey world is as big as signing a document. If not fulfilled you'll never be trusted by anyone. I grabbed my bag off the hook and unzipped it then stared into it without actually seeing a single thing inside because my jaw was so tight it was starting to ache. How do I get out of this— "You know what I find interesting?" he said from behind me. "I genuinely don't care." Just shut up. "You're not even asking what I want." I turned around. "Because whatever it is, the answer is no." "That's not how the bet works." "I don't care how the bet works." "Then you shouldn't have made it." He said smugly then walked toward me. I stayed exactly where I was because I refused — absolutely refused — to be the one who stepped back. He stopped when there was less than a foot between us and looked at me with a satisfied look in his eyes. "You're doing that thing," he said. "What thing?” "The one where you go completely still when you're scared." Big fucking joke. Scared? Of him? Never in this life and the next. The laugh that came out of me was sharp and humorless. "I'm not scared of you, Voss." "I didn't say you were scared of me." Huh? I didn't ask what he meant because it was irrelevant regardless. He reached up, making me flinch but he simply reached past me and shut my locker with one finger very slowly. My heart started to race. What is this? I became hyper aware of how…good he smelled. "You owe me," he said quietly. "Back up." "Or?" "Back. The. Fuck. Up." He took one step back with an infuriating smile on his face. “Gotcha…” he muttered underneath his breath then turned and walked away from me towards the center of the room. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "You know what the funny part is?" He stopped with his back to me, looking at the row of empty benches. "You made that bet because you thought losing was impossible. Not because you'd thought through what losing meant." He glanced back over his shoulder. "That's sloppy, Callahan. You're usually smarter than that." "Don't talk about me." "Hard not to. You're very readable and adorable." I dropped my bag, stormed across the room in anger before my brain could even catch up with what I was doing. He turned when he heard me coming and we ended up chest to chest, close enough that I could see the little speck in his eyes as well as his pupils dilating. "I don't know what game you think you're playing," I said, voice low. "But I'm not doing this." "You keep saying that." "Because I keep meaning it." "Do you?" He wasn't asking. "Whatever you think the bet entitles you to — it's not this. It was never this. So take whatever you want from the loss. An apology, a statement, I don't care, pick something that makes sense right now and we're done." He looked at me for a long moment, I could see he wheels turning in his yes as he though about whatever fucked up things go through Voss’ head. Then he reached out and straightened the collar of my shirt. His fingers barely grazed my neck before he dropped his hand. I went completely rigid. "You're doing it again," he said softly. "Don't touch me." "I barely touched you." "Don't." I didn't like the way he was looking at me, didn't like that I was still standing this close, didn't like the fact that my collar felt different from where his fingers had been even though that was insane. "The bet isn't a prank," he said. "And I don't need a statement or an apology. You know what you agreed to." "What I agreed to, I agreed to drunk, in a bar, after you—" "After I what?" I stopped. He waited. "After you pushed me," I finished, which was not what I'd started to say and he probably knew it. "I'm going to collect, Callahan. Not all at once." He took one step back and then another, unhurried, watching my face the whole time. "That's what tonight is. Consider it an introduction." "An introduction to what, exactly." In the blink of an eye, he closed the distance and pressed his lips against mine. My brain couldn't even process what was happening. His lips were soft and tasted like chocolate as he stayed there for a moment, then moved a bit before pulling back. All I could do was stare. He didn't look victorious or smug. He had a soft look in his eyes and a bit of longing. "The bet isn't over," he said. He picked up his bag from the doorway where he'd apparently left it before I'd even noticed he'd put it down and walked out of my locker room without looking back. The door swung shut. I stood in the middle of the room in the half-dark silence and pressed two fingers to my mouth without thinking about it, then dropped my hand immediately and stared at the wall. "What have I gotten myself into?”THEOSaturday was torture.Dana wanted to spend time together with just the two of us so we drove into town, had lunch at some cafe she picked, walked around looking at shops without buying anything and simply enjoying our day. Except… I just wasn't enjoying it.She was affectionate as she held my hand, leaned into me when we walked, kissed me at stoplights like we were in a movie and I played my part by smiling when need be, kissed her back and said the right things at the right times. It was all performative and I felt so bad for it.But I felt like I was watching myself from outside my body. I was faking being Theodore Callahan instead of actually being him. We got back to the house around 5PM because dinner was at six and Elijah was already there when we walked in. He was sitting in the living room reading a book, he looked up, nodded at us then went back to his book.He acted as though he and I were just strangers and somehow that made me feel weird even though it was what I ough
