Chapter 19

Sybil’s POV

After waiting for some minutes I snuck out of the room into the empty aisle. Good, there was no one here. I hurriedly walked to the middle of the hallway before I relaxed and started walking at my normal pace.z

I remembered the look in her eyes, triumphant when she said she was happy Azin died. That if she could she would go back in time to assist me in killing him.

It was assuring what she said, that she wanted to kill him as well, but I didn’t completely trust her. Her fear was what made me most scared, she could get terrified and out me.

But for now I had to trust her, give her a benefit of doubt before I did anything. Besides, meeting up with her multiple times would make us look suspicious.

As I walked my head was buzzing with different thoughts and then I remembered Eve, should I tell her about what happened? I could trust her right? Or was I overshooting?

Going down I heard a loud groan that made me stop dead in my tracks. It wasn’t the sound of the groan that made me stop, nor how painful it was, no it was the person that made it.

Eve!

My blood cooled to ice level as I raced down to her on the ground, clutching her stomach and biting her lips.

“What happened?” I asked, placing my hand around her waist.

“Sybil,” she called with a broken voice, and tears pooled in my eyes.

“What happened?”

“R-room, please.” Her hands were trembling and she was on the ground, unable to stand, barely sitting on her ass.

I didn’t need to ask her if she could walk, I crawled to her front and knelt. “Climb.”

She brought her hand to my neck and I helped her climb up. When I wanted to secure her leg tightly around my waist, she winced and I completely let go.

As I carried her on my back to our room I couldn’t help but get the sense of déjà vu, how she carried me in this manner yesterday not knowing I would be doing the same thing this very moment.

Eve sobbed silently on my shoulder and I didn’t dare ask her what happened. Reaching our room, I set her down and ran to draw a bath for her. I fetched hot water, mixed it in the tub, and added some disinfectant as I carried her to it.

Gently, I placed her inside the tub with her clothes on. She relaxed her head against the tub and moaned from the pain and pleasure of the warm water penetrating her cold skin.

She didn’t look at me when I helped her out of the ridiculous dress and helped pour the water on her body.

Her eyes were shut and tears just came and came, her lips trembled as she fought back a wail. Seeing her suffer like this, in pain, unable to voice out her cry because she should be used to this by now, made my chest tighten, and then my throat hardened like vines of thorns were wrapped around it. Making it hard for me to breathe.

“I’m sorry,” I mumbled, sitting on the floor next to her. My hand rested on the surface of the bathtub. “I’m sorry for being judgmental on my first day here.”

Looking back at it I was so mean, entitled, and believed that they put effort into escaping which was why their lives were miserable here. I believed that they became comfortable fucking around with all the bleeding soldiers.

How hypocritical of me, because in the same week, I had wished for Rogue Alpha to turn me around and bring all my fantasies to life.

“Who did it?”

“Does it matter?” She asked with eyes still shut, leg open to allow it to soothe the soreness. She was right, it didn’t matter because there was nothing we could do about it.

“Let me get some ointment.” I stood up and she directed me to her bedside stand.

I knelt as I probed under her bed for some box, feeling it, so I took it out. A white plastic box. I opened it and there were some medical supplies inside. I wondered how she got them.

Returning to the bathroom, I set them down and took out some oil that she would apply, were this done to a werewolf without a wolf, she would have died.

“There were two of them.”

I froze, turning to her.

“At the same time?”

She laughed, broken with tears gathering in her eyes. “Yes.” She sniffed and sucked in a breath, “wanted to see how loud I can scream, I had stopped screaming ever since.”

A hot lump lodged in my throat and I was unable to blink and look away. “Did-did they do it?”

“They started, the pain caused me to scream and the alpha’s second in command walked in.”

“Eris?”

“Mhmm, he asked them to leave me, made some speech about them not sending any more girls to the camp in the meantime for security purposes. They shouldn’t break the one they have here.”

I narrowed my eyes at her, “Did he carry you here?”

“Mmm.” She bopped her head.

