Charm was waiting for Val and me so eagerly when I came to school. I noticed she had a new hairstyle, slightly wavy and shorter. She looked so pretty. “Good morning. Why do you look so edgy today?” I sat on the bench beside her. “Let’s wait for Val first,” she breathed. Pretty soon, Val arrived and immediately came to us. “So, what’s up? Charm, I can sense that you are about to burst with some news. If it is good, go ahead and tell us. If not, I am leaving.” Charm frowned at him, then said, “I have a new boyfriend.” I looked at her. “Again?”
“What do you mean again? He is my first one here in our school. His name is Gio, our senior from Section 15.” I can see how proud she was. After all, Gio was our senior and may have enough popularity points to gain her attention. “Congratulations! At least you’ll be busy with just one boy,” I tactlessly said. Charm shot me a dagger look but did not respond. Val was looking around and checking out the students milling around the campus, waiting for the flag ceremony to commence. “Is he that cute, a bit chubby senior who plays basketball?”Val asked. Charm nodded. “I met him during one of our volleyball games. I think he already saw me and took that opportunity to introduce himself to me.” I braced myself with her endless chatter on her latest guy.
Soon, the bell rang and we lined up. The principal made some reminders again on the Final Examinations and Graduation program. He went on to give recognition to the top-performing students from First to Third Years, and the names of our classmates were read. I heard Izzie’s name announced as Most Promising Sophomore- Female. I cheered loudly for her. Then Archer became Most Promising Sophomore - Male. Looking at the two standing up on the platform while waiting for other Sophomore awardees, they looked so cute together. I heard the rest of the 5 honor Sophomore students, all coming from our section.
Then I heard Lance’s name called. He was the Most Popular Male Sophomore for the morning section. He looked so flustered and almost tried to ignore it. The bubbly boys pushed him and cheered him on. His face looked so red as he walked towards the platform. I clapped my hands and giggled. Girls were cheering even louder when his name was called. Suddenly “Charmaine Yap - Most Popular Female Sophomore”. Val and I looked nonplussed. Charm walked leisurely towards the platform to accept her medal and stood beside Lance. I clapped my hands and waved at them. While Lance looked so uncomfortable and wanted the ground to swallow him up, Charm was a picture of confidence. They looked even better together: Lance with his very fair skin, chinky eyes, crew-cut hair, and tall, slim physique, Charm with her beautiful, tanned skin, flawless features, and wavy hair. I looked surreptitiously for Belinda but was unable to see her. Inwardly, I was relieved. Her group might stop checking me out with this development. Soon, the program ended and the winners went back to their lines. We all congratulated our classmates who got recognized. I hugged Izzie and Charm. Then I also greeted Archer and Lance. We all went up to our classrooms. The room was abuzz and we were all discussing how honored our section was for having all winners from our section. Noah and Val took over the loud discussions, as they both made snide remarks on the selection process. “There should be a Most Popular Gay Student!, shrieked Noah. Val replied, “And you will most certainly not win that one. Over my dead body.” We all guffawed on this comical exchange. The bubbly boys were checking out the medals given to Archer and Lance. Charm and Val were noisily comparing their traits, as Val questioned why Charm was selected. Soon, our teacher came in and class started.
I skipped going to the cafeteria again, as I borrowed Jon’s notes on our Math homework. I groaned at how long the computations were. I was so engrossed in what I was doing, that I did not notice someone coming into the room. Someone sat beside me. I looked up briskly. It was Lance. “How come you’re still here?”, he said. I went back to writing furiously in my notebook. “I need to finish this. I made incorrect computations again.” He was quiet for a while, and let me complete the work. Soon, I stretched and said, “Finally, I’m done.” I looked at my watch and groaned. “There’s no time to go to the cafeteria anymore. I’m hungry.” Lance looked at me then said, “Here. You can have my chocolate bar.” I thanked him and took it from him. As I was unwrapping the bar, I said “Oh, you and Charm looked so good together during the awarding earlier. And why did you look so embarrassed? It was still an award. You should be proud. “ I munched on the bar, while he read my notes. He grimaced then said, “I think that’s a useless recognition. Here.” He fumbled in his pocket then handed me his medal. I stared at it. “Why are you giving this to me?” He replied, “You can have it. Or keep it for me.” Soon enough, my classmates came in. Val saw the medal in my hand. He slid to me and whispered “We both know you did not get any award this morning. So why do you have that in your hand?”
“Lance gave it to me for safekeeping. I think it makes him feel icky to get one.”I kept munching on the bar while looking at the medal. Val noticed it, then said, “Where did you get that chocolate bar?”
“Oh, I got it from Lance. I missed going to the cafeteria, remember?”
