Never the First Woman

Year 2018, March

(Three years ago)

Habol ang bawat paghinga ko kasabay ng mabilis na tibok ng aking puso dahil sa excitement at anticipation sa mga gagawin sa akin ni Nick.

I could feel the beads of sweat forming on my forehead and some of it dripping from my nape down to my shoulders and bared breasts. The sensitive flesh in between my legs is wet and aching for Nick's touch and kisses.

The darkness that I could only see because of my blindfold, added to the excitement that burns my body with pleasure and desire. My hands, which are restrained by handcuffs from both of my sides, helped my shaking legs to steady my balance and remain standing as I wait for whatever Nick was going to do.

"Anong safe word mo, Ava?"

Huminga muna ako nang malalim bago sumagot, "Sunflower."

Ramdam ko na nakatayo lang sa harapan ko si Nick— dahil dama ko ang init na nanggagaling sa hubad na katawan niya.

"Sunflower," he said using his husky voice as I felt his hand grabbing my nape. "Huwag mong kakalimutan