I looked at him, trying to regain control of the situation, but it was useless. John watched me with that same mix of arrogance and amusement he always wore, like he’d just won the lottery.
The egotistical bastard knew exactly what he was doing. “You haven’t said a word. Was it that bad?” he asked, tilting his head with a smile that screamed, I know you loved it. “What makes you think I’m not just processing your complete lack of respect for my personal space?” I shot back, crossing my arms. There. Back to my tough stance. All under control. “Oh, come on. You kissed me back.” John leaned in, studying me like I was some riddle he was dying to solve. “And, I’ll tell you, I loved every second of it.” There he was again, with that confident tone, that damned charm. I rolled my eyes, doing my best to stay calm. “You didn’t ask any questions before throwing yourself at me, John. If you had, my answer would’ve been a clear no.” He laughed. It was a warm, genuine laugh, like he found my effort to stay indifferent completely adorable. “Sure, sure. The classic excuse for not admitting you got carried away.” He stood, stretched as if he owned the world, then offered me his hand. “Come on, I’ll take you home.” “I can walk, thanks,” I replied, even though I knew he wouldn’t let me go alone. He had that kind of insistence that was irritating, but deep down, it made me feel safe. Not that I’d ever admit that out loud. We drove in silence, but the air between us felt charged. Electric. The kind of tension that lingers after someone’s crossed a line, and there’s no way back. The silence was heavy, thick, and I tried my best to act like nothing had happened. “You okay?” he asked, glancing at me as he drove. “Perfectly. Why?” I said, pretending to be fascinated by the city lights. “I don’t know. You seemed a little out of sorts back there. Maybe you’re not used to kisses that intense,” he teased. “Intense? Please. I’ve had colds that were more intense than that.” I went for the most cynical line I could pull out, but all it did was make him laugh again. “God, you’re always so clever, Catherine.” I bit my lip. I hated the way he said my name, like he was tasting it, like he made it sound special when it clearly wasn’t. I was just a failed writer who didn’t want some egocentric billionaire ruining what little was left of her sanity. And yet, there he was. That low voice, those fingers brushing the steering wheel like he knew exactly how to touch everything. And my sanity... hanging by a thread. When we reached my building, I got out of the car faster than he could react. “Thanks for the ride, John. You can go back to your golden mansion or whatever,” I said, fishing for my keys in my bag. “You know, you act tough, but I know you like me.” His voice followed me, soft but sure. I turned and looked at him straight on. I made the mistake of meeting his eyes. There it was, that damn spark. A glint of challenge and desire. “Don’t get your hopes up,” I said, though my tone sounded far less convincing than I’d wanted. “No need to admit it now. Give it time.” John stepped toward me, and suddenly, he was a breath away again. His cologne — expensive, rich, addictive — wrapped around me without permission. His gaze held that dangerous intensity that makes you forget there’s a world beyond those eyes. “You know it, Catherine. You know there’s something happening between us.” I bit my lip, hating myself for what came next. I could feel the tension in the air, thick enough to cut with a knife. Part of me wanted to step back. The other part wanted to stay there forever. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said, turning my head away. But he gently took my chin, making me look at him again. “Oh, you know.” His voice was low, close, his breath grazing my mouth. “I told you. You don’t have to fall in love. I’ll do all the work. You just... let go.” He said it so quietly, so close, I almost closed my eyes. Almost gave in. But I breathed. One step back. Just one. The spell cracked, just barely. “I’m not interested in that kind of game,” I muttered, even though I knew — it had already begun. His smile was slow. Dangerous. Seductive. “That’s what you say now, Catherine. That’s what you say.” My brain was screaming get out now, but my body... my body had other plans. Every fiber of me knew the right thing would be to walk away, slam the door in his face, and go back to my quiet, failed-writer life. But there was John. Too close. Too attractive. And with that smile that made me want to strangle him... and kiss him all at once.John leaned back in his chair, savoring my small moment of surrender. That smile—the one that usually drove me mad—this time only made me smile back, despite myself. It was impossible not to get caught up in his charm when he wasn’t even trying to impress.“Me? Get my hopes up?” he said with a soft laugh. “What kind of man do you think I am?”“The kind that’s used to winning,” I replied, my gaze steady on his.“Not always. But I try.” His voice carried that natural confidence, like failure didn’t exist in his world—not really.The dinner unfolded with a surprising ease. We talked about trivial things: books, music, even movies. The conversation flowed lightly, without the usual tension that hovered over us. Now and then, he’d drop a clever comment, one that made my stomach flip just a little. But I held my own, firing back with sarcasm, and to my surprise, John seemed to enjoy every second of it.After dessert, when we were both more relaxed, he rested his elbows on the table and fixe