“I saw one girl giving it to Lance earlier. It was right before he left the cafeteria.”
“Well, I was hungry. And I think he does not really care for chocolate bars, anyway.”
Val smirked at me. “You really are thick. So clueless.” I ignored his remark. What’s the big deal about getting a free chocolate bar?’ I pocketed the medal and turned my back on him.
Charm was in the hallway talking to some boys from the Junior section. She was indeed the prime example of a popular girl. She deserved getting the recognition. She waved at me, and I approached her. “Hey, this is my best friend, Nia. Nia, these are the boys from III-1. I said hello to them, and one came up to me. He was a burly Junior who looked familiar. “So, this is No. 7 from your volleyball team. Hello, Nia.” I was startled when I heard this. “Are you also a volleyball player?”, I asked. “Yes, I’m Leo. I saw you play. You were really good and cute.” Upon hearing that, I became self-conscious. Charm giggled. I was quiet, then told Charm we needed to go. She said goodbye to the boys, then wrapped her arm in mine. Together, we went back to our room. “I think that boy Leo likes you. He asked me about you earlier before you came.” I scowled. “Not really interested.” Our teacher was already in the room when we arrived. We hastily took our seats and were kept busy with the lessons.
I was walking home when I heard someone behind me. It was Leo and some of his friends. I became uneasy so I tried ignoring them. He called out my name. “Hey, Nia. Can we walk with you?” I could not answer right away. There were 3 of them, and I really did not know how to handle them. Then I heard someone call me. “Nia, let’s go.” It was Lance. I breathed a sigh of relief. “Sorry, Leo. Here’s my friend. We’ll go home together.” Lance quickly walked beside me and nodded to the boys. Then he took my bag. I gave him my brightest smile.
“Who is that?”
“His name is Leo. Charm met his group earlier and introduced me.” I looked at him. He was frowning slightly. I hurriedly added, “It’s a good thing you came. He was asking if they could walk me home.” He said quietly, “I know. I saw them following you. I did not like it.”
I beamed at him, “Well, you’re here now. I feel safe. Thanks again for saving me.” He gazed at me. “Nia, don’t go home immediately. Ask me or anyone from our class to walk you to the jeepney stop. It’s better to go in groups than alone. And tell Charm not to introduce you to just anyone. She’s your friend and she is supposed to also look after you.” He looked so grim, I was rueful. I think this was the first time I saw him looking like that. He was right. I should not be too complacent. I made up my mind to always ask him or Val to walk me to the jeepney stop after class moving forward. Even with the tense scenario earlier, it was reassuring to have someone like Lance watch over me. We were silent throughout the ride. I can feel he was still annoyed. I did not talk to him as it might make the situation get worse.
As we reached my house, he turned to me to hand me my bag. “Are you still mad?”, I asked quietly. He shook his head, then replied “Maybe I was a bit tired. Here’s your bag and I’ll try to call you up later.” He turned to walk away. He did not even look at me. I really was bothered but did not respond at all. I went inside, vexed at what happened and thinking of calling Charm. She may not be at home yet but I will have to tell her about what happened. I made a mental note to avoid getting introduced to dubious characters in the future.
Friday. Val and Charm were both looking at watching a movie after class. I told them I cannot go. I promised myself to devote my time reviewing for the next two weeks before the Finals.“We still have time to study. You can do that tomorrow, Saturday.” Val said. We were going to the ladies’ room as Charm wanted to change into civilian clothing before leaving for the mall. Val already changed into his plain, black shirt and tucked his polo inside his bag. I was just tagging along, ready to go home. “I know, but every minute counts. Remember we need to get an average of 88% to maintain our class ranking and stay with Section 1.” I sighed. I was getting anxious. Val was thoughtful, then said “I think my average is between 86-87% at this point. I only need to get a 90% on 3 subjects with the quizzes next week and get the same on our Finals.” I grumble
I was late coming in that Monday. Traffic was heavy and I had to wait for Mica so we could go to school together. I sneaked past the guard who was busy accosting some students not wearing IDs. I rushed over to our line and made it just before the flag ceremony. I breathed in a sigh of relief. I looked at Charm and Val, who were chatting in the middle of the line. I squeezed in to join them. “Hi. So, did Lance call you?” Val asked. I was astonished. “Why?” Charm giggled. “I told you last Friday night, right? We saw them with some pretty girls from that exclusive school in Makati.” Val raised his eyebrows at me. “Oh, yes, I talked to him. He came to our house last Saturday. We spent the afternoon studying. One of the girls was a cousin of Jon,” I said casually. I giggled at their expression. They looked so comical. Val’s mouth was agape, while Charm’s eyebrows were furrowed. Lance suddenly came over and sai
