Leya sat alone in her room, the soft light from the lamp casting enough glow to chase away the shadows that seemed to cling to the walls. The air was thick and suffocating as if the mansion itself were alive, pressing down on her from all sides. She sat down leaning against the headboard, her fingers straying aimlessly across the embroidered patterns of the bedspread while her mind fell back to recollections of the time past.
The nights had become her only solace, those scant times when she could be left to her thoughts alone, away from the freezing stare of Harrison, the chain of belittling remarks from Vivian, and the constant prying eyes of Eleanor. It was in this quiet that she remembered what it had been like to be herself, before marriage, before the death of her father, before the walls of this mansion closed in on her as though in a prison. And as it was the case, her thoughts took her back to her father's study. She could almost envision him now, sitting behind the desk, his smiling countenance making all things safe and secure. For her, he had always been bigger than life, an influence of strength and character. She could almost hear his voice now, the deep rumble of it as he spoke of the future, of her dreams of being an artist and a writer, the life he was building for them. But that future had died with him. His death had been the first fissure in her life's foundation, the first inkling that all she knew was fragile, temporary. Then came debts, bankruptcy, and along with it, that relentless pressure which pushed her mother into a quiet desperation. Even today, Leya could hear those frantic whispers late in the night, the sound of her mother's voice on the phone, pleading for more time with creditors. And then… Samuel Blackwood had arrived. He'd walked into their lives to save the day, but Leya now knew the cost had come in much too high. He hadn't saved them, he'd only imprisoned her in a prison of another kind. One made of cold smiles and cruel intentions. Her gaze drifted to the door of her room, its thick wood a barrier between herself and the rest of the house. Somewhere beyond it, Harrison moved through the mansion, a storm waiting to break. She knew all the signs only too well: the tightening of his jaw, the sharpness in his voice whenever he spoke to her, the resentment that seemed to burn in his eyes every time they held hers. He hated her. She knew that now. But it wasn't just hatred, it was something deeper, something more dangerous. It was as if her presence in his life had lighted a fuse, one that was smoldering its way toward an explosion. Leya exhaled a heavy, mournful sigh and slid down into her bed as the weight of it weighed heavily upon her. She had agreed to this marriage to protect her family, but she could only imagine at what cost: the coldness in Harrison's eyes, the way he spoke to her as if she was nothing but an inconvenience, was that the life she gave up her dreams for? She thought about her siblings, their faces floating in her mind, reminding her why she was doing this to protect them and give them a future. Yet, in this cold and sterilized mansion, she wondered if she had just made the biggest mistake. How much longer could she bear it? How much longer could she continue pretending this life, this marriage, was anything but a cage she'd willingly walked into? The knot in her chest twisted, like it always did every night as the hours ticked closer to midnight. But that's not quite all it was. It was Fear too. Fear of what would happen if she ever let her defenses down, if she ever let herself trust anyone in this house. The Blackwoods weren't a family one could trust. That much she had learned. In the darkened study on the far side of the mansion, Harrison sat behind his desk, his fingers tapping in slow beats upon the gleaming wood. The room was still; save for the soft crackling of the fire in his hearth, the silence was unbroken. His mind and thoughts were quite another story altogether. He had never wanted this marriage. The thought crackled through his mind for what must have been the hundredth time riding on the back of another wave of fury. Samuel had done this to him, chiseled him into a marble statue of control just as he had done so many times during his life. And now he was trapped. Trapped in this sham of a marriage with a woman he barely knew and certainly didn't trust. Leya. Her name spoken rankled down his spine. She wasn't what he expected. Not that meek, timid woman he thought she would be. No, there was something to her something which made him uneasy. Too collected, too poised, too strong, irritating him in the manner in which she held herself regarding everything as though his coldness did nothing to her. But it did. He could see it in the way she flinched ever so slightly when he spoke to her in that acerbic tone. He could see it in the way her eyes flickered with hurt before she quickly masked it. And for those same reasons, he wasn't quite sure of, that just served to make him angrier. "She thinks she is better than this," he growled, his fingers curling into fists on the desk. But she wasn't. Leya Anderson was just one more piece of his father's game, and he was not about to let her act above it. He would make her pay for agreeing to such a marriage to be in on this scheme. And she would learn he wasn't a man with which to trifle. He leaned back in his chair, letting his eyes settle on the fire that danced in the hearth. His mind went dark as memories he had thought long buried rose once again to the surface like a visitation from his ghosts of the past: of betrayal, of lies, of the tearing of his life asunder before. It would not happen again. His jaw clenched and his eyes narrowed as he thought of Leya. She was a menace. Not in the bald sense, perhaps, but there was something about her that unsettled him. He didn't trust her. And he wouldn't make the same mistake twice. "I will not let what happened before… happen now." The words hung in the air, thick with unspoken meaning. Unspoken aloud, reverberating in his head, a promise to himself. A warning. Whatever games Leya thought she was playing, whatever plan his father had set in motion, Harrison was determined to come out on top. He had once been blindsided by someone he thought he could trust. But not this time. This time, he was ready Back in Leya's Room Leya wrapped the blanket tighter around her shoulders, a shiver running through her despite the warmth of the room. She couldn't shake this feeling that came over her like something was coming, some darkness she was not prepared for. She had seen the way Harrison had looked at her tonight, the anger bubbling away just below the surface. She could feel the tension rising between them, like a growing thickness in the air. And though he'd said little to her of late, she knew it was resentment, his