THEODana arrived on Friday afternoon in a burst of sunshine, perfume and energy that felt wrong the second she stepped out of her car. She hugged, kissed me and smiled so brightly which was supposed to be everything I wanted but even as I hugged her back and tried to feel something, I just felt hollow instead."I missed you so much," she said against my shoulder."Missed you too."My mother came out onto the porch, already smiling. Dana pulled away from me and went straight to her. "Mrs. Callahan, it's so good to finally meet you.""Please, call me Maggie. And it's wonderful to meet you too. Theodore talks about you all the time."That was a lie but Dana beamed like it was true. Douglas appeared next and they did the introductions with handshakes as Dana was already charming everyone like she always did. Then Elijah walked out and I felt my entire body tense."Dana, this is Elijah," I said, keeping my tone and face neutral. "My mom's fiancé's son."Dana's eyes lit up with recognition
THEOI woke up angry.No, not angry. Terrified.I'd gotten comfortable last night and I couldn't afford to let that happen again. I avoided him all morning. When he came into the kitchen, I went outside. When he was in the living room, I stayed upstairs. I took my breakfast on the back porch and ate alone while watching the sun come up.Elijah didn't chase me, corner me or say anything but I felt his eyes on me all through so by noon I decided I needed to get out and away from the house and him. I told my mom I had some errands to run and practically ran out of the house before she could ask questions.I ended up at a local bookstore in town, wandering the aisles without looking for anything specific. Just needing to be somewhere that wasn't that house."Theodore Callahan?"I turned and two guys were standing there, they were around my age and holding hands. One of them looked awfully familiar."James?" I said, placing him finally. "James Morrison from high school, yeah?""Yeah! Oh my
THEOI couldn't sleep. At 1:30 AM I gave up trying and went downstairs for water. The house was dark, quiet and I was halfway to the kitchen when I saw the light on.Elijah was sitting at the table with a mug of tea and a book, looking like he'd been there for a while. Maybe he also couldn't sleep. He looked up when he heard my footsteps and for a moment, we just stared at each other and I contemplated turning back when something stopped me.I wasn't sure if it was exhaustion, curiosity or maybe just loneliness so I got my water and sat down across from him without saying anything. Five minutes passed, then ten in silence. I sipped my water and the only sound was the occasional one from his book when he flipped the page."What are you reading?" I asked finally.He showed me the cover and it was some fantasy novel I'd never heard of about a dragon or something."Didn't think you read fiction," I said."I don't broadcast everything about myself.""Could've fooled me." The corner of his
THEODana's name flashed on my phone while I was hiding in my car in the driveway.I'd been sitting there for ten minutes already, trying to convince myself to go back inside when she called and I picked up instantly."Hey," I said."Hey! I have the best idea."Something in her voice made my stomach drop. I knew that excited tone, she had made plans for something."What idea?""I'm driving up this weekend. I miss you too much and I want to meet your mom. We can spend the whole weekend together and I can help with wedding stuff, it'll be perfect."My chest tightened. "This weekend?""Yeah! I already checked and I don't have any major assignments due. I can leave Friday after my morning class and be there by afternoon.""Dana, I don't think that's a good idea.""Why not?""The house is chaotic with wedding planning. There's stuff everywhere. It's not a good time for visitors.""I don't mind chaos. I just want to see you, Theo. I miss you.""I miss you too, but—""But what? You've been g
THEOI woke up furious.It woke me up as early as 5:30 AM with my hand and jaw clenched tight as my body vibrated with rage. I was furious at Elijah, the bet and the fact that I'd sat on that couch last night and let him kiss me. Also because of how bad I wanted to pull him close and kiss him back. I went to bed with a very hard dick that I wanted him to touch. All this made me very angry.I got up and went straight to the basement gym. I didn't even bother with stretching as I loaded weight onto the bar and started bench pressing with more force than form. Push up. Down. Again. Again. My muscles screamed but I didn't stop.I was halfway through my third set when I felt someone watching.I looked up and Elijah was standing in the doorway already dressed for a run in shorts and a t-shirt, looking fresh and awake while I was here destroying myself at 6 AM. He didn't say anything as he watched me with that calm expression that made me want to throw the barbell at him.I did another rep.
THEODOREThe house became chaotic overnight.Caterers calling every hour. Douglas at the dining table with seating charts spread out like battle plans. My mother on the phone coordinating with venues, flowers and photographers. And somehow Elijah and I kept getting pulled into it."Boys, I need you
THEOI stood outside Elijah's door at midnight and tried to convince myself I could still walk away.I had fucked up big time. At this point I considered just calling the coach to find out if there was any way he could help me get out of this bet.I'd spent the last hour pacing my room, arguing wit
THEOI sat in my car two blocks from the house and stared at Dana's name on my phone for a full minute before I called.She picked up on the second ring. "Hey! I was just thinking about you."Her voice hit me with relief. She was a reminder of how normal I was. Proof that I wasn't what Elijah Voss
THEO"Grab that end," Douglas said, pointing at the dresser.I grabbed it while Elijah grabbed the other end. We lifted together and I immediately regretted every decision that had led to this moment. The dresser was heavy, shaped awkwardly and Elijah was right there across from me, meeting my eyes