“I’m glad he came.” I mumbled, “Who knows how far they would have gone?”

“Till I bled and passed out or died like the rest. I’m just a wh-whore.” Her throat moved as she said the last part. I sniffed and stood up going to the room to give her privacy.

She walked in later, set the box down and wore the clothes I placed on the bed for her. She clambered on it and lay down.

“How did you get the medical supplies? It’s pretty hard to get.”

“From the infirmary, sometimes I clean there and I take some things. It’s not a crime, some of these girls need it.”

“Wow.” I dropped down on my bed, “That’s cool, maybe next time we should go together so that we can have more, I know a couple of girls that will need it.” Like Lily, too shy I doubt she would know things like this were in our possession.

“I will but you can’t go ahead helping everyone, some are spies and some roll with the bitch.” Her eyes gained some light to them as she said that, “speaking of the bitch, what did you do to her? The story of how you shove her down despite the rules is filling the campy.”

I sighed and leaned against the wall. “I did not touch her. I would have loved to be the one to push her down after kicking the bucket of mopping water, but unfortunately, the universe took revenge on me. She fell when she was about to walk away. Twice.”

“Now the maids twisted it to make a mockery of her which sort of landed me in big trouble. But that’s settled.”

“I wish I were there to experience it. It’s even more entertaining to watch her fall from her own vice.” We laughed together, she laughed till I saw her cry, folded to her side and then went to sleep.

I walked out of the room a moment later, standing by the door. I closed my eyes. Freedom, did that sort of thing exist for us?

“Yes!” My wolf vehemently replied. “There’s freedom waiting for us, there’s no way we are going to be slaves in this camp with no will. We will find a way and we will escape.”

Yes, we would do that.

My father, I should get over my shock and visit him soon. If not for me, for Marylyn. She deserved all the best things in life.

I didn’t meet with the girls till dusk. I kept away from everyone, the generals and soldiers. I didn’t want to encounter more trouble my way.

As Lily said, I should keep away from trouble for my own good.

With nothing to do, I leaned by the kitchen as the girls giggled and yapped on the most awkward topic, but I didn’t have it in me to leave.

“Speak for yourself, you have slept with almost all the generals.” A servant girl said and the one by the island chuckled, pleased.

“Not all, I intend to add the alpha to my list,” the girl said and I looked at her, from her head down to her feet.

“He’s not going to look your way Ashly, he doesn’t fuck every girl.”

Ashly looked gloomy, “I know but a girl can dream,” she dragged the words too much for my liking. “I’ve seen him fuck other girls, mmm.” Ashly licked her mouth and I bit my nails. Listening.

“He stimulates them and makes them scream. He’s an expert with bed,” she looked around then lowered her voice. “He has a pretty monstrous cock.”

So I wasn’t the only one who thought of it as that, lined with veins that just called to you.

“You should shoot your shot lower.” Another girl spoke for the first time, “Maybe the Second in command rather than the alpha.”

The girls faced her and snickered at once, “You have a higher chance of getting fucked by the alpha than his second. He’s barely seen with girls. He seemed as cold as the dead.”

“Like Sybil.”

When I heard my name every nerve in my body quietened and I was suddenly more attentive than I had been. I noticed them watching me and I leaned away from the door, standing upright, “What is it?” I never should have been here.

“How did you get the alpha to fuck you when you are not his type?”

An insult, I see.

“The alpha did not do—we didn’t, nothing of such has happened.” I let them know, I didn’t want another rumor started because of me

“But you guys are soon going to fuck, right?”

Goodness, every eye was on me, expectant and I regretted staying here, I should have slept in my room.

“Yes, don’t deny it, the alpha is always sending for you. Do you think he’s going to do it soon, do you mind if we watch it?”

“Yo!” I held up my hand and stepped back.

“Wait, if the alpha has been unto her, is that why Violet attacked her, because she’s losing her spot.” The girl stopped and every head was in our direction, silence ensued.

Then the girl’s eyes bulged, “Is that what caused both of you to fight?”

“What? No! No!”