When I got home, the idea of dinner with Javier settled into my mind like a ticking time bomb. I couldn’t focus on anything. I’d open my laptop, write a single sentence, then delete five. I tried reading, but every word reminded me of his voice, his smile, the feel of his hand brushing mine.By seven-thirty, I was standing in front of my closet, staring at my clothes like I was about to make the most important decision of my life. What the hell do you wear to dinner with Javier Aranda? Nothing in there said I’m not interested, but I also don’t want you to think I’m a mess.I tried on three different outfits, cursing under my breath. Why did it even matter what I wore? He’d show up in one of his custom-made suits, smelling of success and power, while I debated whether I looked too casual or like I was trying too hard.In the end, I chose something simple: a fitted black dress that wasn’t too revealing, and ankle boots. I left my hair down—because I knew he preferred it that way, though
I spent the night tossing and turning, wrestling with my thoughts. I couldn’t get him out of my head. The way John looked at me, as if he knew something I didn’t. As if it was only a matter of time before I surrendered at his feet. And damn it, part of me wanted to fall.But no. I wasn’t going to let the attractive, charming, billionaire John Blackwell slip into my life and turn it into chaos. That’s what he did—he created chaos around him. And I already had enough with the disaster that was my writing career.The next day, I tried to focus on my work, but I couldn’t string two coherent sentences together.Every time I tried to picture a character, that character became John. His damn eyes, that mocking smile, his hands brushing my skin... Enough!“You’re losing your mind, Catherine,” I muttered to myself, slamming the laptop shut in frustration. “This has to stop.”I decided to head to my usual café, my sanctuary. Maybe a change of scenery would help me write.But of course, because
“Not think about me?” he said, letting out a low laugh. “Sounds like that’s going to take a lot of effort.”I gave him a fake smile and turned toward the door, ready to go inside and put an end to this conversation. But just as I was about to slip the key into the lock, his hand brushed along my arm, stopping me. It wasn’t forceful, it wasn’t possessive. Just a soft touch, one that sent a shiver from my fingertips all the way up the back of my neck.The man knew exactly what he was doing. And the worst part was, my body responded before my brain could stop it. As if his touch switched off all my defenses, one by one.“Catherine,” he whispered, and it felt almost like a caress. “Why are you so afraid?”I froze.I hate when men try to be deep. This isn’t a movie, I thought. This isn’t a romance novel. This is real life, and in real life, guys like him don’t end up with girls like me.But his words disarmed me in a way I hadn’t expected...There was something in his voice, that low tone
I looked at him, trying to regain control of the situation, but it was useless. John watched me with that same mix of arrogance and amusement he always wore, like he’d just won the lottery.The egotistical bastard knew exactly what he was doing.“You haven’t said a word. Was it that bad?” he asked, tilting his head with a smile that screamed, I know you loved it.“What makes you think I’m not just processing your complete lack of respect for my personal space?” I shot back, crossing my arms. There. Back to my tough stance. All under control.“Oh, come on. You kissed me back.” John leaned in, studying me like I was some riddle he was dying to solve. “And, I’ll tell you, I loved every second of it.”There he was again, with that confident tone, that damned charm. I rolled my eyes, doing my best to stay calm.“You didn’t ask any questions before throwing yourself at me, John. If you had, my answer would’ve been a clear no.”He laughed.It was a warm, genuine laugh, like he found my effor
The first day I saw him, I thought he must have been some kind of casting mistake. Too perfect to be standing in that café where I used to waste time trying to write a chapter of my novel. And there he was, standing like the world revolved around his flawless figure. John Blackwell. The John Blackwell. Billionaire, arrogant, and owner of a smile that could easily be registered as a lethal weapon.He had the kind of presence that hurt to look at. Tall, elegant, wearing a suit that probably cost more than my bank debt. The watch on his wrist didn’t tell the time—it told of power. His dark hair slicked back without a single strand out of place, his grey eyes glinting like metal. Like a secret on the verge of exploding.And still, what pissed me off the most was how easily he sat at my table. Without asking. Without permission. As if the air, the space, and even my coffee belonged to him.“Do you always sit alone, or is it just because of me?” he said, smiling like he knew exactly which b