LOGINShare
37 - The First
publish date:
2026-01-28 22:09:10
Latest chapter
Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 80 - Where We Still Meet..
Johanis' POVI didn’t let go.I couldn’t even dare to think so.Not when she was finally in my arms again—real, solid, warm in a way that no memory could ever replicate. My fingers tightened slightly against her back, pressing her closer like I could anchor her here if I just held on long enough.Like I could stop this from becoming another goodbye..Her breath was soft against my neck.Steady.Alive.I closed my eyes, letting it sink in. Every second. Every heartbeat. Every small shift of her body against mine. Every single damn moment..Because I knew—This wouldn’t last.“…Joha.”Her voice was quiet.Gentle.A warning.I exhaled slowly, my grip tightening for just a second before I forced myself to loosen it. Just enough to pull back.Just enough to see her.My hands slid up—one settling at her waist, the other rising to her face, cupping her cheek like I needed to remind myself she was still here.Her eyes met mine.Goddess..That broke me more than anything.Because they were sti
Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 79 - Fractured Hope
Johanis’ POV Her father let out a harsh breath.Then—Without another word—He turned.And ran.Straight for the forest.“Alaric—wait—!” Mother shouted from behind us, but it was useless.He didn’t slow.Didn’t even hesitate.Didn’t stop.He crossed the boundary—And the forest—Rejected him.Violently.The moment he stepped in, something unseen slammed into him, throwing him back like he’d hit a solid wall. He hit the ground hard, breath knocked out of him.But he didn’t stay down.Didn’t even pause as he got up and ran again.Same result.. but harder this time, more brutal.The forest wasn’t just blocking him. It was warning him.I stepped forward instinctively—And that was when I saw it.At the edge.Left behind.A suitcase.Old.Worn.Familiar.My breath caught.Aya’s..She probably dropped it when she was abducted from the beginning before I saw her again..From when everything started.I crouched slightly, brushing my fingers over it. And the moment I did—The bond pulsed.Str
Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 78 - The Thread Still Holds
Johanis' POVThe first thing I saw when I woke up—Was her.Not Aya.But Lily.Close enough that for a split second, my brain tried to lie to me. Tried to fill in the wrong face, the wrong presence, the wrong warmth.But it didn’t last.Because the bond—Still stretched. Still thin. Still there.And it didn’t lead to her.It led somewhere far away.Lily gave me a small, sad smile. “Hey.”My throat felt dry. Raw. “How long?”“Three days.”Three.Days.My chest tightened immediately. My body reacted before logic could catch up—I pushed myself up, muscles screaming in protest, ribs protesting every movement.“Johanis—”“I have to go.”The words came out automatic. Instinct. Not thought. Lily’s hand shot out, pressing firmly against my chest before I could swing my legs off the bed. Not hard.But enough.“Sit down.”“No.”“Sit. Down.”Her voice cracked. That was what made me stop. Not the force. Not the command.The fear.I looked at her properly then. Her eyes were red. Not fresh. Not fr
Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 77 - Held Back
Johanis' POVThe first thing I felt—Was nothing.No forest.No pressure.No pull.Just—Air.Cold. Still. Wrong.My eyes snapped open. Dark ceiling but it was familiar.Too familiar, actually..For a second, my brain refused to process it. Because this wasn’t possible. This wasn’t where I was supposed to be.This wasn’t where she was.My body moved before my thoughts could catch up. I sat up too fast—Pain exploded through my chest. A sharp, tearing sensation that forced the air out of my lungs in a broken gasp.“—fuck—”My vision blurred. My hand slammed against the bed to steady myself, fingers curling into the sheets as another wave of pain hit—deep, internal, like something inside me had been ripped open and hadn’t healed properly.But I didn’t care.I couldn’t.“Aya.”Her name came out raw. Hoarse.Empty.The bond—I reached for it instinctively.And froze.It was still there.Faint.Distant.Like a thread stretched too far——but not broken.My heart slammed violently against my
Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 76 - A Promise Left Behind
Aya's POVI looked around and a slow, deliberate pulse moved through the ground beneath me—steady, ancient, aware. It wasn’t chaos anymore. It was control.And then—It reached for me.Not with claws. Not with force.With knowing..Something slipped into my mind, quiet and absolute.‘Not all of you can leave…’My breath caught. My fingers tightened around Johanis’ face, grounding myself in the warmth that was still slipping away. Blood stained my hands, tacky and real.Not this again.Not another choice carved out of cruelty.I swallowed hard, but the weight didn’t move. It pressed deeper, settling into my chest like something final.A path must be paid for.A balance must be kept.My vision blurred.A tear fell before I could stop it.I dragged in a breath, sharp and unsteady, forcing myself to stay present—to stay here, with him.Because if I didn’t—I wouldn’t be able to do what came next.“Aya…?”His voice was barely there. But it was enough.. I leaned closer, resting my forehead
Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 75 - The Lost One Rises
Aya's POV We were running out of time.That thought didn’t just sit in my head.It echoed.Loud. Relentless. Suffocating.Johanis’ blood stained the ground beneath us, too bright against the dark, damp soil of the forest. And the ground.. the woods, the forest itself seemed to feed on my mate’s blood even though he is not wolfless.“Aya…” Lily’s voice shook beside me, her hands still supporting Johanis’ other side. “We—we need to move. Now.”“I know,” I whispered.But I didn’t move.I couldn’t.Because Johanis was still looking at me.Like I was the only thing keeping him conscious.Like if I looked away—He’d disappear.“Aya…” His grip tightened weakly around my wrist. Barely there. But I felt it.Every bit of it.“Don’t… stay…”“Shh,” I cut him off immediately, my voice breaking despite myself. “Don’t talk. Just—just stay with me, okay?”Another cough.More blood.My vision blurred.This wasn’t happening.This wasn’t supposed to happen.“You said you were fine,” I whispered, my voi
Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 50 - Two Minutes Left
Aya’s POvThe scoreboard glowed mercilessly above the rink.3 – 2.Hillia Academy leading.And there is only two minutes left on the clock..The numbers seemed louder than the crowd. I leaned forward unconsciously, fingers gripping the edge of the seat in front of me. The unlinking stone in my pock
Last Updated : 2026-03-31Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 55 - Handicap
Aya’s POVDay one.And I already want to riot..Because apparently, being last year’s representative of the interschool tournament does not grant Woodhill University any glorious advantage.No..It grants them a handicap.A freaking handicap!!They are required to defeat three teams.Three!!!While
Last Updated : 2026-04-02Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 49 - Crossfire
Aya's POV “Guess who?”My heart nearly launched out of my chest. I twisted instinctively, fingers already reaching for the wrist covering my eyes, I swore I went as far as getting ready to attack whoever this maybe…And then—“Omg! Uncle Taviii!” The voice shifted from playful whisper to full-volum
Last Updated : 2026-03-31Saved, Then Rejected by my Ice Hockey Mate 57 - Shifting Dynamics
Aya's POV We were all still laughing.Still riding the high of Hillia’s last-second save. Tavian was dramatically reenacting the goalkeeper’s dive for the fifth time, complete with sound effects and an unnecessary slow-motion spin, while Lily critiqued his “form” like she was some professional ana
Last Updated : 2026-04-02
You may also like
Alpha Loren
Elle A. H.597.4K viewsA Gift from the Goddess
Dawn Rosewood1.7M viewsThe Alpha's Unwanted Mate
Gaydar586.2K viewsThe Silver Wolf
Ly_123576.6K viewsFour Alphas One Revenge
Heart and Rose698 viewsThe Rivalry of Blood and Tech
Suresh121 viewsOnce Rejected: A Slave To My Alpha Stepbrothers
Bookwise425 viewsFreeze, Flight, Fight!
Missy B153 views