frustration, cold determination to make her life a misery. She didn't know why; she didn't understand what had happened to him, to make him this way older, bitter, cruel. But one thing was for sure: whatever storm was coming, she had to be ready. And as she closed her eyes, trying to push thoughts away, a thought couldn't help but seep into her mind … how much longer until it unraveled? A low, menacing growl seeped through silent corridors and exploded in Leya's sleeping chamber. Leya's eyes snapped open; her heart jumped to her throat. The sound was soft, yet unmistakable, the slow, deliberate tread of someone outside her door. Her breath caught as she sat up in bed, the darkness of the room suddenly claustrophobic, the air heavy with an unvoiced threat. Was it Harrison? Or was it something worse? The footsteps came closer, heavier, more intentional, more measured. Then they stopped right outside her door.The study door slammed behind her with a ringing clang, one that rang too long in her ears, Leya stood suspended in the hallway, creasing apron pleats between shaking hands, heart hammering out of kilter with chaos. She had approached him — Harrison's father, the patriarch, the one and only man she had thought might have some spark of decency buried in the granite of his features.And he had given her nothing.Nothing.His eyes had followed her with the force of a heavier verdict, a chill as frigid as the stone under her. No blow, no gross laughter — but silence. And that was worse.Her throat tightened as she ran along the corridor, wall lamps skittering around her wickedly like evil goblins. Blackwood Hall loomed above, every step on the giant rugs pulling her further into its pit.She wished to scream. She wished to weep. But her mother's words came back to her again, words that she had held on to in her worst moments:"Courage is not in the shout, child. It's in silence never viol
The house remained overnight, slicing through all clefts with blade-edged, hard bone, light above shadow. Samuel Blackwood had his study, a study redolent with the scent of old leather, cigar smoke, and the iron smell, reminding him of things forgotten. Walls lined with shelves of books, book covers remembered long ago, more trophies than books, bearing witness to a string never sagging, never broken.A single smoldering lamp on his desk, amber liquid dripping on paper and ledgers. Samuel sat back in his chair, the glass of whiskey between the tip and the ball of his thumb and index finger. He rocked it gently back and forth, not to consume it, but to watch the amber liquid trickle like flame in a container.Leya thought she lived too fast.He remembered the face — white, trembling, obstinate — because she had half-knelt-fallen on his study floor. She had crawled forward onto herself, her voice broken as she pleaded not for herself but for the child. His granddaughter had kept insisti
Samuel Blackwood's workrooms had stretched out longer that evening, as though the house itself knew she shouldn't be there. Every step on the rich Persian rugs was muffled and stifled, but her racing heart was so hollow it resonated off paneled walls.She'd had no bed of her own today, no made bed, no bucket. Just her — shawl tied tightly over her head, stiff and exhausted. Weeks now, she'd endured what no human being ought to have endured: the tray shoved in front of her all day until wrists ache, scrubbing the floor on stone floors when sickness closed up throat, coal and water pails dragged through corridors until back aches.But to the door of the old man only did she go. For life in her so weak — life to keep her alive — she stayed.There creaked the oak door, there were Blackwood coats on it: a crown, a crown without compassion, swords, ravens, swords. A wisp of smoke with the delicate creaking under the door.She knocked once, anxiously."Come in," the voice harshly grated.Low
The weeks dragged out like lead weights.The servants' bell roused her from restless sleep day after day, rousing Leya with the same earnest prayer wedged in her teeth: let my child live, let my strength endure another day. But strength was being drained from her step by step, with eachinous chore Blackwoods exacted of her.Her own body trembled where she stood, her arms around enormous heaps of cut-crystal glasses. Her lower back hurt from scrubbing with her hands and knees for hours. Her bulging belly before her reminded her with each step that she no longer moved anywhere alone. And to the family, her bulging belly was not life—life was power negotiation.Fifteenth morning, Eleanor summoned her to the drawing room in the east, the drawing room glowed golden when sunlight descended across high windows of glass, and gilded surrounds emanated like light, Eleanor reclined on the velvet chaise, crossed legs neatly, while Vivian stood by the mantel, a creeping figure with hands folded, h
Blackwoods didn't shriek.They didn't assault her, or imprison her. They had something wider, wilder, and kinder than anger.They employed her.Eleanor's laughter flowed down the passages like infection. It trickled through half-open doorways, off plush cushions, from passages where she was spread out like a queen with a blessed-damned crown.One morning recess, skipping on her hand on a ringing silver tray, honeyed musically sweet to rouse interest, was Eleanor's voice."For goodness' sake, little bird, don't leave Blackwood heir on floorboards. The marble marks so easily."Her teacup rang, light as the laughter to boot.Vivian didn't smile. She wasn't loose without. She slammed the book she had been reading shut and glared up at Leya. Those pale blue eyes balanced her like a butcher balances flesh and bone."She is probably busy," Vivian said coldly, lips compressing. "Idle hands are the devil's tools. And make them believe they are something more."Something more.Those words hung
Darkness adhered to the panes, silvering the glass with moon. Leya paced back and forth in the hall outside his study door, palms damp, heart pounding at her ribcage as though it would explode out. She had heard the rumors which had been whispered amongst servants all morning, felt Eleanor's icy gaze stabbing her as she passed, and heard Vivian's icy laughter ringing down corridors.But it had not mattered.What had mattered was he.Shaking hands grasped the crumpled piece of paper — evidence she had stolen from the doctor's bag and possessed for days. Evidence of truth in her womb. Evidence she bore not shame, not lies, not another man's child — but his.Harrison's.The man she'd loved since he'd pulled her from the broken bloodied ruins of her family, the man whose momentary kindness had been enough to make her think the world didn't have to be quite so broken.She swallowed hard, her throat dry tonight he'll listen. Tonight he'll look. Her hand rose in hesitation then knocked gentl