Finals Week. The culmination of months of preparation and sacrificing weekend jaunts or gimmicks with friends. The final countdown. I massaged my forehead and stretched my arms after I completed answering my last test paper. I did what I could, and I will just have to wait and pray for positive results. I glanced at Charm and Val. Their heads were still bowed down, furiously answering the questions on their respective papers. I looked around and saw Izzie, Lance, Archer, Jon, Noah, and about half of the class were still not done with their tests. The last subject was Reading and Comprehension, my favorite. Our teacher Ma’am Decena shooed me out as I handed my paper. I grabbed my bag and stepped outside. I saw Dahlia, Len, Julie, and Ayene outside, comparing notes. This was the Honors circle, and I was pondering on why I was in the same group. Len saw me and shrieked, “I knew you would finish up early. Those questions and essays were just a
Friday was the last day of school. I brought an extra set of casual clothing with me just in case the class decides to carry on with the proposed last-day film watching. I rode to school with Mica, as all seniors need to get ready for their graduation exercises. I saw her run over to her section, and the Senior students were occupying a big chunk of the school grounds for their rehearsal. Members of the Music Club were near the platform, testing their musical instruments. I saw Lance carrying a big, black bag. I remember he was a member of the Club and plays the keyboard. I went up to our room and immediately looked for Charm and Val. They were roaming around the hallway that morning, checking in with other section students. Our room was also lively with discussions on how to spend the last day of school. I placed my bag on my seat then ran out to join Val and Charm. We did not have any classes, as the faculty was busy preparing for the graduation eve
It was a sweltering day and I burned my skin several times over from spending too much time outside. Those were the hottest days of summer. I ran around the lot trying to catch that freakishly fast chicken that my Nanay wanted to butcher and cook into tinola. I was crying while doing so, imagining the fate that chicken would have under my Nanay’s experienced hands. I tripped and fell, hurting my knee in the process. An ugly bruise emerged, and I just lost it. I stopped and yelled, “They are selling dressed chickens in the market. Why are you making me go through this? What about Mica?” My Nanay briskly walked towards me and swatted my nape. “You dare shout at your mother?” I ran in the direction of our nipa-styled house to escape from her clutches. “Come back here! Who will capture that chicken?” I ignored her screams and went inside to look for Mica. She was still lying on the bed and snoring. I w
That Monday morning, I was up bright and early to get ready for school. I showered and then dressed with special care. Last night, prepared my new black shoes and ironed my new set of uniforms. This year, I had longer hair, which I usually kept well-groomed by wearing headbands. My old hairdo was getting on my nerves because it simply helped to make me look younger. I wasn't sure whether Lance would join me because it was only the first day of school and kids generally arrive late or not at all. We also didn't get to meet because he was too busy assisting his sister in running their shop.Lance was nowhere to be found at the jeepney station or on their block. I was a little upset, but when I saw Izzie, I felt better. Izzie shrieked upon seeing me and proceeded to chat excitedly about our class. We were so preoccupied with discussing the new students coming in, that we almost passed over our school.We disembarked and noticed some kids entering at a leisurely pace. We p
The weeks that followed kept us all busy. Our new classmates easily adjusted to the pace and acclimated to the group. Jessie, the girl transferred from the afternoon section, was very affable and eager to please. She was a dark, slightly taller girl than me and sporting very straight oily hair. She would always take part in our Friday hangouts and would even self-assuredly join the bubbly boys' discussions. The sports competitions came in and tryouts were conducted. Jessie excitedly told me that she might join the volleyball tryouts but she did not show up when the day came. As expected, Charm, Felicia, and I were selected to the Junior - AM team. Jessie excitedly told me that she might join the tryouts but she did not show up during the selection process. Although her seat was in the middle, she always stays in our row to chat and have fun with the bubbly boys. Charm was then going out with
One morning, I came in later than usual. Most of my classmates were already inside the room and there were tittering and loud calls for Lance. I was surprised but did not think too much about it. I sat down and whispered to Izzie, “What’s up? Why is there so much excitement so early this morning?” Izzie whispered back “Someone left a love letter and a big chocolate bar on Lance’s desk. Must be from an admirer.” I gasped. “Really? Well, that’s a first. Whoever that was must be one brave girl.” Izzie snickered. “Brave? Pretty stupid for me.” I looked back at Izzie. I asked “Why stupid? I mean Lance is really popular. He has no girlfriend yet so I can say he is still pretty much on the market.” Izzie turned her icy stare at me “Lance has you. He doesn’t seem to be courting or going out with anyone else. Whoever did that must know about you being Lance’s best f